Chapter 470 still pushed her downstairs
"The young master was lying in the bathtub, burying his head under the water, looking like he was asleep, fortunately I found it early, otherwise the young master might have drowned!"
The butler let out a long sigh and lowered his head, his face full of distress.
Shen Yuxin looked at him, and his mood suddenly became heavy.
She didn't expect that Fang Musheng would have such a past.
She knew that the housekeeper had watched Fang Musheng grow up, and treated Fang Musheng as her own child, thinking of Fang Musheng's almost suicide, she must have felt very uncomfortable.
She wanted to comfort her a few words, opened her mouth, but didn't know what to say, I'm afraid, she didn't have the position to say anything at all.
After all, now she is also a person who is ruthlessly hurting Fang Musheng.
But what should she do?
Just like the housekeeper said, Fang Musheng lost his parents and brother, and his state was really bad, but even so, it couldn't offset Fang Musheng's harm to her and Shen Nianjiu.
His eyes flickered a few times, Shen Yuxin frowned, his lips tightened, and finally he didn't say a word.
Seeing that Shen Yuxin had been silent, the housekeeper was also a little disappointed in his heart.
But he also knew that even if he wanted to make Shen Yuxin slightly better to Fang Musheng by saying these things, to be honest, it wasn't right for him to do this.
After all, even if Fang Musheng had really suffered a lot before, he had no reason to hurt others.
Although he also knew how much his young master valued Shen Yuxin, all the harm was unintentional, and sometimes he couldn't control himself, and he would feel very guilty after hurting Shen Yuxin.
However, these injuries are like nails being hammered into a wooden plank, and even if you apologize later and pull the nail out, there will still be that broken hole in the plank that will not go away.
However, people's hearts are always biased, even if the housekeeper knows that doing so is actually very unfair to Shen Yuxin, because whether it is the death of Fang Musheng's eldest brother or Fang Musheng's suicidal tendencies, it has nothing to do with Shen Yuxin.
However, between Shen Yuxin and Fang Musheng, he was obviously closer to the latter.
Therefore, even if his behavior was very unreasonable and selfish, he hoped to do his best to make Shen Yuxin better for Fang Musheng.
Of course, he also knows something about Shen Yuxin's character, just relying on what he said, it is impossible for Shen Yuxin to suddenly fall in love with Shang Musheng and promise to stay with him for the rest of his life.
She might only soften her heart for a moment, and after a while, she would return to her usual cold face—just the cold face of Fang Musheng.
Therefore, he still wanted to work harder, at least, Shen Yuxin could be better for Fang Musheng, or be good to him for a longer time.
Seeing Fang Musheng's state getting worse and worse, the housekeeper was really heartbroken.
It was a child he had watched, grew up little by little by his side, and was regarded by him as a relative.
The butler paused, closed his eyes deeply, and the painful scene came to his mind again, and before he could speak, his nose was already sour, and then his eyes were hazy again.
Clearing his throat and suppressing the excitement in his heart, the butler's Adam's apple moved a few times with difficulty before he said in a nasal voice.
"After that day, although the little young master was rescued, after waking up, his will was even more depressed."
"He began to have insomnia all night long, and then it progressed to a very serious point that he could only fall asleep by taking sleeping pills, and even then, he didn't know what terrible things he dreamed in his sleep."
"I often wake up suddenly in the middle of sleep, and then subconsciously ring the bell, and when I and the servants arrived, I saw the little master alone in the quilt shivering, talking nonsense."
"I looked at the white wall with blank eyes, and I looked very pitiful."
"Later, we found out that the little master was taking sleeping pills, and we were afraid that something would happen to him, so we found a doctor to examine him, and the results were ......."
The housekeeper paused, looked at Shen Yuxin with red eyes, and said in a trembling voice: "As a result, the little young master was found out and suffered from mental illness. ”
Mental illness!
Shen Yuxin was stunned when she heard this, and her pupils suddenly constricted.
Although she had already guessed that Fang Musheng might be suffering from mental illness, she guessed that it was a completely different feeling from being diagnosed.
Her own guess seemed to be an assumption derived from her hatred of Fang Musheng, but after the housekeeper said it and the result of the doctor's diagnosis, it was even more like giving Fang Musheng a death sentence.
She couldn't listen to what the butler said later.
At this time, in her mind, it was the still bright smile on his face when she came back after five years abroad, and when she first met Fang Musheng.
At that time, Fang Musheng, although he had a little more shrewdness as a businessman in his eyes, his nature was still extremely kind.
At least, in Shen Yuxin's opinion, at that time, he was still a normal person, and he was not suffering from mental illness at all, as the housekeeper said.
It can only be said that after a few years of ups and downs in the business sea, Fang Musheng has become a lot more sleek and shrewd.
However, what the butler said was so true that she could not doubt it.
She also knows a little about the relationship between Fang Musheng and the eldest young master of the Fang family.
As early as when she and Fang Musheng were both studying abroad, and not long after the two got acquainted, Fang Musheng told her how much he had a brother who loved him so much.
At that time, Shen Yuxin was still very disapproving, thinking that if Fang Dashao really loved Fang Musheng, how could he be willing to let Fang Musheng leave his hometown and go to school in a completely unfamiliar place.
At that time, when she was sent abroad by Shen's father, she understood Shen's father's thoughts.
sent her to study abroad, saying that it was for further study, and that it was to compensate her, but in fact, he just felt that she was in the way.
Because of this, her mind became more and more sensitive due to her lack of love, and she just listened to Fang Musheng's words and laughed at them, but she was very dismissive in her heart.
She even thought that the reason why the eldest young master of the Fang family sent Fang Musheng abroad to go to school was just because he felt that he was in the way, and as soon as Fang Musheng left, he, the heir of the Fang family, sat more stable.
Until one day, Fang Musheng's brother went abroad to see him, and she was lucky enough to meet him once.
Seeing the way the two got along, Shen Yuxin had to admit that the eldest young master of the Fang family was really too good to say to his only younger brother.
The eldest young master, who should not touch the spring water with his fingers, actually cooks for his younger brother, and is not always afraid of being smoked by oil smoke like ordinary young masters.
Just like Shen's father's other children, they are so vain that they look disgusting.
And Fang Musheng also changed his mature appearance when he was in the Fang family, and his appearance was no different from that of a child, and he even had some small tempers, he was simply a spoiled doll.
Shen Yuxin also teased Fang Musheng like this, but Fang Musheng didn't care at all, instead looked at Shen Yuxin with a smile on his face.
Seeing this, Shen Yuxin gritted his teeth.
It's just that she didn't expect that in the years when she left, the eldest young master of the Fang family would have an accident!
The big brother who loved Fang Musheng very much and smiled softly suddenly disappeared.
Shen Yuxin felt that after experiencing this kind of thing, even she was very likely to collapse, just like when she lost her grandmother.
They are the most important people.
Therefore, at some point, Shen Yuxin felt that she could still understand Fang Musheng's feelings.
Moreover, she also thought from this that perhaps, Fang Musheng's changeable temperament and terrible impulsiveness were the sequelae of that incident.
Shen Yuxin was silent for a long time, then suddenly raised his head, looked at the housekeeper and said.
He ...... Do you still take those pills now? ”
Shen Yuxin didn't clearly say what those medicines were, because although she had thought in her heart countless times that Fang Musheng might be sick, she still couldn't say it when she asked her to say that Fang Musheng was mentally ill.
I have to say that the housekeeper's words did work, at least Shen Yuxin would be much more tolerant of Fang Musheng because of her words.
And those past that were forced by Shen Yuxin in the bottom of his heart, those good days, also sprung up like mushrooms after a rain.
This situation is actually very terrifying, because Shen Yuxin is likely to forgive Fang Musheng a little bit because of this.
However, what Fang Musheng did to her and Nian Jiu was clearly unforgivable.
It's just that she can't help it, she can't control her heart in the end.
The housekeeper didn't know what Shen Yuxin was thinking, but as soon as he heard Shen Yuxin say this, he knew that he had finally achieved something.
At the very least, Shen Yuxin reacted to Fang Musheng's matter, which showed that Fang Musheng finally had some place in Shen Yuxin's heart.
And in the days to come, Shen Yuxin is very likely to be a little better to Fang Musheng.
The young master will be very happy!
After all, he likes the young lady so much!
Thinking like this, a relieved smile appeared on the housekeeper's face, and he hurriedly replied to Shen Yuxin.
"Well, the young master is still taking those antidepressant pills......"
Although Shen Yuxin's words were not explained, the housekeeper understood what she meant at once, but when he remembered the medicine that was hidden by Fang Musheng because of Shen Yuxin's coming, he could only take it secretly.
The butler's eyes were extremely sore, and his heart hurt like a pinprick.
The butler clenched his fists, as if he had finally made up his mind, and continued: "It's just that since the young lady moved in, the young master has hidden those medicines in the drawer of the next room and locked them with locks. ”
"Only in the middle of the night when the young lady is asleep, the young master will get up and go to the next room to take some medicine, because he has become more and more irritable day by day recently, and he is afraid that one day, he will not be able to control himself and hurt you."
"I just didn't think ......"
The housekeeper stopped as he spoke, and Shen Yuxin guessed the words that followed.
Even if Fang Musheng didn't want to hurt her anymore, he still pushed her downstairs this time.