56What are you afraid of?

A few days have passed, and Su Siqi still remembers Lu Tianchen's eyes that day, without a trace of brilliance, looking at her silently, empty and godless. The tall figure suddenly faded into a shadow, he looked at her deeply, and said word by word: "Siqi, no matter what you think, I don't want to break up, let's calm down for a while, okay?" ”

He looked at her so deeply and sadly, what else could she say? At that moment, she clearly realized that Lu Tianchen really loved her!

But what does this change? That child will get bigger and bigger, and he can't grow up without his father!

Su Siqi wanted to persuade him, but in the end she didn't say anything, only nodded silently. watched his sad back fade away.

No matter what Lu Tianchen thinks, in Su Siqi's heart, this matter is a foregone conclusion.

Although she was not as sad as Lu Tianchen, she was also listless for a few days, as if she had a cold that was not too small.

Also listless with her was Xiao Xiao, she pushed the door in and sat down in the chair in frustration, "Okay, don't be sad, a Lu Tianchen is gone, and the filler will come immediately." ”

Su Siqi didn't understand: "What do you mean?" ”

Xiao Xiao sighed heavily: "Remember that hospital Xiaokai, today I asked someone to convey the message euphemistically, and I want to contact you." ”

Su Siqi was dumbfounded: "You mean that high, what kind of high?" ”

"Karen Gao," Xiao Xiao glanced at her angrily, "I also ate a meal from others, and I can't even remember my name." ”

"No," Su Siqi was confused: "He went on a blind date with you, why did he get involved with me again?" ”

"Haven't you always boasted that you are loved by everyone and that flowers bloom? Yes, this time I really fell in love at first sight. Xiao Xiao was quite resentful: "You don't know, I put down my body and took the initiative to contact him, but he has been prevaricating, not saying yes, not saying no, I thought there was hope, how do I know that Li Ning suddenly asked me about your situation yesterday, I thought he had taken a fancy to you, and later I learned that he was inquiring for Karen Gao." ”

"Then you replied to him for me," Su Siqi rummaged through the biscuits from the drawer to eat, and threw a small bag to Xiao Xiao: "My sister just fell out of love, and I'm not in the mood now." ”

"Isn't a lovelorn woman the loneliest and most empty, in need of love? I thought why not take this opportunity to ......"

Su Siqi almost bit her tongue: "That's your person, how can you push me here?" You've got a big heart! ”

"Anyway, I can't do it, but he is interested in you, although Gao Karen is not as good as Lu Tianchen, the conditions are not bad, don't waste it, isn't it good to be cheap for your own people? Doesn't the fertilizer water flow into the fields of outsiders? ”

Su Siqi couldn't help but applaud: "Thank you for not treating me as an outsider." I'm not interested, though. ”

"Don't mind, try it in a few days, maybe you can hit a different kind of spark!"

"It's a different kind of spark, you can really say," Su Siqi laughed: "Spread a word for me, just say thank you to him for being affordable, but I have a boyfriend." ”

"How can you have it, didn't you just divide it?"

"I'm divided here, but I don't know what Lu Tianchen thinks. Maybe he'll come back to pester me? ”

"Did you change your mind as soon as he entangled? It is said that women can't stand pestering, and stalker men can often succeed. ”

Su Siqi chewed the biscuits and thought about it seriously, "It's impossible for me to be with him." ”

"Then it's better to be cheap, I've always been optimistic about Lu Tianchen......"

"Get out!" Su Siqi smashed a biscuit over: "More than, people have children!" ”

"Buy big and get small, I still earn it," Xiao Xiao said as he retreated to the door: "Anyway, it's impossible for him to be with An Xiashi." ”

"Get out!" Another biscuit smashed over, Xiao Xiaotou dodged it, laughed and walked away.

The sound of the piano in the Qing bar is melodious, and a very pure female voice sings in a low voice, making people feel as if they are in the vast prairie, the blue sky is high, the white clouds are long, and the horses are running freely on the green grassland......

Such a moving singing voice could not alleviate the pain in Lu Tianchen's heart, he drank silently, looked at the singer on the stage in a daze, and suddenly sighed, "Meng Qing, count me begging you, don't snatch Siqi away from me." ”

Shen Mengqing flicked the cigarette ash, he didn't like to persuade people, and he didn't like to explain, but he was still a little patient with Lu Tianchen.

"It doesn't matter who she's with or isn't with."

"Why doesn't it matter? Isn't it always your best job to dig into people's corners? Lu Tianchen opened his red eyes and looked straight at him: "Six years ago, you took advantage of the separation between me and An Xiashi, and took advantage of the weakness to snatch her, and now, you came to snatch Siqi and Shen Mengqing, I ask myself if I am worthy of you, why can't you see me?" ”

"After so many years, I have to clarify, six years ago, I didn't snatch An Xiashi, she was with me after she broke up with you, as for Su Siqi, it is even less close, I have nothing to do with her now."

"Not now, what about later? Won't there be one in the future? You dare to say you don't like her? Lu Tianchen was a little excited: "Look into my eyes and say you don't like her!" ”

Shen Mengqing looked at him and said after half a while, "You're drunk." ”

"You are a coward, Shen Mengqing," Lu Tianchen gritted his teeth and roared: "You obviously like her, but you don't dare to confess, seeing that I am good with her, your eyes are red, aren't you?" That's why I told her about the child and encouraged her to break up with me, right? ”

"Believe it or not, I don't." Shen Mengqing took a sip of wine and said lightly: "She's hello to you, I haven't stopped her, she wants to break up, I don't care, it's all her own wishes, and it has nothing to do with me." ”

Lu Tianchen snuffed out the cigarette butt, lit another one, smoked a little urgently, and choked and coughed.

He seemed calmer, silently smoking cigarettes and drinking, the anger and excitement in his eyes slowly disappeared, he tilted his head and listened to the song very seriously, and his fingers even beat rhythmically on the table.

Shen Mengqing didn't speak, and slowly poured the wine glass for Lu Tianchen.

After a long time, Lu Tianchen refocused his gaze on Shen Mengqing's face and looked at him inquiringly: "Shen Mengqing, what are you afraid of?" After so many years, she has been not far away, refusing to get closer half a step, what are you afraid of? ”

Shen Mengqing was stunned for a moment, and glanced at him quickly, "What am I afraid of?" ”

"If you really don't like her, help me persuade her and let her come back to me," Lu Tianchen said seriously: "I beg you, I really like her." ”

Shen Mengqing touched his chin and was silent for a while, "I can't help with this." I don't like to mix things up. ”

"Looks like I guessed right, you just like her." Lu Tianchen shook his head, with a little disdain: "You like her, but you don't dare to confess, Su Siqi will not accept a coward like you, even if you break us up, you won't get her, a playboy like you, she has always stayed away, Siqi is thoughtful and assertive, she is different from those superficial girls around you who see money and open their eyes." ”

"Lu Tianchen, how long can you love her?" Shen Mengqing suddenly interrupted him: "When I was with An Xiashi back then, wasn't I also infatuated with love, before the flowers and under the moon, the mountains and the sea swore an oath, it seems that without her, you can't live, but a few years later, when she reappeared, did you ever have a heart for her?" Do you still love her? Does the fervent love of the past still exist? ”

Lu Tianchen was speechless when asked, and stayed there for a while. When he broke up with An Xiashi in the past, he was as painful as he is now, and even more than ever, after all, it was his first love, and he had talked about it for so long, it was really difficult to forget that kind of unforgettable love, thinking that he couldn't get through it, but he did it. A few years later, Anxia reappeared, and he was already light.

There was a hint of coldness between Shen Mengqing's eyebrows: "It only took you a few years to easily erase An Xiashi from your heart and replace it with Su Siqi, this time will be shorter." You are a very strong willpower, and you can live without anyone. ”

"You seem to see me very thoroughly," Lu Tianchen said, "Really speaking, in this world, who can't live without whom?" ”

"Some people live, but it is no different from death, and there are people who die, but they always live in people's hearts."

Lu Tianchen smiled: "What you said is profound enough," he staggered to his feet: "It seems that I can't talk anymore, I'm leaving." ”

"I'll send you." Shen Mengqing also stood up.

"No, you don't drink less than I do." Lu Tianchen waved his hand: "Don't worry, I'll take a taxi back." ”

Shen Mengqing then sat down again and continued to drink. He lit another cigarette, took a puff, and then put it on the ashtray and watched the faint smoke slowly rise.

He scratched the lock on the screen of his mobile phone, quietly looked at the name at the top of the address book, pressed his finger lightly, and the moment the phone went out, he hung up immediately, and there was no sound, and the person on the other end of the phone would not know at all. He could play this little game all night long, and he would never get tired of it, until his phone ran out of battery and finally it was silent darkness.

But today this thought is so strong, he can't control it, when he returned to the car, he called again, but did not hang up again, the woman answered his phone very quickly, but today is a little different, it keeps ringing, but does not answer, he seems to be angry, persistently put the phone to his ear, long and monotonous beeps one after another, he heard him a little flustered, was about to hang up, but the other end picked up.

"Hey," the voice was soft, sounding a little timid.

"It's me." Shen Mengqing said in a low voice.

I know it's him, but what are you calling her for so late? Su Siqi was puzzled.

Because the events of that day made her embarrassed, she had been avoiding him for the past two days, and she didn't want to pick it up, knowing that Shen Mengqing had no patience, and it would break if she rang a few times, but she didn't expect him to be quite persistent this time, and she was afraid that she would find her in a hurry, so she took it after thinking about it.

"What's wrong with you?"

"Last time you left something at my house, I'll send it to you."

"No, I'll get it another day."

"It's going to be bad another day, the shelf life is three days, and you can't eat it after today."

Su Siqi blinked her eyes, and suddenly realized: "You're talking about that cake, right?" Forget that, I'm asleep, it's useless to take it, you can throw it for me. ”

The man was silent for a while, and then suddenly said, "Loser!" ”

Su Siqi pouted and snickered, the nobleman who spent a lot of money was embarrassed to say that she was a loser?

"If you feel wasteful, eat it yourself."

The man was silent again, he didn't speak for a long time, Su Siqi's eyelids were about to pull down, and he couldn't hold it anymore, so he had to ask him: "Are you okay, I'm sleeping." I have to go to work tomorrow. ”

"You, really broke up with Lu Tianchen?"

Why did the nobleman become so gossipy? Su Siqi didn't have time to entangle with him, so she hummed very honestly.

So the man said, "All right, you can sleep." ”

No matter how sleepy Su Siqi was, she had to wait for the nobles to hang her up first, but after waiting for a while, she couldn't open her eyes, and the phone was still on. She asked in a daze, "Do you have anything else?" ”

Before he finished speaking, the other end hung up, Su Siqi breathed a sigh of relief, pulled a soft radish and hugged it in his arms and fell asleep.