(a)

The third time Xu Anqi and Lin Feng met was half a month later. It was a text message sent to her by Lin Feng, which read: "Anqi, hello, congratulations, your essay won the first place in this competition. You are very good, you will work harder in the future! ”

The moment she saw the text message, Xu Anqi felt particularly incredible. Although I was confident in my own strength, I never expected to win the first prize in the whole school, and I was very excited. "Really? No, are you bluffing me, brother! ”

"Why, next week you'll see your name on the school's billboard, so be sure to congratulate you. By the way, do you have time at night? I would like to congratulate you! Lin Feng sent a text message.

"This, this...... All right. Xu Anqi wanted to refuse, but she didn't know what the reason was, Lin Feng's invitation always made her irresistible.

"Alright, I'll wait for you downstairs in your bedroom at night." After Lin Feng finished sending the text message, he played a game in the dormitory for a while. Jia Xiaodao in the bedroom is writing a novel, and Dr. He is holding a ** treasure book and researching.

After Lin Feng finished the game, it was already more than 6 o'clock in the evening. He went downstairs to Xu Anqi and waited for her. Afterwards, they went to the square in the city together.

Lin Feng told Xu Anqi that he had the most say in the city's barbecue. He knows which area has cheaper barbecue, which area tastes better, and which area doesn't have gutter oil. These all made Lin Feng have something to talk about every time he bragged.

They arrived at the barbecue restaurant opened by Lin Feng's friend Zhang Yihong, which was just a few tables and stools, and then put the necessary drinks.

"Handsome Brother Lin, you're here, I haven't seen you for a long time." When Zhang Yihong saw Lin Feng coming, he greeted him from afar.

"Hehe, don't laugh at me, Uncle Xu. By the way, how has business been lately? ”

Lin Feng asked politely.

"Business is average, barely able to make ends meet. By the way, I'm moving, I bought a small house in the International New Town, and the house price is only 2,000 yuan. It's time to buy a house as soon as possible, otherwise it will definitely be amazing after watching this rise. Come and help me move in a few days, thank you. Zhang Yihong was happy that he had bought a house earlier.

"Okay, Uncle Xu, just call then." Lin Feng still respects Zhang Yihong very much, in his opinion, it is very commendable for a rural person to be able to gain a foothold in the city and have a house of his own.

(b)

"Senior brother, what are you eating?" Xu Anqi asked Lin Feng.

"Just order a few things, get some chicken wings, leeks, tofu or something, these things from Boss Zhang are still good, and the ones you order are his main dishes." Lin Feng and Xu Anqi sat down. By the way, I also ordered two beers.

"Drinking? Angel. Lin Feng asked.

"Don't drink it, senior brother, you like to drink it."

"No, it's just that I drink when I'm bored and have nothing to do, and a few of our brothers in the dormitory like to drink, and they also drink good wine." He opened the cap of the bottle and said to Xu Anqi. "You should also learn to drink bars, people who graduate from the Chinese department can't drink, and it will be difficult to mix in the future."

"Don't you know that many units are recruiting new people now, and the interview question is to ask the job seeker, do you have any research on wine culture? You say, how important wine is in our society. If you don't drink, you will walk in vain in the world, and what will you do if you don't drink? Giving gifts to leaders is inseparable from wine, relatives are living and cannot be separated from wine, and a few friends have a small gathering, which is inseparable from wine. Wine has become so deeply ingrained in our social interactions. Lin Feng continued.

"Oh, yes. However, there are also many incidents caused by alcohol. What kind of drunk driving, drunk molesting, etc., some people also affect their future because of drinking. Xu Anqi expressed her opinion.

"It's okay, you're drunk, senior brother will prop you up, and I'll send you home later. Let's drink a little, everyone is happy today, just try the taste of Tsingtao beer. Lin Feng poured Xu Anqi a small glass of beer, and then told his family. Lin Feng's father is the director of a TV station, and his mother is the CEO of a company. But Lin Feng advertised that he would rely on his own ability to eat in the future, and would never rely on his parents.

Hearing Lin Feng's words, Xu Anqi was a little moved. While she was having supper with Lin Feng, she thought of her hometown. She began to miss her mother. I don't know how my mother is doing at home, so I called my mother a week ago, and on the phone my mother told her that she was not in good health and often had colds.

The family's farm work has also been delayed, and her living expenses are now very difficult. I feel very sad in my heart, in fact, she should work harder. But since coming into contact with Lin Feng, Xu Anqi has a little laziness.

Yes, some people say that a person always flaunts his mate selection conditions very harshly at the beginning. But once you get to know the person you like, all the conditions in the past are no longer conditions.

Just like knowing Lin Feng, Xu Anqi initially rejected the rich second generation. But after coming into contact with Lin Feng, he still came into contact with the rich second-generation Lin Feng, and even fell in love. This is his mother's love, once it comes, it will be like a flood of beasts.

Xu Anqi felt that she was wasting her time and youth, and she thought that she was a little ashamed of her relatives. However, she fell in love and couldn't extricate herself.

"Senior brother, I feel so stressed every day." Xu Anqi Lin Feng said what he thought.

"Actually, everybody is stressed. Take me as an example, although I don't worry about life, I also lack ideals and life. It felt like everything was empty. Lin Feng persuaded.

"By the way, I'll introduce you to a tutor. I know a friend who is looking for a tutor for his child to tutor in English and composition. If you're interested, you can give it a try. Lin Feng suddenly remembered this.

"Really? Then I'm so lucky. I'm willing to take on this errand. Xu Anqi was very happy.

"Well, that's right. The treatment is not bad, 30 yuan per hour, two hours at a time. Go five times a week. There is also an income of nearly 1,200 yuan a month, which is enough for your living expenses. It was settled, and then I called my friend and went to work after we talked about it. Lin Feng said that he had covered this matter, and then picked a chopstick leek to eat.

That night, they returned to school very late. The two talked about their studies, life, and dreams.

Finally, Angel Xu returned to the dormitory. Lying on the bed, she felt sweet happiness in her heart. When she dreamed at night, Lin Feng's shadow appeared in her mind.

(c)

The school's essay award contest was carried out quickly, and when the host read Xu Anqi's name, Xu Anqi was very happy. She felt that maybe this was the value of life that she should achieve. She then walked up to the podium and greeted the warm applause of the audience below.

Looking at the dense crowd under the stage, Xu Anqi felt that she could finally fly into the white clouds and blue sky like a swan. And what made her even happier was that the person who presented her award was actually her senior brother Lin Feng.

"Next, I would like to invite Lin Feng of the news agency to present the award to Xu Anqi." The host reported the name of the award presenter Lin Feng. "How could it be him, it's really him!" Xu Anqi felt both frightened and excited in her heart.

When Lin Feng presented the trophy to Xu Anqi, she saw his encouraging eyes. In that short second, she felt that the man in front of her seemed to be the true son she was looking for in this life.

After winning the first prize in the campus essay competition, Xu Anqi was smoothly arranged to work in the editorial department of the press corps because of this honor. She is responsible for the literary and artistic manuscripts sent by the students of the whole school every day, and of course, her own works are easier to report.

Subsequently, she also used the weekend to work as a tutor with a friend introduced by Lin Feng. The child she tutored, Niu Niu, was a very smart child. I love to ask about everything, and I especially love to learn. And Niu Niu can also easily tell the location of the country on the map, tell you some small countries in Africa with his eyes closed, the specific location on the map, and accurately tell you the latitude and longitude.

Grandma's, today's children have really high IQs. What's even more incredible is that some of their math problems in the fourth grade of primary school are really difficult. Xu Anqi did it for half an hour, and she didn't know what to do. In the end, he pretended to have more depth and said to Niu Niu, this question is actually very simple.

"I can't tell you easily, though, because I'll have to make you use your brains. Otherwise, I'm not responsible for you. "Xu Anqi explains this to you every time, and Niuniu also believes it. Who knows, after she returned to school, she went to ask other classmates, and finally solved the problem with great effort.

However, just as Xu Anqi happily went to Niu Niu's house to give him the correct solution to the question, he didn't expect Niu Niu to proudly say to me: "Sister Anqi, you said that the topic is really simple, I thought about it for a long time last night, and finally figured it out." That's how it is, I'll tell you! This made Xu Anqi feel incredible, and she really admired Niu Niu's IQ.

When I think of children in the countryside, how many of them can be as smart as people in the city. Therefore, due to the constraints of conditions, children in rural areas can only learn to fly first.

During that time, Xu Anqi not only found a tutor, but also became a campus salesman for a mobile company. Sell mobile phone cards, recharge services, sell mobile phones in schools, and so on.

Therefore, since then, she has never asked her family for living expenses. My mother's illness has also improved, and she can now work in the fields. Xu Anqi felt that she was suddenly very happy. Without the burden, my academic performance has also improved a lot.

(iv)

Unexpectedly, in the first semester of her sophomore year, Xu Anqi had become Lin Feng's girlfriend. Originally, she didn't deliberately associate with him, but fate came, and no one could stop it.

After dating, Xu Anqi's heart was like a flame, constantly jumping, cheering, and excited. She knew that this decision would take a turn in her life. It's just that no one expected that this turn would turn so hard.

When in love, Angel Hsu always hopes for the night. Because, at night, she can go to the lover's slope in the back garden of the school with Lin Feng to watch the stars in the sky. He would sing love songs to Angel Xu softly.

They seem to be living happily ever after, and every day is sweet.

The roommates in the dormitory, seeing this change in Xu Anqi, were like Napoleon discovering the New World, and kept screaming: "MY GOD! "They don't want to do a hundred things in their hearts, but they are done.

During that time, Jumo in particular was not happy at all. Seeing Xu Anqi is like seeing an enemy. She always complained in front of Xu Anqi: "Anqi, how did you say that Lin Feng of the Chinese Department liked you, and what tricks did you reveal to us?" ”

Regarding Jumo's extreme imbalance, Xu Anqi didn't need to explain anything in her heart. Because, in the eyes of the rich of them, the poor are not qualified to fall in love. Especially not to get those good men.

"Everything is fate, what should be yours is yours, and what is not yours is not yours. Everything goes with the flow. Xu Anqi lazily explained.

Jumo threw away the beauty cake in her hand and said a little angrily: "She's M, now the quality of beauty and skin care products is getting worse and worse." What do you mean? Ju Mo secretly told others that one day Lin Feng would dump Xu Anqi, and then it would be her most painful time.

At that time, Xu Anqi thought that Jumo was too jealous, so she didn't pay much attention to her. So he took the book and went to the classroom to read it. Only Jumo was left alone in the dormitory, in an irritable mood.

In fact, Xu Anqi has no need at all, she cares about her vexatiousness, and in their eyes, they are not used to seeing the poor better than them. Every day, she wears different new clothes and shows off in front of Xu Anqi. However, Xu Anqi is not jealous. Because, she has the ability to earn her own money. Don't take your parents' hard-earned money all day long, waste it there, and show off in front of your classmates.

If they were like the poor, without the support of their parents, they might have starved to death on the streets. When I thought about it, I was a little angry in my heart, and I couldn't read the book. Xu Anqi called Lin Feng, "Where are you, I'm in a bad mood." ”

"What's wrong, dear." Lin Feng asked with concern.

"Not much, it's just a bad mood." Xu Anqi was a little stubborn.

"Where are you, I'll come right over."

"In Room 228."

After finishing speaking, Xu Anqi hung up the phone. She thought that Lin Feng should be busy with the business at hand, and it was actually her fault to disturb him at this time. She can't be so headstrong and always disturb his personal space. It's really a little bit of a shame for him.

A few minutes later, Lin Feng appeared in front of Xu Anqi. He walked in and hugged Xu Anqi. "Don't worry about anything, honey. With me by your side, no one dares to bully you. When he said this, Lin Feng's eyes contained deep affection.

Xu Anqi was secretly happy in her heart for a while. I thought to myself, what is there to complain about. God is already kind to Xu Anqi. What else could she ask for. He finished second in his class in terms of academic performance and won a first-class scholarship this year. The boyfriend is tall and handsome, and he is already very satisfied.

The two of them were in the classroom, hugging and staying for a long time. Kissing secretly and looking at each other secretly. It's like two rats, stealing the farmer's uncle's food in the dark classroom, and how nervous they are.

However, hugging Lin Feng made her feel steady.

(5)

It was another holiday, Lin Feng carried his luggage early and waited for her downstairs in Xu Anqi's bedroom.

He sent a text message to Anqi Xu: "Honey, get up. I'm waiting downstairs for you to come down. ”

In fact, Xu Anqi woke up very early and made relevant preparations. She had been waiting for him at the window, hoping that he would be in her sight.

However, when Lin Feng appeared downstairs. Xu Anqi had a whim and wanted him to wait a little longer. After the two embraced, Xu Anqi and Lin Feng took the train to Xi'an together. They shouted loudly in the ancient city of Xi'an: "I love you, Lin Feng!" "I love you, Angel!" When Xu Anqi heard this, she couldn't help laughing.

They live in cheap hotels, eat roadside stalls, ride couples' bicycles on the ancient city wall of Xi'an, and watch the historical drama "Song of Long Hatred" in Huaqing Pool at night. They lay on the grass in the Terracotta Warriors and Horses Museum area of Qin Shi Huang together, listening to the wind and wheels of history, and they watched the legendary ancient lotus in the Tang Paradise.

Lin Feng said: "You are the lotus that blooms, and I am the one who discovered that seed." We have a relationship with the world. ”

After hearing this, Xu Anqi smiled happily.

They arrived in Xi'an early in the morning. That night, the two asked for a standard room.

After walking for a day, my feet were sore and my legs were weak. After taking a shower, Xu Anqi made the bed, pulled up a quilt corner, and then lay on the clean bed to watch TV.

I don't know how long it took, but I fell asleep in a daze.

In her dreams, she felt that something was touching her, and her body was soft and itchy.

When he opened his eyes, Lin Feng actually lay beside her and stroked her. Seeing that he woke up, Lin Feng gently hugged Xu Anqi, leaned into her ear and said, "Honey, I want ......"

Xu Anqi didn't know what to do for a while, her heart was beating wildly, and she struggled to push Lin Feng away.

"I ...... I'm not ready to ......," Xu Anqi said with a little smitter, her mind blank.

"There are always firsts in life, Angel. Don't you see you're in love for the first time for me? I also missed class that time. Angel, I really love you and want to be with you for the rest of my life. We're going to get married sooner or later. Lin Feng hugged Xu Anqi tightly and gently bit her ear. His snort grew heavier and heavier, and he hugged Xu Anqi with one hand, and slowly reached into her clothes with the other.

"No, I'm afraid!" Xu Anqi pushed Lin Feng away hard, and her voice trembled a little.

"Do you really love me? Angel! Lin Feng's face changed a little, and he sat on the bed.

"Yes, but ......" Xu Anqi sat on another bed, covering her body with a quilt. They sat there, and no one spoke.

"Lin Feng, I love you." After about ten minutes, Xu Anqi said softly, and then closed her eyes.

Lin Feng carefully took off Xu Anqi's clothes and turned off the light......

(f)

However, in the middle of the night, when Xu Anqi and Lin Feng were asleep, their door was kicked open. In an instant four or five men came in, masked, with daggers, and brandished at them.

One of them, a tall masked man, flew up and kicked Lin Feng off the bed, then pressed Lin Feng's head with his hand and said to him, "Be honest, don't move." ”

Xu Anqi immediately picked up the sheet and covered her body. However, at this time, a short masked man tore off Xu Anqi's quilt with one hand and said obscenely: "Other men can see it, but we can't see it." Hurry up and get all your money out. ”

Xu Anqi was frightened stupid at the time, and immediately squatted in the corner of the room and cried. At this time, Lin Feng shouted loudly: "Robbery, robbery, come quickly." But before he could shout, he was surrounded by several big men, covering his mouth, and stomping on his head with his feet. Lin Feng could only hold his head and crawl out of the door with all his might.

Seeing Lin Feng being beaten by these unknown people, Xu Anqi's heart hurt like a knife. She grabbed the short man's hand and bit it down hard.

"Oh, damn it, dare to bite Lao Tzu and kill you!" The short man was on fire, and immediately grabbed Xu Anqi's hair, pulled her up, and threw her on the bed with one hand. At this time, Xu Anqi was lying naked on the bed, trying to find a quilt to cover her body. However, the quilt was lifted by this group of bandits.

The short man saw Xu Anqi's snow-white and delicate body, and his eyes were full of lewdness. "Big brother, it's really nice to look at this little girl, do you want me to taste it first?"

"You and Lao Tzu, dogs can't change eating." Seeing that one of the medium-sized masked men who stepped on Lin Feng scolded a few words, but he didn't object. Seeing this, the short man came to his senses. Then he ran to the bed with a shout and began to take off his pants impatiently.

In addition, a man who saw the appearance of the short man also joined in. The two of them held down Xu Anqi's hands and pressed Xu Anqi under them, with an evil lewd light in their eyes.

"You who have suffered a thousand knives will not end well." Xu Anqi struggled as she moved under the bed. Then, their strength was too great, and Xu Anqi really couldn't move.

Suddenly, a tingling pain struck her whole body. The short man pressed on Xu Anqi's body......

Xu Anqi fainted in pain, and in a daze, I saw Lin Feng's painful expression and saw him struggling hard. However, this senseless struggle was exchanged for a violent beating.

One man after another, unbuttoned his pants.

……

(g)

When I woke up the next morning, the blood stains on the sheets were frighteningly red. Xu Anqi's whole body was in severe pain, and her body was covered with blood.

Lin Feng was still lying in the corner of the room, his whole face was very swollen. He was still unconscious and did not wake up.

The room was very messy, the curtains, the sheets, and the bedspreads were all lifted. Shoes and socks were messed up all over the floor.

Seeing this scene in front of her, Xu Anqi was full of tears. Fate, why is it so unkind to them. Xu Anqi couldn't figure out why she had to suffer so many grievances and disasters.

The whole person was weak, and he came to the bathroom to wash away all the stains on his body.

Xu Anqi's body is no longer clean, and her life has scratched a deep scar at this moment. In the bathroom, she rubbed her body vigorously. Fiercely, ruthlessly, until a trace of blood is rubbed.

Suddenly, Xu Anqi was hugged from behind by a pair of hands. She struggled, struggled, and struck him hard.

"Kiki, I'm sorry for you, I'm incompetent, I didn't protect you." When I opened my eyes, I saw that it was Lin Feng. The grievances in her heart were vented all at once, and her tears kept flowing and flowing.

His voice was so hoarse that he couldn't say a word. The world is dark.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Lin Feng apologized to her vigorously. In his heart, how much damage he did to Xu Anqi this time.

The two of them hugged each other tightly, as if the whole world had abandoned them. Just hugging like that, letting the hot water from the bathroom rush over their bodies. Always, all the time.

I don't know how long it took, Xu Anqi and Lin Feng were tired. I started to organize my things.

"Qi, Qi, let's go report the crime." Lin Feng told Xu Anqi that he would definitely not let go of this group of masked people. He swore to Xu Anqi that he would find them and break them into pieces.

Accompanied by Lin Feng, Xu Anqi didn't know how to finish the process of being killed.

It was too long. Xu Anqi personally felt that the person who reported the case was like a criminal. Those public security questions were too impersonal. She vaguely remembered that they kept repeating the sentence: "How many people are there in them, is it one person who raped you, or how many **you?" ”

These words pierced Xu Anqi's already injured heart like needles, making her unable to breathe.

The police promised them that they would catch the suspects as soon as possible. However, until 2 months after this incident, there has been no progress.

Xu Anqi thought, which policeman would go to the streets and alleys every day to be exposed to the wind and sun for a girl from other places. Today, in the 21st century, money is the most impressive. Money talks. What doesn't have money to do is always under investigation.

After returning from Xi'an, Xu Anqi and Lin Feng rarely spoke. The personalities of the two people have changed dramatically. The two sides have always been silent, maintaining their relations with each other with a cold war.

Xu Anqi didn't tell anyone in the school about this. During that time, I often lived alone. I am not in the mood to read, I am not in the mood to study, and the whole person is still living in a world of pain.

Although Lin Feng treated her better than before. However, Xu Anqi has never been happy. Who can be happy when something like this happens?

This is Xu Anqi's fate, and she has no way to resist.

Lin Feng called her more frequently every day, and he always whispered to me on the phone, I love you, love forever, I will definitely marry you.

However, these sweet promises made Xu Anqi feel guilty. She is not a perfect woman, she can't give Lin Feng everything a woman should have. She's just a crippled person. In this life, she owes Lin Feng a complete body. She felt that her body was dirty, very stained, and she did not deserve such love.

How many times did he want to leave Lin Feng, but Xu Anqi was reluctant to leave.

(viii)

Angel Hsu often has nightmares at night. As soon as you close your eyes, you will be reminded of the scene. She hated them, the masked bandits who broke into their hotel. However, the beloved people's police have never been able to solve the case. This made Xu Anqi's heart even more frightened and helpless.

My mother called, and she said that the family's crops were not good this year due to bad weather. A few days ago, I went to my neighbor's house to borrow 300 catties of grain, hoping to get through this difficulty. Wait until the harvest is good before returning it to them.

Her mother reminded Xu Anqi to pay attention to her body and not to be too tired at school. Don't worry about things at home. Mother said when Xu Anqi would be able to go back to her hometown. Go eat oranges from the ground. It's already ripe, so go back and see your loved ones by the way.

Hearing her mother's words, Xu Anqi felt very uncomfortable. She didn't dare to tell her mother what had happened recently. If my mother found out, she would have died of grief. Xu Anqi didn't want her to carry a heavier burden. Xu Anqi said to her mother, don't worry, everything is fine.

Xu Anqi began to suspect in her heart, maybe it was because she got something she didn't deserve, and finally offended God. Otherwise, how could God have done this to her?

She hated fate, and she hated herself.

During this time, the roommates have not noticed the changes in Xu Anqi. After all, Xu Anqi is dispensable in their eyes. After living in the same dormitory for so long, Xu Anqi and them rarely went out to eat together. If they have any gatherings, they won't shout Xu Anqi.

Because, the activities they participate in are something that Xu Anqi can't afford. After Xu Anqi came back from Xi'an this time, except for Ju Mo who asked about her. Everyone else was busy with their own affairs and didn't notice the change in Xu Anqi at all.

Actually, it's better that way. Angel Xu was afraid of being seen by them, her sadness and pain.

Song Kexi has now changed several boyfriends. In addition to her good friends in Shandong and occasional contact, she also found a prince charming who can play the piano in the music department. Xu Anqi has seen this prince, a little feminine, she thinks it should be because she often practices dance and grows up in the women's pile.

Tang Zijun and her Sanda boyfriend broke up many times. The reason is that Tang Zijun has another sweetheart. However, the Sanda boyfriend, who has always been strong-blooded, has never been convinced. One night, he ran downstairs to Xu Anqi's bedroom and shouted insults to Tang Zijun, saying that Tang Zijun was a slut and a shit.

This time the insults were like shrews scolding the streets, and there was no emotion at all. Tang Zijun was on fire, she stood on the balcony of the dormitory in Sanshe and scolded her boyfriend loudly: "I'll fuck your mother, my mother told you, I'll go on a date with my Prince Charming from tomorrow, see what you do?" After scolding, Tang Zijun returned to the bedroom, plugged his ears with earplugs, and then lay on the bed alone, covered with a quilt and slept peacefully.

And her sanda boyfriend didn't react after scolding downstairs, and the girl upstairs began to throw mineral water bottles and leather shoes at him. In desperation, this handsome sanda guy finally fled.

Sure enough, the next day, Tang Zijun got entangled with a handsome guy in the foreign language department, and called him to the dormitory to play with great fanfare. For everyone's surprise, Tang Zijun said: "Beauties, my fellow comrades-in-arms, look at my new boyfriend is still handsome." ”

Song Kexi, Jumo is not interested in Tang Zijun's new boyfriend. Just lazily said, "It's okay, it's okay." It's a dog's tail stuck in the mud. ”

At this time, Tang Zijun would grab Song Kexi's hand, press it on the bed, and say to Song Kexi vigorously: "Kexi, are you impatient?" Such a beautiful handsome guy, you won't appreciate it. Hey, it's really worthy of coming out of the coal mine in Shanxi, and the soil has to be slag. ”

At this time, Jumo always sits on the mountain to watch the tiger fight, and looks strange. She took a cucumber peel and walked around to Tang Zijun's new boyfriend, using the cucumber peel to gently wrap it around his face, "Not bad, not bad, and the skin is tender and the meat is tender." I just don't know how Kung Fu is, when will I be ****. ”

Jumo's words made the handsome guy not embarrassed at all. He went to Tang Zijun's bed, faced the computer screen, and pretended to be casual and started to play games. At this time, several women in the dormitory made a lot of noise in bed.

And Xu Anqi always walks to the study room next door and uses books to pass the painful time.