Chapter 59: Memories in the Sun
May time forever crush and clean up painful memories, leaving only good memories.
The coldest winter has finally passed, ushering in the spring of recovery.
In March, spring flowers bloom. The blue sky is like a clear sky, thousands of rays of sunlight sprinkle on the whole campus, making the whole campus look so bright and dazzling, the green leaves shine more brightly under the sunlight, and the colorful flowers show happy smiles in the face of the warm sunshine.
Guoguo hasn't taken pictures for a long time, today I saw the long-lost sunny weather, and then looked at my camera that had been lying down and sleeping, Guoguo decided to take it to take pictures of the campus scenery, and then take beautiful photos of herself, my mother called that day and said that she missed her very much, and asked her to take some recent photos and send them to her.
The warm sunshine gently caressed Guoguo's white and pink cheeks like a mother's hand, giving Guoguo's sad and cold heart a hint of warmth.
"Jingya, I want to go to the campus today to take some photos for my mother, can you accompany me?" The corners of Guoguo's mouth went up, revealing a faint smile.
"Great, I just want to take some beautiful photos." Jingya said with a smile on her face. Jingya hadn't seen Guoguo smile for many days, and it was rare to see Guoguo smile so softly and quietly today, and she was also happy for Guoguo. She hoped that the pistachio that had been laughing all day long would come back soon.
Guoguo and Jingya, with their cameras, came to the small garden of the campus.
How many happy and happy pictures with Zhao Ziyang here have been recorded here, and good memories of her and Zhao Ziyang here flashed in Guoguo's mind.
She misses the happy time with Zhao Ziyang in the past, but such a good time may never be there again in the future, only in the memory. May time forever crush and clean up painful memories, leaving only good memories.
"Guoguo, I'll stand here and take a picture, can you see it?"
"Very good, the background is very beautiful, you can be more natural and smile brighter, it will be even more beautiful!"
Guoguo was clicking on Jingya's different poses and took several shots.
Zhao Ziyang also walked in this direction unconsciously, and he saw a girl from a distance happily taking photos of another girl in different postures.
When he walked in to take a look, he happened to meet Guoguo's smiling smile, a familiar face, but it seemed a little haggard, and there was a faint sadness in his eyes. Zhao Ziyang stared at Guoguo for a long time, it turned out that this girl was Guoguo, some fragments of memory began to churn and splice in his mind, a smile that was always bright as a flower became clearer and clearer in his mind, and the past began to reappear in his mind one by one, it turned out that there were many beautiful memories they shared here.
But after he lost his memory due to a car accident, he mistakenly regarded Wang Ruodan as his beloved girlfriend all the time, and he was also in love with Wang Ruodan, how much harm would this be to Guoguo, what should he do? He was only full of guilt for Guoguo at the moment. Can Guoguo forgive him? And now in order to save his relationship with Guoguo, can he hurt Wang Ruodan again and break up with Wang Ruodan?
Guoguo was also stunned for a while, she was a little overwhelmed, she finally let go of her feelings for him, but she didn't expect Zhao Ziyang to come here at this time, she saw from Zhao Ziyang's affectionate and guilty eyes that Zhao Ziyang seemed to think of her, she was both surprised and flustered.
"Guoguo, I'm sorry, I ......," Zhao Ziyang said to Guoguo with a guilty face.
"Ziyang, if you can remember me, I'm already very happy, all this is not your fault, you don't need to apologize to me." Guoguo comforted Zhao Ziyang and said. Guoguo knew that Zhao Ziyang had recovered his memory, and she was very happy, she didn't care that Wang Ruodan was his girlfriend, she would be happy as long as he could recover his health and memory. Otherwise, she would have been uneasy and blamed herself all the time, after all, Zhao Ziyang was in a car accident because of her. Now she has figured it out, as long as the person she loves is happy, she doesn't have to be with him.
"Guoguo, I want to say to you, in fact, when I regained my memory, I realized that I loved you so much, can you forgive me now?" Zhao Ziyang said to Guoguo.
"Ziyang, I don't have to forgive you, I said I never blamed you, it's not your fault, maybe God is playing, in fact, I also think Wang Ruodan is more suitable for you." Guoguo was already very happy when she heard Zhao Ziyang say that she still loved herself, but Wang Ruodan is now his girlfriend, Wang Ruodan is not only as beautiful as a fairy, but also loves Zhao Ziyang so much, especially after Zhao Ziyang had a car accident, she will never abandon him, and accompany him through the most difficult time, she clearly understands that even if Zhao Ziyang thinks of her, he will not break up with Wang Ruodan for her. She herself didn't want to be caught in this emotional vortex anymore.
Zhao Ziyang heard Guoguo talk about Wang Ruodan, he was silent for a while, Guoguo was right, Wang Ruodan, was so good to him, how could he hurt her again? He felt that he was suddenly unable to make a choice between Guoguo and Wang Ruodan for a while. For Guoguo, since he lost his memory and he took Wang Ruodan as his girlfriend, he had hurt her. But Guoguo said that she didn't blame him, she didn't expect Guoguo's mind to be so broad.
"Ziyang, come here, I'll take a picture of you too." Guoguo smiled and beckoned Ziyang to come over and take a photo, she had taken a lot of photos for him before, and Zhao Ziyang liked every photo she took for him very much.
"Okay, I just haven't taken a picture in a long time." Zhao Ziyang said with a bright smile.
Guoguo and Zhao Ziyang had also forgotten the existence of Wang Ruodan at this time, they didn't think about it for the time being, they didn't think about it, they just wanted to find some happy scenes together that were the same as before.
Guoguo took several shots of Zhao Ziyang, Guoguo seemed to see the previous Zhao Ziyang again, she felt that she and he were like experiencing a storm, and now suddenly the sky was clear again, presenting a brilliant and beautiful clear sky.
Jingya hadn't seen Guoguo smile so happily for many days, Guoguo's face was full of sadness every day during that time, she was so heartbroken for Guoguo, and now she finally saw Guoguo's happy smile. She saw Guoguo and Zhao Ziyang together very happily taking pictures, she took the initiative to leave quietly, Guoguo and Zhao Ziyang finally got together, how could she be a light cannon here?
Zhao Ziyang and Guoguo stayed together, the door of memory was like a valve switch, and all the happy pictures with Guoguo in the past clearly appeared in his mind one by one.
Zhao Ziyang was overjoyed and excited, he finally recovered his memory, what he was most afraid of before was that he was afraid that he would never recover his memory. In fact, during that time, some very vague fragmentary memories of Guoguo also flashed in his mind, but he couldn't remember Guoguo's appearance, so he mistakenly thought that the girl in his mind was Wang Ruodan. Because he was with Wang Ruodan during that time, he thought it was Wang Ruodan. It wasn't until one day that he accidentally found a photo album in his suitcase that he hadn't opened for a long time, which was a lot of photos with Guoguo, that he suddenly woke up to the fact that a lot of memories of this girl in his mind turned out to be Guoguo, could it be that Guoguo was really his girlfriend. What about Wang Ruodan? Why did his mother like Wang Ruodan so much and hate Guoguo so much? Why did his mother tell him that Wang Ruodan was his girlfriend, and he believed it, but he didn't believe that Guoguo was his girlfriend?
Zhao Ziyang stared blankly at these photos, trying to search for memories with Guoguo in his mind, but his mind was still blurry, he turned to a happy photo of him and Guoguo in the small garden of the school, the bright smiling face of Guoguo in the photo was so innocent and beautiful, and the photo they took together was so happy and natural. So he wanted to take a walk in the small garden of the campus to see if he could find some memories of this Guoguo girl.
Unexpectedly, Guoguo was also taking pictures here, so they met unexpectedly. He was shocked when he saw Guoguo's bright and innocent smiling face. The fragments of all the memories began to become clearer and clearer, and they were projected in my mind like a movie.
"Guoguo, thank you, because I saw you today, I seem to remember everything clearly, thank you for spending so many happy days with me in the past, thank you for forgiving me." Zhao Ziyang was full of gratitude to Guoguo.
"Ziyang, I'm already very happy to see that you are recovering so well now and can remember everything, in fact, I should thank you, if you hadn't pushed me away in time, it would have been me in the car accident, and you had borne such a disaster on my behalf, don't you say?" Tears of happiness and excitement bloomed on Guoguo's face.
Yes, they are both grateful to each other and guilty of each other at the same time. How much Zhao Ziyang wanted to tell Guoguo that he wanted to reconcile with her, but what about Wang Ruodan? After all, Wang Ruodan also accompanied him through the most difficult time in his life, did he want to be an ungrateful person? Can he do it? During the time when he lost his memory, Wang Ruodan never abandoned him, and accompanied him every day at school to find lost memories. So he still didn't say to Guoguo, maybe he really wanted to lose Guoguo, in fact, he had already lost Guoguo and hurt Guoguo, but fortunately, Guoguo didn't care about him, never resented him, and thought about Wang Ruodan. He knew that Guoguo must be sad to see him and Wang Ruodan together, if Guoguo still loves him, although Guoguo seems to be very open on the surface, but how sad Guoguo is in her heart, how can she not care?
Zhao Ziyang was both happy and conflicted in his heart, between Guoguo and Wang Ruodan, he didn't know how to choose, no matter which girl he chose, he would hurt the other girl.
"Guoguo, I really want to hug you again now, is that okay?" Zhao Ziyang looked at Guoguo, and especially had the urge to hug Guoguo again. He thought of how happy they had been together before, how happy they were when they hugged each other.
When Guoguo heard Zhao Ziyang's words, he was very surprised, but he didn't expect that after Zhao Ziyang's memory woke up, he still loved himself, otherwise he wouldn't have made such a request to her. But Guoguo hesitated for a while, and she finally let go of her feelings, did she have to be trapped again? But in the face of Zhao Ziyang, whose memory has just recovered, can she refuse? Can't she even say yes to this little request from him?
Guoguo nodded happily and shyly, because they hadn't been together for a long time, and Guoguo felt a little embarrassed.
When Zhao Ziyang hugged her again, he felt that the previous feeling of happiness seemed to come back, he was very intoxicated with this feeling, he hugged Guoguo tightly, for fear that Guoguo would disappear from his eyes, he felt that he still loved Guoguo deeply, but now there was Wang Ruodan between them. He didn't know how to make a choice.
Guoguo felt that after recovering his memory, Zhao Ziyang had really become the same as before, especially the affectionate eyes he looked at her, and the feeling of him holding her and gently stroking her hair with his hand, which made her feel so warm and happy. The feelings she finally let go of, is she going to be trapped again this time? I may not be able to extricate myself again. So what about him, will he give up Wang Ruodan for her? Is he still in love with Wang Ruodan?