Chapter 30 The saddest scenery is nothing more than the past in the mouth
The letter was folded and gently put back on the table, and there were a few new drops of new "wounds" next to the dried tears, and the words on it were a little blurry, and Ru Mo didn't care.
The hardest person to deceive is herself, Ru Mo comforted herself countless times, making her choose to forget Xiangyi, if she could. But this letter cleared the fog in her heart, she still loved Xiang Yi without the slightest impurity, even if he did something like that to her.
Don't forget you, Xiangyi, your heart is so ruthless! You told me not to forget you, and you, but you left me, I don't know where you are! Xiangyi, you are really ruthless!
Tears fell like raindrops again, but who could Ru Mo turn to to complain? Isn't this situation "planned" by him? If she could have forgiven Xiangyi earlier, then she wouldn't have said that to him in the hospital, she hadn't seen him for a long time, it was just self-deception.
Inside the envelope, she found the ring, the ring that represented their promise.
Help each other in time of need with what little we have!
He once said that they will definitely get along with each other, and they will not forget each other in the rivers and lakes like the fish in the story, but now, hehe, the old man is no longer there.
Swindler! You say that our names together are Xiangru Yimo, and it is your promise, but what about you? What about your commitment? Ru Mo stretched out her finger and carefully put on the ring, it was still so suitable, the ring was worn on her hand, which was as white as jade, slender and without impurities, and it matched very well.
He still remembered that she liked lilies, in this room, all the flowers were replaced by him, Ru Mo lay on the sofa, smelling the faint fragrance of flowers, and looked at the ring on his hand in a heavy mood.
Don't let those who love you despair!
I was really wrong, I broke him, he must be desperate for me now! I may not be the only one in his heart anymore.
In the face of love, anyone and anything is insignificant, and no matter what the other party has done, it will seem particularly humble.
Still, Ru Mo wanted to be willful again, he had done so much for her, and what about her? She posted photos of Xiang Yi on WeChat, Weibo, online forums, etc., and learned Xiang Yi's tone:
My boyfriend left because of my vexatious trouble, please pay attention, the phone is ......
But in the end, these will eventually sink into the sea, and the slightest wind and waves will not be able to set off.
A few days passed, the phone was very calm, there was no "news" from anyone, Ru Mo had no way, she began to walk out of the door, pulled down her face, and asked Xiangyi's friends one by one, but their answers were all without exception, they didn't know, or they had nothing to do with you.
She lowered her head and walked aimlessly on the street, just when she ran into Wang Hai, who had just come out of the hotel.
"Brother Hai, I ......" Ru Mo seemed to see a life-saving straw, she flew in front of Wang Hai, and opened her mouth in a little panic.
"I know what you're asking, but I don't know." Wang Hai didn't stay too long, but passed by her.
Okay, I got it! Ru Mo raised her thousand-pound legs and was about to leave, when Wang Hai's voice came out from behind her again.
"It's not easy to live, don't belittle yourself like this for an unworthy person. You are, I am, so is Xiangyi, we are all about to start a new life, don't think about the past anymore. A look of sadness flashed in Wang Hai's eyes, he sighed heavily, turned around and strode away.
Unworthy people! What's worth it and what's not? I don't know this, I only know that in this world, only Xiangyi can bring me warmth, because as long as he smiles, he can make my heart bloom.
Ru Mo ran to the train station and bought a ticket to go back to City A that day, she was not sure, but the hope was slim, she also had to fight for it, she was gambling, she was betting on Xiangyi's home in City A.
But her gambling luck has always been bad.
Ding dong~
The doorbell rang, and Xiangchen, who was wearing home clothes, came over and opened the door.
"You're here?" Meeting Ru Mo's eyes looking around, Xiang Chen said in a cold voice, as if he had known that she would come.
Ru Mo didn't speak, just nodded, she looked at the man in front of her, her temples were already white, and her tall and straight back in the past was now a little hunched.
Xiang Yi's departure hit him hard, so big that he changed people.
"Xiangyi hasn't come back, please go back. Miss Ru! Xiangchen wanted to close the door as he spoke, this woman, no matter how he looked at it, he felt that it was not pleasing to the eye.
To be honest, he didn't want to see this girl, and it wasn't that she did anything hurtful, but that Xiang Yi chose to cut off relations with himself for her sake! In the end, he left without saying a word, even with his connections, for so many days, he didn't find the shadow of Xiangyi.
"Alright! But uncle, if he comes back, please tell me by all means! Ru Mo bowed slightly, but the only thing that responded to her was the cold sound of the door closing.
The beauty of the past was all shattered by the cruelty of reality, and all the things that used to be were in vain. Once, once. How uncomfortable these two words are, the two most painful words in the world, nothing more than this!
Once he said sorry, once he gave gentleness, Ru Mo remembered everything so clearly, but what is the use of remembering so much?
A month later, at the wedding of Xiang Mengyu and Ye Zichen, when Ru Mo got the wedding card, she smiled stupidly, those former playmates are now married to wives, but she ......
On the day of the wedding, Ru Mo was dressed up very beautifully, just with the mentality of giving it a try, hoping to meet that person at the wedding.
Time passed, and the wedding started on time, but Ru Mo didn't see the shadow of Xiangyi.
Don't you even come to your sister's wedding?
She looked at the white wedding dress on the stage and the happy Xiangmengyu on her face, and a wry smile appeared on her face.
What is growth? It's just the innocence of childhood and the innocence of the untouched in exchange for the right to grow up.
When she heard the sentence "I do" from Xiaoyu's mouth, the audience instantly applauded, Ru Mo smiled, got up and walked out of the hall.
As soon as she went out, Ru Mo saw a Porsche parked outside the door, and a man wearing sunglasses stepped out of the car.
Xiangyi!
After rubbing shoulders with the man, Ru Mo turned her head suddenly, but all she saw was the slowly closing door.
Ru Mo was a little strange, how could there be two people who were so similar in the world, but from his body, Ru Mo felt an incomparably strong coldness, and his expression seemed to isolate all people, leaving only himself.
I must be too tired, I have hallucinations, Ru Mo patted her head, and comforted herself: "Yes, I must be too tired!" ”
She stopped a car and was about to go home to sleep, but she didn't know that after she left, there were a pair of eyes inside the door that were looking at her reluctantly. It wasn't until her figure disappeared in front of her that she reluctantly walked into the venue.
When she got home, Ru Mo could be said to be on the bed, she was too tired, and she really wanted to take a good rest, but the outside world, as if she was deliberately against her, when she was at home, outside, oh no! It should be said that only her world has undergone earth-shaking changes.
Early the next morning, the entire A city was boiling, and the eldest young master of the Xiang family was engaged to Miss Zhang's family! Both of them are well-known enterprises at home and abroad, and their identities also match each other.
And all this, Ru Mo didn't know, she was still sleeping leisurely at home until a phone call woke her up.
--What the! Is he engaged?
Ru Mo hurriedly jumped off the bed, she took her mobile phone, ran over to wash at a speed of 100 meters, and in just ten minutes, she had already packed her things and walked out of the door.
Ru Mo brushed the news over and over again, and enlarged the picture again and again, it won't be wrong, the man in the photo is indeed Xiangyi, he smiled so brightly, but there was a trace of tenderness in his eyes.
Hehe, disappeared for a month, and got engaged when I came back, why am I so stupid?
Ru Mo took He Xiyuan's ride, rushed back to City A that night, and came to that person's side.
She looked at Xiang Yi from a distance, looking at Xiang Yi, who was a little embarrassed in the praise of both parents, and felt an inexplicable pain in her heart.
"Let's go, everything will pass." He Xiyuan patted her, and then, regardless of her mood, suddenly grabbed her hand and pushed her over.
Seeing that she was getting closer and closer to him, Ru Mo's heart began to panic, and this time his return brought her a familiar and unfamiliar feeling.
"Brother Yi!" He Xiyuan clapped his hands and walked over with a smile on his face.
Xiang Yi turned around when he heard the sound, he smiled, but it was very shallow, he stretched out his hand and touched He Xiyuan's head dotingly, and he didn't look at Ru Mo from beginning to end.
She ...... Who is it? Xiang Yi's eyes were hollow, he just stared at Ru Mo like that, and asked in an unusually cold tone.
Ru Mo didn't hear it, she just looked at the eldest lady of the Zhang family who was holding Xiangyi's arm, and she felt very uncomfortable.
"Brother Yi, she's Ru Mo!" He Xiyuan answered for her, and the smile on her face froze, she didn't expect Xiang Yi to ask like this.
Xiang Yi raised his head and pondered, "Ru Mo? Ru Mo ...... Oh, I remember, it's my former girlfriend! It turned out to be you, and I forgot if she didn't say it. The last sentence was said by Xiangyi looking at Ru Mo, and the indifference in his eyes was clear at a glance.
Once, this once, Ru Mo was about to collapse, why did everyone have to say such sad words to her, and why did she put these pasts in this list called "once" without authorization.
Ru Mo sneered, it was a response to him, yes! Aren't those things what they used to be?
He once chased her, abandoned his identity, and later, he lied to her. Once, he abandoned his identity, just to recover her, but that night, he made her lose everything, once he looked for her for three whole years, but she pushed him away with his own hands, and then later, he abandoned her, and now, it's time to collect debts, he picked up everything again, but forgot her.
"yes, that's just the past." Ru Mo smiled bitterly, she was about to cry, but she couldn't, she glanced at He Xiyuan: "I sent Sister Xiyuan, she arrived, I should also leave." ”
Ru Mo turned around and walked back pretending to be strong.
It turns out that the world is really so cruel, if you get something, you will lose it. And Ru Mo was free, she was like a bird, leaving the cage called "Xiangyi", she could fly to a wider sky, but she was so reluctant! Because the price of leaving is a new bird left in the cage, she is an outcast, abandoned by the people she loves.
The most beautiful scenery is the company of lovers, in the company of lovers, everything is beautiful, but the saddest scenery is nothing more than the mouth of the past.
Ru Mo doesn't expect to be able to enjoy big fish and meat, nor does she have the luxury of being able to live a high-end life, she just wants someone who loves her, can always be by her side, and give her the happiness she wants, even if the place where she lives will leak all year round, even if she only eats grains, then she has no regrets, because she always knows that there is a person who loves her by her side.
As long as the person I love is by my side, even if it's just coarse tea and light rice, I have no regrets.