"You are the roommate that Fang Cuilan mentioned?" I looked at the girl in front of me in amazement.

"Yes." She said calmly.

I couldn't believe my eyes, if I didn't know that Qiao Qiao was studying in Nanjing, I really thought that Qiao Qiao was here. The girl in front of her has the same petite and weak figure as Qiao Qiao, and has a pure and lovely face like Qiao Qiao, but she is not as lively and smiling as Qiao Qiao, and her short hair makes her look like a delicate young man, and her serious expression shows her calmness and rationality.

"What did you learn in C?" I asked.

"Didn't you take this class?"

"I really didn't get on." I was also puzzled by this question, as a key class of information majors, I didn't teach basic computer grammar until my sophomore year, but only taught Java and taught some advanced programming knowledge.

"It's just some basic knowledge about computers, simple programming syntax, and so on."

"Did you talk about some algorithms?"

"Yes, like exhaustion, greed, binary tree, traversal, or whatever." This girl can say these proper nouns when she opens her mouth, and I am really impressed.

"Then you can learn it?"

"I understand, and I think it's interesting." She behaved with determination.

I smiled faintly, I also thought it was very interesting at first, but then I was stumped by the complex algorithm, so I backed down and gave up. It's like meeting a girl for the first time, I have a good feeling, and I experience happiness in the process of approaching her, and I feel that I have gained love, but then I can't break through in the face of insurmountable difficulties, so I retreat and give up.

This girl studying medicine, is she just a whim, or does she really like computer programming? How far can she go on the path of programming? Will she be able to break through the bottlenecks I have encountered and achieve what I have not been able to achieve?

On the other hand, it is said that the senior brother and the younger sister have worked together for a long time, and there will be a spark of love. So, could this girl be the one I could try to get to know?

Forget it, in this wandering place far from home, when I graduate, I don't think I can take anyone with me and go to the place I want to live in. It's better to be an excellent senior brother in An An, teach her knowledge well, and hope that she can surpass me.

In the evening, my roommate cared about me: "Little Cat, how is that little girl from medical school?" ”

"It seems that he is a rational person, and his logical thinking should be very strong, which is quite suitable for computers." I say.

"I'm not asking you this, I'm asking what the little girl looks like."

"Thin and short, with a serious face, as if he hadn't woken up. But overall it's okay. ”

"Yo, then you can think about it!"

I snorted, "I don't want to talk about it at school." ”

"It's a shame not to talk about it in college."

"You can go talk about one." I say.

"Haha." The roommate just squinted and smiled and didn't say anything.

"Fatty, seeing that you are always smiling so weirdly these days, I'm afraid you haven't talked about it yet." Geng Qiming suddenly interjected.

"No, no, how can it be so fast." The roommate argued, but the smile on his face did not fade, and asked rhetorically, "Qiming, how are you and your family Fang Fang doing?" ”

"What our family! As I said a long time ago, we just discuss problems among ordinary classmates, just like we discuss problems this way. ”

"You can't escape my eyes, you're cute and chatting with her, how can it not be interesting to others, huh?" The roommate arched his eyebrows.

"Humph! You're so unreliable, I'm going to be angry if you button your hat like this! ”

"Okay, okay, I believe Qiming doesn't have that mind, fat man, you don't keep making jokes about others. Feelings are no joke. I said.

"Look, it's still Mao Xiaoer's reasoning, fat man, you have to learn more from others." Geng Qiming patted me on the back and said.

In fact, after observing it for such a long time, I also vaguely feel that Geng Qiming has a little bit of meaning to Fang Cuilan. I often see him walking with Fang Cuilan, and the extraordinarily gentle eyes and the joy that emanates from the inside out make me feel familiar.

At least it was like when I was walking with Qiao Qiao, I might not have considered pursuing Qiao Qiao, but my heart was beating faster because of her presence, and I really had a feeling of being intoxicated and longing to be so close every day.

But I know that there is still a difference between this and being moved by someone, because the person who really haunts me is just Lin Ximeng. Nowadays, every time I think of her, even if I just mention her name, even if I just see a word in her name, it can evoke infinite good memories and infinite melancholy.

For Geng Qiming, if he is not as interesting as Fang Cuilan, then I will be too worried; If he is indeed interested in Fang Cuilan, I will be very happy, and I can understand his current denial. Like him, I hate the kind of casual exposure of people. I will only look at it in my eyes and bless it in my heart, so I won't talk nonsense everywhere.

"Mao Xiaoer, don't you really plan to fall in love in college?" Privately, Geng Qiming asked me.

"I don't think it makes sense. Many college students who fall in love break up after graduation, and after spending so much thought, in the end it is just a void, and it is better to spend time on more meaningful things. There's really nothing to do, and it's better than that when it comes to playing games. I said.

"Well, that's what I thought too."

"To be honest, I didn't feel like I belonged here. I always felt like I had been kicked out of my hometown. As for where I want to go in the future, the pressure on Beijing, Shanghai and Guangzhou is so great, I don't want to go, I can't stay here, I hope to go back to Jiangsu. In that case, how could I take a girl so easily and go to Jiangsu with me? ”

"I feel the same way as you. I came from Shandong, and I didn't feel like I was being exiled. However, I don't have a clear idea of where to go in the future, or I'm still confused, and I don't know what kind of job I want to look for. This deformed society makes people very anxious. Geng Qiming said and became angry again.

"It's not just you, I always hear the class president and many other students talk about 'confused' all day long. Every time I hear this word, I snicker to myself. I've never been confused about my future job, I'm pretty sure what kind of life I want, how I want to play my self-worth, and what kind of life ideals I want to achieve. ”

"Oh? Then you are one of the very few aspiring young people who have not been poisoned by exam-oriented education. ”

"But I'm confused about the emotional aspect. I don't know whether I should like someone, I don't know if I should stick to it, I don't know if I should give up. ”

"Oh? Do you have someone you like? It won't be the roommate recommended by Fang Cuilan. ”

"No, I pursued a girl in high school."

"Oh, high school classmates."

"No, it's a junior high school classmate."

"Huh?"

"I liked her a little bit when I was in the same class in junior high school, and then I was in the same school in high school, and I always pursued her. But until I graduated, it didn't actually come to fruition. Now she's in Nanjing, and I'm here. I tried to continue, but I couldn't seem to go deeper; I wanted to give up, but I seemed to think about her all the time. ”

"Oh, I don't have an experience like yours, I don't quite understand. However, I think it is wrong to prohibit puppy love, which seriously suppresses the growth of a person's emotional ability. There should be a guide for students to be able to face up to early love and understand the emotions between men and women. ”

"Haha, I usually hear a lot of cynical thoughts from you, and I don't think so, but about early love, I greatly agree. Ay! It's a pity that I've fallen victim to it. If I could turn back the clock, I would have to correct all the mistakes I made. ”

"That girl is in Nanjing, so you want to go back to Nanjing to work?"

"Maybe there are considerations in this regard, but just because she went to school in Nanjing doesn't mean that she works in Nanjing."

"I wish you all the best!"

"I've decided to give up on her."

"Oh, that's a pity." Geng Qiming shook his head, slurred his lips, and sighed again, "Hey! Confused......"

I also sighed in harmony: "Hey! Confused......"