Chapter XII
After Shuang'er woke up, she ran over in a panic and found Qing'er kneeling on the ground, kneeling straight.
Shuang'er cried and hugged Qing'er, crying, "Sister, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”
Qing'er hugged Shuang'er with her backhand, patted her head, and said softly, "Shuang'er, don't worry, Dad is gone, Dad will become a star and guard Shuang'er forever." Shuang'er still has a sister, and my sister will always be by Shuang'er's side, Shuang'er don't worry. ”
Listening to Qing'er comforting Shuang'er like this, I was in tears.
When Uncle Sun walked in, he took one last look at my body and said, "Eldest Miss, Second Miss." Let's go see the lord at last, sir, and you're about to set off. ”
Qing'er knelt all night and couldn't stand up, so Shuang'er helped her body and moved to my coffin step by step. I watched Qing'er raise her hand, stroke my cheek, and whispered, "Dad, I'll take care of Shuang'er, don't worry, Dad." Dad has to walk slowly on Huangquan Road, don't fall. ”
Shuang'er's tears kept on until the coffin was closed, and I heard Shuang'er say loudly, "Dad! Shuang'er likes dad the most. Finally sobbed.
These are my two daughters, and I am sorry for either of them, but they have always loved me dearly.
Qing'er stretched out her hand to tidy up her filial piety clothes for Shuang'er, followed behind the coffin, and walked forward step by step.
The mourning music played, Shuang'er helped Qing'er, Qing'er relied on Shuang'er, and after I left, there was only each other left between them.
I watched as my grave was buried little by little by the earth, and then I couldn't see it anymore.
How to describe it, their eyes are far more desperate than I thought. Their feelings for me seem to be far deeper than I thought.
It should have been very happy, but at this time, all I was left with was a sadness that I couldn't turn back.
After a long, long time, the wind came, and blew the yellow paper money on my grave, and it drifted and rolled in the air, and finally I don't know where it went.
Qing'er said after a long time, "Grandpa, Shuang'er, let's go back." ”
In the end, Shuang'er and Qing'er walked a long way, but Uncle Sun suddenly knelt down, and the old tears were full of tears, "Master, I will help you take care of the eldest lady and the second miss, sir, you rest in peace." ”
I've been looking at Uncle Sun Shuang'er and Qing'er these days, and I thought I wouldn't cry anymore, but at this time, I still couldn't hold back my tears.
Uncle Sun is the most sorry person in my life, and he is also the person I owe the most. Uncle Sun has never lived well for himself in his life, and he has been busy for me all his life.
But all I could do was watch him from afar, as I did now. And I've done my best.
Qing'er pushed Shuang'er's hand on her arm away, helped Uncle Sun up, and said, "Grandpa, I always knew that you treated your father as a child, so Shuang'er and I kept calling your grandfather." So grandpa, let's go home. ”
Uncle Sun put his hand on Qing'er's hand and said, "Okay, okay." ”
I watched from afar, and I thought that Uncle Sun would have Qing'er and Shuang'er to honor him, and he would be much better off in the future. Qing'er and Shuang'er are taken care of by Uncle Sun, and I will be relieved, at least I don't have to worry about what will happen to them in the future.
Should it be said to be gratifying? I suddenly felt relieved and felt a lot better.
I went back to the house, Shuang'er was going to lose all her memories tomorrow, Qing'er lay on Shuang'er's bed, patted Shuang'er on the back gently, and softly sang the lullaby that Lian'er had sung to them.
Shuang'er said softly, "Sister, I feel like I haven't seen my mother for a long time." ”
Qing'er gently stroked her broken hair and said, "Sleep, Shuang'er, tomorrow, my sister will give you a good answer." ”
Shuang'er nodded gently, snuggled in Qing'er's arms again, and fell asleep like this.
Suddenly, there was a feeling of being separated from the world, Shuang'er and Qing'er, in my impression, have had a good relationship since childhood. It's just that after Qing'er got married, it seems that they haven't slept together for a long, long time like now.
I don't know how Qing'er tomorrow should tell Shuang'er the truth of everything, Shuang'er's character, my departure has caused a big blow to her, if Shuang'er knows that I left, Lian'er left, Ying Quan also left, she must be sad, right?
I sat outside the room, and I didn't know what I was thinking, how Qing'er and her two grew up, and the process of growing up passed as if they were in front of me.
In fact, Qing'er and Shuang'er have been brought by Lian'er a lot since they were children, if you talk about how my father exists in their memories, many times it should be a role that they buy them whatever they want.
The more I got to this point, the more I felt that when I was alive, this role as a father was actually not doing well. But I'm lucky that I have two children who love me dearly.
Somehow, it was early the next morning.
Shuang'er asked Qing'er suspiciously, "Sister?" Why did my sister come back? ”
When I heard Shuang'er say this, I knew that Shuang'er had forgotten what happened before.
Qing'er took Shuang'er's hand and said softly, "Shuang'er, sister will take you somewhere." ”
It's still early, and the sun doesn't feel half hot anymore, but only a faint warmth.
I followed Qing'er and Shuang'er all the way, and Qing'er took Shuang'er to the ancestral hall of the family, and the ancestral hall at home has my tablet and Lian'er's tablet.
Shuang'er asked with some doubts, "What did my sister bring me to the ancestral hall for?" Qing'er held Shuang'er's hand tightly and said softly, "Follow my sister." ”
Qing'er took Shuang'er's hand and came to the ancestral hall, and Shuang'er was about to ask something, but saw the tablet of me and Lian'er.
Shuang'er turned her head and asked Qing'er, "Sister, am I forgetting something?" ”
Shuang'er's eyes were very dazed, and even a little overwhelmed. I could feel my heart throb at the thought of her scars being revealed, and her being really sad again.
Qing'er knelt in front of the ancestral hall, and Shuang'er also knelt down. Qing'er whispered, "Dad has woven a lie for you, a very big, huge lie. Qing'er looked into Shuang'er's eyes and whispered, "Dad is gone now, and no one can weave all the lies for you anymore." ”
Shuang'er's time went back to that day, the day she married Ying Quan.
Qing'er returned home from her husband's house early, ready to marry her beloved sister. Before Xi Po came to the door, Qing'er and Lian'er, as well as the servants up and down the house, were busy hanging lanterns around the house.
Shuang'er was very happy and looked around. Lian'er and Qing'er loved her, and they didn't even follow the rule that a woman couldn't eat before she got married, and secretly gave her something to eat before Xi Po came, afraid that she would be hungry by then.
That's the same, it should be all from the next town, and it will take an hour or two for the sedan chair to go back and forth, and you will be hungry if you don't eat some food.
Before Xi Po arrived, Qing'er and Lian'er combed Shuang'er's hair, and said those words of blessing while combing their hair.
That day, looking back, it's still very beautiful, if Shuang'er really got married, in fact, I would feel better, but no.