There is a kind of love called letting go, if it was before, he would definitely feel that people who say this kind of thing are farting, if he really likes someone, then he can't wait to hold it in his hand, cover it in his heart, and hold it in his mouth.

How can you be willing to let go?

It's just that, looking at Shen Yuxin's stunned appearance after hearing his words, and the brilliance that suddenly lit up in his eyes, Fang Musheng smiled bitterly.

Just hearing Fang Musheng's words, of course Shen Yuxin didn't believe it, she even felt that the reason why Fang Musheng said this was just to test her and see if she still wanted to run.

However, the eyes do not deceive.

Looking at Fang Musheng's affectionate and resolute eyes, and the wry smile on his face, what else did he not understand?

It's just that she is still a little incredulous, Fang Musheng is so persistent about her, why did he suddenly think of letting her go?

Seeing Shen Yuxin's confused face, Fang Musheng wanted to smile freely, but found that he couldn't do it at all.

In the end, Fang Musheng grinned at the corners of his mouth, revealing a smile that was more ugly than crying, which made Shen Yuxin inexplicably sad.

"I know, you must hate me, huh!"

Fang Musheng's Adam's apple moved, and he spoke with difficulty.

Hearing this, Shen Yuxin didn't say anything, but her silence obviously showed everything.

Fang Musheng was right, she hated him, but this hatred was buried in her heart, but she couldn't say it, she always felt that at this time, if she directly admitted that she was very Fang Musheng, Fang Musheng would probably not be able to bear it.

Of course, she didn't dare to talk much at this time, she was afraid that if she talked too much, she would accidentally provoke Fang Musheng.

He finally agreed to let her go, she didn't want to watch Fang Musheng get angry and regret it, in that case, she might really have to stay here for the rest of her life.

It is an incomparably cruel thing to stay with someone you don't love, until you are old, until you die.

Originally, after marrying Fang Musheng, seeing Fang Musheng's paranoia and madness, Shen Yuxin was ready to sink into hell, but she didn't expect it.

Suddenly, Fang Musheng actually promised to let her go, and her time appeared bright again.

This light was too important to her, and there must be no surprise.

Seeing that Shen Yuxin was silent, Fang Musheng couldn't help but feel even more sad.

Although he had an answer in his heart, seeing Shen Yuxin's series of inductions, his heart, which had finally become hot, secretly became cold again.

It's like being poured a basin of cold water on someone's head in the ice and snow, and the cold air penetrates into the bones and hits the heart and lungs.

Fang Musheng took a deep breath, suppressed the bitter emotions in his heart, and looked up at Shen Yuxin's eyebrows carefully, his eyes looked focused as if he wanted to suck her into his eyes.

This is the only person he loves, and may always love in the future, and this is also the person he has been pursuing, waiting, but never being able to get.

However, after Yuxin leaves, he should be happy, at least, much happier than following him.

Fang Musheng thought like this, the corners of his mouth hooked, and he laughed at himself.

He sighed and said softly, "Yes, you should hate me, after all, I have done too many wrong things and caused too much harm to you. ”

After saying that, Fang Musheng lowered his head, looking very lost and sad.

Shen Yuxin looked at his drooping head, his eyes suddenly moistened, bit his lip, and suddenly said, "I'm sorry." ”

Fang Musheng's body stiffened, and when he raised his head to look at Shen Yuxin, his eyes were full of confusion, and then the confusion disappeared, replaced by bitterness.

"Oh, what are you sorry for, if you really want to say sorry, I should say it to you."

Fang Musheng paused, and his Adam's apple moved a few times before he continued: "Yuxin, I'm sorry. ”

Shen Yuxin's eyes blinked, and two lines of hot tears flowed down his cheeks, he looked at Fang Musheng in front of him who was obviously so sad and still desperately smiling at her, and shook his head vigorously.

With a crying voice, he said: "No, I am the one who should say sorry." ”

Shen Yuxin closed his eyes deeply and buried his head deeply.

"Actually, I already knew that you liked me, but I didn't reject you explicitly, I should have rejected you a long time ago, didn't I, so you don't have to fall so deep."

"At that time, I only had one good friend from you, and we talked almost nothing, but I never told you that I always had someone I liked, and I had it before I met you."

"When I knew you liked me, I also thought about telling you about it, so that you don't spend too much time on me, but I don't dare to tell you."

"I'm afraid that after I tell you, you will leave me, in that case, I really don't have a friend, so I just keep dragging you, in fact, it's really me who is sorry for you, Mu Sheng, I ......"

Shen Yuxin raised his head with tears in his eyes and looked at Fang Musheng, who was already stunned, and he didn't know what to say.

She sobbed softly, and though she tried her best to hide her cry, she made a sound like a kitten whimpering.

Shen Yu's words were undoubtedly a bolt from the blue for Fang Musheng, and he was stunned in place at once.

He sat in his chair in a daze, his body stiff, his head buzzing, and his head ached.

It turns out that Yuxin knows everything?

Did you already know?

Scold!

Fang Musheng had always thought that Shen Yuxin didn't understand his feelings, so he had been waiting for Shen Yuxin to find out what he was thinking.

At that time, when he was young, the two stuck together all day long, and he thought about it very romanticly.

They met in their teens, if he had accompanied Shen Yuxin since then, then the two of them could be regarded as childhood sweethearts!

Childhood sweetheart,What a beautiful word。

Moreover, he began to take care of Shen Yuxin from the time soon he met her, of course, Shen Yuxin would sometimes do something for Fang Musheng.

It's not so much a return, it's more like helping each other as a family.

In short, those days were really heartwarming.

It's just that the only fly in the ointment is that Shen Yuxin has never been able to perceive his feelings.

However, it doesn't matter, anyway, the two of them still have a long, long time, Shen Yuxin is slow to open his mind, he can wait all the time.

Moreover, Shen Yuxin has only one good friend, which makes him extremely satisfied, and for other boys, Shen Yuxin basically won't look at it.

This made him feel even more relieved, and he always thought that Shen Yuxin would definitely marry him in the future, because they were childhood sweethearts, not only that, but the two of them had supported each other together for so many years.

He still likes Shen Yuxin so much, it makes no sense that Shen Yuxin will marry another man as soon as he opens his mind.

Because, isn't the one who has the most contact with her Fang Musheng?

However, what he never expected was that before he knew it, Shen Yuxin suddenly decided to marry Jiang Yuanheng.

When he got the news, his eyes went dark, and his mind seemed to be arguing and fighting with countless people, and they were all about to become a pot of porridge.

When he sobered up a little, his first thought was that the news was fake, and when he finally learned that Xiao was true, he only felt that his eyes were black, and a certain piece of his heart suddenly shattered.

At that moment, he realized that in this world, there are not so many things to take for granted, even if Shen Yuxin and he are childhood sweethearts, even when he is abroad, he is the one who has always been by Shen Yuxin's side and has always taken care of Shen Yuxin.

However, in the end, Shen Yuxin still became someone else's bride.

He never knew it, it turned out that Shen Yuxin had always known and knew that he liked her.

Moreover, he and Shen Yuxin have been friends for so many years, but he didn't know that Shen Yuxin had a favorite person from a long time ago, and that person must be Jiang Yuanheng!

Suddenly, he understood everything.

No wonder, no wonder, no wonder Shen Yuxin suddenly remembered marrying Jiang Yuanheng, and without warning, she became Jiang Yuanheng's wife.

It's just that, in this case, why did she joke with him at that time, saying that she wanted to match him and Yao Zishi?

Fang Musheng thought like this, and unconsciously said this sentence His voice was very small, almost muttering to himself, knowing that Shen Yuxin was very close to him, and now he had been watching him, for fear that she would have some discomfort.

Hearing this, she originally felt that she shouldn't have made her words clear, because, looking at Fang Musheng's state at this time, it was really not good, and no one knew if he would regret it for a while and not let her leave.

It's just that Fang Musheng's appearance is too pitiful, or maybe these words have been held in Shen Yuxin's heart for a long time, and in the end, she gritted her teeth and said it anyway.

"I matched you with Yao Zishi at the beginning, but it wasn't a joke."

Shen Yuxin said a word, suddenly stopped, raised her eyes and quietly looked at Fang Musheng, thinking that if he had any bad reaction, she would not say any more.

This matter is too cruel for Fang Musheng.

Thinking of the blow caused to him by the death of Fang Musheng's parents and eldest brother, and thinking of what the housekeeper had said to her, Shen Yu's heart was sour, and his eyes were full of guilt when he looked at Fang Musheng.

"At that time, I really wanted you to be with Yao Zishi, because I felt that if you found someone you liked, you wouldn't pay attention to me."

"As your best friend, I also want you to be happy, I don't want you to be obsessed with a fruitless love all the time, but I didn't expect that you really don't like Yao Zishi."

Not only does he dislike Yao Zishi, but he doesn't like anyone except Shen Yuxin.

Listening to Shen Yuxin's words, Fang Musheng suddenly chuckled, and for some reason, he suddenly wanted to laugh a few times.

Maybe, he just thinks his life is too ridiculous, and his love is even more of a big joke!

Seeing that Fang Musheng laughed a few times, and a few tears were forced out of the corners of his eyes, Shen Yuxin suddenly panicked.

The reason why she said these words was just that she didn't want to deceive Fang Musheng, but she really didn't want to make Fang Musheng sad.