Chapter 635: Song Xingran's Monologues
As for me, I've been thinking I've been quite happy since I was a child.
He also has a big temper and is pampered.
The people in my family also spoil me.
When I was a child, I made mistakes, and someone cleaned up the mess for me.
I have two fathers.
Although I don't want to admit it, when I was a child, Huo Yuanting really doted on me and regarded me as his own daughter.
But later, Lin Xirong took Huo Zhiyan to the door.
That's when I realized that my family was not as beautiful as I imagined.
At that time, I hated Huo Yuanting, and I couldn't wait to dismantle this man.
But all this seems to be Ms. Song's expectation.
She calmly took me and my brother away from the Huo family, I was very angry at the time, but my mother said that this was her life.
This thing is really mysterious.
It's like I met Lu Qingchen.
Growing up, I was surrounded by a lot of good-looking boys, so I thought I was completely immune to beauty.
But now that I think about it, the moment I saw Lu Qingchen, I was really a nymphomaniac.
Until now, when I talk to Qin Xiaoqi about the scene at that time, Qin Xiaoqi will still laugh at me.
It was like I was possessed by something strange and didn't look like myself at all.
I guess that's fate.
I don't know if anyone else will do that.
When you see someone, the first thing you see is like a spring breeze.
The moment I saw Lu Qingchen, there was always a voice in my heart telling me that it was him.
About the time when Lu Qingchen was chased......
I think it should be the best memory of my entire youth.
It's also the most bragging point for that.
Because they all said that they never expected Lu Qingchen to like me.
Because I was known for my stubbornness at the time, everyone probably thought that I would not be able to marry in the future.
So when I caught up with Lu Qingchen, everyone was quite surprised.
Lu Linheng now also asks me and Lu Qingchen about it from time to time.
Ask me how I caught up with Lu Qingchen.
I'm a little narcissistic because I'm good-looking.
No, I'm already good-looking, and I have a lot of people chasing me.
As for how I caught up with Lu Qingchen, in fact, I was also very confused.
Just follow the cliché romance routine, buy him food, give him gifts, and create surprises if he has money.
Before you can do something, you have to have a very important condition.
That's ...... Thick-skinned.
It's not easy to be knocked down, and it's not easy to be knocked out by rivals in love.
If you can do both, you've won.
During the time I was with Lu Qingchen, I was also very happy.
Later, we broke up and went abroad.
During that time abroad, it was really special...... Bitter.
My little dream is to stand on the stage one day.
I gave up my previous computer science major and studied dance, music abroad......
Of course, the premise is that there is money.
In order to prove to my family that I was doing well, I never reached out to my family and asked for a penny.
I was already an adult at that time, so it was natural to be self-reliant.
I went to study in the morning and afternoon, and in order to pay for the expensive tuition, I went to various part-time jobs.
I've worked a lot of jobs, part-time modeling, handing out flyers, being a hotel waiter, etc......
Very tired, really tired.
Many times, when I get home at night, I lie in bed and think, why am I torturing myself so much?
Actually, I know it very well.
I'm just running away.
Find a lot of things to do for yourself every day, and you won't always think about Lu Qingchen.
Sometimes, in the dead of night, I miss him so much.
I wondered, why didn't he come to me all the time? He is in China, will he already have a girlfriend, will he like other people.
I've cried.
I don't really like to cry.
I don't know why after meeting Lu Qingchen, I cried more and more.
Perhaps, it was he who opened up my most vulnerable side.
I don't really have any good qualities, I feel like all girls.
has a small temper, loves beauty, likes to eat snacks and milk tea, likes gossip, and loves to be jealous......
There are really a lot of shortcomings.
But, isn't that what people are?
There are no perfect people in this world, only those who are willing to be mediocre.
Lu Qingchen is a beautiful gift from God, and he has made me understand a lot of truths.
But......
I was really angry when I saw him with such a domineering and domineering attitude before.
Why do you think this man is like this?
Even if you're sick, you can't do this to me, right?
Later, I finally understood that love should be mutually tolerant.
Just like Qin Xiaoqi and Su Jingcheng.
Qin Xiaoqi is a foodie, and she is not honest when she sleeps, Su Jingcheng can tolerate her.
took her to eat all over the country, hugged her when she slept, and the big deal was to be kicked by her a few times.
Su Jingcheng is too smart, sometimes so smart that people are annoying.
I'm also very afraid of the dark and ghosts......
Qin Xiaoqi didn't dislike him at all.
Su Jingcheng should coax the child when he is afraid of the dark, as for her husband who is too smart, Qin Xiaoqi was originally slow to react, but now that she is okay, with Su Jingcheng, she can not use her brain.
Save more trouble.
As for me and Lu Qingchen, hehe, I feel that I am still a baby in front of him.
No matter how old I am, I can be coquettish to him.
What are his shortcomings?
I guess I love me too much.
This is really not a show of affection, this is also his disease.
In my heart, there is actually a broken child.
Every now and then I think about it.
That is Li Jinhuai.
No, it should be Brother Jinhuai.
At the time, there was no need for him to go on an adventure with us.
He chose to go with me.
This man, although he looks bad on the surface, is actually quite cute.
I didn't treat him well before, but now I often take Lu Linheng to see him.
Lu Linheng also often asked me about his father, and whenever that time came, I realized that I knew very little about Li Jinhuai.
I didn't know him at all.
But because of me, he left this world forever.
Kick oneself? Sort of, right? But more than that, it's distressing.
Maybe that's how fate arranged it.
Around us, there will always be all kinds of people, many people are just passers-by, only a few people, they are precious to me, and I need to cherish them for the rest of my life.
With the growth of Lu Linheng, Lu Qingchen and I have found a place to retire.
It's quiet and beautiful, it's just an ordinary small county town.
We still have a long, long future ahead of us.
But every second, we read each other.
In this way, we may see you again in the next life.
Every girl, when she is young, has a dream of being a princess.
Find the tall and handsome Prince Charming and join hands with him for the rest of your life.
I know that Lu Qingchen is not the most perfect, and I am not the best.
But we're in this together, just right.
That's love.
(End of chapter)