Qing'er saw that Shuang'er didn't speak, so she patted the quilt again, "Shuang'er, come out, go to see your father with your sister, if you don't go to see your father, you will never have a chance again." ”

Qing'er saw that Shuang'er still didn't speak, so she lifted the quilt. Qing'er seemed to be about to scold Shuang'er, but in the end, she looked at Shuang'er's red eyes and couldn't scold. just said coldly, "Let's go, come with me to see my father." ”

Shuang'er still didn't speak, Qing'er pulled Shuang'er up, but Shuang'er shook off Qing'er's hand, crying and saying, "Dad is not dead, Dad is not dead!" Qing'er's eyes immediately turned red, and she said in her throat, "Do you know that Dad is dead!" Daddy is gone! ”

Shuang'er covered her ears and said, "I don't want to hear it, you go!" There you go! He even used the pillow behind him to smash it at Qing'er.

Qing'er grabbed Shuang'er's hand tightly, dragged Shuang'er out like this, and walked all the way to my coffin with Shuang'er, and threw Shuang'er to the ground, "Shuang'er, kowtow to Dad." Shuang'er didn't dare to look at the coffin, so Qing'er forcibly broke Shuang'er's head and forced Shuang'er to look at the coffin, "Kowtow to Dad!" That's Dad, you kowtow to him when Dad leaves! ”

Shuang'er's tears fell, and she said in a hoarse voice, "Sister, aren't you sad that your father is dead!" ”

Qing'er had red eyes and said loudly, "You say I'm not sad? Why do you say that about me? Who isn't upset? Daddy is dead, but you're in your room covered with a blanket, do you think that's not what happened? Do you think this is how Daddy will come back? ”

"I'm better than you! Dad will be buried in a few days, I, Li Qing, I cherish the last time with my father, and I will accompany my father to the last journey! What about you! Li Shuang, you will only be covered in the quilt, do you think everything will be fine? Didn't anything happen? ”

Qing'er raised her hand and pointed at Shuang'er, yelling, "Don't let me look down on you!" ”

Shuang'er looked at my coffin and cried bitterly, but Qing'er just looked at my coffin in a daze.

Uncle Sun handed Shuang'er a handkerchief, but walked towards Qing'er. Qing'er asked, "Grandpa, don't you want to take a break?" It's exhausting these days, right? ”

Uncle Sun looked at Qing'er, patted Qing'er's shoulder, and said softly, "Cry, Miss, I'm looking at you, you've done a good job." You called out the second lady, you have done a good job, you can cry for a while. ”

Qing'er was just stunned for a while, and tears kept flowing. Qing'er covered her face with her hands and squatted down, and I could hear Qing'er let out a "woo-woo" cry.

She can't cry out as sad as Shuang'er, she can't choose to escape like Shuang'er, but she can't treat everything as if it didn't happen, she's also my daughter.

But Qing'er can't help it, she has to do it, because I'm gone, Lian'er is gone, no matter what, she must also support this family, there are people behind her, and there are Shuang'er behind her. She must be a brave eldest sister, and she must protect her son, because she is an older sister.

Qing'er squatted on the ground and cried, forcing herself not to cry, but it didn't take long for her to stand up again, wipe away her tears, and walk out. Qing'er has to meet the people who came to mourn me, there is no one at home anymore, and as the eldest sister, she has to meet the guests.

Qing'er originally wanted to close the door, but I watched her look at Shuang'er's back, but she still opened the door and left.

Those people pestered Qing'er and said a lot of things, nothing more than saying that I was a good person, but unfortunately I left early. There are also some who ask Shuang'er what to do in the future, and there are some who peep into the family and are willing to be sons-in-law.

Qing'er just perfunctory, and then pressed the sadness tightly under her eyes.

I know it's not easy for Qing'er, I'm sorry for Qing'er. Obviously, Qing'er is also my daughter, but I threw all the mess to Qing'er, and Qing'er is not much older than Shuang'er, but the responsibility of the eldest sister makes her have to carry this family.

"I'm sorry, dad is sorry for you."

I don't know if Qing'er heard my apology, I saw that Qing'er seemed to pause, tears welled up in her eyes again, and she seemed to be crying again, but she held back her sadness in front of the guests and pressed down her tears.

I didn't feel good.

I think I can understand what Bai Wuchang said, taking the soul away immediately is the last tenderness left by the underworld to the world.

If I had been reincarnated, I would probably not have been able to see my daughters, my two daughters had their painful livers and intestines broken because of my death. I don't want to see them sad, but I really feel their love for me.

Is it because I'm dead? The feeling was unexpectedly strong.

"Qing'er, dad is sorry for you."

Late at night, the guests have gone, and tomorrow my body will be buried forever with the funeral procession.

Shuang'er cried for a long time, probably very tired, and fainted after crying, and it was Qing'er who carried Shuang'er back to her bed.

Qing'er knelt in front of my coffin with a candle. It is our habit here to keep vigil that the candles should be lit for three days and three nights, for fear that the soul that has gone away will not find its way to come.

Qing'er knelt straight, but her eyes remained on my coffin.

It was a long, long time before I heard Qing'er say, "Dad, I'm angry with Shuang'er today." She said I wasn't upset. How could I not be upset. Qing'er's voice was a little choked, "Dad has always loved me, I know." I remember the day before I got married, my mother told me that my father had cried. I know, I've always known that my dad loved me. ”

"Dad is gone, how can I not be sad."

"Dad, I'm sorry, I don't want to kill Shuang'er, but I can't watch Shuang'er hide himself, I'm afraid that Shuang'er will run away from the past like he did at the beginning, and then forget forever. You spoil her, and you're willing to make up lies for her, but I can't. ”

"It's time for Shuang'er to know the truth, isn't it? Dad, you are in the spirit of heaven, you must bless Shuang'er. The day after tomorrow, Shuang'er will lose all his memories again.,The day after tomorrow, I'll tell Shuang'er everything as it is.,Dad must bless Shuang'er.。 ”

Qing'er kowtowed a few times, "bang, bang", very loudly.

I am reluctant to leave Shuang'er to go through these pains, how can I be willing to let Qing'er take over so many messes and then live in the world with all the pressure?

I'm not a good father, I left everything to my daughter, I'm sorry for Shuang'er, but I'm especially sorry for Qing'er.

Actually, I didn't want to leave everything to Qing'er, but in the end, Qing'er still took everything from me, and even in this way, she never blamed me.

I don't love her, I love her.