Chapter XII

The wind blew at night, and it was a little cold. I put on my shirt and walked out into the yard, wiped my hands, and sighed at my own.

I just walked in the yard and remembered a lot of things, remembered all the things I had met in my past life, and my life. Pingsheng's health is not good, he can't go out, Ling'er Xiaobao is worried about him, and he rarely goes out of the room. But occasionally in my life, I still walk alone in the yard.

I miss my life very much, since I was a fox, he has treated me very well, and his kindness to me may just be a matter of course, but these small days that I miss are all I remember.

Pingsheng, Pingsheng, I miss you very much, do you miss me too?

In the middle of the night, it was colder, so I went back to my room to rest.

In my dreams, I dreamed of my life. It was the first time I had dreamed of him since he died that year. I dreamed of him, I was still a fox, and I told him "Don't go in your life!" All that came out of his mouth was a cry of sorrow. But Pingsheng stopped, dressed in gorgeous clothes, turned to look at me, as if he understood, picked me up, and said softly, "Susu, wait for me, okay?" I'm coming for you, I'm coming for you, until then, please don't marry someone else. ”

By the time I woke up, there was a lot more dampness around my pillow. I don't know if it's a dream or if it's really a lifetime. I want to believe, I'd rather believe.

Pingsheng, Pingsheng, don't make me wait too long.

Please, don't keep me waiting.

I never came to this in my life, and that dream became all my dependence. I'd rather wait, I'd rather believe, believe that life will come. As long as he says, I believe that everything I have been through all this time is because of my belief in him.

I pushed down all the courtship of my son, and when my father and mother asked, I just said, "I don't want to get married yet, I just want to read books, and I think this kind of life is not bad." ”

My father and mother doted on me very much, and although they didn't understand, they still let me go, and only occasionally asked me, "Do you plan to live like this for the rest of your life?" You can't live with books for the rest of your life, can you? ”

I'm waiting, waiting for someone I love. Everything I have experienced in this life is just for him alone.

Later, when I returned from the academy one day, I heard a familiar voice say, "But Miss Guifu has returned?" I wonder if I will have the honor of having a cup of tea with Miss Mansion? ”

There was a distance from the door of the house to the inside of the house, and I just heard a familiar sound, and I just heard it.

I wanted to see him soon, so I went over right away, using the run.

The moment I stepped in, I saw Pingsheng staring at me intently, and then I laughed, which was my familiar smile.

I wondered if he was the one I knew in my life, but I heard him smile and say, "I heard that Miss Guifu loves to tell stories the most, I wonder if I am lucky enough to be able to tell Miss a story about the fox demon Daji and the King of the Ring?" ”

I could feel my whole body trembling, and I watched Pingsheng stand up, and he smiled and said, "Daji is pitiful, isn't he?" I looked into his eyes, and I trembled and said, "After all, she never thought she would fall in love with someone." ”

I watched Pingsheng slowly walk into me, and then gently wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes with my hand, it turned out that the moment I entered the door, or maybe the moment I heard the familiar voice of Pingsheng in the door, I had already burst into tears. It's just that I don't care.

In my eyes, in my heart, the moment I saw this person again, it seemed to be filled with his figure.

He came and hugged me gently, patting me on the back gently, just like in my previous life when I was a fox. He whispered in my ear, "Su Su is a good boy, so, I'm here to pick you up." ”

It was only then that I couldn't help but cry out loud, I complained about him, I blamed him, I asked him "Why did you come, why did you come to see me for so long?" ”

He patted me on the back, let me complain, let me hammer him, and he wouldn't open his mouth until I was tired and stopped, and I heard him say, "Sorry Susu, I'm late, but I've finally found you." ”

When I calmed down, I noticed that my father and mother were watching calmly, and even my mother was smiling. My mother beckoned me to sit down next to her, I went to sit down, my mother gently wiped away my tears, touched my head and said, "Susu, my eyes are red from crying, I haven't seen such a cry on weekdays." If you have someone you like, why don't you tell your mother? ”

I lowered my head and didn't dare to speak, but my mother just touched my head and said with a smile, "Su Su don't be afraid, my mother is very happy, in fact, I am very happy that you have a true love." ”

The father sat on the sidelines, and the father asked Pingsheng, "Where did you meet my daughter?" ”

I heard Pingsheng say, "In dreams, see you day and night." ”

The mother said to the father, "For the rest, you two talk about you, and our women's family talks about our women." Then he got up and said goodbye, and left with me first.

I was in the room, and I looked at my mother and didn't mean to blame, but took my hand and said to me in a serious voice, "Does Su Su really love that person?" As long as you really love him, your mother won't stop you. Even if he says that you met in a dream and is willing to come to you in a dream, it can prove his sincerity towards you. ”

I listened to my mother talk and talked a lot, until finally my mother said melancholy, "It's just that my mother has raised a child for so many years, and she is finally going to get married, and she is a little sad." ”

I said, "But no matter where I am, I will always be a vegetarian." ”

My mother touched my head with a smile, and then said, "But it's a coincidence, his name is Bai Pingsheng, and the child of the old Zhou family is also called Pingsheng, and the two of them look like they were carved out of the same mold." ”

I smiled and said, "There are no wonders in the world, but what I like is Bai Pinsheng, not Zhou Pingsheng of the Zhou family opposite." ”

My mother laughed at me: "Little child's personality, this Bai Pingsheng and Zhou Pingsheng grow exactly the same, why do you like Bai Pingsheng?" ”

I replied, "Probably it's character." ”

Yes, even if there is a person who grows exactly the same peacefully, what I love deeply will always be my life. I love him deeply, it has nothing to do with his looks, I love him so much only because he is alive.

All that I had experienced over the years seemed to be relieved when I met him.

Fortunately, I finally heard Pingsheng's voice, fortunately I chose to believe him, and fortunately he came to me. From the moment he found me, my world seemed to have changed a lot, at least, I didn't feel lonely anymore. It's a good feeling.

Just like when I ran to him in my previous life, just like when I ran to him desperately, he has come to me now, and everything I have endured before this is worth it, I think it is worth it.

My father and his life have been talking for a long time, and I don't know what they talked about, but I can probably guess that it should be the sustenance of my father, who loves me deeply.

Pingsheng's home is not too far from here, and when he finishes talking to his father, I will go to see him off.

I wondered why I didn't live far away, but I never saw my life. I asked Pingsheng, "Why have I never seen you?" Pingsheng touched my head, and finally smiled and said, "But I pay attention to you all the time." ”