At that time, it was late at night. I waited for Shuang'er to fall asleep before I went to look for Uncle Sun.

Uncle Sun seemed to have sensed that I was going to go, but it was already late and the lights were still on, as if he was waiting for me to go.

I was about to knock on the door, but I never thought that the door would open as soon as I knocked on it, and Uncle Sun didn't lock the door at all.

Uncle Sun said, "Is the master here?" ”

I walked in, Uncle Sun was sitting on the bed, and I sat next to Uncle Sun and said, "Uncle Sun." ”

Uncle Sun said, "Master, will you listen to me first?" ”

I nodded, and Uncle Sun just talked about the past.

Uncle Sun is my father's scholar, and he grew up with his father, and his father and Sun Shu have a good relationship. Later, my father gave birth to me, but my mother never gave birth to a boy and a girl, and I was the only one in the family.

My father is busy on weekdays, and so is my mother, so more often, I was actually brought up by Uncle Sun, and Uncle Sun is like my second father.

I still remember that once upon a time, Uncle Sun was walking in front, and I said, "Wait for my Uncle Sun!" Uncle Sun stopped and picked me up, "The young master is walking too slowly." ”

Now that I think about it, it seems like a long time ago.

At that time, Uncle Sun was still young, where was it like now, hunchbacked, white hair, and even a white beard. At that time, Uncle Sun was in good spirits, where did he think that Uncle Sun would grow old?

Later, my father and mother passed away, but Uncle Sun has been working in our family. When my parents died, I was not very old, and I can even be said to have been brought up by Uncle Sun, and I have a deep relationship with Uncle Sun.

But now I'm going to leave Uncle Sun first.

Later, I married Lian'er, and Lian'er gave birth to Qing'er and Shuang'er, and Uncle Sun watched all our bits and pieces.

How could I be willing to leave Uncle Sun?

Uncle Sun let out a long sigh, Uncle Sun said a lot of things when I was a child, at that time, Uncle Sun called me still called the young master, not the old man at all.

I listened to Uncle Sun's babbling, but in fact, my heart was very warm.

Uncle Sun has been watching me all the time, but I seem to have forgotten all along.

I looked at Uncle Sun's eyes red, and finally shouted in a trembling voice, "Master, I know your time is coming soon, I watched you grow up, how are you willing to leave the old slave to live alone in this world!" ”

"Why are you so ruthless, have you forgotten? Have you forgotten everything before? ”

I haven't forgotten, in fact, I remember everything, so I'm sorry for Uncle Sun, and the one I'm most sorry for is Uncle Sun.

I wiped away Uncle Sun's tears, and finally said with a smile, "Uncle Sun, Shuang'er is still young, then I will entrust Shuang'er to you, Uncle Sun, I will ask you in the future." ”

I seem to vaguely remember that when my father was about to leave, he also came to find Uncle Sun and told Uncle Sun a lot.

I probably entrusted my son to Uncle Sun just as my father entrusted me to Uncle Sun.

I watched Uncle Sun cry for a long time. Uncle Sun is no longer young, in fact, if he wants to leave, I am willing to give as much as he wants, but I remember the first time I asked Uncle Sun if he was willing to leave, Uncle Sun said, "Master, the old slave will guard you for a lifetime." ”

At the beginning, I was still laughing, I was younger than Uncle Sun, how could Uncle Sun keep me for the rest of my life, and then it did become a prophecy.

I went back to the study, my body was getting heavier and heavier, I didn't want to leave, I had too many obsessions in me. I haven't seen Uncle Sun enter the ground safely, I haven't seen my two children get married, I haven't seen Qing'er give birth to a child, why does time pass so quickly?

When I fell asleep, I never woke up.

I saw the black and white impermanence in front of me and asked, "Are you here to pick me up?" Can I wait until tomorrow? ”

Black and white impermanence glanced at each other, and finally Bai impermanence still sighed and said, "Your longevity is over, and it is meaningless to stay in this world." Well, I'll pick you up tomorrow, and you'll do it yourself. ”

I watched the black and white impermanence disappear, but I was relieved that at least I could take another look at my son, and that would be good.

I just watched Uncle Sun come in again, put the cooked porridge on my table, and gently pushed me, "Master, it's time to get up and drink porridge, if you don't get up, it will be cold." ”

I don't know why I wake up like this every day, but I looked at Uncle Sun's rickety back and tears rained down.

Uncle Sun looked at me for a long time and didn't react, and then pushed me again, "Master?" ”

I watched Uncle Sun tremble and put his fingers under the bridge of my nose, testing my snort, I know, Uncle Sun didn't believe it, he didn't believe it and I left like this.

Uncle Sun took his hand back and pushed me again, "Master? Don't scare me, sir, wake up and eat porridge, if you don't eat porridge, it's going to be cold, sir? ”

I watched Uncle Sun push me many times, my eyes gradually turned red, Uncle Sun staggered out, I listened to him shout, "Second Miss, come quickly." ”

I followed Uncle Sun, I watched Uncle Sun wipe away his tears, I watched Uncle Sun tears like rain, I watched Uncle Sun fall directly to the ground, I wanted to help Uncle Sun up, but in the end I didn't touch anything.

I forgot, I'm dead.

Uncle Sun kept knocking on Shuang'er's door, and kept calling this, "Second Miss, Second Miss, open the door, Second Miss." ”

Shuang'er put on a dress and opened the door, I looked at Shuang'er and rubbed her eyes, and asked suspiciously, "Uncle Sun?" What's wrong? ”

Uncle Sun didn't answer Shuang'er, his eyes were red, and tears kept falling. Shuang'er understood, and rushed out of the room, and her clothes fell to the ground, and she didn't pick them up.

I watched my clothes flutter for a moment, but finally landed at my feet.

Shuang'er, I'm sorry, Daddy is a liar.

Daddy left you.

I listened to Shuang'er's wailing, and I listened to Shuang'er call me "Daddy!" ”

The heart is like a knife.

Uncle Sun was by my bedside, and he called me, "Master, master, wake up, master!" Finally, his voice became quieter and quieter, and he whispered, "Master." ”

Shuang'er held my hand tightly and refused to say anything.

Shuang'er, your world, from this moment on, will become different again.

You will find that all the people you love have passed away, except for your sister and Uncle Sun, they have all left you, and you will never see anyone you love again.

But Daddy wishes, Daddy wants to see a pair who is as strong and gentle as before and has a beautiful smile, and that's all the reason Daddy weaves this lie for you.

Now that Daddy is gone, can you still smile as gently as before? Daddy wants to see it.

I tried to wipe away my tears, but I could only touch nothingness.

Bai Wuchang appeared beside me at this time, and he asked, "Even if this is the case, do you want to stay here?" ”

"If you still don't want to return to the underworld with us for reincarnation, you will stay in the world forever." Until your obsession dissipates, until you see what you really want to see, your soul will be gone, and even then, will you be willing? ”

I looked at Shuang'er who was crying bitterly, and at Uncle Sun who kept wiping away tears.

I thought, I want to stay.

I said, "I do." ”

In the end, Bai Wuchang let out a long sigh and said, "Okay." In the end, he disappeared with the black impermanence.

I'm not afraid of being gone, I'm just afraid of the only pair I have left, and I'm going to show a desperate face at the end.

Shuang'er kept crying, and I listened to her keep asking, "Didn't Dad say that he wanted to see Shuang'er become his own son?" Why did Dad leave Shuang'er like this? Didn't you say it was okay, Dad? Dad, you take care of me. ”

"Dad, are you okay with me?"

I can't answer Shuang'er, all I can answer her is the birdsong that is awakened by her voice.