When I opened my eyes in the early morning, I magnified in front of me was Li Xuan's handsome face, I exhaled and inhaled gently, staring at him intently, and sighed in my heart that God really treated him well, giving him such a perfect stinky skin, not to mention, but also making him resourceful and holding power for a while.

I couldn't help but stretch out my hand and touch Li Xuan's face, in late autumn, my hand was very cold, but his face was very warm, close to my palm, he frowned and looked good, I was startled, and hurriedly withdrew my hand, like a thief.

Seeing that he seemed to wake up, I hurriedly closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep, although it was not the first time he stayed in my room, he could have left at dawn, if the two of them looked at each other, I don't know what kind of embarrassing scene it would be, or avoid it.

I tried to breathe steadily, quietly waiting for Li Xuan to get up and leave, and slowly I felt a heat source getting closer and closer to me, and the hot breath sprayed on my little face, making people tickle.

"Are you still going to put it on?" Li Xuanqing's voice sounded in my ears, he leaned sideways and propped up his head with one hand, a warm smile on his face, and he looked particularly gentle in the glimmer of the morning light.

I didn't feel embarrassed to see through it, so I simply opened my eyes and looked at him: "How do you know I'm pretending to be asleep?" "Obviously, I woke up before him.

Li Xuan smiled and said: "I was sleeping well, but suddenly a little paw reached over and touched my face, just the two of us on the bed, can you get rid of it?" ”

"Your hands are your claws." I turned my back and ignored him.

He was not annoyed, he seemed to be in a good mood, one hand on my waist, lazily hugging me, my back pressed against his chest, warm, indescribable comfortable feeling, let me give birth to a little greed.

I shook my head and banished all this nonsense, what the hell was I thinking about early in the morning?

The two of them maintained this ambiguous posture and slept for a while, and I felt sleepy again in my head, and I heard Li Xuan say in a daze: "I haven't stepped into the ink garden for so many days, do you miss me?" ”

I didn't bother to pay attention to him, Li Xuan's head must have burned out, this is the second time he asked me if I wanted him, the last time was when he just returned to King Xuan's mansion, he left me alone and left Mrs. Xiang, and sneaked into the ink garden to peep at me bathing. The ghost answered his boring question.

"I'm too busy to get out, don't you know to go to the study to see me?"

Li Xuan's voice was mixed with a touch of imperceptible helplessness, what was there for him to be helpless, didn't Mrs. Xiang go over to visit him every day? Could it be that one woman is not enough, and he still wants the women of the entire palace to rush over to see if he can't do it? Sure enough, it was the vanity of men.

"People say that you ask me everywhere about my itinerary and want to see me more, Xi'er, sometimes I think it's good if it's true. If only you really cared about me that much. Speaking of which, his voice gradually became quieter, but he understood me and knew that this kind of absurd thing was not my Qin Xi's style.

I didn't feel sleepy, and the expectations for Li Xuan that had been deliberately suppressed before came to my mind again, rather than procrastinating indefinitely and testing each other's minds endlessly, it was better to spread out the words that were pressed in my heart and make it clear.

"Li Xuan, what I want is a couple for a lifetime, I mind sharing it with other women, can you keep a complete heart for me? The last thing I tolerate is deception and lies. "I used to think that it was difficult to be honest with Li Xuan, I couldn't see through him, but after I said this, I realized that this is the most real me, if he can't accept it, I should really be glad that I didn't fall into his fog.

His arm holding me stiffened obviously, my heart was cold, and a mocking smile spread on my lips, with Li Xuan's current status, my request was undoubtedly ridiculous, but I didn't want to go with the flow and become one of his many women, if he couldn't love me wholeheartedly, I would rather give it all up. I, Qin Xi's pride, will never allow for half a bit of hypocrisy.

He stopped talking, and I was silent, and the two of them were in such a stalemate until dawn, Li Xuan finally got up and left, at this hour, all civil and military officials had to enter the palace and go to the court, and Ren Li Xuan was no exception when he was a powerful minister. He sat on the edge of my bed for a while, then left without saying anything, leaving a room deserted.

I didn't open my eyes until long after Li Xuan left, and warm tears overflowed my eyes, slid down my cheeks, and soaked the soft pillow, which is what he called liking. I don't leave a word, and I like to leave alone. It was just me who was deceiving myself, thinking that his liking for me was deep enough to give up on others.

Mrs. Su said that Li Xuan treated me well and wanted me to love him until I grew old; Aunt Yun said that it is better to wait passively than to take the initiative to fight. I can't meet with meander, like Mrs. Xiang to try my best to please Li Xuan, what I can do is to directly open my heart to show him, but I never thought that in exchange for the most hurtful dull pain.

I wiped the moisture from the corners of my eyes, and my breath was cold, but I was able to calm down quickly. In this way, I do not owe anything to him, but each has his own way, and neither of us compliments anyone.