ran away from Shen Mengqing's house for a long time, and Su Siqi stopped, patted his chest and gasped.

This dead demon almost made her embarrassed again, but fortunately she escaped by pretending to be stupid. Walking forward slowly, she suddenly felt funny again, she was just trapped by love, and she used wine to kill her sorrows, why did she have trouble with Shen Guiren unclear, not embarrassed, not embarrassed?

But if Shen Mengqing is really interested in her, why wait until now? Presumably to tease her, the nobleman always has such a bad taste, teasing her, seeing her embarrassed, he is happy.

She is not his dish at all, and the little girls around him who are so tender that they can pinch out the water are completely incomparable, and a Lin Miaoer is even more out of her reach, wait, Su Siqi suddenly pouted, why is it out of reach? No matter how dazzling Lin Miaoer is, she is not envious, everyone has their own life, everyone has their own life, she feels that her current life is very good, except for ......

Except for the moment there is a small hurdle. But she didn't think it would be difficult to get there.

Strange to say, when I had dinner yesterday, I was still sad and sad in my heart, but it was just one night, and those sadness was as light as mist, blown by this summer wind, as if it was gradually drifting away.

Su Siqi is always a forward-looking person, since she has made a decision, she has no hesitation, and sadness is not suitable for her.

called Lu Tianchen to come out, he seemed a little embarrassed, saying that there was something going on outside, and he might not be able to come.

What can you do on a big weekend? Probably taking the children out to play with An Xiashi, right? Su Siqi is not an ignorant person, so she said that it will be tomorrow.

Lu Tianchen was still a little hesitant and asked her if there was anything she could say on the phone?

Su Siqi breathed a sigh at the sky, only hesitated for a second, and said, "Lu Tianchen, let's break up!" ”

When she said this, she suddenly relaxed, like a boulder falling to the ground, and she never had to worry about it again. For her, things that are too beautiful will always be flowers in the moon mirror in the water.

There was silence on the other end of the line, and there seemed to be no one at all.

Su Siqi was a little worried, and called him: "Lu Tianchen." ”

The man's breathing became heavy, "Where are you?" Let's meet. ”

"This matter was also made clear on the phone." Su Siqi said calmly: "The words have been said, there is no need to meet again." ”

"I think it's necessary." Lu Tianchen insisted.

"Okay." Su Siqi said, "Where are you, I'm looking for you." ”

"Or I'm coming for you."

Su Siqi thought about it and made an appointment at the Xueqi hut downstairs at home. She had just finished her meal and was not hungry, but it was good to go there for a cup of coffee.

Thinking of Xueqi Hut, Su Siqi remembered that she had packed a cake yesterday, which was probably thrown by Fang Zhuo in Shen Mengqing's house, men don't like to eat desserts, and it was a waste to put them in Shen Mengqing's place, so she took it away when she knew it.

Unexpectedly, Lu Tianchen arrived earlier than her, when Su Siqi pushed the door in, she saw him sitting in the window seat, the man frowned, staring out of the window in a daze, looking haggard and looking downcast.

The clerk recognized Su Siqi, so he greeted her: "Miss Su." ”

Su Siqi smiled: "I want two cups of coffee." ”

When he walked in front of Lu Tianchen, he raised his head a little dazedly, and the moment he saw her, his eyes immediately focused and became clear: "Siqi, you are here." ”

Su Siqi sat down, looked at him and smiled: "You arrived quite quickly." ”

Lu Tianchen looked at her: "Where are you from?" ”

Su Siqi didn't want him to misunderstand, so she said vaguely: "Outside." ”

Fortunately, Lu Tianchen didn't have the heart to dwell on this kind of trivial problem, he held Su Siqi's hand and went straight to the point: "Siqi, I don't agree to break up." ”

He held it so tightly that Su Siqi couldn't move, she knew that the news was a little sudden for Lu Tianchen, and she understood his feelings, so she went with him, and waited until the clerk served coffee before taking the opportunity to pull her hand out.

Lu Tianchen saw that she lowered her eyes and didn't speak, just stirred the coffee silently, and his heart slowly sank: "Do you already know?" ”

"Actually, you shouldn't hide it from me," Su Siqi still smiled: "My ability to bear it is not bad." ”

"I won't tell you, I'm afraid you'll say something like that."

"Tell me or not, the result won't change, that child is real, and I will know one day."

"Siqi, I don't tell you, I don't want you to upset, I want to tell you after everything is settled. I don't want this to affect our relationship. ”

"How to solve it? Don't want that child? ”

"I'm discussing with An Xiashi, she is willing to take the child, I will pay for it, she wants to give it to me, and I can take it. No matter who the child is with, we are all his parents and will love him. ”

"The child is still so young, he should grow up in a normal environment, this is the most conducive to his healthy growth, I think you and An Xia Shi should think about it again."

Lu Tianchen looked at her in surprise: "Siqi, what do you mean?" You mean to let me be with An Xia Shi? No, it's impossible, she and I have long since passed, and I love you! ”

"I know, there is no way to do it, everything is for the sake of the child."

"What about me? Have you ever considered me? Lu Tianchen looked very excited, and his voice also raised: "For the sake of the child, do you want to deprive me of my happiness?" ”

"Do you want to deprive your children of their happiness?"

"My child didn't know I existed until he was five years old, and he has always lived happily."

"He's growing up, he's slowly becoming sensible, and when he sees other kids with mom and dad and he only has mom, what do you think he'll think? Do you know the inner world of a child growing up in a single-parent family? Do you know the longing and anguish of his heart? You don't understand, because you're selfish, you only care about your own feelings! ”

"You're completely unreasonable."

"You're unreasonable!"

The two of them blushed and had thick necks, and even the clerk stretched his neck to watch the excitement from afar.

Probably realizing the gaffe, the two highly educated adults finally controlled their emotions and calmed down.

The small shop served instant coffee with added sugar, and it tasted slightly sweet in his mouth, but Lu Tianchen felt very bitter, and the bitterness went down his throat until he reached his heart, bitter and bitter.

"You listen to me, Tianchen," Su Siqi softened her voice: "Actually, since we just dated, I have been inexplicably worried, because you are too perfect, I am not a very lucky person, and things that are too perfect often can't be grasped." I always felt like you were stolen by me and will have to be returned one day. Sure enough, that's the case, so, I feel relaxed, you don't belong to me in the first place, and our breakup is inevitable. ”

"That's not the case, I ...... you" Lu Tianchen anxiously wanted to defend.

Su Siqi waved her hand, "You listen to me." My mom died when I was very young, and my dad and I lived together, so I know what it's like to be a child living in a single-parent family, and what he wants. What does he crave? Really, I still remember the feeling of secretly hiding under the quilt and crying for a long time. Therefore, Tianchen, I think there is nothing more important in this world than letting a child grow up happily and healthily. For the sake of the child, you should be with Anxiashi. ”

Lu Tianchen touched the cigarette and came out, just lit it, and when he saw the non-smoking sign on the wall, he immediately pinched it again, took the cigarette in his hand and turned it around, his brows twisted into pimples, and his expression looked very solemn.

After a long time, he raised his eyes and looked at Su Siqi deeply: "I understand." ”

"It's good to get it."

"I finally understand that you never loved me." When Lu Tianchen said this, his voice was bitter and astringent: "Maybe you have wanted to get rid of me for a long time, but you have been suffering from no excuses, and the child's affairs have relieved you, haven't you?" ”

"That's not the case, Lu Tianchen, I broke up with you just because of ......"

"Because you don't love me, you love Shen Mengqing." Finally said it, Lu Tianchen also breathed a sigh of relief, and he even smiled bitterly: "Actually, you are the one I stole from Shen Mengqing, Siqi, I have already seen it, you have always had him in your heart." I just won't admit it. ”

What the heck? Why did you get to Shen Mengqing again? Su Siqi looked at him in astonishment, this stimulus was greatly affected, right? How can you bite someone when you catch it?

"Tianchen, I know you feel uncomfortable, but you can't do this, what is the relationship between me and Shen Mengqing, you should be clear, how can I love Shen Mengqing? This is simply ridiculous! ”

"I know you won't admit it, maybe you don't even realize it, every time we are together, you will always unconsciously mention Shen Mengqing, and when you see him, you will panic, and even your smile will be exaggerated than usual. I thought that as long as I worked hard, one day it would slowly enter your heart, but obviously I was wrong. In front of me, you have always been calm and calm, not dependent, not coquettish, every time I want to kiss you, I will always avoid it unconsciously, Siqi, ask your heart. You really didn't love me, did you? ”

Su Siqi was silent, didn't she love? Maybe it's because you don't love deeply enough, right?

Seeing him and An Xiashi's intimate appearance, she also felt uncomfortable in her heart and was angry. After knowing the truth of the matter, didn't she still use alcohol to kill her sorrows? Because of this, she spent the night at Shen Mengqing's place, made a fool of herself, and kissed him...... Okay, she wants to deviate again, but she can't say that she loves Shen Mengqing because of this, it's too!

She is just a little afraid of Shen Mengqing, no one is not afraid of Shen Mengqing. It's the same thing when you go to school, when you're in school, the strictest teacher is usually the most talked about by your classmates. If she says that she loves Shen Mengqing based on this, there are too many people who love Shen Mengqing, and even he often mentions Shen Mengqing!

She can fall in love with anyone, and the least likely is Shen Mengqing, because she knows too well, the women around him are like watching the lights, and she is dazzled, and she looks like a flower and jade, but in the end she only ends up haggard. Where do you dare to wade in such troubled waters!

Maybe Lu Tianchen is right, she doesn't love him, it's not because of Shen Mengqing, she has always understood in her heart that on that night a long, long time ago, when the person she loved resolutely turned around and left, she lost the ability and courage to love someone again.