Su Siqi slept for an afternoon, with the sound of dripping rain, and slept very sweetly, but at night she was miserable, tossing and turning in bed, and couldn't sleep.

There was a bomb-shaped alarm clock on the bedside table, Su Siqi looked interesting, and simply played with it in her hand, she set the time to the hour when it was almost there, and then waited for a minute, the alarm clock really rang upside down, and it was still bouncing on the table, and the thick lead on her head swayed from side to side, flashing with purple and blue light, just like the real thing.

Su Siqi didn't expect it to be so loud, the crackling sound was especially scary in the empty house in the middle of the night, as if it was really going to blow up this place.

Su Siqi smiled bitterly, if it can really blow up, it would be good, with a loud bang and turned into ashes, there will be no more troubles, no more heartache. If there is an afterlife, she is really willing to be a dust, drifting, wandering around, seeing all the joys and sorrows of the world, but she can be alone in it.

The alarm clock rang over and over again, and she was a little scared, the houses here are not far apart, so they won't make noise to the neighbors, after all, it's the middle of the night.

At such a late hour, the whole world fell asleep, but she woke up alone, very curious, I don't know if Shen Mengqing is awake or asleep now? The phone is on the bedside table, but it's not very satisfying, right? Maybe people are sleeping soundly with their childhood sweethearts in their arms at this time!

He doesn't want me anymore!

That sentence suddenly came out again, causing her nose to be sour, and her eyes were red.

He doesn't want me anymore, he doesn't want me anyway, he doesn't want me anymore......

Sure enough, it was a spell, and she kept crying today, but the tears still came as soon as she said it.

She wiped her eyes angrily, thinking viciously, whether he disturbed the dream or not, anyway, he didn't want me!

With a sense of resentment, she pulled out the phone without hesitation, only rang for a second, and before she could regret it, the other end had already been picked up, it turned out that he didn't sleep either, could it be that he didn't sleep so late...... She sneered in her heart, the man has always been keen on this, and it seems that he is really disturbing him.

Waiting for the man to go crazy, but there was no sound on the other end of the phone, she listened with her ears pricked up, but she couldn't hear any sound, so she had to cough, "Hey." ”

"Something?"

For her, he will always be this sentence, an indifferent and classic opening statement.

She said, "Why haven't you slept yet?" ”

"Didn't you sleep too?"

"I can't sleep."

He heard her sniffle, "What's wrong with the voice, a cold?" ”

"No," she twitched again, her chest sour, sour, and astringent, surging into her nose. "I," she blinked, tears streaming down her cheeks, and her voice was tinged with tears, "I know why I'm crying?" ”

"Why?" His voice was still calm.

"Because you don't want me anymore, you left me behind, you don't want me anymore......" When she said it, she also broke down and cried into the phone: "You don't want me anymore, woo woo, you don't want me anymore......"

The man yelled at her on the other end of the phone: "What are you crying about, don't cry, don't hear ......"

She was so sad, he still yelled at her, is there any humanity, she cried louder and louder, choking and shouting, but she didn't roll and spill on the ground.

The man seemed to be angry, and dropped something on the ground, and with a loud bang, she stopped abruptly and stopped at once. She was still afraid of him, so she bit her lip and sobbed quietly.

The man's voice was vaguely angry: "Su Siqi, what are you going to do?" ”

"I," she gritted her teeth, and finally said, "I don't want you to get engaged!" ”

The man was silent, and he didn't speak for a long time, Su Siqi heard his breathing very heavy, and one by one came out of the earpiece, burrowing into her ears, and it turned out to be the same rhythm as her heartbeat.

The whole world was silent, and nothing could be heard except his breathing, her heartbeat.

After a long time, so long that Su Siqi's eyelids were about to close, the man's voice came slowly, and it was clear to his ears: "It's too late." Then the phone hung up.

Su Siqi was stunned for two seconds, threw the phone away, lay on the bed and started crying again, she thought that she lowered her posture and said something like that, he had to think about it, how much to give some time to buffer, how much to be tactful!

But no, he just said so lightly, directly pushing her into the abyss of despair.

Why? She loved him so much, she loved him so much that she was beaten half to death, but she still ran to Bei'an to find him, it was cold, and she stayed at the door of his house, just to see him again. She loved him so much, she loved him so much that she couldn't even have dignity, and begged him, but he hit her on the head and knocked her out directly.

Shen Mengqing, you bastard! You are a big liar, you said that you will only love me in this life, the next life, and the next life, and this life is not over, so you will empathize and don't fall in love! Yes, it was my fault in the first place, I don't remember you, but can I be blamed for that? That's God's arrangement, you blame God! Can't wait for me for four years? Wang Baochuan and other Xue Pinggui have been in the cold kiln for 18 years! Shen Mengqing...... Bastard......

She cried and cried, her hair scattered, like madness, and her terrible cry caused every dog to bark.

Suddenly, footsteps sounded on the stairs, hurrying towards her, Su Siqi paused and looked at the bedroom door in horror.

The door opened, and the man appeared, but he didn't come in, and stood there quietly watching her. His face was hidden in the dark, but there were two small flames jumping in his eyes, and the dim light made her heart beat wildly, and without even thinking about it, she rushed over and threw herself into his arms.

The familiar breath surrounded her at once, and the man's hand was around her waist, and he sighed lowly: "You fool." ”

They didn't move, hugging and standing at the door, Su Siqi thought, she must not move, if this is an illusion, it will be broken when she moves, if this is a dream, no one should wake her up, let her keep dreaming, if this is true, she must give the man a slap, why after saying such absolute words, do you have to run over and slap her and reward a candy?

After a long time, the man finally let go of her, Su Siqi didn't want to leave that warm embrace, but she was embarrassed to stick it again, the man didn't say anything, in case she was amorous, then she would be embarrassed.

The man walked around the room, then stood still, "You don't want me to get engaged?" ”

Su Siqi nodded.

The man was not satisfied, "I want you to say it." Don't you want me to get engaged? ”

"Yes," she said aloud, "I don't want you to get engaged." ”

The corners of the man's mouth raised slightly: "Want to be with me?" ”

"I want to be with you."

The corners of the man's mouth curled even more, but he tried his best to hold back and asked, "Are you sure?" There is no turning back from the bow, and I will never be able to leave me for any man in the future, can I do it? ”

"Yes."

The man looked at her for a while, his eyes were as eager as fire, and he saw that she was about to spontaneously combust.

He whispered, "Kiss me." ”

Su Siqi pounced on him without hesitation and kissed him fiercely, and the man kissed back even more fiercely, as if they were going to tear each other apart, and they were entangled with each other. They kissed eagerly and domineeringly, breathing disorderedly, as if trying to suck each other's souls out.

Just when Su Siqi felt that the oxygen in her lungs was about to be dried up, the man finally let go of her, carefully looked at her eyebrows, his chest was still rising and falling violently, and he gasped slightly: "Okay, if you don't want me to get engaged, I won't get engaged, if you want to be with me, we will be together." ”

Of course, she was ecstatic, she was thrown into the eighteenth layer of hell, and she was scarred, but suddenly she ascended to heaven, and all the wounds healed instantly, she was so happy, she only knew that she was grinning and giggling.

The man took her to the bathroom and wiped her face with a warm towel, "her eyes are swollen and not beautiful." ”

"It's not because of you, why do you want to say something like that, it makes me cry."

The man hung up the towel and took her hand out, "I want you to experience how I've been here for the past four years." ”

Su Siqi was stunned for a moment, and raised her eyes to look at him: "I'm sorry." "She knows, she knows, she has no heart and lungs, she is good with this, good with that, but not with him. For four years, she has been by his side, but he can't get her, and he has to watch her pair up with other men, this kind of torment, she feels like she is about to collapse in just one day, and he has been suffering for four years.

The man poured hot milk and gave it to her: "Drink it and go to sleep." ”

"If you don't sleep, I want you to accompany me."

"What are you doing?"

"Do whatever you say!"

The man laughed, "Your intentions are obvious! ”

Su Siqi's face flushed, she really didn't think about it, but if a man thinks about that, she ...... Nor is it opposed.

Quickly changed the subject: "How do you know that I remember everything?" ”

"I don't remember you can cry like this?"

"I'm not happy that I'm in love with you again?"

"Is there one?"

Su Siqi took a sip of milk and stopped in her mouth for a while before swallowing, saying, "Yes." ”

The man was stupid: "Are you still with Lin Haonan?" ”

Su Siqi smiled shyly: "I'm not afraid." ”

"Afraid of what? Afraid I'll eat you? ”

"I'm afraid you'll abandon me one day, just like those new lovers of yours." Speaking of this, Su Siqi's face was not good-looking, "In the past four years, you haven't been idle!" ”

"You don't mind, they're all smoke and bombs, to hide people's eyes." The man's tone was also sour: "It's you, it's all serious." ”

"I lost my memory, you didn't lose your memory!"

"That's why I've been putting up with it."

"You want to quarrel?"

"I don't want to quarrel, I'll go to bed after drinking milk."

"I slept too much in the afternoon and couldn't sleep."

"If you can't sleep, you have to sleep," the man pressed her down and lay down, covered with the quilt, and let her rest on his arm, "sleep, I'll talk about it tomorrow." ”

Su Siqi closed her eyes and asked after a while, "You really don't want to do something?" ”

The man chuckled and kissed her lightly on the forehead, "Good night." ”

Su Siqi felt that something was wrong, and thought stupidly, when did he become a willow and a favor, wouldn't he be thinking about his childhood sweetheart?