12 Dignity is broken
My brain is confused, my heart is not confused, Qiangzi was beaten twice by Wang Ruoqi, he must be angry in his heart, he thinks he is very embarrassed, but he is helpless in the face of Wang Ruoqi, he can only take back the unwillingness in his heart, as well as the face he lost, from me.
I'm fed up, I'm really fed up, in the face of such a day when people are not human, ghosts are not ghosts, I don't want to live for a moment, if I kneel down to Qiangzi, I can exchange for future stability, I am willing to kneel for him, even if I kneel down and kowtow to him a hundred times, I don't have any complaints, my dignity, personality, are worthless, kneel to him, what reason do I have to do it!
I was carried by the hadron like a stiff chicken, I was weak, and my head was getting dizzier and dizzier, but I still used the last bit of strength, raised my head, and looked straight at the hadron, this was the first time I dared to pluck up the courage to look at the hadron like this.
I said weakly: "If I kneel down for you and kowtow three more times, will you really let me go?" ”
When Qiangzi heard this, he suddenly pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, and said with a wicked smile: "Yes, as long as you are sincere, I will not bully you again in the future." ”
With these words, I was relieved, I grinned, showed a silly smile, and my knees, with a thud, slammed into the ground.
I was like a pug, kneeling in front of my roommates and Qiangzi and others, if I remember correctly, this is the second time I knelt down to Qiangzi, the first time, I was not touched, because it was for Xia Lu to kneel, but this second time, my dignity, like glass, was broken on the ground one by one, worthless.
The man has gold under his knees, kneeling and licking his parents, just now, I have been thinking, as long as I kneel down to the strong son, the strong son can let me go, I kneel!
But the moment I knelt down, my heart was cold, and I died, I felt that I was no different from a dead person, this time, not only the pain of my heart and body, but the pain of being impacted in my heart.
The roommates in the dormitory couldn't help but start talking, mocking, sarcastic, sighing, and all kinds of voices came and drilled into my ears.
I tried to ignore these voices, slowly raised my head, looked at the strong son, my vision was hazy, I don't know when, I cried, I cried, I was so weak that I couldn't see the face of the strong son, my head was getting dizzier and dizzy, and I was about to faint.
Although I couldn't see Hadron's expression clearly, I could still feel his arrogant arrogance, and he laughed wildly: "Kowtow, kowtow three times, I will never bully you again." ”
My head slowly hammered down, my hands pressed on the ground, my forehead slowly hit down, and with a bang, my forehead was on the ground, and just like that, I kowtowed to Hadron for the first time.
Hadron's laughter was even more exciting, and the others laughed as well, and I was like a monkey in a circus, for people to make fun of.
I wanted to raise my head again, but my body couldn't hold it anymore, and the last bit of strength was all used on this kowtow, and my head just stopped in the air, and suddenly it was dark in front of me, and I fell to the ground with a bang, and I lost consciousness, and the world closed little by little, and finally there was a gap left.
In a daze, I seemed to hear a dissatisfied voice: "Hey, ugly, kowtow like you?" Get up again, knock again, this doesn't count. ”
The others couldn't help but joke: "Ugly monster, get up, there are still two heads that haven't been knocked over." ”
"Did you kowtow like that? It's all in the crotch of his pants. ”
"Hurry up, go on, we haven't seen it yet."
All kinds of remarks came one after another, and the tone was full of contempt, pathetic, and crying, but I didn't expect that the only little consciousness I had left, I still heard such hurtful words, and it couldn't make me more comfortable at my last moment.
My body couldn't move, Qiangzi saw that I didn't move, kicked me, my body was like a kite with a broken string, fell aside, Qiangzi said coldly: "Don't play dead, get up!" ”
After saying that, one of Qiangzi's followers came up and wanted to pull me up, but when he touched my body, he immediately became stupid, and then shouted anxiously: "Brother Qiang, this kid is so hot, it seems that he has a fever." After that, I completely fainted.
I don't know how long it took, I opened my weak eyes and woke up, I was already lying on a small clinic bed, the bed was empty, the whole room was full of strong smell of potion, I had a hanging needle in my arm, the liquid was falling drop by drop, I looked at the ceiling above my head in a daze, my heart was desolate and bleak.
A few minutes later, someone suddenly pushed open the wooden door and walked in, breaking the lonely desertion, I turned my head and saw that the person who walked in was Wang Ruoqi, and the handsome boy, Yan Chen.
When Wang Ruoqi saw that I was awake, the corners of her mouth couldn't help but show a happy smile, but immediately, she frowned again and blamed me: "Are you dying?" The fever is so bad, don't come to the doctor, is it useful to just lie in the dormitory? Do you know that if you are a little late, your brain will burn out? ”
My eyes were still open, unblinking, and then I turned my head and stared at the ceiling, not making a sound.
Wang Ruoqi sat next to me, and when she saw that I was not in a good state, her eyebrows furrowed even deeper, and she said seriously: "Is Zhang Qiang bullying you again?" ”
I was still silent, Wang Ruoqi thought that I had acquiesced, and quickly stood up and said angrily: "I warned him, if he dares to bully you again, I will kick him out of school, Qin Shou, you wait, I will go back to school now and drive him away, no one will bully you from now on." After speaking, Wang Ruoqi turned around and was about to leave.
However, I suddenly grabbed her hand, Wang Ruoqi stopped, turned around, and looked at me blankly, I looked at Wang Ruoqi, shook my head stiffly, and made an extremely hoarse voice: "Don't, he didn't bully me." ”
Qiangzi didn't bully me, but he asked me to kneel, which was even more excessive than bullying me, but I didn't want to tell Wang Ruoqi about this, first, I had no face, and second, I didn't want to cause trouble anymore, I knelt down for Qiangzi, he wouldn't bully me again in the future, if Wang Ruoqi went to beat him again, he would vent his anger on me.
If this continues, the matter will never settle down, and I can only dissuade Wang Ruoqi.
Wang Ruoqi felt that I was afraid, and was so frightened by Qiangzi that she had no courage to resist, and said seriously: "Is it Zhang Qiang threatening you, with me, you don't have to be afraid of him." ”
I pursed my dry lips and said, "No, he didn't threaten me, I just didn't want to get into trouble." ”
Wang Ruoqi saw that I was so persistent, and it was not easy to say anything, she sat on the side, kept comforting me, and her words made my tears slip quietly.
Unconsciously, I found Xia Lu's shadow more and more from her body, and my feelings for her became more and more wonderful.
After a long time, Yan Chen walked up and said to Wang Ruoqi: "Ruoqi, go back to school, there are still things to do in the school." ”
When Yan Chen spoke, his eyes looked at me a little strangely, and there was also a trace of resistance between his eyebrows, Wang Ruoqi heard Yan Chen's reminder, and hurriedly said to me: "Qin Shou, you have a good rest, I will go back to school first." ”
I felt Yan Chen's disgusting gaze, and instead of listening to Wang Ruoqi's words, I remembered something, and hurriedly said, "Where is my mask and my hat?" ”
Yan Chen must have seen my ugly face, so he showed an expression of disgust.
Wang Ruoqi helped me bring the hat and mask from the table next to me and handed them to me, I took them, Wang Ruoqi reminded: "You better don't wear a mask first, you are just sick, you need to breathe air, wearing a mask is not good for your recovery." ”
I didn't do what Wang Ruoqi said, but silently put on the mask, Wang Ruoqi didn't know how much pain this face brought me, she didn't understand my feelings, she didn't know how much I rejected this ugly face.
Before Wang Ruoqi left, she said pityingly: "If Zhang Qiang still dares to bully you, you can tell me, and I will help you." ”
After Wang Ruoqi and Yan Chen left, the ward became deserted again, and I was lying alone on the hospital bed.
I stayed in the small clinic for a day, took a day of hanging water, and then took medicine, and Wang Ruoqi paid me for the doctor. By the next day, I was much better, my head was less dizzy, and my strength had regained, so I left the small clinic and went back to school.