Chapter X

Xiao Sheng came to see me, but I didn't see him, and then he waited in front of my door, and he couldn't see me if I didn't go out, but he could see me as soon as I went out. I would not talk to him, and if I had known that he would ask my father and mother for marriage, I would not have bothered him.

He knew that I and I always loved Mo Wan in my heart, so why did he go to my father and mother to ask for marriage? That's what I'm not happy about, so why should he?

This will only make me dislike him very much, I am worried about Mo Huan in my heart, but Xiao Sheng proposed to my parents at this time, I don't like this very much.

Xiaoling once persuaded me, saying, "Miss, in fact, you can try to accept your uncle, you grew up with your uncle, you also know the roots, and you don't know that he treats you well." ”

I said, "It's because he's so good to me that I shouldn't let him waste his time on me." He has to know that I have Mo Wan in my heart, he has to know that I will not fall in love with him, my heart is all for Mo Huan, he occupies a place, even if he dies, he will die in my heart. ”

It's not that I don't know that I'm married now, and what I should do now is to take care of my current husband, that is, Xiao Sheng. But I don't want to, why should I be nice to him? He's just a man who forcibly married me back, so why should I be nice to him?

I can't get over it, I just don't like him.

That day, I went around with Xiao Ling, Xiao Sheng followed me, I just walked slowly, I knew that Xiao Ling left, and only Xiao Sheng and I were left. I've just seen it, and it's spring again.

The peach blossoms in the yard bloomed again, I walked over and saw butterflies, butterflies circled around me twice, I thought of Mo Huan, Mo Huan also loved to circle around me. I couldn't help but chuckle a little, and then I was melancholy.

I listened to Xiao Sheng say, "I remember that you used to laugh the most, and this is indeed the first time I have seen you laugh when you get married." ”

I turned my head to look at him, Xiao Sheng's eyes didn't have a trace of emotion, just looked at me with some nostalgia, and I said, "Xiao Sheng, I don't love you." My heart is completely given to that person, even if he dies, he is still in my heart, and no one can replace him. If I had known that I would see you and let my father and mother marry me to you, I would not have met you. ”

I saw Xiao Sheng lower his head, and in the end he just sighed and said, "I'm sorry." "The butterfly was flying, and I saw it flying, and I chased two steps, and it turned around me again.

I'm not young, I'm twenty-seven or eighteen, and Mo Huan has been dead for many years, but I still remember it in my heart. There is no one like him, and when he comes with the wind, I will be gentle, and no one will be like him, but when he laughs, I will rejoice.

Xiao Sheng followed behind me, I don't know what he thought, but I just watched him look at me all the time, but I couldn't let him go. Actually, I'm tired, and so should he be.

If I had never known Mo Huan, I would definitely be able to accept the ending of marrying Xiao Sheng, Xiao Sheng is good, he looks good, and he treats me well. But ah, how can I be with him for a long time with a heart full of Mohwan?

I wrote to my mother, and I wrote, "Mother, I can't fall in love with another person." In the end, I never received a reply.

How can I restrain such a thing as feelings? Just like I couldn't restrain myself from falling in love with Mo Huan before, and now I can't restrain my thoughts about him, and I can't make myself fall in love with Xiao Sheng.

Xiao Sheng is a very good person, but I don't love him.

Time passed quickly, and in the blink of an eye, I was almost thirty. I don't want Xiao Sheng to follow me like this, I know him, I know what kind of person he will like, so I started to look for a concubine for him.

That's when I met Dong'er. Dong'er became the maid of the family, Dong'er has a very good personality, but she is a little reckless, and she laughs very well-behaved, I always feel very familiar, until Xiaoling says, "Miss, Dong'er is very similar to you before." ”

Later, when I looked at it, it was really so. Dong'er laughs with crooked eyebrows, and likes to say witty things, with a soft temperament.

In the past, I was neither big nor small, swaggering, and reckless, I know, as long as Xiao Sheng is given time, Xiao Sheng will like Dong'er. I sent Dong'er to Xiao Sheng's study, and Dong'er should have met Xiao Sheng in this way.

Xiaoling said to me, "Miss, what the hell do you think." What I said was, "I know that Xiao Sheng's favorite is such a woman, and if he likes someone else, he will reconcile with me." ”

Xiaoling was very anxious at first, "But if you and your uncle reconcile and leave, what will you do in the future?" Miss, you will be poked in the backbone for the rest of your life! ”

I said, "I don't care, Xiaoling, I don't care, I don't care about the backbone or anything, I just want to be clean, and in the future, when I go to see Mo Huan, I have no shame in my heart." ”

Later, Xiao Sheng came to me, and he asked me, "Lin Xinxue, what do you mean?" I said, "Xiao Sheng, you'll like Dong'er, I'm sure." ”

Dong'er often came to me and said with a smile, "Madame's eyebrows and eyes are crooked, why don't you like to laugh?" Xiaoling said, "Miss used to laugh the most. Dong'er seemed to feel a little incredible, and then asked, "Madame used to laugh a lot?" So why doesn't Madame laugh now? ”

I rubbed Dong'er's head at that time, and said with some amazement, "Because Madame has someone in her heart, Madame is the only one in her heart, but he is a liar, he left me, and Madame holds a grudge very much." I think about this person every day and can't forget it, so I don't like to laugh. ”

"Doesn't Madame like the master?" I saw Dong'er's eyes light up, then shook my head with a smile and said, "If I love him, I won't give you to him." I know the master will like Dong'er. ”

Dong'er said, "Madam, but Dong'er doesn't understand, no matter how good the old man is, why doesn't the old man love the old man?" Even if the lord is very good to us subordinates, then why doesn't the lady love the lord? ”

I asked Dong'er rhetorically: "Dong'er, is it because the old man looks good and likes the old man so much?" Dong'er seemed to think for a long time, then shook her head and said, "Dong'er doesn't know." ”

In the end, I smiled and said, "Madame likes that man, and she loves to quarrel with Madame when she is poor." I saw some doubts in Dong'er's eyes, and then looked into her eyes and whispered, "But even so, he is also my favorite person, when he comes to the wind, all the flowers seem to bloom for him, as long as he comes, I only have him in my heart." ”

Dong'er asked me, "So, where did that person go?" ”

I was suddenly stunned, and I didn't speak again for a long time, but the tears kept falling. Dong'er hurriedly wiped my tears, and then Xiao Ling answered this question for me, Xiao Ling said, "That son has been dead for many years. ”

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