Chapter Fifty-Eight: Let Dreams Shine into Your Heart
Many young boys and girls have had their own initial dreams, some people have been moving forward along the dream, even if the dream is far away, they will not give up, and some people have given up or deviated from their dream halfway due to various reasons in reality. When the sunshine of dreams shines into my heart again, and the passion of dreams is stimulated again and burned again, my heart suddenly seems to be lit with a bright lamp, warm and bright, and it seems to have found a needle in the ocean of life.
In fact, Guoguo's dream has always been to be a host, Guoguo especially likes to watch the food program of Central Radio 2, and she is also willing to be the host of that kind of program, her dream seems to have nothing to do with the major she is studying now, and it seems to be an unrealistic dream in the eyes of some people. But Guoguo does have the talent to be a host, and she often takes the initiative to sign up for the host election when the school or class holds parties, because she has been very fond of hosting since she was a child, and she hosts it very well. She doesn't know if she will be able to realize her true dream in the future, but she has already thought that as long as she has time and opportunity, she will still chase her dream according to her inner thoughts, and only in this way can she dispel the pain in her heart. She had warned herself before not to fall into the whirlpool of love, but she still fell hopelessly into her sweet love with Zhao Ziyang, so that she was now covered in scars.
Guoguo thought that it might be difficult to experience a love again in the future, Ye Bufan disappeared for so many years, he fell in love with another girl, and Zhao Ziyang fell in love with the beautiful and excellent Wang Ruodan because of amnesia. Will she still be able to believe that there is any beautiful love waiting for her in the future?
Maybe the relationship between her and Ye Bufan is just an ignorant, young and ethereal cute love episode, and there is not only a real, beautiful, sweet and shy love with Zhao Ziyang, but also a stormy pain like life and death.
After a period of inner cultivation and adjustment, Guoguo felt that she could basically let go of this relationship.
Guoguo's biggest advantage is that she dares to love and hate, and she is an optimistic girl who can afford to take anything and let it go, although she is emotionally difficult to accept such an ending for a while, but she is very good at adjusting herself. If you can't catch it, you have to let it go, because after a long time, you will be sad and heartbroken, it is better to face the gains and losses calmly, face the emotions calmly, and everything will come and go with the wind. Because anyone and everything will become a thing of the past, don't get along with it, no matter how difficult it is, you must learn to withdraw from it.
In fact, her parents gave her the name "Guoguo", hoping that she would be happy like a pistachio no matter what the environment is.
She thought that the only thing she could pursue in the future was her dream, and she would devote all her time to her dream, maybe then she would feel that her life was more valuable and meaningful.
This dream of hers does not seem to have much to do with the major she is studying now, but it is actually inextricably linked. Their teachers' college specializes in Mandarin training courses, and the minimum level of graduation must be at least level 2. Of course, the host's requirements for Mandarin are higher, at least one level. Their school will also often carry out some speech contests to focus on cultivating students' comprehensive quality.
Guoguo seems to be a different person now, and now she has become more diligent than anyone else, she not only works hard to learn professional knowledge and practice Mandarin hard, but she also wants to be admitted to graduate school and the Communication University of China, which is also her dream all along. Although Guoguo can speak well, likes to talk endlessly, and speaks Mandarin well, if you want to be an excellent host in the future, you must also practice more standard Mandarin, because speaking Mandarin well is a prerequisite for being a good host.
When Guoguo told Jingya her idea, Jingya smiled and nodded, thinking that Guoguo's idea was very good, being a host was more in line with her personality, and she loved hosting so much. However, it is not so easy to get admitted to the Communication University of China as a graduate student, and it should be said that it is quite difficult.
In order not to discourage Guoguo's enthusiasm, Jingya only said words to encourage and support Guoguo: "Communication University of China has cultivated many excellent hosts, I support you, come on Guoguo!" I hope your dreams come true!"
"Jingya, thank you! I'll definitely do my best. I also know that it is quite difficult to get admitted to this school for graduate school, but I must give it a try, maybe if I don't try, I don't know how much potential I have, hahahaha....." Guoguo became excited as she spoke. Jingya also laughed, Guoguo has dreams, and she also has dreams, yes, the seeds of dreams take root and sprout in your heart, as long as you water them with your heart, maybe your dreams can become a big tree.
Jingya because she has loved literature since she was a child, she not only wants to be a teacher, but also wants to be a writer, especially loves to read novels, and recently became obsessed with youth novels and fantasy novels, and the impulse to write novels has long germinated in her heart, and the dream of a writer often shines into her heart, but she is not confident and afraid that she will fail if she writes well. She feels that most of the girls around her have the most youthful personality, with endless fantasies and dreams, different boys and girls have different stories, and different wonderful stories are performed on the stage of life, those beautiful and lovely girls and handsome and talented boys seem to be more eye-catching, more eye-catching, and the stories seem to be richer than ordinary people. In particular, the personality of her best friend Guoguo and the stories she has experienced have deeply infected her, and of course, there are more stories of other girls.
Jingya now returns to her dormitory as soon as school ends, burrows into her own small space, picks up a pen and notebook, and begins to conceive and write stories. Jingya has been silent in the bedroom like this for several days in a row, no matter how noisy and interesting things in the dormitory are, it seems that they have nothing to do with her.
So everyone is very strange, what happened to Jingya lately? Without everyone knowing, they began to worry about Jingya inexplicably, thinking that Jingya would suffer from depression?
"Guoguo, what's wrong with Jingya lately? Why did she get into her bed without saying a word as soon as she came back, and still drew the curtains, could she be stimulated by anything? Tian Tian and Ye Zi asked Guoguo softly.
Guoguo thinks no, she has been busy studying broadcasting and hosting classes and reading books for graduate school recently, she really didn't notice these, she thought that Jingya would be as busy reading books as she was, when Jingya talked to her about her dreams a few days ago, she said that her biggest dream was to be a writer, and she said that she also wanted to be a graduate student in this school, and then chose to stay in school and write while teaching.
Guoguo guessed that Jingya was either reading a book, or maybe she was writing something?
Guoguo gently opened Jingya's curtains, wanting to see what Jingya was doing in her own independent little world?
Guoguo opened the curtain and looked, sure enough, she saw Jingya holding a pen in the notebook and didn't know what she was writing? I don't know if I'm writing a diary or a story? was so engrossed that Guoguo didn't even notice when she opened the curtains, and Guoguo wanted to know more and more what Jingya was writing? When Guoguo stretched her head over to take a look, Jingya was startled and glared angrily: "Guoguo, you didn't even say hello and broke into my private forbidden place." Jingya hurriedly closed the notebook, for fear that Guoguo would see it. This teased Guoguo's curiosity more and more, and the more Jingya didn't let her see it, the more she wanted to see it. However, if Jingya's private diary is not allowed to be seen, she will not read it.
"Jingya, what are you writing in your private space these days without saying a word, can you show me?" Guoguo smiled mischievously at Jingya and said.
"Not yet, I'll show it to you when I'm done, okay?" Jing Ya said with a mysterious smile at Guoguo.
"What the hell are you writing about? So mysterious. Guoguo asked.
When Jingya tells Guoguo that she is writing a story, about a girl (although it is more difficult to write a novel, which is a fictional way to create an art world that feels realistic). Guoguo thinks that Jingya's idea is very good, Jingya is so talented in literature, she supports Jingya very much, and very much hopes that Jingya can write her own story. But Jingya didn't tell Guoguo whose story she was going to write, and she was afraid of touching on Guoguo's pain.
Everyone finally knew why Jingya hid in her own private space as soon as she returned to the dormitory, it turned out to be writing stories.
So everyone scrambled to tell their own moving and wonderful stories, and asked Jingya to write her stories as moving as possible and write more about her own advantages. That Tian Tian can tell his story as sweet as a jujube, and Ye Zi can tell his story very sensational, which can make people want to cry when they listen to it. Song Lu told her story as domineering as a woman. Only Guoguo was silent as everyone scrambled to tell their stories, because only her story recalled what hurt her the most. She originally thought that time might shatter all the painful memories, but the images of her pain could still clearly appear in her mind, but she didn't say it, and she was like two people who usually talked about her.
Jingya now thinks about writing stories whenever she has time, but she wants to write Guoguo's story the most, maybe she thinks that a girl like Guoguo has more personality and more story content to explore. Of course, like herself, there is also Song Lu. Ye Zi and Tian Tian also have stories, and she suddenly felt that the prototype of real life, if it is processed and transformed, may become an important role in the story. There are many different people in a person's life, and different people have different stories.
Of course, writing a story can also be completely fictional, and a novel can be a fictional one that can be imaginatively imaginative. Many people say that writers are originally dreamers, and this is true. But sometimes dreams can also come from the real world in which she lives.
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It's easier and faster to write stories in the d document, and Jingya is now dreaming of buying a laptop. But she doesn't have the money to buy it now. When she was very young, her father died unexpectedly, she has been with her mother since she was a child, her mother is a Chinese teacher in a mountain village elementary school, her mother was beautiful when she was young, she can sing and dance, versatile, and there are many rich boys who pursue her, but her mother chose her father who was born poor, but her father was sunny and handsome at the time, and his writing was beautiful, and he also fascinated many girls. Because my father was born in a poor mountain village, his family was extremely poor. However, her mother not only did not dislike her father, but also returned to the small mountain village with her father to teach without hesitation. Although the days are hard, their lives are simple, full and happy! But these happy days did not last long. When she was 10 years old, her father flew into a landslide and a mudslide that buried him completely under the mud and rocks, and her father left her and her mother forever.
Now that her mother is relying on a person's salary to support her and provide for her to go to college, she is really embarrassed to ask her mother for money to buy a computer, she has thought about earning money to buy a computer herself. She worked as a tutor and made some money, but it was still not enough, she now has a lot of inspiration, and she also thought that she could earn manuscript fees by writing manuscripts for magazines, and she could earn manuscript fees by writing novels. However, she enthusiastically submitted many times, and finally fell into the sea, she realized how difficult it was to earn manuscript fees through writing, and even more difficult to be a good writer, and she had lost confidence in her own writing. It wasn't until one time one of her stories was hired by a magazine and earned 800 yuan that she rekindled her confidence in writing. When she earns enough money to buy a computer, she must write more novels, and after earning the manuscript fee, she will buy a mobile phone for her mother.
The dream of being a writer has long taken root in Jingya's heart, and it will illuminate her all the way.