I'm sorry, my acquaintance, I said that our names are these four words together, but these words are not a simple Scrabble game, but a commitment to you for the rest of my life.

I was wrong, I shouldn't have deceived you back then, but I knew that at that time, if I told you what I really wanted, you would definitely not agree to my pursuit, after all, if the identity of the two people is too different, they can't be friends, but I don't know why, from the first time I met you at the station, I couldn't help but fall in love with you deeply, maybe, this is the so-called love at first sight!

Since then, I have pursued you like crazy, at that time, you were bullied, I couldn't get used to it, I didn't think much about it, and I threw a lot of money at that person, although it was a willful thing, but it was worth it, in exchange for a girlfriend who was like a flower.

My phone records are still kept from the first day we met, our chats, and I will still remember every time, the amount of money you sent me, I will remember your habits, remember everything about you.

However, at that time, I never thought that we would break up one day! But that day came quietly, I just went home to the time of the notebook, Ling Yuxuan had already told you the truth of the matter one step earlier than me, to be honest, I hate her, but this is all my fault in the final analysis, I have been hiding from you for four years, and it is time to clarify. Since I was a child, my father only cared about talking about business and cooperation, and never cared about me, but my mother was haunted by illness and had to go abroad for treatment, you know? I'm actually very lonely, really, really lonely, I never knew what love is, what is loved, I only know, I'm at home, only Tuan Tuan accompanies me, until I meet you, I don't know how beautiful this world is, your voice like a natural sound attracted my attention, and then with your charming eyes, let me can't take my eyes off, at that time, I thought, university, I must chase you down, of course, this wish has also come true.

But no matter how perfect the lie is, there will be a day when it will be broken, I am afraid, afraid that you will leave my side if you know my true situation, I can't control myself, I really want to be very sorry, I lied to you, I let you down.

Excuse me, remember that night? I did something that beast is not as good as that, maybe you will scold me, but I still have to uncover this scar, I am very guilty, in fact, I am still a little conscious at midnight, I heard the sound of water in the bathroom, and it didn't stop for a long time, I am very sorry, but I dare not get up, because I am cowardly, I am afraid, so I have to lie down where to pretend to sleep.

When you lay down next to me again, I heard a slight sob, and your desperate voice, you know? When I heard your words, "Why did you do this to me?" My heart was about to break, I didn't know, I really didn't know.

The next day, I could only pretend that I didn't know, but I didn't know, what I did when you left, I didn't want you to leave, I was ready to grab you with a dead face, and I was ready to hug you tightly into my arms, but I didn't have this qualification, I knew that you must have been disappointed in me at that time!

After you left, I didn't know what to do, so I had to drink day and night, but I caused all these things, so what right can I ask you to stay and not leave?

After that time, when I saw you again, it was three years later, your face was very bad, I ran to you desperately, but you didn't want me anymore, I went forward, you went back, no matter how fast I ran, I couldn't cross the distance that was close at hand.

I flinched, facing the infinite distance, I retreated, because I didn't know where I was going, I always ran forward like this, but every time I took a step with all my might, in front of me, your figure ran farther away.

You know what? Obviously, there is only a distance of five meters between us, but in my opinion, it is so far away. I turned to leave, but the people behind me were lying on the ground softly, I was distressed, I couldn't retreat anymore, these feelings were repeated, little by little tormenting my heart, I mustered up courage, I was no longer afraid of what came out of your mouth, I helped you to the hospital, but you gave me a big surprise.

Your current boyfriend, Ye Zichen, I'm really sad, but as long as you can live well, what does it matter? You have found the person who can be good to you and can accompany you through your life, and I am willing to quit, because your happiness is a great gift to me.

However, later events proved my ridiculousness, Xiaoyu got married, I received an invitation, I have to say, this girl's ability is quite big, I have been away for so long, she can still find me. I went to the wedding, but I met you at the door of the auditorium, I didn't dare to recognize you, so I had to walk by indifferently, but when I walked into the venue, I saw your so-called boyfriend, how funny? A month ago, the person who was angry with me in the hospital has now become my brother-in-law! He explained to me the cause and effect of the matter, and I was relieved, I was no longer looking for you, self-righteously thinking that I had forgotten about you, obeying my parents' arrangement, going to find a "fiancée", dating Zhang Siyu, and deliberately angry with you that day, but you must know that these are not my original intentions.

Looking at your desperate eyes, my heart hurts, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm so tired, I really want to rest for a while, but I still can't forget, you are like a curse, hidden deep in my heart.

For the sake of one man, a city was abandoned! What do you think? I know how to make a trade-off! But I don't regret it, I don't regret loving you and pursuing you, but those are just the past in my mouth, I can't restrain myself from thinking about you, I was wrong, really wrong, I don't ask for your forgiveness, but I just ask that we can still meet and say hello like friends, and send a greeting if you have nothing to do.

In fact, I broke my promise, the day before my wedding with Zhang Siyu, I smoked a cigarette, obviously I had promised you when I left, not smoking, quit smoking, quit drinking, but I couldn't do it, Tianyu was right, don't do those things that make you regret, so I ran away from the marriage, I abandoned all the guests in the venue, just to find you, but, when I heard your slight crying, I still ran away, I did it outside the door for an afternoon, I didn't dare to knock on the door, and I didn't dare to expect you to come and open the door for me, because I, has long become the scumbag who has been spurned by everyone.

In the next few days, the news headlines were no longer the happy auspicious and happy news of the marriage of the Zhang family, but Uncle Zhang invited some reporters to hype it on the news, saying that I was chaotic and abandoned, saying that I was a scumbag, and scolding me for being mixed, and my family's cooperation had some impact, but fortunately, my father's reputation has always been very good, which avoided the end of bankruptcy.

But what happens to all this abuse in the end? It's just a topic that people talk about on a whim after dinner, and it will slowly disappear after a few days, but even then, I will still hide outside the door and listen to the voices inside, and I will still remember the phrase that came out of your mouth, "Don't say sorry to me, because we're okay." "At that time, it was as if my heart had been pierced by something, and after I had made you one last supper, I walked out the door.

Maybe I'm not a good person, but I'll be a competent boyfriend, husband, once upon a time, I would also raise my head proudly and say these words to my partner next to me, but now, the heart has been replaced by maturity and stability, I will not be the same as before, for a piece of candy and run all over the city, because I understand that what really belongs to me, no matter where I am, will run to me with all my might, even if I am bruised, I will have no regrets.

Momo, when I first asked you: Can I call you that? When I knew that you were the piece of sugar that belonged to me, maybe it wasn't sweet or tasted good, but it was the best for me.

I was wrong, Momo, please forgive me! I promise you, I won't mess around anymore, I won't force you to do anything you don't want to do, I will never doubt the relationship between us anymore, I won't lie to you, just like our past, don't give up on each other because of some trivial things, give up the beauty between us, I won't hide even the slightest thing from you, because I understand you, you hate liars the most, so I won't become the person you hate, but be your prince charming, step on the seven-colored auspicious clouds and marry you into our family.

I was wrong, I cared so little about you, so little that I didn't know how you were doing, so little that I didn't know when you were crying for me, so little that I couldn't even say: Hello. I don't want to say it.

Please forgive me for my self-indulgence, let Tianyu invite the "second elder", and bring back your household registration book by the way, our marriage can't be postponed, I can't wait, I'm afraid that if you are not careful, you will leave me again, if this is a dream, let me sleep all the time, don't wake up again.

Hold the hand of the son, and grow old with the son. I will accompany you to grow old slowly, I hurt you so deeply, you shouldn't let me go, you have to imprison me for the rest of your life, in order to make up for my mistakes.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, the person who has accompanied me all my life, I didn't lie to you this time, I love you!!

--Love your Xiangyi forever