147 It's a hundred
Su Siqi thought that Lin Haonan was soaking in the men's pool, so she hurriedly went ashore, wiped it casually, wrapped a bath towel and walked to the men's pool, begging the staff to go in for her to find someone, the staff went in and shouted with a loudspeaker, she heard it outside, but no one responded inside, indicating that Lin Haonan was not here.
She hurried back to the hotel and asked the waiter to open the door of Lin Haonan's room, he was really not there, the quilt on the bed was neatly folded, and he had never opened it at all. This means that he did not sleep, but went out.
Su Siqi went back to her room to change her clothes, drank a large glass of water, and gradually calmed down, such a big person can't be lost, besides, Lin Haonan is not an unreliable person, the phone is still charged, it is estimated that he just went outside for a walk, and he will come back after a while.
Lin Haonan walked slowly up the mountain path, the wind blew on him, but it couldn't make him feel a little comfortable, his heart seemed to be pressed against a mountain, every step was too heavy to lift, he didn't know what to do?
Coming out on vacation was actually temporary, and he didn't know why there was such a proposal, obviously he was already anxious, where did he still have the heart to travel in the mountains and rivers? But he tried his best to make it happen, like an indulgence before the end of the world, and there was no way back anyway, so he simply indulged. Make a good memory for each other.
But when he got here, walking in this silent mountain, he suddenly had a terrible thought, and if he went up, there would be a waterfall, and on the other side of the waterfall was a cliff. He made the mistake, and he should be allowed to put an end to it.
He didn't walk fast, like a prisoner about to be tortured, his pace slow and heavy. Step by step, he tirelessly walked up, and at last, he heard the sound of water, a very slight roar, like a faint light thunder from the sky.
The sound made him seem to perk up a little, and he couldn't help but speed up.
After walking for a while, the sound of the water became louder and louder, as if he was deafening, and he saw the waterfall hanging on the mountain, splashing down, hitting the snow-white waves, so mighty, so magnificent.
Lin Haonan didn't stop until he got very close, the flying water wet his hair and clothes, and he didn't pay attention to it, just looked at the waterfall in a daze, and sighed at the magic of nature. Sure enough, it was a flying stream that went straight down 3,000 feet. He loved nature, and preferred to express his emotions in nature, but now, except for the most popular verse, he could not think of anything, nor did he have the heart to think about it, only the smallness and patheticness of human beings.
A gust of wind blew, and he shivered, only to find that his shoulders and the front hem of his clothes were all wet, and they were cool against his skin.
He turned around and walked to the right, there was a cliff there, because he was afraid that tourists would fall, he specially built a fence, and I don't know from which year, some tourists hung concentric locks on it, and some people hung red ropes and concentric knots on it, and slowly it became a place where everyone placed good hopes, and there were also many red streamers hanging on the pine trees on the side, they danced in the wind, like countless beckoning little hands.
Lin Haonan stared straight at the red streamers and walked over slowly.
He stood under the pine tree, touched the trunk, then leaned against it and closed his eyes, and soon he opened them again, and cast his gaze on the unfathomable overhang.
It was a paradoxical place, on one side it was a place of hope for people, and on the other side it was a paradise for short-sighters, and there had been deaths here, and more than one, and he remembered one year in the news that three people had jumped from it in a month.
Now it was his turn, Lin Haonan left the pine tree and stood by the fence, the fence was very high and strong, but he could completely climb over it.
In fact, he was not afraid, he felt that his calves and stomach were shaking all the time, and he was sweating all the time, and his breathing began to be short, he looked like a sick person, and his expression was a little trance. His feet stepped on the fence as if he were not obeying.
Just sticking to the fence like this, looking at the secluded deep valley below, is already chilling.
There were two voices fighting in my head, and one said, "Stepping over, stepping over can be a hundred!" ”
The other said, "Don't do anything stupid, you're still young, and you still have a lot of good days to live!" ”
"If you make such a big mistake, you will also suffer if you go to prison, so it's better to be simple, at least it won't be painful."
"I haven't come that far, how do you know that things haven't turned around, give yourself a chance!"
"There's no chance to have a chance, let's jump, die in this kind of place, maybe I can have a good baby in the next life."
"You're a fool if you jump, it's better to die than to live!"
Lin Hao stood there in great torment, his two hands tightly grasping the iron railing, he had already climbed to a suitable position, as long as his feet stepped over, there was no room for maneuver.
Do you want to go that way? He looked down at the knife-like overhang, not even a tree, only bare, exposed brown rocks and some weeds.
The sky was getting darker, and the situation below became more and more invisible, and the dark valley was like a beast with a huge mouth open, just waiting for someone to fall down so that it could feast.
Lin Haonan was sweating all over his body, his back was already soaked, and his clothes were sticking to his skin, which was very uncomfortable, making him feel like a small insect stuck in a spider's web, waiting for death. There were also large pieces of sweat flowing down his forehead, sliding over his face and falling into his neck, and some slid down into his eyes, astringent, but he didn't dare to wipe it with his hands, as if he was grasping the iron railing with all his strength.
"Come, young man, danger!" Someone ran towards him.
As if a conditioned reflex, Lin Haonan let go of his hand and jumped down. As soon as he turned around, an old man came to him panting: "Young man, how did you climb there, it's dangerous, do you know?" ”
Lin Haonan's expression was very calm, and he even smiled: "Uncle, it's okay, the railing is firm!" ”
The old man looked at him suspiciously: "What are you climbing up for?" It's not like you can't think about it, right? ”
"How can it? Do you think I'm someone who can't think about it? I just want to see the scenery around me, and it's the best way to stand there. ”
The old man looked at him, "Is it your first time?" It was a dangerous place, and if you accidentally fell down, you couldn't find your bones. It's getting dark, so let's go down. ”
"Thank you, uncle," Lin Haonan smiled and nodded: "I'll go down now, won't you go down?" ”
"I'm a forest ranger, I'm going to patrol around, so let's go."
Lin Haonan didn't say anything more, turned around and walked down the mountain. It wasn't until the old man couldn't see him that he slowed down and sat down on the steps, and after holding on for so long, he was so tired. The moment he jumped off the railing, he already knew that he still lacked courage. But that hesitation, hesitation, fear, and fear made him feel like he had soaked in a hot spring, and his whole body was soaked, but it was only a moment's effort, and the mountain wind dried his clothes again.
A lot of things are really just a thought, he thinks, if he can't jump, then he has to survive. Even if he is imprisoned, even if he is really sentenced to twenty years, as long as he does not die, he will live. You can't let Su Siqi go to jail for him!
As soon as he thought of Su Siqi, he remembered that he didn't bring his mobile phone, and knew that she must be in a hurry, so he hurriedly ran down the mountain.
Twilight spreads like mist, permeating the mountains, Lin Haonan hurried to the road, and suddenly saw a figure coming up the mountain, he squinted his eyes and looked at it, waved his hand and shouted: "Siqi, I'm here, Siqi!" ”
Su Siqi waited in the hotel for a long time and didn't see Lin Haonan's shadow, the sky slowly darkened again, she was really worried, Lin Haonan has never been a person without explanations, this kind of behavior is indeed abnormal, but because she is an adult and has not been missing for a long time, she is not good to ask others to look for her, so she went up the mountain by herself, but she didn't expect to hear Lin Haonan's voice as soon as she went up the mountain.
Su Siqi was angry for a while, and rushed up and punched him: "What's the matter with you?" Where did it go? I'm going to worry about dying, do you know? ”
Lin Haonan didn't dodge either, and let her call: "I'm sorry, I'm fascinated by the scenery in the mountains, and I didn't bring my mobile phone, so I didn't know the time, so I ......"
If he didn't hide, Su Siqi couldn't fight, and shouted angrily, "I know that if you don't bring your mobile phone, don't go far!" What if something happens? ”
"What can happen to me as a big man?" Lin Haonan shrugged his shoulders disapprenously: "Okay, don't be angry, I'm hungry, let's go eat." After saying that, he took the lead and went down the mountain.
Su Siqi looked at the man's back, and suddenly felt that he was a little strange, Lin Haonan had always been cautious in front of her, if she was unhappy, she must have done everything she could to make her happy, why hadn't he seen her for so long, he didn't say a word, he looked a little impatient?
Su Siqi felt a little aggrieved and silently followed.
Probably realizing that she hadn't kept up, Lin Haonan finally stopped and turned to look at her, "Siqi, can you go faster?" I'm really hungry. ”
"Now that I know I'm hungry, why did I go earlier?" Su Siqi said indignantly: "If I go to eat now, there is no place for a long time, so let's buy a bag of instant noodles and go back to the room to eat." ”
Lin Haonan sighed, "Siqi, we're here for a vacation, not to quarrel, aren't I just playing in the mountains for a while?" Are you so unforgiving? ”
Su Siqi was simply surprised, such Lin Haonan was so unfamiliar. I did something wrong and was so arrogant, who wanted to quarrel in the end?
"Then you can eat it yourself, I'll go back to the hotel and eat instant noodles." Su Siqi walked quickly past him in a huff. She thought that Lin Haonan would drag her, but no, he didn't even speak, and he didn't know if he was following behind or standing still and didn't move?
Su Siqi was angry in her heart, refused to look back, and stopped until she walked to the elevator entrance of the hotel. She deliberately waited for a while, but Lin Haonan didn't follow. She gradually calmed down, and felt that maybe there was something wrong with her attitude, because Lin Haonan had always had a good temper, if she hadn't spoken too much, he wouldn't have been like this.
So she walked back along the road just now, but she didn't see him all the way, and it is estimated that he didn't enter the hotel at all, and went out to eat by himself.