Chapter X
The bitter cold water of the river actually hit my soul through my flesh, sometimes cold and biting, sometimes hot and violent, my body and my soul need to spend a hundred years in such a situation.
I thought about it for a long time, and I felt that forgetting my life would bring more pain to my soul than to endure such pain.
A hundred years, not short, not long.
I've heard a lot of stories, I've seen a lot of people who can't stand it, and I've seen a lot of people crying and reincarnating again with their memories to find their loved ones. Where should I be in 100 years? What should we do?
I watched the people on the bridge come and go, some left with a smile, some left crying, some looked curiously at the people under our bridge, I think few people know about it, the people on the bridge are looking under the bridge, and I am watching them, guessing the story of each of them.
On the day the time came, Meng Po came to me and said, "Little fox, it's time." "I suddenly realized that a hundred years had passed like this. Thinking that I will not forget my life, and that I will be able to meet my life in the next life, I finally understand why so many souls cry so sadly when they are reborn.
Meng Po picked me up, gently brushed her fingers over my fur, and whispered, "Silly fox, in the past hundred years, people may not be able to persevere, how did you persevere?" It must be very painful, you are a lover. ”
I didn't say anything, I just felt very tired, rubbed Meng Po, and fell asleep gently.
In this Lethe River, I have endured torments day and night, and I have not slept well once in a hundred years.
When I woke up, Meng Po took me to the judge. The judge sat high up, and I couldn't see his face. At least vaguely familiar from his form. I listened to the judge indifferently announce, "In the next life, the human world will give you human emotions, give you the next life, and allow you to experience the seven emotions and six desires of the human world." ”
I could clearly hear a tremor in his voice, but it seemed to be a hallucination, and it was so cold from the beginning to the end.
I thanked the judge, Meng Po carried me to the Nai He Bridge, I thanked Meng Po, Meng Po just smiled brightly, touched my head, and said gently, "The little fox will come back next time, but you must tell your mother-in-law the story of you and that person." ”
I stepped across the bridge in this way, with all my memories of this life, with my thoughts about my life, and reincarnated as an adult.
My soul floated gently, and finally I devoted myself to a family in Jiangnan, named Jiang Susu, the daughter of a wealthy family.
When I was born, when I opened my eyes for the first time as a human being, I looked at my mother beside me, she was covered with beads of sweat and gently called me, "Susu, early." Then he kissed me on the forehead and fell into a deep sleep. Then I was picked up by my father, he looked at me excitedly, said "good", "good", "good" and picked me up, bent down to smell my mother, and said, "It's hard." ”
I am the only child in the family, my father is an old son, and I have no older brothers and younger brothers, so I am very fond of me. Mother is also a gentle person, she and her father are childhood sweethearts, and her father has never set up a concubine. It's just that my father is busy, and the whole family has to support, and I have been brought by my mother since I was a child.
My mother liked to draw and write poetry, and she also liked to read books.
As a first-time mother, I originally had a nurse, and my mother couldn't let go of her heart, and always took care of me carefully, in her own words, "The little girl is the meat that fell off my body, and I, as a mother, naturally want to give her the best." ”
My mother often hugged me, and when I looked her in the eyes, she smiled at me and said softly, "Susu, call me mother, call me mother." "I babbled, and I struggled to learn, but my mother always laughed, her eyes squinted like crooked crescents, and she kissed me on the cheek.
My father always came home late, probably because he was busy, and a manly man should focus on his career. My mother always held me and read a book, waited for me to fall asleep, and then put me on the bed, and sat on the edge of the bed by herself until my father came back. Many times I woke up to see her still waiting for her father to come home.
I usually don't wake up until the next morning, when my father is about to leave, and I always see my mother dressing him and sending him off.
I always remember the first time I babbled, calling out "Mother." My mother hurriedly put down the book, held me in her arms, and then opened her eyes wide and said softly, "Good Susu, again, who am I?" I babbled back to her, "Mother." Then she kissed me, happily lifted me up and spun around several times, touched my head, and kissed me several more times.
At night, when my father came back, I vaguely heard my mother say to my father, "Brother Ping, Su Su is already able to speak, and today I heard her call me mother." Brother Ping will hand over a few shops to others in the future, and now the family needs you very much. ”
I listened vaguely, turned around and fell asleep again. Since then, my father has spent more time at home.
But it did take a long, long time before I could call him, "Daddy." At that time, my father was very happy, picked me up, lifted me high, rode on his neck, and said with a smile, "Lan'er, Su Su can already call Dad!" Then happily took me around, showing off.
The mother looked at her father like this, smiled and said, "Let Su Su ride on your neck, and you are not afraid of people watching jokes." Then he wiped his sweat with a handkerchief, and he said, "What kind of jokes do you have about your daughter?" ”
This kind of warm day has always been the most memorable thing in my life.
Later, when I grew up, I liked to run around the yard, and I would often run around, and if I didn't pay attention, I would fall to the ground. Many times my mother couldn't catch up with me, so she would call me from afar, "Susu, slow down, don't fall." ”
Many times, as soon as my mother finished saying this, I fell to the ground. Don't worry that your mother will be angry, even if your mother deliberately keeps a straight face, she runs to her mother's side, gently pulls the hem of her mother's clothes, and softly calls her "Mother." My mother would laugh out loud and pick me up, and even if I was covered in mud, she would carefully wipe me clean and kiss me.
My father's was always smiling at me occasionally wearing mud, and he didn't mind and just picked me up. But it often made my mother unhappy and said, "Both of them are dirty." My father would laugh a few times, rubbing the mud on my mother's body and laughing, "Now all three of them are dirty." ”
There was a academy near my home, so my father took me there and told me, "Su Su should go to school well, although a woman is not talented is virtuous, my father still hopes that you can become a talented woman like your mother." ”
Although it is said that a woman is not talented and virtuous, but there are many women in the academy, and the gentleman of the academy is not surprised, telling me, "I usually ask if I don't understand, but if you come late, you have to work harder." ”
I was in the academy, but I saw a familiar face and a familiar name. That person's name is Zhou Pingsheng.
I wondered more than once that this Zhou Pingsheng was the one I loved in my previous life, he had the same face as Pingsheng, and in a trance I really thought that I had returned to the past, back to when I was a red fox, back to when I was still by my side in my life.
He sat next to me and said to me with a smile, "My name is Zhou Pingsheng, please advise." I said, "My name is Jiang Susu." ”
I think he's a life, but it's not a life. It's obviously the same face of life, but it gives me an inexplicable strangeness. Pingsheng, Pingsheng, where the hell have you been.