Chapter Twenty-Nine: I'm Back, and You're Gone
Xiang Yi punched and slammed a tree on the side of the road, his hands had already been infected with blood, for the first time in so many years, he felt so helpless, and that sense of powerlessness emanated from the inside out.
Timid! It's a wretch. Xiang Yi's heart has been torn to shreds, and he will never forget the scene he saw in the hospital, and the person who broke his heart so much is called Ru Mo.
Xiang Yi took out a cigarette from his bag, lit it, and after taking two puffs hard, he stared at the burning cigarette butt and fell into deep thought.
Smoke? Wine! These...... It doesn't seem to be something I used to like.
"I still remember that rejection, I still remember the snow that day......"
Xiang Yi's mobile phone rang, and since they broke up, Xiang Yi has used this song "I Remember" as his mobile phone ringtone.
"Hello?" Xiang Yi's deep voice came from the other side of the phone, and that kind of voice made people feel sad unconsciously.
"Brother Yi, there's something I want to tell you!" At the instigation of Tianyu and others, He Xiyuan held his mobile phone and whispered like a thief: "Sister Mo is now in Yongye Company, and she is the manager of the marketing department. β
Yongye Group! Xiang Yi sighed softly, didn't say anything, just hung up the phone with a wry smile.
I'm so stupid! I didn't expect you to go over there, it seems that if I go back to the company for a while......
Looking at the gradually dimming mobile phone screen, He Xiyuan's heart swelled with an indescribable guilt, which filled her every pore, making her feel an extremely self-reproachful feeling.
When she wanted to call, the phone prompted "The phone is off".
"I obviously promised Mr. Mu not to talk to him about it." He Xiyuan threw himself into Lin Xi's arms and said softly with tears in his eyes.
"It's okay, it's a pity, he'll know sooner or later, it's not your fault." Lin Xi touched her long hair dotingly, comforted her softly, and said goodbye to Tianyu and the others one by one, after the matter was over, they didn't need to stay here anymore.
I hope so!
But they all thought wrong, this phone call was the last time they heard Xiang Yi's voice, since this night, Xiang Yi seemed to have evaporated from the world, and no one could contact him.
Before Xiang Yi left, the last text message left was left for Xiang Mengyu, this sister who was spoiled by him from childhood to adulthood, he was never at ease, the text message was: "I'm going out to be quiet, don't worry about it anymore." β
But how can they not only be hearted? That day, Xiangchen aged a lot overnight, his confident face no longer had the figure of the year, and the gray hair of the years quietly took root in his temples.
Elder brother! Come back soon! Xiang Mengyu is also innocent of the year, his brother is gone, the brother who has spoiled her since she was a child is gone, and there is no news.
But just when everyone was worried about Xiangyi, Ru Mo was like a nobody, recuperating leisurely at home.
She stared at the key in her hand, how would she know that this was Xiang Yi's last gift?
Ru Mo has stayed at home these days, she is not worried about Xiangyi, but she doesn't dare to recall, and no one has ever mentioned it to her, even if it is a little bit about Xiangyi, so until now, she thought that Xiangyi had returned to her home and obeyed her parents' arrangements to go on a blind date.
She is always so naΓ―ve, she thinks everything in a good direction, she doesn't care about other people's behavior at all, she doesn't know what to say, even the despair in Xiang Yi's eyes when he left didn't see it, she thought that Xiang Yi's heart should soon forget her, but she underestimated her importance in Xiang Yi's heart, without her, Xiang Yi might never recover.
A week later, Ru Mo returned to the company, as soon as she entered the door, what she saw was not the leader who worked hard, nor the employees who were busy chatting and gossiping, the whole company was empty, in the center of the hall, Ye Zichen was holding a bouquet of roses, kneeling on one knee, it seemed that he was "proposing" to a woman.
Auspicious Dream Rain! Ru Mo looked at that person in surprise and hurriedly hid, how could it be her? Wasn't that what happened the other day......
How so! Ru Mo thought with some chagrin, she shouldn't have asked Mr. Ye to pretend to be her boyfriend, not to mention, Mr. Ye's original girlfriend was actually his sister - what a pity!
She wanted to leave, but the weather was not beautiful, and her newly raised foot accidentally touched the iron bucket stacked in the corner by the cleaner next to her, and made a sound of "just dang gang dang", which was very unpleasant.
"Who's there?" Ye Zichen was very unhappy when he heard the voice, the good atmosphere was interrupted, he put the bouquet in Xiang Mengyu's hand, and strode towards Ru Mo.
"Hahaha! Manager Ye, that, I really didn't know that I had a holiday today, and I didn't know that you ......" Ru Mo walked out and laughed out loud at them very nervously.
This stupid woman! Ye Zichen sighed, and the anger he was about to attack was forced down by him.
"Okay, Zichen, don't be angry, I have a few words to say to Sister Mo. Please stay away for a while! Xiang Mengyu looked at Ru Mo's face, stepped forward, put the bouquet back into Ye Zichen's hand, she kissed him lightly on the face, and then quickly pushed him into the office.
At the moment when the door closed, the smile on Xiang Mengyu's face gradually converged, and she showed the same bitter and mean appearance as Ling Yuxuan back then, she stepped forward, didn't say anything, raised her hand and slapped Ru Mo hard.
"This slap was made by me for myself, I hate you, I hate you for making my brother like this."
Syllable! Xiang Mengyu slapped her again with her backhand.
"This slap was given by me for my uncle, and it was you who made his only son degenerate."
After speaking, Xiang Mengyu's hand was raised again, and he was about to fan it, even Ru Mo closed her eyes, but time seemed to stand still, and the expected sound and pain did not show, Ru Mo slowly opened her eyes, and what she saw was not the domineering strong woman, but the innocent girl with tears in her eyes.
"Hehe, forget it, my brother is reluctant to beat you!" Xiang Mengyu sniffed, she put down her hand, and sobbed softly behind Ru Mo's back. It seems that Xiangyi's departure hit her hard.
But he was a sinner! He forced me!
Ru Mo's fists clenched in vain, she endured the pain, bypassed Xiangmengyu step by step, and walked in front of her.
"I'm sorry, I have my own troubles!"
Her body bent slightly, and that humble posture made Xiang Mengyu very uncomfortable.
"He's gone, there's no news left, you're free, there's no more psychotic going to bother you every day, and no fool going all over the world looking for you. For three years, three whole years, no one knows how long he slept every day, ate or not, and drank so much. β
Xiang Mengyu's nose was a little sour, she had seen it with her own eyes, Xiang Yi locked himself in the house alone, one day, he hadn't eaten, at night when he just lay down and was ready to sleep, a phone call, and called him out, and when he came back, it was already early in the morning, he returned to the house, silently drank wine, through alcohol, he dared to shed a few tears, these are what Xiang Mengyu saw with his own eyes.
"Gone, gone? Where did he go? Ru Mo was in a hurry, and she grabbed her hand hard, for fear that she would run away.
"I don't know, and even if I do, it has nothing to do with you." Xiang Mengyu shook off her hand, turned sideways and pointed to the door, and said, "You can go." β
"Please tell Manager Ye for me, Ru Mo won't come here to work again." Ru Mo put down the identity card and strode out the door.
Her figure is a little thin, and in the past few years, Sister Mo has not had a good time.
Ye Zichen walked out of the office, and he hugged Xiang Mengyu from behind: "Don't worry, it'll be fine, everything will slowly get better." β
I hope that's the case!
Ru Mo is like a madman, running in the crowd, she always feels that Xiangyi is there, must be there, the pedestrians on the road scolded her, she didn't stop, the traffic horns honked, she didn't stop, at this moment, what can make her stop may only be a call, and the person who calls her is the one who laughs and can make the earth bloom, a boy who only has her in his eyes.
When she came to the door of the love hut, Ru Mo's hand stopped. Because the reality is too cruel, no matter how arrogant our hearts are, in the face of reality, we have to bow our proud heads.
However, she opened it anyway, and looking at the spotless floor in the room, she laughed silly.
He's been here, he's really been! Ru Mo happily called his name a few times in his heart, but after all, the old man only came, and it was only for a moment, and the old man did not stay, because the beautiful woman was no longer there, and the world that could make him give up all had collapsed, and he didn't dare to be nostalgic because his heart was broken and silent.
I'm back, I forgive you, but you're gone, and you're gone, and there's not even a word left! It seems that only when life and death are separated, and lovers are separated, can they see their hearts clearly!
Ru Mo sat decadently on the sofa, she turned on the TV, switched channels frequently, and finally, fell asleep groggily.
She had a long, long dream, she dreamed that Xiang Yi was wearing a suit and walking towards her with a smile on his face, and his smile was no longer lonely, but so much sunshine, so warm and bright. And she was like a princess, dressed in a beautiful wedding dress, with her parents by her side, solemnly handing her hand to him.
What a dream! What a happy scene! The white wedding dress and the handsome suit connect the two people who love each other, not separated, but no matter how beautiful it is, it is just a dream after all, no matter how beautiful it is, after waking up from the dream, everything will eventually be shattered, and the only remaining beauty will also dissipate, she wants to sleep all the time, because after waking up from the dream, things are not people.
Come by chance, go is inevitable, do it as it is, go with the flow, you are my thousands of stars.
Ru Mo suddenly remembered what she had seen, she didn't understand these things in the past, thinking that it was just the words written by those emotional bloggers to attract people's attention, but now she understands, when thousands of stars come, it brings her joy, but when the stars leave, a person's loneliness will quietly attack. It's cold!
Ru Mo's hollow eyes were a little swollen, and she cried again, in her dreams. She got up to get water, her throat as dry as a fire, but when she put down the cup, she accidentally found a letter on the table, with the words "Ru Mo personally opened" written on it.
She recognized it, this was Xiangyi's handwriting, very delicate, very good-looking, she opened it with some trembling:
"I'm sorry, Ru Mo, I'm leaving, I once said that I won't leave, I may not be able to finish, you found another role for him to replace me, and I'm just a passerby after all, I'm a little tired, very tired, so I want to leave here and find a place that is quiet and free of noise.
Perhaps, you will think that I am selfish, but I have no choice, I am not afraid of your jokes, when I found you that day, I was so happy that I was about to jump, but you gave me a big surprise, Ye Zichen, Yongye's son, the family is good, and the person is also very gentle, I believe that he will be good to you, but I am heartbroken, you know, you may be the most important person for me besides my parents, from the first time I met you, I felt that in this life, you must be. Perhaps, you have forgotten for a long time, it doesn't matter, that's fine, at least, you won't be bothering about me. β
Reading this, Ru Mo's heart hurt like a pinprick, she looked at the dry place on the letter, the words were his blood and tears, I believe that when he wrote this letter, it was not comfortable! She calmed down and continued reading:
"But I still can't let you go, are you wearing warm? Is it good to eat? I really want to run to your side and ask you in person, but I am not qualified, during this time, I quit smoking, quit drinking, but I still can't quit missing you, maybe the red line of the old moon forgot to untie it for me, I took the empty end, looking at things and thinking about people.
If you can read this letter, I don't have any other wishes, this house for you, our parting gift, your wedding gift, I can't say that to you personally, but I still want you to know, happy newlywed, and...... I still love you.
If you can't see this letter, it doesn't matter, because at this time, I should have faded out of your world, but I don't regret loving you, maybe in the future you will be sad and hurt, but it's okay, my shoulders will always belong to you, as long as you turn back, I will always support you behind you.
I love you, and I hope that in your memories, there will always be the fool who buys you breakfast every day, there will always be the person who can only sing for you, and there will always be Xiangyi who loves you more than himself.
I love you, Ru Mo, I love you very much, Xiangyi loves you!
The rest of your life is so long, don't forget me, don't forget the young man who smiles like a flower, don't forget the Xiangyi who loves you deeply.
Don't let the people who love you despair! β