CHAPTER IX
Shuang'er, dad is sorry for you, all your roads in the future can only be walked by yourself.
You will find that your world is no longer what your father left for you, you will find that your father and mother, your dues and yourself, are no longer what they used to be, they have changed, even so, Dad hopes that you will live happily, this is all the reason why Dad let everyone weave this lie.
"Is it worth it?" Bai Wuchang didn't know when he was by my side, and asked, "Obviously, I made up a lie for her with my own hands, and now I want to let her experience everything by herself, and you are watching her by her side, your sadness is also real." ”
I looked at Bai Wuchang, Bai Wuchang's eyes did not have any emotional fluctuations, and he looked very calm.
I replied to him, "That's it for my life, I have too many things that I can't let go, so I'm willing to watch Shuang'er by her side, watch Shuang'er get better, and I'm willing to protect her even if her soul is gone." ”
Bai Wuchang's eyes seemed a little puzzled, and I said, "Because I'm a father." ”
I'm Shuang'er's father, and what I want is nothing more than my daughter being able to live happily, and I just want to see Shuang'er's smile when I built such a huge lie for her.
Now I find out that I seem to be wrong, do I regret it? I don't think I'm because I'm a father.
For a father, no matter what means he means, it is more important for his daughter to live happily than anything else, isn't it?
Bai Wuchang asked again, "After your soul is gone, you will have no afterlife, even then, are you willing?" ”
I replied, "Yes." ”
Is there anything to think about? As long as I watch my children live happily, I am willing, because I am a father.
Bai Wuchang frowned, and then stretched out again, "I've met a lot of people, I've seen a lot. I can understand the choice you made. Bai Wuchang patted me on the shoulder and said softly, "You are a good father. ”
A good father?
As a good father, he now left his daughter alone in the world, and the good father is now watching his daughter cry heartbreakingly.
Twins, my twins.
Shuang'er has been crying non-stop these days, and even the tears have dried up, and even if I want to wipe away Shuang'er's tears, in the end, my hand will only pass through Shuang'er's body and touch a piece of nothingness.
Uncle Sun watched fixedly beside him, put on his clothes for Shuang'er, and said softly, "Second Miss, go eat something." ”
Shuang'er cried and knocked Uncle Sun's hand off, crying and saying, "Grandpa, aren't you sad?" ”
This sentence deeply stabbed Uncle Sun and also stabbed me.
Uncle Sun said loudly, "I'm not sad? You think I'm not upset! I watched my lord be born and grow up, and now as a father, you say I'm not sad? My lord is like my son, do you think I feel bad? ”
I watched Uncle Sun's eyes slowly turn red, and his eyes swelled with mist, "But I promised the master that he would take good care of you, the master had an accident, and I couldn't watch you have an accident again." ”
Shuang'er hugged Uncle Sun and kept saying, "I'm sorry, grandpa, I'm sorry." ”
"I'm sorry."
I watched Uncle Sun's tears keep staying, and only I knew the sadness in my heart.
I grew up under Uncle Sun's watch. I am Shuang'er's father, I hope Shuang'er lives well, and Uncle Sun is like my father, and he also hopes that I will live well.
It's like when my children are sick, I feel really sad in my heart. Uncle Sun was also really sad when he saw me sick, why did I forget that Uncle Sun is also like my father?
In my life, I probably can't live with Uncle Sun, Uncle Sun has always been very good to me.
Even now, I'm gone, but Uncle Sun is still helping me take care of Shuang'er. In my short life, I'm sorry for everyone, especially Uncle Sun.
I remember when I was a child, Uncle Sun smiled and said to me, "When the young master grows up and treats me better, I will be satisfied." ”
What did I say then? What he said was, "Uncle Sun is like my father, when I grow up, I will definitely honor Uncle Sun as I honor my father, and Uncle Sun will wait for me to grow up." ”
I'm a liar, I lied to Uncle Sun, I've grown up, do I really honor Uncle Sun? Uncle Sun watched me day and night, watched me grow up, watched me have my own home, and watched my twin children be born.
He's been looking at me, hasn't he? Even now, I am dead, but Uncle Sun is still looking at me, looking at me in the coffin.
I'm just going to die, I haven't honored Uncle Sun properly, I'm just like that, I'm dead.
I looked at Uncle Sun's appearance, Uncle Sun was already old, the wrinkles on his face were layer by layer, his eyes were a little tired, I could see the tears overflowing from Uncle Sun's eyes, and the bloodshot in his eyes.
I said, "Uncle Sun, I'm sorry. ”
I'm sorry Uncle Sun, I'm really sorry for him, I dumped all the mess on Uncle Sun alone, I'm sorry Uncle Sun, I'm really sorry Uncle Sun.
Uncle Sun, I'm sorry, you obviously treated me like a child, I'm sorry.
I looked at Uncle Sun and seemed to look at me for a moment, and it seemed that for a moment, Uncle Sun had my reflection in his eyes.
I looked at Uncle Sun and suddenly shouted loudly, "Master, is it your mother?" Uncle Sun's voice trembled, and he kept asking, "Is it you, master?" Sir, talk to me for a while, sir. ”
Shuang'er raised her head, but heard Uncle Sun say, "Second Miss, I saw the master, the master must still be here, the master must still be by your side." ”
Shuang'er's tears fell again.
I don't know if Shuang'er took Uncle Sun's words to heart, I only saw Shuang'er's tears.
Uncle Sun said, "Master, I know you are here, you must not have gone far." You have nothing to be sorry for, I watched people grow up, and the master is like my child. You worry about your children, and I worry about my children. ”
"Master, don't worry, I'll help you take care of the second miss, don't worry."
But I couldn't cry.
Uncle Sun is still taking care of my heart until now, and he is still reassuring me.
Uncle Sun, Uncle Sun, in my life, I am most sorry for you.
I watched Uncle Sun's tears roll in my eyes, and in the last blink, tears fell down my eyes.
I said, "Uncle Sun, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”
I know that Uncle Sun can hear me say sorry before, it is just a coincidence, but I still want Uncle Sun to hear my voice, and I still hope to hear Uncle Sun call me, even if it is just a simple "Master." ”
I'm sorry Uncle Sun, I'm a liar.
But now this liar really feels sad in his heart.
If I were alive, I would have been nice to you, you really treated me as your child.
However, I'm sorry Uncle Sun, I'm already dead.