233 He doesn't want me anymore
Shen Mengqing was very persistent, seeing that her emotions calmed down a little, she asked again, "Why did you cry just now?" ”
Su Siqi shook her head: "I don't know, don't ask again." ”
"Look up at me."
If you don't lift it, you won't lift it if you die, at such a close distance, you will definitely be able to see him clearly, and even the eyelashes won't fall, this is the best opportunity, but she would rather not, she doesn't look at him, there is something in those eyes that she is afraid of, she is afraid that she will not be able to control it.
The man didn't force her, but drove on the road.
Su Siqi was shocked: "Where are you going to take me?" ”
The man looked straight ahead and said coldly, "You are in the rain and need to stay in a warm place." ”
For her, the warmest place in the world was his embrace, but he was unwilling to let her rely on it now, and he wanted to send her away. Su Siqi kept biting her lip, it was dry in winter, her lips were easy to peel, and all that bit of skin was gnawed off by her, and her mouth was always filled with a faint fishy sweetness.
Su Siqi guessed that Shen Mengqing would either send her back to the hotel or take her to his house. But he didn't ask her where she lived all the way, so he should have gone to his own house.
Sure enough, the car drove not far from the community, and entered another community, which looked very high-end, either a townhouse or a single-family villa, Shen Mengqing drove the car straight into the underground basement of a villa and took her up the stairs. This reminded Su Siqi of his villa in S City, where an elevator was installed in the garage and he went upstairs in a second.
She asked, "Why don't you install an elevator here, how convenient it is!" ”
Shen Mengqing didn't answer her, kept taking her upstairs, and took her own clothes in the cloakroom: "Go take a bath, I'll make you a cup of hot tea." ”
Su Siqi said: "You are more drenched than me, can you also take a shower?" ”
She thought that the man would say as frivolously as before: "Why don't we take a mandarin duck bath?" ”
But no, Shen Mengqing looked normal, she didn't look at him, and he didn't look at her squarely. The expression is still indifferent, just like to an ordinary friend.
Maybe now in his heart, she is not even as good as an ordinary friend, right? Su Siqi sighed abruptly, took her clothes and obediently went to the bathroom to take a shower.
When he came out, Shen Mengqing also took a bath, was wiping his hair with a towel, and there were two cups of hot tea on the low table, Su Siqi wrapped the thick bathrobe tightly, walked over and sat down, and took a sip of hot tea.
After taking a hot bath and drinking hot tea, Su Siqi felt alive again. To be honest, she didn't expect the winter in Bei'an to be so cold, and she thought that she would be fine if she was fully armed, but the cold wind and cold rain were blowing, and it was the feeling of freezing that the bones were cold, which made her really experience the cold winter in the north.
Shen Mengqing wiped her hair casually, threw the towel indiscriminately, and also came over to drink tea.
He held the tea in his hand, and said nothing, his face was colder than the weather outside. He was like a piece of thousand-year-old ice, constantly exuding cold, and he couldn't even cover the heating in the house, Su Siqi shuddered, feeling that if he didn't open his mouth to break the deadlock, the room would definitely freeze.
"Well, you don't have to bring me here, I can go back to the hotel."
Shen Mengqing's eyelids lifted, two cold lights flashed, and she consciously closed her mouth.
After a while, the man's face finally softened, "When did you come?" ”
"Yes, four, four or five days."
"What are you doing in Bei'an?"
Su Siqi suddenly became smarter, and her speech became smoother: "I'll settle accounts with Lin Haonan, and thank you by the way." ”
"Oh," he nodded, "have you settled the score?" ”
"No, he's not here, probably staying in his hometown and not coming back."
"What are you going to do with him?"
Su Siqi was asked for a while, she hadn't thought about it yet. After a moment of silence, she said, "Let's talk about it." ”
The tea is very fragrant, the entrance is sweet, the more Su Siqi drinks it, the more she likes it, she finished the tea in a few sips, and asked the man with the cup: "Do you still want tea?" I'll give you some water. ”
"No, after drinking this cup of tea, I'll leave." Shen Mengqing held the teacup in the palm of his hand and replied lightly.
Su Siqi had to put the cup down, and there was still half a cup of tea, she had a few questions in her heart, and she had to hurry up and ask.
"Yun Shanshan said that you are the mastermind behind the framed me?"
Shen Mengqing snorted disdainfully: "Do you believe it?" ”
"Of course not."
"Why don't you believe it?" Shen Mengqing shook the water in the cup: "You should believe it, in your heart, aren't I just an unscrupulous person?" ”
knew that he had a grudge, and at that time, Hou Fangzhuo and they changed their methods to embarrass Lin Haonan, she counted all the accounts on Shen Mengqing's head, and went to him to settle the accounts with great momentum. It was at that time that they fell out completely.
Su Siqi knew that she had asked a stupid question, she didn't believe it at all, why did she ask? It made him unhappy.
She lowered her head: "I'm sorry, don't take it to heart in the past, you know that I have always been, I have no brains, I don't distinguish between good and bad, I, I ......"
"Forget it," Shen Mengqing waved his hand, "Why should I care about this with you, you are going to be on a journey soon, and I am also going to get engaged, and I don't think I will have the opportunity to meet again in the future." ”
"Yes," Su Siqi smiled dryly: "Let's say goodbye!" ”
"Don't mind, I'm not so stingy," he looked more and more relaxed, a little lazy, "I have to set the table for you to practice the bar, not today, tomorrow, I'll invite you to dinner tomorrow." Saying that, he stood up: "I still have to leave in advance, there is a takeaway phone under the coffee table in the living room, what do you want to eat, by the way, do you have money?" ”
"Yes, yes, I, I, have money." As soon as she heard that he was leaving, Su Siqi couldn't speak well.
"Okay, you can rest, I'm leaving."
Su Siqi followed downstairs, and finally remembered something to ask him: "Aye, is it your person?" ”
Shen Mengqing hesitated, nodded, and smiled slightly: "What do you ask him to do?" Want him to accompany you on the journey? ”
Su Siqi looked a little serious: "If I can, can I hire him?" Money is not an issue. ”
Shen Mengqing sneered: "The tone is quite big, how much is left of the five hundred thousand from Li Yannian?" Without waiting for her to answer, her voice suddenly became cold again, "You don't want to beat him." ”
Su Siqi didn't dare to answer anymore, and followed him alongside. Shen Mengqing stopped at the top of the stairs, "It's cold down there, you stay up there, remember to eat." ”
Su Siqi nodded obediently: "Got it." ”
"I'll drive away first, and I'll pick you up for dinner tomorrow."
"Okay."
"Why did you cry just now?"
Su Siqi was stunned, why did she ask again? She raised her head and crashed into the man's dark eyes, where two small flames danced, she panicked, and hurriedly lowered her head again: "I don't know, why do you keep asking." ”
Shen Mengqing nodded, and left without saying anything more.
Su Siqi has been standing there without moving, listening to him start the car and drive out of the garage, she suddenly seemed to wake up, jumped up and ran, but it was too late, the moment she opened the door, the car was already whistling away in the wind and rain.
She closed the door, leaned limply on it, and tears flowed again, she was such a crybaby, even she hated herself. Tears flowed silently, silently soaking into his bathrobe.
I never thought it would be such an ending. Probably because the old love is difficult to get rid of, so he still cares about her, and is afraid that she will get sick in the rain, so he brought her here to take a hot bath and make her hot tea. But in the end, she was left behind and left alone.
He didn't accompany her to lunch because he wanted to accompany his childhood sweetheart, and he wouldn't come at night because he wanted to accompany his childhood sweetheart. He said that he would practice it for her tomorrow because he wanted to send her away earlier, and then accompany his childhood sweetheart.
Su Siqi knew that the bottom was different. Hearing it with her own ears and seeing it with her own eyes, she still didn't give up, and always hoped for a miracle, but now, the man gave her the clearest answer. He said: she is gone, he is engaged, and they will not have the opportunity to meet again. That's what it means to say goodbye.
How could he be willing to give it? How willing to give it! But she was reluctant, as soon as she thought about it, her heart was like a knife, the pain was irrepressible, she beat her chest, and finally couldn't help crying again. Even when she came to him, he still left her, and she silently recited a sentence in her heart: He doesn't want me anymore, he doesn't want me anymore......
This sentence seems to be some kind of incantation, and once you recite it, a large wave of hot tears will pour out, rolling down your cheeks. She cried so hard that she fell to the ground and closed her eyes.
Su Siqi was woken up by her own hunger, she got up, ran to the coffee table in the living room to rummage through the takeaway list, there were several, she picked one casually, and called first without even choosing a meal, as soon as she connected, she said she wanted a fish-flavored eggplant rice. The other end was obviously stunned for a moment, saying that they were a porridge shop and there was no food.
Su Siqi said sorry, hung up the phone, took another one, and looked at it carefully, it was all rice, so she called again and asked for a fish-flavored eggplant. I don't know why, at this moment she especially wanted to eat fish-flavored eggplant, she often ate it when she was poor in the future, and she was tired of eating, and then the economic situation improved, so she never ate it again, but now she suddenly wants to eat it. She still remembers that it used to be twelve yuan, but now the price has increased, and it is eighteen.
Everything is changing, prices are changing, the cityscape is changing, Shen Mengqing is changing, and she is also changing. Actually, it's not a big deal, she thought, isn't there just no one to rely on anymore? It doesn't matter, she still has herself, no matter what, she still has herself! I went to the bathroom and washed my face, washed all the tear stains stuck to my face, it was refreshing and felt much more comfortable.
After waiting for half an hour, the takeaway arrived, and after tasting a few bites, it was not the taste of the past, but it was better than before, because of this, she was in a slightly better mood, and ate all the boxes of rice in one go.
Look, it's getting better and better! Shen Mengqing will get better and better, and she will get better and better!