149 To remember is to forget
When she was about to get off work, Su Siqi received a call from Lin Haonan, saying that she had prepared a meal and waited for her to eat.
Su Siqi was surprised, how could he have cooked all the meals when it was time to get off work? Did you secretly leave work early? He has to work overtime every day, why did he leave early today?
No matter, I haven't eaten together for a long time, Su Siqi is a little excited, packed her things and prepared to get off work. Xiao Xiao walked in and asked her, "Where are you going to eat today?" ”
Lin Haonan has been too busy these days, she is looking for Xiao Xiao to eat together, she almost forgot about this stubble, and apologized with a smile: "I'm sorry, Miss Xiao, I have an appointment today!" ”
Xiao Xiao was a little surprised: "Who asked you out?" Shen Mengqing? ”
"Bah, why did you mention him for no reason? We're all done, okay? ”
Xiao Xiao pouted: "Why is there such a big reaction?" It's like stepping on your tail! Does the mention of him make your little heart pound? ”
Su Siqi rolled her eyes: "I'm too lazy to pay attention to you, Lin Haonan has cooked a meal at home, wait for me to go back and eat!" ”
"Take me with you," Xiao Xiao said cheekily, "I haven't tasted Representative Lin's craftsmanship yet!" ”
Su Siqi thought for a moment and said, "It's not impossible...... But forget it today, he didn't prepare, let's do it next time. ”
"There's no need to prepare, one of you can save one bite is enough for me to eat." Xiao Xiao relied on her.
Su Siqi was unmoved: "No, your sudden appearance will scare him." ”
"Hmph, if you don't go, you won't go," Xiao Xiao also rolled his eyes: "I'm looking for friends to eat and drink spicy food, there is a new Brazilian barbecue restaurant on Xinhua Road, I'll go to eat a big meal now, I'll kill you!" ”
"I'm not hungry at all, I have a loving meal." Su Siqi smiled and quarreled with her and went downstairs.
Xiao Xiao suddenly remembered and said, "Siqi, why do I think that Representative Lin has something on his mind during this time, he always looks like he is in trouble, has he encountered any difficulties?" ”
"No, it's the end of the year, there are too many things, it's tiring. I also advised him to take it easy, take his time, and don't break his body. He won't listen! ”
"No, according to my intuition, he seems to be in trouble, you have time to ask him, he may be embarrassed to take the initiative, but if you ask, he may say it." Xiao Xiao said in the tone of a psychological expert: "Men, they are all arrogant, they hide everything in their hearts, they are afraid that we women will worry when they say it, in fact, from a psychological point of view, women are often more able to withstand pressure than men." ”
"Really?" Su Siqi looked at her, "Then I'll ask him today." ”
Xiao Xiao quipped: "Don't let his family disagree with your marriage, he doesn't dare to tell you, right?" ”
"you, his parents don't know how much they like me, everything is ready, just wait for me to go back and be a bride!" Su Siqi fought back against her: "Why are you like this? I can't look down on others, and when I see that I'm getting married, the envy, jealousy and hatred in my heart are green! ”
"If the eyes are green, it's a wolf, but it's a beautiful peacock."
"A little common sense, okay? The ones who opened the screen were all male peacocks, and the female peacocks were gray and ugly. ”
The two of them broke up on the side of the road, Su Siqi has not driven since the accident, and commutes by subway every day, she found that it is actually more convenient to take the subway than to drive by herself, fast and good, no traffic lights, no traffic jams, and no need to concentrate, just sit on the chair and take a nap with your eyes closed.
It's just that she has to walk a little at both ends, she thinks it's not bad, she used to get on and off the car every day, the family company is a line, lack of exercise, and now it's good to walk a section as exercise.
She bought some fruit on the way and carried it upstairs. As soon as he knocked, Lin Haonan opened the door, looking a little nervous: "You're here." ”
Su Siqi stretched her neck and looked into the room, huh! Candlelight dinner, no wonder his expression is a little weird, probably embarrassed.
She handed him the fruit and joked, "Yes, Comrade Kobayashi is getting more and more sensible!" ”
"Wash your hands and eat. I did what I did in the book, but I don't know how well the steak was cooked. ”
"Don't bite it!" Su Siqi washed her hands in the kitchen and said, "I like to be medium-cooked, no blood, and not old." ”
Lin Haonan didn't answer her, Su Siqi washed her hands and came out to see, it turned out that he was pouring wine. The pouring red wine looks especially good in a clear glass, like a flowing ruby.
When Su Siqi followed Shen Mengqing, she drank a lot of good wine and recognized some brands. She picked up the wine bottle and looked at it, it was okay, it was a domestic Yiyuan, and a bottle of such wine would cost hundreds of yuan.
The rectangular dining table was moved to the middle of the room, and there were candlesticks at both ends, which were newly bought, and the silver candlesticks were carved with flowers, which was very exquisite. In the middle of the table is a low craft basket filled with red roses.
To be honest, Su Siqi was a little surprised in her heart, seeing Lin Haonan busy every day, she didn't know when he secretly bought these things back.
Lin Haonan turned off the lights, and the room darkened, only the candles on the two candlesticks were burning quietly, lighting up this small place.
Lin Haonan raised his glass to her at the other end of the table: "Siqi, thank you." ”
Su Siqi smiled and asked, "What do you thank me?" ”
"Thank you for your kindness, your tolerance, and the touch you have brought me. Thank you for agreeing to marry me. ”
"You've already said that." Su Siqi took a sip of wine and looked at him with a smile: "Something fresh." ”
Lin Haonan took a sip of wine, and then said, "Siqi, I'm sorry. ”
"Why say you're sorry?"
"I've done too many wrong things to you, but you still choose to forgive me."
"Don't talk about the past, we should look forward."
"Yes, we should look forward." Lin Haonan stood up, leaned over and clinked glasses with her: "We drank this first glass of wine." ”
The two wine glasses touched slightly, making a crisp sound, in the candlelight, Lin Haonan's expression was a little strange, he kept staring at her, as if he was looking at her affectionately, and as if he just wanted her to drink the wine.
Seeing Su Siqi leaning his neck and drinking the wine, Lin Haonan breathed a sigh of relief, and poured the wine into his mouth as soon as he raised his head.
The two of them sat down to eat steak, and in the dimly lit space, they only heard the slight sound of knives and forks hitting plates.
Although Lin Haonan fried steak for the first time, it tasted good, Su Siqi took the first bite, and gave him a thumbs up, and suddenly remembered Xiao Zixiao's words, so he asked, "Do you have anything on your mind recently?" Always listless. ”
Lin Haonan was stunned for a moment and said, "No, I'm just too tired." ”
"If there is anything, you can tell me, although I am not a very capable person, I can also share some of it for you." Su Siqi said seriously: "When I encounter something, you help me, if you encounter something, I can also help you, we are about to get married, and we are a family." ”
Lin Haonan's eyes flashed, he was thinking, if she really told Su Siqi, what would she do? Will you willingly go to jail for him?
"I'm really fine, but I'm glad you can say that," he said slowly, "Siqi, I didn't misunderstand you, no matter what you become in the future, I will always love you, and I will always love you." ”
Su Siqi felt funny: "Am I not what I am now, what else can I become?" It's not too fleshy to always love to come and go. ”
Lin Haonan smiled, walked over and poured wine for her, poured his own cup too, and said, "For the sake of fleshy love, let's have a toast." ”
Su Siqi glanced at him and said, "Hao Nan, why do I always think you're a little weird tonight?" ”
Lin Haonan asked, "What's the blame?" ”
Su Siqi thought for a while and said, "I always like to say meaty things, which is very sensational." ”
Lin Haonan laughed and said, "You drank the wine, how about I read a poem to you?" ”
"Did you write it yourself?"
"Of course, I think I was also a top student in the department and the president of the literary club. It's not hard for me to write a poem. ”
"Okay, talking counts." Su Siqi really leaned her neck and swallowed the wine in a few sips.
Lin Haonan returned to his seat and began to recite the poem, his eyes were sincere, and his voice was slow:
To remember is to forget
I will no longer recall,
Forget me, too,
On this late autumn night.
If happiness is sadness,
I will grieve until I am old,
A man sits under the linden tree,
Quiet for you.
If a moment is eternity,
I'm going to hold on for this moment,
In the long years,
Remember your smile like a first flower.
"Oh, don't read it, it's sad, if you want to make it, make a cheerful song."
"Actually, love is a tragedy," Lin Haonan gently shook the wine in the glass, and lowered his voice: "I am also a tragedy." ”
Su Siqi didn't hear the latter sentence clearly, and asked, "What did you say?" ”
Lin Haonan shook his head, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, Su Siqi felt strange, because she felt that Lin Haonan was smiling bitterly, she stood up and wanted to recite a poem, but suddenly felt dizzy, as if drunk, her body shook, and quickly held on to the table.
Lin Haonan seemed to be taken aback when he looked at her like this: "Siqi, are you drunk?" ”
"No," Su Siqi shook her head: "How can two glasses of red wine make me drunk, I'm not drunk." So she sat down, her eyes glazed over. I don't know if it's because the candlelight is shaking all the time, so it seems that everything around is moving.
Lin Haonan helped her to sit on the sofa and turned on the light again, "Siqi, I really have something to ask you." ”
"You say, as long as I can help, I will help."
Lin Haonan took out a stack of lists and put them on the coffee table, "The business I did in partnership with my friends was sued by the company, our company is strictly managed, and employees are not allowed to work part-time, so I need you to take my place, anyway, you will resign at the end of the year, what do you think?" ”
Su Siqi's words were a little vague: "What do you want me to do?" ”
"You sign these lists, and I will show them to the company to prove that I am not a party."
"That's not easy, I'll just sign it." Su Siqi picked up a sheet and looked at it carefully, but the paper was densely packed with numbers, like a group of small tadpoles crawling around, and she was even more dizzy, "What are these?" ”
"It's just some past lists, the previous ones, I changed my signature to yours." Lin Haonan handed her the pen: "Sign it, no problem." I'm going to fax it to the company early tomorrow morning. ”
Su Siqi picked up the pen, brushed and began to sign, her mind was dizzy, and she didn't forget to joke: "I haven't seen anything, don't sell me." ”
Lin Haonan's face changed slightly, but Su Siqi didn't look at him at all, and continued to smile and said, "How do I feel that I am signing a deed of sale!" ”
Lin Haonan smiled: "Yes, you sold yourself to me!" ”