Chapter VIII
On the day Mo Wan left, I went to see him off, and I felt uncomfortable at this time, because I hadn't seen him for a long time, but I believed that he would come back alive. Maybe the girl is a little ashamed to say this, I'm really waiting for him to come back, waiting for him to come back and marry me.
For the rest of the past few days, I have been with him, and he is still the same as before, laughing at every turn, if I am angry, he will use him to leave after a while, these words to coax me.
I don't know what I think, I know that this person is pretending to be pitiful, but he can poke the most tender place in your heart, and he is sure that he laughed and said it too much, and I didn't blush with him again.
How can I be reluctant, if I am red-faced, after he leaves, for such a long time, I am afraid that he will only remember my red-faced appearance.
Time passed quickly, it seemed to pass in the blink of an eye, and he had to go. I don't know if he can come back, but I hope he will come back, I believe in him, and he doesn't want to disappoint me.
On that day, the weather was very good, the sun was shining, but it was also autumn and not too hot, just a little warm, but it was just right to start the journey.
A lot of people went to see him off, and I saw him at the front, and then I saw me in the crowd, and I got off my horse and walked up to me, and I said to him, "What? Reluctant? "I wanted to laugh, but I couldn't.
I'm worried about him, all the people who believe it or not, I know, in fact, I don't have so much courage myself, I'm just making excuses for myself.
I looked at him fixedly and listened to him say, "Hmm." But I had to go. I said, "Go, and I'll wait for you to come back." But don't you have to ......."
I suddenly forgot what I wanted to say, but you don't want to come back, but you don't want to die on the battlefield? It doesn't feel good to say. I saw that he was still looking at me, and the last thing I said was, "But don't leave me alone." ”
He said, "Okay." "Later, when I turned to leave, I tried to reach out and take hold of him, but at last I only took the handkerchief in my hand tightly, and saw that he was far away, and then closed the gates, and I could no longer hear the sound of horses' hooves, and then turned away.
Xiaoling was quiet by my side for a rare time, and she didn't talk nonsense, just followed me. It wasn't until I opened the door that I heard her say, "Miss, don't worry, Master Mo will definitely come back." After all, Miss has already convinced the lord and the lady, he will definitely come back, didn't he also promise the miss? Miss don't want to look like this. ”
I asked Xiaoling, "What do I look like?" Xiao Ling put the bronze mirror directly in front of me, but I didn't see any difference, Xiao Ling replied to me, "The light in Miss's eyes is gone." ”
As the days passed, the news of the battlefield kept coming back from the front, but no one could say anything about the battlefield, I didn't want to send a letter to Mo Huan, not that I didn't miss him, but I was afraid that it would affect him.
But in the end, after thinking about it for a long time, I still wrote a letter to the past, but it was just a short sentence: "Can you hope to return?" "It was sent by my father, and it should have been a long time since I sent it, and it was a long, long time after I received the reply.
When I opened the letter, it contained only one sentence: "Would you like to share the lotus with me?" "When I received it, I was only moved for a while, but then I remembered, since you can reply, why do you only reply? I was a little sullen, and I turned the letter over the paper, but I saw that he was drawing a portrait of me behind me, which said, "When you see words like faces, that is, when you see your words, how can you not remember your face?" ”
Silly, who wants to see their own portraits, what I want to know is, how are you doing these days, are you good, are you tired, and I want to ask, when will you come back. Who asked you to draw my portrait on the letter?
I wanted to scold him, I wanted to wait for him to come back and scold him, but ah, he never came back.
When I received the news, it was a long time ago, and I said that we had won, but the general took the lead and never came back. It's been a long time, it's been a long time, but I've always remembered it.
"Miss, it's not good!" I saw Xiaoling running back in a hurry, it was already early summer at this time, and the lotus flowers should bloom in a few days, and after a while, it would be time to enjoy the lotus.
But Mo Huan's bones were gone, and he never came back.
My father and mother asked me if I regretted it, but I never regretted it, but I just thought in my heart that no one would be as poor as him. At first, I didn't even think that my life had changed, and I still read books and didn't go out as before.
My father and mother thought I was fine, and I thought I was okay at first. It wasn't until the summer that I went out to see the lotus, and the moment I went out, I took a step back, and after I stepped back, I remembered that the person who would jump out and laugh that I needed to guard against at all times was gone.
Xiaoling saw my appearance, and I heard her whisper, "Miss." But I finally recovered, and when I opened my mouth to defend myself, I couldn't say anything, so I closed my mouth again, and then said, "It's okay, let's go." ”
I just walked and walked, but I walked to the place where I enjoyed the peach blossoms. Xia, there are no people in this convenient place, I have come all the way, I have thought about a lot of things I have done with Mo Huan, and I don't know how, I think about it, but I feel sad in my heart.
I miss him so much, I'm not as strong as I think I am, I just keep thinking that I'm still waiting for him to come back, but he can't come back for a long time, isn't it?
Suddenly it rained again, I didn't have an umbrella, Xiaoling called me several times, I asked her to go back, she didn't want to go back, but I insisted on calling her, she couldn't bear it or went back.
I walked back into the mountains, and the raindrops were a little cold on me, but I went to the river. The fish in the river are still there, and when I reach down, some small fish and shrimp come up again, and I think of Mo Huan again.
He was full of laughter at first, but when he saw me showing a small leg of his leg, he stumbled for a long time. It's a funny thing, but when I thought about it, I started crying.
I'm the only one here, I think if Mo Huan still sees me crying, I don't know what kind of expression it will be, the more I think about it, the more I cry. I've never missed him so much.
What have I done since Mo Huan's death? I'm still waiting for him, I've always been there, but he's obviously gone.
Some say he just disappeared, some say he died, others say he took refuge with the enemy. They all said different things, but I knew that the man I was waiting for would never come back, and whatever the three possibilities were, he would never come back.
He can't come back, and the people I'm waiting for won't come back after all.
It's a pity that the half jar of daughter is red, and no one drinks it anymore.
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