When the academy was out of school, I was walking on the road, and I found that Zhou Pingsheng had been in a place not far from me, and I asked him, "Zhou Pingsheng?" Is your home here too? He said, "Yes, let's go together?" I nodded and walked with him.

We walked together for a long time, until we reached the door, and I turned to him and said, "I'm home." Then I found that Zhou Pingsheng looked at me in surprise and said with a smile, "Then I am your opponent." ”

It turns out that the distance is so close.

Later, I walked with him all the time, at least I had someone to accompany me to the academy and after school, and it wasn't so lonely.

I once wondered if Zhou Pingsheng was the life I knew in my previous life. Occasionally I would say to him, "Do you want to listen to a story in your life?" He always smiled and said, "You speak, I listen." However, no matter how much I told the story of Daji and the Emperor, he didn't seem to remember it, so he just said to me, "This story is a wild history, right?" There is no such conclusion in the history books, Su Su, you don't read more wild history on weekdays, which doesn't do you any good. ”

No matter how much I mentioned the story of Daji and the Emperor, he couldn't remember, but why couldn't he? Is he really not a life? But why does he have a face that he has all his life?

I don't give up, I really don't give up. I found a lot of opportunities to tell him a lot of stories that I had told me before in my life, such as "The Story of Meng Jiangnu" and "The Story of the Seven Fairies and Dong Yong". Every time, his reaction was very flat, and occasionally he would say, "Susu, a family affair is just the words of the matchmaker of his parents, as for the love in the story, I don't think it's realistic." It is precisely because it is not realistic that this is just a story, not a good story of inheritance. ”

I don't think he's a real life.

The life I miss day and night is a gentle person, a gentle person that even a fox like me will treat gently, gentle. And Zhou Pingsheng seems to be dismissive of every bit of my life together, I don't believe that he is Pingsheng.

For I know what kind of gentle man I am thinking.

As the days passed, I didn't have any news about my life, and even except for Zhou Pingsheng, I had never seen anyone with the familiar face of my life, let alone where the real life had gone.

Pingsheng, Pingsheng, I really miss you.

I've been studying at the college, and from the beginning of the college gentleman telling me to ask if I don't understand, it has become the academy gentleman willing to discuss issues with me, and I am getting older, and it seems that many people of the same age have reached the time to get married.

My father once mentioned, "Does Su Su have a favorite boy?" I shook my head and said, "No." Mother would always gently touch her father with her elbow, and said dissatisfiedly, "Why do you say that our family Su Su can't get married, wait for Su Su to grow up." What is good about getting engaged at a young age, aren't those who are engaged at a young age have no financial resources at home? Our family has to choose people well. ”

A woman usually marries at the age of 14 and begins to contribute to her husband's family. Even my mother married my father when she was about 14 years old, and it was only many years before she had me.

The number of people who came to the house to ask for relatives began to grow older and more as I got older. Occasionally, I heard the matchmaker say, "The sooner the female doll gets married, the better, if she is a wife, if she is older, this face is old, no matter how much the husband's family cares about you, I am afraid there is only one concubine." Think about it, this Jiang Susu is now known as the first talented woman in Jiangnan, but she may not have this title in a few years. ”

"When she gets old, she may not be able to become a wife! Besides, you're just a businessman, you don't have any status, so now it's better to take advantage of the name of this talented woman and use it! ”

When my mother heard this, she would always have a very bad face, and snorted coldly, "Even if my daughter looks old and is no longer a talented woman, so what!" It doesn't seem to have anything to do with you! Drop-off! ”

Mother doesn't like to deal with these people, no matter how much the matchmaker praises another person as a flower, Mother always looks at them indifferently and is always unwilling to let go. In the mother's own words, "There is no male baby from the mouth of these matchmakers, none of whom is not a good person who is better than Pan An and has both talent and career, these words are the most unbelievable and inhumane!" ”

My father doesn't like matchmakers very much, and always says that when I get old in the future, I can't even become someone else's wife, my father only marries my mother and is only good to my mother, and my father also thinks that at least the person I marry in the future must also be good to me, good to me alone, three wives and four concubines are the most unacceptable.

Later, when my father mentioned the life of the Zhou family, he carefully looked at my expression and found that I was not dissatisfied, and asked, "Susu, my father asked you, I have been with you since I was a child, do you have any other feelings for my life?" For example, have you ever thought about having a family peacefully? ”

I frowned and replied, "No, if I really have some feelings for my life, why didn't I tell you earlier?" Since I never mentioned it, I just thought I was a friend all my life. ”

Later, my father said a lot, but I didn't listen to it.

I think, in my life, I am only willing to marry Pingsheng. What I want to marry is not Zhou Pingsheng, but Bai Pingsheng, I want to marry the man who once gave me a home, not this man who seems to be a little scornful of my yearning for love.

But where are you in your life? If you have already found me, why don't you see me? If you haven't appeared in my world yet, where are you?

Pingsheng, Pingsheng, my feelings for you seem to be much heavier than I thought.

My mother came to me later and told me about Zhou Pingsheng. She said, "Pingsheng is actually a very good person, if you get married, my mother is also very supportive of you and him." What this child has done to you over the years, my mother also sees it in her eyes. He's a good boy. ”

"In fact, Pingsheng's father has already come to mention marriage, which is Pingsheng's own meaning. I've been with you all my life, and over the years, have you not liked my life at all? ”

I told my mother the truth, and I said, "Mother, in fact, for me in my life, I am just a friend who is closer than many friends." ”

My mother touched my head and said softly, "Mother doesn't want to persuade you or anything, it's just that Susu, one day you will also get married." Mother hopes that you will marry a person you love, if you haven't met, you will be a good candidate in your life, you know the roots, if you meet that person does not love you, your life is also a good choice. But if the two of you are happy, my mother will definitely support your choice. ”

After my mother left, I slowly calmed down by myself.

What do you think I should do?