CHAPTER IX

Mo Huan's bones were gone, and in the end nothing was left, and the letter I received should be his last handwriting. Later, I set up a small grave for him, but I didn't know what to put it, and in the end, I only put down the unfinished half jar of daughter Hong, and I was reluctant to put down his letter.

The color of the ink slowly faded over time, from black to lighter, and the letter was always pressed under my pillow, and at first I would look at it every time I went to bed, and finally the tears kept sliding down.

Later, after a long time, I also used to look at the letter before going to bed, touch the words on the letter and look at the portrait drawn on the back. I remember one time I didn't touch the letter, and I lit the lamp again to look at it, only to realize that I hadn't lost it.

After a long time, I didn't cry when I read the letter, but the stinging pain in my heart stuck to me again and again, again and again. Even though I knew I would never see that person again, I still hoped that a miracle would happen, that he would come back, that he would see me, that he would be by my side again, that I would do anything as long as he could show up.

I know it's impossible, I know it's impossible, and I know that I need to get out. I still have my father and mother, I should come out, but I can't get out, I remember, remember the beautiful Danfeng eyes, remember some peach blossoms in his eyes, remember when he laughed and the sun shone on him, the longer the time, the more I remember clearly.

I miss him, more than I think myself. I love him very much, and I come more passionately than anyone thinks.

If the letter is left for a long time, it will slowly turn yellow, and I should be extra careful when I put it away, and I don't dare to put it under the pillow again, just wait for it to be hidden and locked, but I will take it out and look at it every day.

I can't afford to lose it.

The days have passed year by year, spring has gone to autumn, and I have changed from the double decade of the year to a big girl who is worried about getting married. It's never that no one comes to my house to talk about matchmaking, but I really only have Mo Wan alone in my heart, he is gone, he walks lightly, leaving me alone in this world to experience this, he also goes. He's such a liar, I'm still waiting for him to come back and marry me, my daughter Hongdu gave him a drink, drank it and left, so it was in vain to waste my sincerity.

I wanted to scold him. I want to say to him, "Eh, how can you be willing to leave me alone, in the world!" "Why did you drink my wine and leave?" "You're wasting my heart!" But I never dreamed of him.

Occasionally, I wonder, why is this person so cruel? I haven't even dreamed of coming to me. The more I thought about it, the more I wanted to scold him, but when I thought about it, I cried more and more angrily, and finally I had to be angry for a while before I realized that that person really went.

The remaining half of the jar daughter Hong went with him, and my heart also went with him, never beating again. But how is it good, how is it good, how can I be good.

I was never so indifferent as I seemed, I was really hurt, I remember he said he would come back, he obviously promised me, but in the end he still broke his word. I don't care if you died on the battlefield and protected everyone, I just know that you have broken your word, you will not come back, and you will never come to marry me again.

If Mo Huan appeared in front of me, I would definitely scold him for being a "prodigal", "bastard" and "liar", and I might even beat him to get angry. Obviously, the more I thought about these things, the more angry I became, and finally it made me feel embarrassed and ended. I knew he would never be able to appear in front of me again, he was gone.

I understand that I understand it all, but I can't accept it. I'm sad, I'm feeling bad, my heart hurts, I don't want to accept anyone, I don't want to accept anyone other than Mo Huan, I can't accept it.

I didn't see anyone after Mo Huan's death, Xiao Sheng was my childhood sweetheart, I knew he was worried about me, and I only saw him occasionally, if I knew that I would let my parents marry me to him when I saw him, I would rather stay alone.

I don't love him, it's just that he's coming.

My father and mother think it's good, at least Xiao Sheng is a trustworthy person, but in my eyes, except for Mo Huan, I don't want to marry anyone, I only love Mo Huan. It's obviously my wedding, but I don't feel joy at all, I only want to marry Mo Huan.

Even if I looked at it, looking at Xiao Sheng's unacceptable face, my heart was never moved.

The more this is the case, the more I miss Mo Wan in my heart, and even when the hijab is lifted, I also want to see Mo Huan's face instead of Xiao Sheng. No one but Mo Huan, I don't want anyone but him.

I'm in the house, as long as Xiao Sheng sees me in the future, I always don't want to see her, Xiaoling is still by my side, she asked me, "Miss, are you still thinking about Master Mo?" Mr. Mo has been dead for many years, and you should ...... too"

I know what she wants to say, it's just that you should look forward, but I don't want to. I looked at Xiaoling, Xiaoling is also old, but I always remember the time when I and Mo Huan were laughing at me.

I said, "Xiaoling, I said I forgot, do you believe it?" I don't believe it myself. As he spoke, tears kept falling, and finally looked at Xiaoling in a daze, I asked, "On the day Mo Huan left, you said that the light in my eyes was gone, I waited, I always waited for him to come back and light up my eyes, how can you let me forget?" ”

Xiaoling hurriedly came to wipe my tears for me, and said, "Xiaoling is wrong, Miss don't cry, Miss don't cry." It's just that Xiaoling has been with Miss since she was a child, Xiaoling feels uncomfortable looking at Miss's appearance, and Miss doesn't want to go to her heart. ”

Xiao Ling said and spoke, but she also shed tears.

She said, "Miss, Xiaoling has been seeing me." Xiaoling likes to see Miss laugh the most, Miss has crooked eyebrows and eyes, she really looks good when she smiles, when Miss and Mo Gongzi are together, Miss's whole person is flashing brightly, but you haven't smiled at Xiaoling for a long time, Miss. ”

She said, "Miss, I'm feeling sorry for you, Miss, I know you miss Mo Gongzi, but he went after all, no matter how much you look for it, you can't find it back, right?" ”

I know, I know, I know that Mo Wan is gone after all, but I can't get out, I always love him deeply.

Xiao Sheng only came to see me at the beginning, and later, he was probably disheartened, after all, I never saw him, and he never came again.

I ended up clean, and I also thought about whether to reconcile with Xiao Sheng. If Heli is definitely hindered by his family, and even I will not be able to raise my head in the future and be poked in the back, but so what.

If I fall clean, I won't dirty the road from which Mo Wan came.

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