Chapter XI
Dong'er asked me a lot about Mo Huan, and I told her about it. It wasn't until later that Dong'er told me, "Madam, every time you mention that person, there will be a light in your eyes. Then he said, "But if you don't mention this person, the starlight in your eyes will be gone." ”
I remember Xiaoling said something similar. Probably, the person I liked very much and loved left and took with me my feelings for him. I couldn't get out, I couldn't forget him, so he also disappeared with the starlight in my eyes.
I have starlight in his eyes because I love him. I don't love all the people I have met since then, how can there be starlight under my eyes? Since he left, it was as if I had lost the ability to like others, and I never liked anyone again.
It's either him or not, I've always felt that way. The only person I want to marry is Mo Huan. If I didn't have him, I wouldn't be alone, and I could live well alone, so don't disturb my life.
When I first heard Dong'er and Xiaoling say this, I would laugh and laugh along with it. It's just that when I'm older, I'm more melancholy, and every time I think of this, I feel sad. Mo Wan is dead, and there will be no starlight in my eyes. I was waiting, I was waiting for Mo Huan to light up the starlight in my eyes, but he never came.
He hates him the most, he never comes in a dream, I don't even dream of him. Why is he so ruthless, I thought, wait for me, when I leave later, I will definitely hold his ears and let him explain to me.
Dong'er listened to the things between me and Mo Huan at the beginning, and liked to laugh very much, saying, "That's how that person made Madame like it?" Even sometimes jokingly said, "A woman like Madame will be ignored by a popular person for several days?" Xiao Ling would smile and say, "No, when the worst time, Miss didn't go to see Mo Gongzi for almost a few months." ”
The more Mo Huan is said in my heart, the more deeply impressed I will be, I especially remember when his Danfeng eyes were provoked, and then he used a fan to cover the overflowing smile, making a serious appearance, but in fact it was the most informal.
Dong'er listened to Xiaoling say this, laughed for a while, and then asked, "Madame will also say that others are prodigal sons?" Xiaoling said, "No, at the beginning, Mr. Mo directly grabbed the lady's sleeve on the street and didn't let him go." Miss was also very arrogant at that time, so she didn't tell Mo Gongzi's name, but she was followed to the house by Mo Gongzi. ”
I smiled and said, "yes, I think I've been tricked, if I had told him his name at the beginning, I'm afraid he wouldn't have been able to keep up with my door!" I'm still old with me, I don't want to deal with him! ”
Dong'er smiled and asked, "What about later?" Xiao Ling crossed her waist and said, "Later, later Mo Gongzi found me and asked me to be a lobbyist!" I laughed and said, "You'd be willing to be a lobbyist for him!" ”
After laughing for a while, Dong'er asked, "Did you reconcile later?" I said, "Actually, I wasn't very angry, I couldn't get angry when I saw his eyes, and he was the most coaxing." ”
Laughing and laughing, I stopped, listened to Xiaoling and Dong'er joke about some previous things, and held my heart tightly, the more I said, the more I missed Mo Huan.
Dong'er later heard that I directly opened my daughter's red seal to Mo Huan, but she was a little puzzled, "Madame would do such a thing before?" Can't you see it? ”
Xiao Ling was silent for a long time when she heard this, and then said softly, "Since the death of Master Mo, Miss has become like this. She waited, waiting for Mo Gongzi to come back and marry her. ”
At this time, I was already thirty years old, and Mo Huan had been dead for almost ten years. I can't forget him, I always remember him, I remember the way he laughed, I remember the way he used a fan to pretend to be serious, I remember the way he took me to catch fish and looked at my exposed leg and then didn't dare to look at me.
Those images are so vivid that now, he has been dead for ten years, but I still remember the events of my double decade, and I remember those things as if they happened yesterday, in fact, ten years have passed.
Dong'er asked me, "Madame, never thought about forgetting that person and starting over?" I was surprised and asked her, "Why should I forget that person?" He is the person I like, I remember his voice and smile, I remember it in my head, and I remember it in my heart. Even though I can't remember it in my head, I still think about it in my heart, and I can't forget it. ”
When Dong'er said goodbye later, she cried and said to me, "Madam, I have persuaded the master to reconcile with you. "I just hugged her gently in the end.
Later, I reconciled with Xiao Sheng.
When Xiao Sheng and I reconciled, I was thirty-two or three, he gave up, he said, "Lin Xinxue, I gave up, I will give you back your freedom." ”
When I got home, my father and mother already knew about it, they were old, and they didn't have the spirit to blame me anymore, they just hugged me and sighed and said, "Cher, it's okay." ”
The matter of my reconciliation with Xiao Sheng spread very quickly, many people said that Xiao Sheng couldn't get used to the fact that I used to be with Mo Huan, and some people said that I was still next to Mo Huan in my heart, so I reconciled with Xiao Sheng. Indeed, I know what they say, and I am always clean.
I have always lived cleanly in the world, I am waiting for Mo Huan to marry me, even if I die, I will not dirty Mo Huan's way to come.
Mo Huan's bones are gone, and his family can only set up a sign for him in the ancestral hall, but I gave her a grave.
I hadn't been to his grave for a long time, but I went on the first day of his departure, thinking of going to see him, and I hadn't seen him for years. I didn't go to see him after I got married, I always felt guilty that I lied to him, and I didn't wait for him to come back.
But when I went, Mo Huan's grave already had some ashes of paper money, and there were trees growing on the grave, and Xiao Sheng was there.
As I walked over, I listened to Xiao Sheng say, "I've heard Dong'er say a lot about that person, so I guess you should come to see him when you regain your freedom." I smiled and said, "You know me." ”
Xiao Sheng looked at me, and then said, "This is the second time." I asked him, "What?" He said, "This is the second time I've seen you smile since you married me." ”
I told him to be quiet, and I glanced at Mo Huan's grave, then turned my head and said, "Be quiet, don't let him hear." I promised him that I wouldn't marry if he didn't come back, and he would sulk when he heard it. ”
Then I smiled and looked at the tombstone on Mo Huan's grave, but in the end I couldn't hold back my tears and stayed. Xiao Sheng stood beside me and said, "I'm sorry. ”
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