Chapter Seventy-Eight: Nightmare
One day after lunch, I was walking back to my dormitory when I suddenly saw a familiar face walking up to me.
With a sweet smile on his round face, his big watery eyes full of innocence, and the ruddy glow between his cheeks...... Before I knew it, I stopped.
Oh, my God! That, that, isn't that Lin Ximeng?
Impossible! Lin Ximeng is far away in Nanjing, it is very inconvenient to come over, this is not a weekend, how can she come? It's impossible!
It should just be a girl who happens to look a lot like Lin Ximeng, it must be!
That girl was walking with her friends, and I didn't know any of the people around, how could Lin Ximeng have so many good friends when she first came to Changsha?
I rubbed my eyes, yes, that's not an illusion, it's really a girl who looks almost exactly like Lin Ximeng!
I felt in my pocket, took out my phone, and planned to take a picture of it and tell Lin Ximeng. But when I turned on my phone, I felt that it was not good to take a picture of a stranger like this, and I didn't seem too rude, how embarrassing. Don't shoot it.
As I hesitated, the girl passed me.
I froze there like a piece of wood, but my heart was like ten thousand horses galloping by. I turned to look at the girl's back in the distance.
Yes, I can feel that it is not the breath of Lin Ximeng, but it is still warm in my heart.
I sent a message telling Lin Ximeng that I had just met a girl who looked exactly like her.
What would she think when she saw the news? What would she say? Will she be as pleasantly surprised and warm as I am?
She didn't reply. Presumably, the phone is still lying in her dorm room drawer, and she may see it at night.
However, after waiting all night, she did not reply. Maybe she's tired today and didn't look at her phone, but maybe she'll see it tomorrow.
Sure enough, it wasn't until the next night that Lin Ximeng sent me a message back.
I've gotten used to it, and sometimes it takes me to wait until the third or fourth day when I don't answer my phone or when I don't get my message back...... Lin Ximeng sent a message to reply to me or called me to tell me.
The moment I received the message, the phone call, I was excited, excited, and felt that she was still there for me. However, I am still very disappointed. When I wanted to say something the most, I couldn't say anything; When I can say something, I don't know where to start.
The campus is full of couples snuggling up to each other, walking hand in hand on the boulevard and talking about love, or sitting side by side by the pond listening to the sweetness of the headphone cable.
I looked at them silently, and there was a lot of laughter, but what came to my ears was empty, like the echoes in the valley, and when I listened closely, there was only one word in each echo - "loneliness".
Maybe that's what it's like to be in a different place.
I once complained to He Xiaoyu, and he told me that being in a different place is a very difficult thing, and it requires frequent communication between the two parties, and all that is relied on is text messages, phone calls, QQ, etc. The form is not very important, the core of it lies in the word "frequent".
And now, for me, how difficult it is to be "frequent", and what a difficult luxury it is to share my happiness and express my feelings with Lin Ximeng for the first time!
"I see the mandarin ducks holding their arms every day, and I think about Lao Yan crying to the sky at night. Alack! Where to touch my heart, where to send my love! ”
It was another sunny afternoon, and I was walking alone around the campus. Strangely, unlike usual, there was hardly a person around, and it was rare to be so quiet.
Suddenly, a familiar voice sounded in my ears, crisp as wind chimes swaying in the breeze.
That's right! That was Lin Ximeng's voice! It's Lin Ximeng calling me!
I followed the sound and turned my head, and found that Lin Ximeng was beside me.
"When did you show up?" I asked her.
I looked around and suddenly noticed that everything around me seemed familiar, yet strange. I was familiar with the quaint school buildings, the verdant lawns, and the smooth cement road under my feet; The strange thing is that all this is not coordinated, the street lamp next to the school building is not like that, the lawn should be able to see the edge in the distance, as for the concrete road under my feet, I don't seem to feel like my feet are stepping on it.
So where the hell have I gone?
Forget it, it doesn't matter where you are, the important thing is that Lin Ximeng is by my side!
She didn't answer my question, but was talking about something else.
Although I don't know exactly when she appeared with me, I inexplicably feel as if I have been walking together on this road for a long time, and we have been talking for a long time.
Her face was full of smiles, so happy, so happy. Me too. We are the most intimate and tacit couple, snuggling up to each other and immersed in sweetness. It's an experience like never before.
I looked at her tenderly, and it was the most beautiful look in my heart.
Suddenly, Lin Ximeng coughed.
"What's wrong with you?" I asked worriedly.
"Nothing. Cough, cough ......," she said, but the cough got worse and worse, one after the other, the intervals became shorter and shorter, the sound became louder and louder, and her back bent more and more.
After a while, she closed her eyes, gritted her teeth, clutched her chest, and collapsed to the ground.
No, no, not on the ground!
Here it is, the beds in the dormitory!
What's going on? I'm on the way! Why did it suddenly become a dormitory?
Forget it, I don't care about that.
Lin Ximeng in front of him, his expression was extremely painful, and he was so painful that he couldn't speak, but his whole body was convulsing, twisting, and tumbling.
"What's going on?" I hugged her nervously, not knowing what was going on, not knowing what to do.
At that moment, I felt deep fear and despair, looked at her helplessly, and left tears of anxiety.
I seemed to be able to feel the pain that Lin Ximeng was suffering at this moment, it was like thousands of insects were gnawing at her internal organs. It felt so real, it was cramping, like a pinprick in every corner of the body, and every corner of the body was being pricked by needles, and it was bursting with sharp pain.
Yes, that's how it feels, and it seems to be happening to me!
I sat up in fright, and everything in front of me was instantly disillusioned, and the pain in my whole body suddenly disappeared. I realized that I was sitting on the bed in the dormitory, my roommates were still asleep, and the bright moonlight was shining on the ground through the window, leaving a shallow Milky Way. Everything was quiet and serene, nothing unusual happened.
I breathed a sigh of relief and lay down again, it turned out to be just a dream.
But the dream was so real, even though I now know that it was a dream, I still have lingering palpitations.
Lin Ximeng, Lin Ximeng, you should still be in Nanjing, you are still in school, are you as safe and sound as usual at this time tonight? Do you sleep peacefully and peacefully? Are you in a sweet dream?
Lin Ximeng's physique is so good, he definitely won't get sick. But what is she doing now? How could I possibly know? Why do I have such dreams?
I've had countless dreams, and I've had countless dreams of hers. I think dreams must be a bond between me and her, and they will connect us when we are not together. We all met in dreams and then woke up in our respective realities.
So, maybe she in my dream is from her in reality, and what I dream of is what she dreams. If that's the case, something must have happened to her in reality.
I haven't been in touch with Lin Ximeng for a few days, and I'm so scared that something will happen to her.
I miss her day by day, and I have so much to say to her. It's not realistic for me to go to Nanjing for the weekend, so maybe I can write a letter to her.
But what to write?
Do I miss her a lot? Isn't that equivalent to a confession? It's very abrupt at this stage now, isn't it, what's the difference between it and the note written at the time regretting not giving her a raincoat?
Do you want to write about interesting things that you usually want to say? It wasn't fresh when she received it. When I received her reply, I didn't feel new. What is the difference from the current state?
Besides, what age is it now, there are mobile phones, there is a network to communicate, who still writes letters?
Ay! I miss the good times we spent together, even if I haven't seen Lin Ximeng for a few days, but at least from Song Hongyi or other classmates, I can know what happened to her every day and whether she was happy every day. And now, thousands of miles away, Lin Ximeng, to me, is like a kite with a broken string, and there is no news.
Time flies, and it turns out that the meeting and parting in the world are so short. When we met, we were immersed in happiness and never worried about anything, and it was not until after parting that I knew how to regret and cherish.
If you think about it carefully, isn't it precisely because of this regret that I have such a nightmare? So, I'm the one who is really sick! It was that deep longing and helpless fear that turned into thousands of insects that gnawed at my internal organs. The one who was twitching and twisting in the violent colic, and rolling on the ground was actually me!
I lay quietly in bed, unable to sleep for a long time.
In a few days, it will be Lin Ximeng's birthday again. Anyway, I should make a phone call to send her blessings and find out how she's doing. As long as she's okay, I'm at ease.
I happened to miss class that morning and left the dormitory at noon to find a place to have lunch. I don't want to go far, just eat at the stall downstairs.
On the way, I picked up my phone and clicked on Lin Ximeng's number. At this point in time, she should also be out of class, maybe she is also walking on the road, and she has not yet reached the cafeteria. This is the most appropriate time to call over.
I firmly pressed the dial key.