148 coward
Su Siqi didn't want to think about it anymore, but when she saw that he actually left herself to eat, she became angry again. In fact, after they are together, they rarely quarrel, and even if they quarrel, it is always Lin Haonan who admits her mistake first, and it is really never like this to leave her alone.
Su Siqi returned to the room in a huff, only to find that she didn't bring instant noodles at all, who brought instant noodles to the hot springs, just bring money! She took her purse and wanted to go out again, but when she walked to the door, she was full of anger and ate a fart!
After sitting down for a while, she heard someone knocking on the door, she thought it was a waiter and went over to open the door, but she didn't expect Lin Haonan to be outside the door, holding two boxes of instant noodles in her hands.
"Siqi, you're still angry, don't keep a straight face for the sake of instant noodles, okay?" Lin Haonan handed the instant noodles in front of her.
The anger in Su Siqi's heart disappeared in an instant, it turned out that he didn't leave himself, but went to buy instant noodles. But his face was still propped up, and he pushed the instant noodles: "Who wants to eat instant noodles." ”
"You just said in the mountains that you wanted to eat instant noodles."
"I mean, there are no seats in the good restaurants at this time, so what if you don't eat instant noodles?"
"Then we can go to the roadside stalls, don't you like those flavorful snacks the most?"
It was really a word to wake up the dreamer, Su Siqi felt that she had probably lived a good life for too long, and when she thought of eating, she thought of the tall place, and almost forgot about the roadside stall of the Riba people.
She immediately became happy and slapped Lin Haonan fiercely: "I hate it, who made you angry with me, so angry that I didn't even think about it." ”
Lin Haonan stroked his arm and gasped: "Wow, you are really ruthless, it really hurts." ”
"It's just to make you hurt, see if you dare to provoke me again next time!"
"Don't dare, you're the best in the world." Lin Haonan smiled and touched her head: "Then let's go." ”
Su Siqi turned around and wanted to go back to the house to get the bag, but Lin Haonan suddenly hugged her from behind: "Siqi, I'm sorry." ”
Su Siqi patted his hand and said, "Okay, I forgive you." ”
But Lin Haonan didn't let go, but tightened it tighter and tighter, as if he wanted to embed her in his body, he put his waist against her ear, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, Siqi." ”
Su Siqi was a little touched at that moment, and quietly let him hold it, she knew that he should have something to say.
Sure enough, Lin Haonan was silent for a moment and said, "Siqi, I love you, you are more important than my life, promise me that you will never leave me." ”
"Okay, I promise you, as long as you are good to me, I will not leave you in this life."
Lin Haonan suddenly gasped hard, then let go of her and took her hand, "Let's go, I'm afraid the roadside stall will be closed no matter how late it is." ”
Su Siqi glanced at him with disgust: "It's not even eight o'clock, how can you collect it so early." ”
Finally it was together, her mood also improved, and the two of them walked out hand in hand.
There are a lot of roadside stalls and snacks in the town, and the stalls are carrying bright lights, placed on both sides of the road, attracting a large number of tourists, Su Siqi is very excited, she buys delicious food, Lin Haonan only pays for it, what she wants, what he buys, the two of them eat all the way, just like returning to school.
Except for a small dispute on the mountain, the rest of the time, they got along very well, and later Lin Haonan accompanied Su Siqi up the mountain to see the waterfall, but he was reluctant to go to the cliff, Su Siqi laughed at him for being timid, he didn't justify, just smiled. He didn't want to stand in that place anymore, because he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to help but climb up the fence again, and he didn't want to remember the mental journey of yesterday, that hesitation and fear would drive him crazy.
Su Siqi bought a concentric lock, and saw that Lin Haonan was reluctant to come over, so she locked it on the fence by herself, and the new golden lock looked very eye-catching in a pile of rusty old locks, she made a wish with both hands, and shouted at Lin Haonan: "Coward, come over and make a wish!" ”
Lin Haonan walked a few steps closer, and silently made a wish to those locked hands from afar, he knew that things were irreparable, and no matter how he walked, it was a dead end, but people are like this, as long as there is a sustenance, it is like grasping a life-saving straw, and he must always give it a try.
Su Siqi came over and asked him, "What wish did you make?" ”
He smiled and shook his head: "If you say it, it won't work." ”
This is true, so Su Siqi didn't ask. Took his arm and walked down the mountain: "I have to go quickly, I still want to rush back for dinner, there are too many people here, I don't have a good meal, go home and make up for it." ”
Lin Haonan sometimes admires Su Siqi, and this woman does not forget to eat at any time.
Halfway through, Lin Haonan asked, "The 500,000 yuan you were given last time, are you still in your hand?" ”
"It's already been given, I added 80,000 yuan, and I made up the fraction, so I'm still 1 million short of them." When Su Siqi mentioned this, her expression was depressed: "This time I sent the money to their house, their family background is really not good, less than 20 square meters of house, there are bunk beds on both sides, leaving a narrow road in the middle, cooking has to be done outside the door, and there is a wood stove, there is a small TV in the house, Master Geng's wife is doing odd jobs outside, his mother is picking up the rags outside, his father takes care of him every day, and the small house is not breathable, I am really ...... standing there" She sighed," I didn't dare to stay long, I put down the money and ran away, I was really guilty. ”
Lin Haonan said lightly: You don't have to feel guilty, we lost money, he may have never seen so much money in his life. ”
"You can't say that, no amount of money is as important as your body. If I break one of your legs and give you five hundred thousand, are you willing? ”
Lin Haonan was silent, to be honest, he was now complaining a little about Su Siqi, if it wasn't for her accident, how could he fall into Yun Shanshan's carefully designed trap?
Time passed day by day, the staff were very efficient, and it didn't take long for all the accounts to be piled up on Lin Haonan's desk, and he kept flipping through them every day, checking again and again, and revising again and again, just hoping to get by.
In any case, he still has a fluke mentality, if no one finds out, will he be able to pass the test. After thinking about it, Yun Shanshan has put so much thought into it, so people won't be unable to find out, and there is still Zhu Haosheng's old fox in the company!
As soon as he thought of Zhu Haosheng, he had itchy teeth, and he couldn't wait to run back to Bei'an to beat him, thinking that how powerful he was, he was just a lackey of Yun Shanshan!
He is restless every day, he can't eat well and sleep well, and he has to pretend that he is okay in front of Su Siqi. The pressure on his heart was so great that he often had delusions, as if he had just had a terrible dream, and when he woke up, there was nothing to do.
He only hoped that time could pass a little slower, a little slower, and let him think of a way, he was so smart that he would definitely be able to survive in a desperate situation.
But no matter how slow it is, the company is already urging him, he is looking for all kinds of excuses to push the plug, until the iron-faced and selfless and sharp-eyed manager Chen of the finance department called him personally, and he had the courage to send some of them over. Then I was terrified and waited for the news.
When he got up in the morning, he found that a lot of hair had fallen off the pillow, and he was taken aback, so he hurriedly ran to the bathroom, stood in front of the mirror and touched his head with his hand, and sure enough, he touched a handful of hair.
Lin Haonan looked at the hair in his hand in a daze, leaning weakly on the washstand, not only insomnia all night, but also began to turn around, which proved that he was too anxious, and there was already something wrong with his body, maybe in a few days, he would really drive himself crazy.
Su Siqi had already seen that something was wrong with him, and no matter how hard he smiled, he couldn't hide his increasingly haggard. She was a little worried, always reminding him not to be too tired, not to stay up late, to go to bed early, and to buy some protein, powdered cod liver oil, vitamins and other things for him to eat.
But what's the use? None of that would solve his problem.
As soon as I arrived at the company, I received a call from Manager Chen, saying that there seemed to be a problem with those lists, the direction of the amount seemed to be wrong, and the amount added up was not right.
Lin Haonan was so nervous that he was sweating profusely, and his hand kept clutching the handle on the drawer. The sharp horns hurt very much in his hand, but only in this way could he deal with Manager Chen calmly.
He heard himself unhurriedly say that he was probably careless, and that some of the lists were out of order, and when they were sorted out, he would send him a copy again.
Manager Chen also seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, saying that this is the best, the year is almost over, don't make any mistakes.
After hanging up the phone, Lin Haonan collapsed on the chair, sweating profusely.
Although it has passed today, what about tomorrow? What about the day after tomorrow? There was no time, he had been cornered.
It occurred to him that what if he ran away? If you can't find anyone, you can't help him. But the whole world is so big, where can he escape? How long can he escape? You can't use your ID card and bank card, you can't show your true face, you can't show your true face, you can't be filial piety in front of your parents, you can't see Su Siqi anymore, she leaves her hometown, she goes incognito, she worries every day, and she has to avoid being pursued by the police. That kind of wandering life is not much better than going to prison.
What to do? What to do? He really doesn't have time, it's either him or Su Siqi, one of them must go in.
He knew that it should be himself, it was his mistake, how could he blame Su Siqi? But if she didn't hit someone first, how could he think of taking a risk? It's all for her! It's for her that she got herself into such a field!
He kept blinking his eyes and pulling a tissue to wipe his sweat, the weather was already getting colder, but he was sweating just thinking about it. After hesitating for so long and being scared for so long, I finally couldn't help but make a choice.
He took out a stack of sheets from the twitch, which he made every night by hiding in the office, and the last time Su Siqi suddenly came in, she almost scared him to death, but fortunately she didn't find out.
He frowned, looking at the stack of lists one by one, in fact, he had made two preparations early in the morning, either himself or Su Siqi. He knew very well in his heart that from the time he started making a list for Su Siqi, he had already revealed the weakness of his human nature.
Last time, in order to prevent his father from going to prison, he abandoned Su Siqi. And this time, in order not to get himself to jail, he made the same choice.
Lin Haonan hated himself, he was a cowardly coward at heart, he didn't have the courage to take on such a big responsibility, when he thought of his elderly parents and the terrible prison life, he suddenly lost his courage. He wanted to die, and he was already standing on the edge of the cliff, but he still couldn't jump. He really did his best!
He lay on the table and burst into tears. lost Su Siqi, his heart is still like a knife!