Walking alone in this youthful campus, I felt enveloped in a deep black fog, and my whole body felt a deep sense of suffocation.

Watching other people walk in groups, everyone's faces are filled with sweet smiles, and there are little couples shyly holding their little hands, this is their youth, and I, as if I am an outsider, lonely and envious of others.

I walked on the campus with a blank face, it was not class time, I didn't know where to go, I didn't dare to go back to the dormitory, I was like a walking corpse, unconscious, just blankly shuttling through the campus, walking endlessly.

Walking and walking, I walked to the innermost part of the school, there is a clear river, the air here is very good, it is also the most suitable place for young couples to talk about love, the river is paved with pebbles, willow trees along the river, I stand under a willow tree, looking at the river, feeling the autumn breeze, breathing fresh air.

It was quiet and empty, and all of a sudden, I seemed to like it, it was quiet and beautiful, and maybe only here could I feel like I was still in this world.

I sat down slowly, sitting on the pebbles, looking at the river with empty eyes, the river reflected my figure, I wore a hat, wore a mask, covered myself tightly, only showed a pair of big eyes, looked closely, only showed a pair of eyes, I was quite handsome.

However, under the mask, I was ugly, disgusting, and unbearable.

In a trance, I took off my hat and mask, revealing a pockmarked face, this face, clearly appeared in the river, this is the first time I look at my face like this, I can't help laughing at myself, it's so ugly!

My life, my encounters, are all because of this face, if there is no this face, I can live an ordinary life like ordinary people, without this face, Xia Lu may not leave me, without this face, my life must be very exciting.

But it's all because of this face, this ugly face, that my life is full of bad luck!

I slapped myself twice, then picked up the water from the river and threw it on my face, I rubbed hard, trying to wipe off the pockmarks and scars on my face, but no matter how I washed it, the ugly marks on my face were like the sadness in my heart, lingering.

And so, after a long, long time, I got up and prepared to leave.

But at this moment, light footsteps suddenly sounded in my ears, and someone came. I hurriedly put on my mask and hat to cover my face, and at the same time, because of my inexplicable nervousness, I hid by a willow tree.

I saw the footsteps stay where I was just now, I was curious, and quietly stretched out my head to look, I was shocked, the people who came over turned out to be Yan Chen and Wang Ruoqi, they were standing side by side, because they were facing away from me, I couldn't see their expressions.

Yan Chen said softly: "Ruoqi, what do you think of here?" Not bad, isn't it? ”

Wang Ruoqi nodded lightly and said, "Well, the air is very good and comfortable, I like it here." ”

After Wang Ruoqi finished speaking, Yan Chen suddenly stretched out his hand, I touched Wang Ruoqi's hair, Wang Ruoqi didn't hide, it seemed to be very useful, seeing this scene, I felt a sourness, and there seemed to be something stuck in my throat.

Yan Chen continued, "Do you remember when we met? ”

Wang Ruoqi was silent for a long time before saying, "It's been three years since the first year of junior high school. ”

I have an indescribable smell in my heart, it turns out that they have known each other for so long, I suddenly feel very lost, very melancholy, a little want to leave here, seeing the two of them together, my heart will be flooded with a heavy sadness.

Yan Chen smiled softly and said, "Think about it carefully, I've been chasing you since the first day we met, and it's been three years now, but you always don't agree to me, Ruoqi, don't you like me." ”

Listening to Yan Chen's words, I couldn't help but suddenly become enlightened, and I didn't know what was wrong with me, I always thought that Yan Chen and Wang Ruoqi were a couple, after all, they often stayed together, and their manners were also very close, it turned out that it was not, Yan Chen was just Wang Ruoqi's suitor, and after chasing him for three years, Wang Ruoqi didn't agree to him.

But the next second, my expression darkened again, why am I happy? Why rejoice? Yan Chen and Wang Ruoqi are not together, why should I be happy? Even if Wang Ruoqi and Yan Chen are not lovers, according to this situation, sooner or later, what am I happy about?

When I was in a trance, Wang Ruoqi said mischievously: "I like it, of course I like it." ”

My heart couldn't help but ache, as if there was a needle, stabbed hard in my heart, I don't know how I could have such a reaction, even if I don't understand, but the pain is still more than enough.

Yan Chen pinched Wang Ruoqi's face and said, "You like me, why do I confess to you, you are perfunctory to me and don't give me an answer." ”

Wang Ruoqi thought for a while and said, "I don't understand this, I obviously have a good impression of you, but every time I can't agree to you." ”

Listening to the intimate conversation between the two people, I couldn't bear it anymore, here, I couldn't stay for a moment, I was about to get up and leave, but suddenly I heard Yan Chen say seriously: "What about this time?" This time I confess to you again, will you accept it? ”

I stopped walking, I wanted to open my legs, but I couldn't lift them, I wanted to tell myself that I was going to go, but my body was not under my control, I slowly turned around, and I looked at them again.

My heart is in my throat, I don't want to look at it, and I don't want to hear Wang Ruoqi's answer, but I just can't control myself.

Quiet, very quiet, only the breeze gently crossed, my eyes looked at Wang Ruoqi tightly, but before Wang Ruoqi could answer, Yan Chen suddenly knelt on one knee, grabbed Wang Ruoqi's hands, and looked up at her, and said affectionately: "Ruoqi, since the first day I saw you, I like you, I like you very much, my performance in the past three years is enough to show my feelings for you, be with me, I will always love you, promise me, okay?" ”

Wang Ruoqi was stupid when she saw Yan Chen kneeling on one knee, she didn't move, she just looked at Yan Chen blankly, and she didn't react for a while.

I looked at this scene in a daze, Yan Chen is too courageous, of course he also deserves his courage, he is handsome, I think no girl can refuse Yan Chen's affectionate confession, even Wang Ruoqi.

I looked at Wang Ruoqi sadly, Wang Ruoqi blinked her big eyes, she could feel my Yan Chen's most sincere intentions, Yan Chen chased her for three years, liked her for three years, which touched her heartstrings even more, she silently recalled everything Yan Chen had done for her, silently reviewed their bits and pieces, and finally, her expression was moved.

I can see that Wang Ruoqi is going to agree, I really want to rush out and shout for Wang Ruoqi not to agree, but I don't have the guts, I'm cowardly, I'm always timid, besides, why should I? In what capacity do I ask Wang Ruoqi not to agree.

Wang Ruoqi doesn't know how happy she is now, why should I destroy the happiness of others.

I was immersed in my grief, and this time, I was able to control my body and let myself out of here. I turned around, slowly lifted my feet, and was about to leave.

At this moment, Wang Ruoqi replied: "Yan Chen, I think it's too fast, let's not be together for now." ”

Wang Ruoqi's words came to my ears, and I seemed to rekindle my hope again, turned around and looked at them.

Yan Chen had a little sadness on his face, and forced a smile: "Why? Am I what's wrong with it? You name it, I'll change it! ”

Wang Ruoqi shook her head and smiled: "No, you are very good, you are a perfect boy, it feels good to be liked by you, but I don't want to fall in love so early, I want to wait until I graduate from high school, and we will be together again after graduating from high school, okay?" ”

With Wang Ruoqi's promise, Yan Chen laughed again and said, "Okay, I've been waiting for you for three years, I don't care about waiting for you for another three years!" ”

The hope that I had rekindled was extinguished again, and there was still a sadness in my heart, even if they were not together now, but they were together, it was a matter of time.

Forget it, what am I grieving about, I have nothing to do with Wang Ruoqi, why should I be sad, who Wang Ruoqi chooses to be with is none of my business, I am sad alone, it's ridiculous.

Yan Chen and Wang Ruoqi did not leave, but sat back to back on the cobblestones, smiling and chatting happily, they seemed to be the center of the world.

If this is a TV series, they are the male and female protagonists, and I am an inconspicuous supporting character, watching others happy, hiding in their own corners alone, licking their broken wounds.

I have to admit that they are a match made in heaven!

Time seemed to freeze at this moment, and I just stared at them blankly, envious and jealous in my heart, and even forgot that I was leaving.

They chatted and chatted, and talked about me inexplicably, Yan Chen said intentionally or unintentionally: "Ruoqi, why are you so good to the ugly monsters in your class?" ”

Wang Ruoqi didn't answer for a while, but hesitated, and I raised my spirits again, looking forward to Wang Ruoqi's answer.

Wang Ruoqi said very blandly: "It's not good for him, I think he is quite pitiful, he is honest, and he has helped me, in return, I should also help him." ”

Yan Chen replied: "I already helped him once last time, and you also repaid him, I think he looks quite scary, try to stay away from him in the future." ”

As soon as I heard this, I laughed at myself in my heart, and sure enough, when everyone saw my face, the first thought in their hearts was to stay away from me.

However, Wang Ruoqi suddenly became a little angry and said: "Yan Chen, you are not allowed to say these words, he is ugly, but it is not his fault that he is ugly, he also hopes that he is good-looking, but fate does not allow it, he is already very pitiful, we should sympathize with him." ”