The gentle snow once again ushered in the homecoming travelers. I took the sleeper bus and woke up again from the cold of the early morning, and I was already home.

Before I knew it, it was the fifth year after graduating from junior high school, and the junior high school students were planning a party in the group, planning for more than half a year, and finally set the time for this winter vacation.

The fifth year after graduating from junior high school is also the fifth year that I have devoted myself to Lin Ximeng's love, and it is the eighth year since I met Lin Ximeng. She must have been indispensable at this party. What should I do with her who I haven't been in touch with for almost a year? What would she think when she saw me?

At noon, I came to the agreed hotel, and a few friends who came early were already sitting at the round table talking and laughing.

"Cat, you're here!" Song Hongyi waved to me warmly.

I walked over to him and smiled evilly and said, "I haven't seen him in almost two years, I feel like you're not as obscene as you used to be." ”

"Go, go, who's obscene."

"It's very obscene when you say that."

"Hahahaha." The surrounding classmates laughed.

After a while, a rare face appeared at the door, and it turned out to be the homeroom teacher in junior high school.

"Wow, even the head teacher has been invited?" I was taken aback.

"Yes, since it's to commemorate the 5th anniversary of graduating from junior high school, how can there be no teachers?"

"I also heard that today is not only the meeting of our class, but also the second class, which is next door to us."

"It's such a coincidence, it must have been discussed."

"It's possible, it must be that the second class knows that our class is going to party, and they also follow the trend."

"It seems that the relationship between our two key classes is really good."

"Hahahaha."

Except for the homeroom teacher, almost all the teachers who taught us came. In front of the teachers, the students seemed a little restrained, and I felt a little uncomfortable. But in my heart, the most uncomfortable thing is to meet Lin Ximeng today.

For this reason, I have been thinking about this question a few days ago, and I have been rehearsing the scene of meeting Lin Ximeng in my mind. I think I will boldly walk in front of Lin Ximeng, raise my wine glass, and calmly and majestically say "Long time no see". Then, after a crisp crash, she and I looked at each other and smiled.

"How's it going?" I would say so.

"So-so, what about you?" She probably said so.

"That's it." I'll do that again.

And then what? What should we talk about? What do I think of Lin Ximeng? Ordinary friends? Somewhat unwilling. The object of your crush? Obviously, people can already see that I like her. A goal that you have worked so hard to pursue? But I snubbed her for nearly a year.

On the other hand, what would Lin Ximeng think of me? Ordinary friends? Lin Ximeng won't believe that I came to contact her, but from the perspective of an ordinary friend. Liked the same? Does such a thing exist? Somewhat disgusted? Lin Ximeng hadn't accepted me from the beginning, and my frequent contact would make her more and more annoying, which seemed to be the most likely.

If I had a few more drinks and a few more chats with Lin Ximeng, she would definitely get bored. Even if she didn't get bored, I didn't know what to talk about, how awkward it would be. Isn't it strange that the two of us have barely communicated anything for nearly a year, and that is suddenly becoming enthusiastic again?

I racked my brains and thought of some topics that I was ready to talk about, nothing more than about studying and living in college, but are these questions meaningful? What I really want to ask is if she has a boyfriend, if any boys are pursuing her, and if there is time to have a meal alone after the winter break after this party. But is it really appropriate to ask these questions?

Fortunately, Lin Ximeng came late today, and when she came, my table was already full, and she sat down at the table next door, which made me feel a lot less stressed.

During the banquet, I looked in the direction of Lin Ximeng from time to time. Since graduating from high school, it was the first time I had met Lin Ximeng. Time doesn't seem to have changed anything, she is still as cute, so innocent, and so heartwarming as before.

Lin Ximeng also happily glanced at all the students present, and when her gaze suddenly swept to me, I was so frightened that I quickly retracted my head and pretended to concentrate on eating. Time doesn't seem to have changed anything, I'm still as shy and scared as before, afraid of being known by Lin Ximeng that she is secretly watching her, afraid of being known by Lin Ximeng that she still likes her.

As I staggered, my stomach became fuller and fuller, and there were fewer and fewer drinks and food, and the scene of clinking glasses with Lin Ximeng became more and more surging in my mind, and the dialogue that I had prepared for several days was silently recited over and over again in my heart, but I didn't have the courage to take that step after all.

It wasn't until the classmates around me planned to go to another table to toast collectively that I followed to the table where Lin Ximeng was. After saluting the teacher, taking advantage of the lively atmosphere at the wine table, I walked to Lin Ximeng's side.

"Lin Ximeng, long time no see."

"Long time no see."

After briefly clinking glasses, I drank it all, and was about to say the next line when Lin Ximeng was looking away, obviously distracted by the lively atmosphere on the wine table.

I paused for a moment, looked down in contemplation for a moment, looked at her again, and still couldn't say a word.

The students who toasted together returned to their seats one after another, and I was still there, my heart was surging, but my body was like a piece of wood, which was really embarrassing. Eventually, I turned around and went back despite the pressure. And then, there was no then.

At the end of the show, everyone decided to take a group photo at the entrance of the hotel. Under the arrangement of the squad leader, everyone slowly lined up.

I looked at the group of students in front of me, and it seemed as if I had gone back to 5 years ago. When I took the graduation photo that year, I was fortunate to be placed behind Lin Ximeng, just like standing behind Yan Jinfeng when I graduated from primary school, my heart was full of excitement and warmth, thinking that it was a gift from fate.

And now, in fate, the arrangement between me and Lin Ximeng seems to be the same as that between me and Yan Jinfeng, destined to go farther and farther. It's just that Yan Jinfeng is eternal hatred in my heart, and Lin Ximeng will be eternal love in my heart.

I took the initiative to stand in the corner, looking at Lin Ximeng who was squatting in the middle of the first row and sighed.

After taking photos, the class leader discussed the afternoon activity arrangement with everyone, and was expected to organize a KTV charter, but unfortunately many students were reluctant to go, and in the end they could only organize their own activities spontaneously by friends who had a good time.

What a good opportunity, I could have shown my singing skills in front of Lin Ximeng, I have a lot of songs I want to sing to Lin Ximeng, that is what I listen to and sing whenever I think of her, and every sentence is pinned on what I want to say to her. It's a shame.

Coincidentally, the students of the second class also came out after eating and also took a group photo at the door. Not to mention how happy it was for the students from the two classes to get together, some of them were classmates from elementary school, and they were also busy taking photos in the name of commemorating the 8th anniversary of their graduation from elementary school.

I was dragged to take a group photo by my elementary school classmates, and by the time the group photo was over, the classmates in my class were almost gone. I looked around for Lin Ximeng's figure, but I couldn't find it. I wanted to be able to see her go away when I was leaving, but in the end I didn't even capture her back.

"Little Cat, do you have any arrangements for the afternoon?" A loud voice came from behind.

I looked back and saw that He Xiaoyu was coming from the crowd of the second class.

……

We came to the KFC on Fengcheng Pedestrian Street.

"Little Er, how are you doing in college now?"

"Normally, I just go to class and play games."

"Do you have any clubs, student councils, or anything?"

"I added a club, but it doesn't seem to be interesting, there were some activities in the first year, and then there was no news."

"Hey, those fake and empty societies don't have a good reputation. Let me tell you one thing, believe it or not, I'm the president of the student council. ”

"Really! So powerful! ”

"Hmm." He Xiaoyu raised his head and pretended to be very dragged.

If I hadn't participated in the student union election, I would have bowed to He Xiaoyu at this time. Actually, the student council election was not difficult at all, but I didn't want to be too troublesome. However, I am not surprised at all that He Xiaoyu can become the president of the student union, his almost innate domineering spirit is very suitable for all the aura that a student union president needs to have.

"I didn't expect a student council president to appear among my friends! It's not easy, it's not easy to be the president of the student union. I said with a wicked smile.

"Hey, it's actually nothing good, I'm so busy all day long, and there are so many things to do." Saying that, He Xiaoyu laughed, "What, did you talk about your girlfriend in college?" ”

"Nope."

"Why don't you talk about it?"

"There wasn't a pretty one in the class."

"The school is so big, go to other classes and other departments to find it."

"Too lazy to go."

"Ota?"

"Probably."

"Show you my current girlfriend." He Xiaoyu flipped out the photos on his phone and showed them to me, "Look, my girlfriend and I are not in the same department." ”

The girl in the photo is both beautiful and temperamental, and she is indeed a good match for He Xiaoyu. I've seen a lot of these girls on campus, and I just think they are as dazzling as the sun, and as daunting as the sun. It is very difficult to pursue such a girl.

"Not bad!" I exclaimed.

"How's it going, is it a fight with 'five beauty'? It's still a Sichuan girl. ”

"Well, it's indeed at the level of immortals, I'll take it this time!"

"You remember those five levels."

"yes, that's a lot of fun with those five levels."

"Aren't you afraid that people will say that we discriminate against girls in the future when you write it in a book?"

"As far as we know, it won't get out."

"Huh."

"Hey, hey."

"Hey, Xiao Er, you should hurry up and talk about one."

"Why do you have to talk about one?"

"If you don't talk about it in college, how can you have such good opportunities and resources in the future."

"Uh-huh, that's right." I agreed, but I didn't think so.

"In college, no matter whether the talk is successful or not, you have to accumulate some experience, otherwise it will be difficult to enter the society."

"Uh-huh."

"Hurry up." He Xiaoyu said earnestly, "Eh, how is the Lin Ximeng you have always liked?" Do you have a boyfriend? ”

"I don't know."

"Didn't you meet it today, so you didn't care?"

"Nope."

"Do you still like her?"

"I don't know what I think. Sometimes I want to give up, and sometimes I don't want to give up. I used to make up my mind to forget her, but I always missed her inadvertently. ”

"If you still like her, try to chase her."

"Hey, it's hard to be in a different place."

"It's not difficult to be in a different place, you can make more calls and send text messages."

"I've tried, but Lin Ximeng is always not used to carrying his mobile phone with him, which is quite compatible with me, I also think that the mobile phone is a burden, and I am not used to carrying the mobile phone in my pocket all the time."

"Then you haven't been in touch much?"

"Occasionally. I also sent a text message to greet the other party on their birthday. ”

"That's not enough. I usually have to contact you. ”

"I don't usually know what to say, and I don't necessarily get through on the phone. I always couldn't get through the phone that day, and I could only receive a reply from her the next day, and I didn't even reply, so I didn't bother to call again. ”

"Where's QQ?"

"Don't mention it, it's harder to contact than a phone. You can only see the icon hanging on the phone, which is basically not online. Seeing the computer online is like winning the lottery. ”

"It's hard to say that. However, brother still suggests that you don't give up easily, after all, you have liked her for so many years, and since she can send you a message on your birthday, then at least she doesn't hate you and treats you as a friend. There's still a chance if you work hard. ”

"Maybe."

"From now on, work hard and get in touch. If you have any questions, just ask my brother, and my brother will help you come up with ideas. ”

"Okay. Then I'll try again. ”

After He Xiaoyu's analysis, I feel a lot more confident.

During the Spring Festival, I carefully wrote a sentence to greet Lin Ximeng's New Year, and I also received Lin Ximeng's New Year's wishes. Looking out the window at the recovering earth, I felt my heart gradually recover.