After finishing the book, when I typed the last word, I was still a little melancholy in my heart, because I knew that my story with her was over, and I wanted to end the same as Xiangyi said: She doesn't want me anymore.

I'm a little uncomfortable, this book can be said to be adapted from my own experience, to be honest, in the end, I really can't write, I'm only nineteen years old, where would I understand such a thing? But I still kept writing, and the inspiration for those articles, including the paragraphs of Xiang Yi's drunken impulsiveness, came from a friend of mine who told me that I will never forget the desperate look at him when he spoke, and I think he must love that girl very much!

I have set the main section of the book into thirty-three chapters, which can be regarded as my wishful thinking to make up for these three years!

In this book, there are very few descriptions of secondary characters such as Tianyu and Ling Yuxuan, and there are only a few simple appearances, which is also my only regret when I wrote this book.

For Xiangyi, in fact, I have never been able to substitute my own feelings well, every time I think of her, my heart is like a knife, unspeakable pain.

Many of the sentences in the book are from her, for example, when Xiangyi sent flowers for the first time, Ru Mo refused what he said: Listen to me, people will meet a lot of people in this life, there is no need to waste time on me, you can find a better person.

I have always remembered this sentence, because I can't forget it, so I once thought that the Ru Mo I portrayed was not perfect and didn't understand love, so she was not worthy of Xiangyi's affection. But when I wrote it to the end, I realized that she was not the character I portrayed at the beginning, but a girl who didn't dare to love, didn't dare to say love, and was a little introverted.

A few months ago, I happened to learn that there was one more person next to her, a person who could make her laugh, and that was their official announcement in the book: "Come by chance, go is inevitable, do it as it is, go with the flow, you are my thousands of stars." "To be honest, my heart was crushed at that time, I knew that I was jealous, it was all over, what else could not be let go?

In the book, I wrote about four couples, in addition to the protagonists: Tianxuan's love, Yuchen's love, and the sunset's keeping. These three couples, who only remembered when I wrote to the end, owe them a perfect story.

The past is gone, and I am no longer the fool who abandoned a city for one person, 2020, a new beginning, four years, let these memories remain in my heart, although it is not satisfactory, but this is the only memory in my heart, with her.

Finally, if I have been holding it in my heart for four years, I will vent it through this book:

"A few years have passed in a hurry, and when I look back, I find that nothing has changed, the sky is still so blue, the water is still so clear, and the winter that has snowed is still so cold.

After counting these times, from beginning to end, it is only us that we are changing, from the original cup to pour, to the current thousand cups not drunk, from the original cigarette not sticky, to the current cigarette does not leave the lips.

After all, it's the wine that falls in love with the stomach, and the smoke that falls in love with the lungs, and these things are the same as yours, so I can't extricate myself!

Looking back quietly, the old man is no longer there, leaving only the ground that is full of footsteps, and these marks seem to prove that she once came when I just knew love.

Now, I want to let go of everything and not think about the rights and wrongs of these past grievances.

Goodbye, Miss Zhang, goodbye, the beauty of my heart, goodbye, the person who made me fall in love at first sight. ”

Because I'm going to take the college entrance examination, I won't release any new books from today until June 2020, but the next book is already in the planning and ready to be released before the end of the year, of course, the time is uncertain.

If you want to see Tianxuan's love, Yuchen's love, and the little friends of the sunset can contact me, I permanently contact QQ: 2361377926, WeChat ID: KingJacky15427.