Chapter 471 is finally a comfort
Shen Yuxin knew that the housekeeper at this time must be full of guilt towards her.
However, she also knew that this matter had little to do with the housekeeper, after all, he was just a person who did things for the Fang clan.
If it was in the past, Shen Yuxin would definitely comfort the housekeeper, so that he didn't need to feel guilty, after all, she had always respected the old man very much, except for those who disrespected the old man.
This time, however, she did not do so, for as soon as the butler finished speaking, her thoughts drifted away.
In fact, she was aware of Fang Musheng's going out in the middle of the night.
Because she had been vigilant and vigilant against Fang Musheng, she had not slept very well at night, for fear that Fang Musheng would climb into bed and subdue her while she was asleep.
Although after a period of time passed, Fang Musheng used his own actions to prove to Shen Yuxin that he was not the kind of person Shen Yuxin thought.
However, the incident of Shen's father and Fang Musheng harming her back then has become a shadow in her heart, making it difficult for her to let go.
Therefore, there were a few times when Fang Musheng moved, she suddenly woke up from her dream, but she always thought that Fang Musheng was lying on the ground and couldn't stand it, so she went to the next room to sleep.
Or went out to do something, but he didn't expect that Fang Musheng went out to take medicine and take those medicines for mental illness.
At first glance, Shen Yuxin only felt unbelievable, but the housekeeper's words were so reasonable that she couldn't question them.
Fang Musheng's state was very bad, she always knew it.
Every time she saw Fang Musheng, her eyes were always blue-black, and she looked like she hadn't slept for a long time, and she was very haggard.
And he also lost his weight in a short period of time, all of which made Shen Yuxin have to believe these words.
Suddenly, there was something sad in her heart.
She never thought that Fang Musheng, who had always been sunny and cheerful like the big brother next door, would suffer such an accident, and then become a person she couldn't even recognize and guess.
The years are really a sharp weapon for grinding people, and they have polished a good person into this appearance.
Pitiful, hateful, but incomparably distressing.
At this moment, Shen Yuxin suddenly understood what the housekeeper meant, sighed deeply in his heart, hooked the corners of his mouth, and showed a mocking smile on his face.
It's just this smile, but it's because of herself.
She laughed at herself again, and in the end, she still relented, and sure enough, those so-called forgetting, those so-called hatred, in front of Fang Musheng's painful experience.
In the face of their friendship for so many years, they are simply vulnerable.
It's just that she doesn't know how to help Fang Musheng.
She really wanted to help Fang Musheng, and she even thought that maybe, as long as she helped Fang Musheng get out of those dark days, she would eliminate those psychological shadows.
The big boy who used to be sunny and warm will return.
Shen Yuxin raised her head and looked at the housekeeper with complicated eyes, with a firmness in her eyes that even she didn't know.
The housekeeper understood what Shen Yu meant, and immediately felt happy on his face, forcibly suppressed the excitement in his heart, and wanted to say that as long as Shen Yuxin could promise to stay by Fang Musheng's side all the time, Fang Musheng would definitely get better slowly.
It's just that as soon as he opened his mouth, he couldn't say anything.
This request is too unfair to Shen Yuxin.
Moreover, he could see that Shen Yuxin only had friendship with Fang Musheng, not love, even if Shen Yuxin stayed by Fang Musheng's side, there would be no happiness between the two, only pain and boredom.
Without the company of love, it will deteriorate.
In the end, the housekeeper was silent for a while, his eyes flashed a few times, and then he looked at Shen Yuxin and said solemnly and respectfully.
"Please also ask the young lady to be kind to the young master, I think that as long as the young master returns to normal, I will agree to let the young lady leave."
As soon as the housekeeper said a word, he finally sighed in his heart when he looked at Shen Yuxin's stunned expression and the hope that could not be concealed in his eyes.
Secretly, I'm afraid, this is the best ending.
I still love you, but I don't trap you, my heart doesn't get sleepy because of you, and I will be full of enthusiasm to find my next lover.
Shen Yu glanced at the housekeeper steadily, and she didn't know whether to believe the housekeeper's words, in short, she decided that it was better to be better with Fang Musheng.
At least, she couldn't stimulate Fang Musheng anymore.
Today, Fang Musheng was able to push her down from the window so frantically, it was enough to see that he was out of control, whether it was for Fang Musheng or for her own safety, she should reconsider what attitude to treat Fang Musheng.
Walking out of the hall and going upstairs, Shen Yu thought to herself what the housekeeper had told her, and Fang Musheng slept in the room next to her bedroom.
The housekeeper also told Shen Yuxin about Fang Musheng's painful appearance after Shen Yuxin fell from the building, and Shen Yuxin knew that after Fang Musheng fell from the building, the whole person collapsed on the ground, and his expression collapsed.
After that, Fang Musheng was stunned, his eyes were staring at her body, his body trembling non-stop, obviously on the verge of despair.
After learning that she was fine, Fang Musheng eased up a little, but he was in a hurry and fainted suddenly.
Until now, Fang Musheng didn't come out of the room, and the housekeeper said suggestively, Fang Musheng should have woken up, but he just kept pretending to be asleep in bed and didn't want to get up.
Hearing this, Shen Yuxin immediately understood, Fang Musheng, this was escaping reality, he couldn't accept his loss of control, couldn't accept pushing her downstairs, and didn't know how to face her.
Sighing softly, his frowning brows also relaxed, Shen Yu thought about it, and still walked to the kitchen.
Half of the afternoon has passed, and although it is not yet time for dinner, if you go in with a bowl of soup, the two of them will not be so embarrassed!
Shen Yuxin thought like this, and began to wash his hands and make soup.
Shen Yuxin's cooking movements are very skillful and fast, but in just twenty minutes, a bowl of fragrant seaweed egg flower soup is ready.
Holding the soup bowl in his hand and looking at the white door in front of him, Shen Yuxin took a deep breath and encouraged himself in his heart, and then knocked on the door gently.
In fact, although Shen Yuxin had decided to treat Fang Musheng better, the defense against Fang Musheng in his heart had not yet been removed.
After all, whether it was the injury from Fang Musheng before, or the incident that pushed her downstairs this time, it made Shen Yuxin feel that Fang Musheng was a dangerous person.
At least for her, she was a person who needed to be guarded against, not to mention, Fang Musheng had always wanted her.
Thinking of this, Shen Yuxin's eyes were half-closed, covering the complicated look in his eyes, and listening intently to the movement inside.
Sure enough, after the knock on the door, there was no response in the house, and it seemed that Fang Musheng really didn't want to come out to see her.
Slowly turning the doorknob, the door was really unlocked, Shen Yuxin pushed the door in, and saw Fang Musheng lying on the bed.
He lay on the bed with his eyes closed and slightly stiff, covered only with a blanket.
He remained motionless, the corners of his mouth were tightly pursed, his brows were slightly frowned, and his expression looked a little painful, as if he had dreamed of something terrible.
If he hadn't noticed his stiff posture and trembling eyelashes, Shen Yuxin might have really felt that Fang Musheng was already asleep, not pretending to be asleep.
Shen Yuxin didn't break it, walked to the side of the bed with the soup bowl, and put it on the brown bedside table, and soon, the fragrance of seaweed egg flower soup filled the entire room.
Shen Yuxin found a stool and sat on the edge of the bed, not looking at the man on the bed, just looking at the green trees outside the window.
The sun had slowly set, and the afterglow of the setting sun was scattered thinly on the green canopy, which was particularly soft.
The man on the bed smelled the familiar fragrance, and he couldn't help but remember that many years ago, that beautiful and capable girl invited him to his home, and then stayed in the kitchen for dozens of minutes, and finally brought out a pot of seaweed egg soup.
Originally, he didn't say that he liked this soup much, Fang's chef also made this soup, and it tasted pretty good, but compared to this, he liked to drink seafood soup more.
However, looking at the girl in front of him with a rather cute smile and a pair of bright eyes full of anticipation, somehow, Fang Musheng suddenly felt that there was a place in his heart, as if he had been poured into a bowl of hot soup.
Warm and very comfortable.
A heart that can't be suppressed beats.
Later, when Shen Yuxin was free, he would bring some soup to Fang Musheng to drink, but most of the time, Shen Yuxin went to Fang Musheng's house to eat.
The apartment for the two is facing the door, and it is very convenient to eat.
It's just that after Shen Yuxin returned to China and took over the family company, she rarely cooks anymore, and when the two get together, they usually go to the hotel to eat.
The warmth of his youth, the bowl of hot and delicious seaweed egg flower soup, just like this, gradually drowned in the memory.
Shen Yuxin disappeared for five years, he waited for five years, five years, not long, not short, but it was enough to make him forget many things.
For example, the taste of egg drop soup in my memory.
Later, he rarely drank this soup, because every time he drank it, he couldn't help but think of Shen Yuxin.
It's just that at that time, Shen Yuxin had been missing for so many years, and every time he thought of her again, his heart was full of pain.
I just didn't expect that there were still people here who could make the taste of that soup.
Of course, Fang Musheng would not have thought that this bowl of soup was made by Shen Yuxin, after all, he had hurt Shen Yuxin just now, all he could think of was Shen Yuxin's endless hatred for him.
Heh, this time he finally got his wish, as he said before, he wanted Shen Yuxin to accompany him, even if he hated him to the bone.
Because, in that case, Yuxin finally remembered him, didn't she?
Fang Musheng thought like this, and a sour feeling surged in his heart, at this time, he really felt that he was a pathetic existence.
The taste of seaweed egg drop soup is too fragrant and too familiar, Fang Musheng's nose moved, and he decided not to pretend to be asleep for the time being, although this bowl of soup was not made by Shen Yuxin, but it smelled like that, for him, it was finally a comfort.