Such a Fang Musheng, Shen Yuxin is the first time to see it.

He had never heard Fang Musheng say such a thing, whether it was the content of the words or the infinite emotions contained in the words, it made Shen Yuxin feel a trip in his heart, and for some reason, his nose suddenly became sour.

Yuxin, do you hate me?

Of course she hates!

Since she was a child, she has lost her own mother, and she has lived a hard life with her grandmother, and later, when her grandmother left, she was taken home by Shen's father, but she was faced with a group of "relatives" who treated her coldly.

Originally, although she hated Shen's father after learning about her life experience, she was just a teenager at that time, and she naturally longed for her father's love.

When she was a child, the children in the village often pointed at her nose and called her a wild child, a wild child without a father.

Later, when her mother was gone, others always looked at her with sympathy, and swept away a handful of non-existent tears, saying that she was a poor orphan.

In fact, whether the person who spoke had good intentions or malicious intentions, she didn't like it, not at all.

She didn't want to be a wild child, and she didn't want to be an orphan.

Therefore, when she finally had a "home", although she hated other people in that family, she still had some expectations for Shen's father.

Anyway, it was her biological father after all.

With Shen's father here, she seems to be strong but is extremely fragile, and she finally has a sense of security in her heart.

She's not a wild child, she has a father, and she has a home, although she doesn't like that home, and she hates it.

Shen Yuxin didn't see anyone other than Shen's father as her family, and Shen's mother, who wanted to teach her a lesson when she saw her all day long, made her even more annoying because of the eyes of the group of people who stared at him like the local dogs in the village.

She knew that it was because of the ugly woman in the family that her father was snatched away.

At will, she even thought that one day, she would have to drive those outsiders away.

knew that what she didn't expect was that for this family, she was the real outsider, and even Father Shen had a very bad attitude towards her.

As if she were not his long-lost daughter, but a disgrace!

Yes, shame!

Later, when she grew up, she was sent to school abroad by Shen's father, and in this short period of time, she also figured out many things.

I figured out that Shen's father was weak-hearted, and I understood the rejection of her by others, and I figured it out, Shen's father didn't treat her as a daughter at all.

In Shen's father's eyes, she is just a time, time, bomb, and bomb, and she can poke out his previous ugly things at any time.

And she also understood one thing better, her mother had to die, just because Shen's father was too angry in the past to love face.

It's only ridiculous that her naïve mother was deceived when she was young, and finally ended up dying young.

Her childhood was undoubtedly spent in a difficult environment, when she followed her grandmother, the environment was difficult, she entered the Shen family, and suffered mentally.

Later, when he finally married the man he liked, Jiang Yuanheng still looked disdainful of her, not only that, but the insults to her were endless.

Oh hello, she left pregnant, thinking that her voice should be like this, and even sometimes, she felt a little comforted.

Anyway, she had a little life in her belly, and she was all that little life.

Perhaps, that is the most comfortable and happiest day, with relatives by her side, even if she is separated from the person she loves, even if Jiang Yuanheng doesn't know how difficult she was at that time.

It's just that I didn't expect that God was not kind to her, and suddenly gave her a surprise when she was already desperate.

Seeing Jiang Yuanheng again, and then falling in love and knowing each other, all thought it was like a dream.

And this dream was really short-lived, lasting less than a year.

The key is that this dream was broken by Fang Musheng's own hands, and her happiness was also destroyed by Fang Musheng's own hands.

The kind of pain that is not easy to lose again, the feeling of being reluctant to leave the two people you love the most, only taste it once, and it will be unforgettable and painful.

Fang Musheng didn't know, but in just half a month, how many times she had thought about extreme thoughts.

Commit suicide, kill Fang Musheng and escape......

These terrifying thoughts passed through her mind one by one, but in the end they were eliminated by one thing, she couldn't, she couldn't die, she couldn't go to prison, she couldn't bring any stain to Shen Nianjiu and Jiang Yuanheng, she couldn't give Fang Musheng any chance to tell Jiang Yuanheng's life experience.

So, she could only endure it.

However, it is an extremely terrible thing to endure.

She didn't dare to meet Fang Musheng too much, because she was really afraid that she would do irreparable things to Fang Musheng on an impulse, so most of the time, she chose to lock herself in the house.

However, it is not good to be locked in a house, the room is too big, she is alone in it, and she can bear it if she doesn't talk to others for a day.

She can endure not talking to others for two days, guts, and what about the third, fourth, and fifth days?

Sometimes, she felt that she wanted to go crazy more than Fang Musheng, in order to suppress the mania in her heart, and in order to escape Fang Musheng, she chose to lie in bed and sleep.

Until she slept upside down and lost sleep at night, she found that her mood was even more manic, and sleeping turned out to be ineffective.

Later, she tried to go out, of course this exit was not to point out the gate, Fang Musheng could not let her go out of the gate freely, if she went out, there would be bodyguards behind her.

The good name is to protect her, but in fact, it is to monitor her, and at the same time remind her hard.

"Young lady, you can't go any further."

Every time it came to this time, Shen Yuxin would lower his head and look at the ground under his feet.

Although it was paved with gray and dry leaves, the road was flat.

Her eyes flickered a few times, and she would also mumble to herself: "It's obviously flat ground, and there is no obstacle at all, why can't you go?" ”

Naturally, the bodyguards will not respond to her, they will only block her in front of her like a mountain, without a look.

Immediately, she would think that she was wrong, how could there be no obstacles?

Aren't these bodyguards her obstacles?

Fang Musheng trapped her, she and Fang Musheng fought wits and courage, although they didn't let him take advantage of it, Shen Yuxin was not easy, let alone proud.

Because, since she married Shen Yuxin, after she arrived here, she guessed this result, so, from the beginning, she was desperate, painful, and tenaciously struggling, and even thought about it more than once.

If Fang Musheng forced her, then she would die.

After the first night, she suddenly figured out that she would never have a relationship with anyone other than Jiang Yuanheng, this was her bottom line.

At the same time, she was also extremely lucky, glad that on the wedding night, Fang Musheng saw that she was very drunk, so he didn't have a relationship with her.

So far, she is still clean, and she is still Jiang Yuanheng alone.

"Jade Heart, Jade Heart ......"

The anxious call called her back to her senses, feeling the shadows on her head and the strength on her arms and the wetness on her cheeks.

Only then did she react, I don't know when, she actually cried, and she cried very much, as if she wanted to cry out all the grievances.

Actually, she rarely cries.

When she was a child, she was miserable, and when she cried, her grandmother was uncomfortable, and her grandmother was old, and she didn't want to see her grandmother's uncomfortable appearance, so if she hadn't encountered something too sad, she wouldn't have cried if she hadn't been killed.

However, this time she really cried, crying so much that her clothes were wet with tears, which also made Fang Musheng cry panicked.

It's not that she wants to cry, Shen Yuxin raised her right hand, touched the place on her chest, and gently pressed it twice.

Heart, it hurts so much.

In fact, when Fang Musheng asked that question, he had to carry a little rabbit in his arms, up and down.

He was apprehensive.

According to the things he did to Shen Yuxin, no matter who he put it on, he should hate him!

No, I hate him to the bone, and I can't wait to peel off his skin.

What's more, Shen Yuxin is still different from others, Fang Musheng knows that she was bitter when she was a child.

It's very bitter!

Although Shen Yuxin has never told him about her childhood, she has been friends with Shen Yuxin for so many years, and she has seen the shamelessness of Shen's father and the Shen family more than once.

Just by guessing, he could tell that Shen Yuxin must have suffered a lot when he was a child.

He also knew that Shen Yuxin had always been very bitter, and later met a Jiang Yuanheng, and he was even more heartbroken by him.

It's just that she finally lived a happy life, although Fang Musheng has never had a good impression of Jiang Yuanheng, and he doesn't think that Jiang Yuanheng can bring Shen Yuxin a happier life.

However, he can't help but admit that when it comes to love, he is clearly a loser.

Only, what about later?

He, who has always claimed to love Shen Yuxin and wants Yuxin to be happy, finally shattered the happiness she had so hard to get.

Later, he forced her like that, and almost took away all her smiles in the end.

His favorite jade heart almost died of unhappiness for the rest of his life.

With him like this, can Yuxin forgive?

Heh, while anxiously waiting for Shen Yuxin's answer, he directly sentenced himself to death, and at the same time made a decision.

And when he saw Shen Yuxin stunned for a moment, and tears fell like a curtain of rain, he couldn't hold back any longer, and guilt washed away all his mental defenses like a torrent.

Occupying his limbs and bones, at that moment, he deeply realized that the damage he had done to Shen Yuxin was far greater than he could have imagined!

At this time, he suddenly understood the meaning of that sentence.

If you love someone, then try your best to make her happy, even if the person who can bring her happiness is not you.

Looking at Shen Yuxin's tearful appearance, Fang Musheng squatted down, his nose was sore, and his eyes were even redder.

Desperately suppressed the urge to cry, sniffed, and said softly in a hoarse voice mixed with a nasal voice: "Don't cry, I'll let you go, okay?" ”