"Changxi, it's windy, take a sip of wine to warm up."

He slowly squatted down, picked up the osmanthus brew on the ground, poured a cup and handed it away.

The voice is low and gentle, with a touch of sadness and helplessness, accompanied by the howl of the devil crying wind, listening to the ears, people can't help but cry.

But Wan Chaoyun remembered all the past, and his heart was as cold and hard as a knife, and he couldn't lift the slightest warmth.

"No need, no matter how cold it is, it can't withstand the coldness of those years, if the eldest prince has nothing to do, please go back!"

She turned around and looked into the wind at the lights of the thousands of homes opposite.

And the light gradually blurred in his eyes, overlapped, and finally condensed into a tear, slowly sliding down.

After not seeing him for many years, he can still set off the turbulent waves in her heart, but it is only turbulent waves.

"You have always been cautious, the wine has been changed, but you don't panic at all, and you don't mean to ask for help, I thought you knew it was me, you know, I would never hurt you."

"If you come to me just to talk this nonsense, then you can go."

Her voice was colder than the cold wind, like an ice pick, stabbing into the other party's heart fiercely, showing no mercy.

However, he did not leave, but took out the silver charcoal from the sack, and then clumsily lit it, he had not lit a fire with his own hands for decades, he was very rusty, and no matter how hard he tried, he could not light it.

"You're not in good health, don't blow the wind." As if he didn't know that he was not welcomed, he still said in a gentle voice.

"Huh."

Wan Chaoyun sneered and chuckled, didn't look back, and stood there stubbornly like an iron pillar, his face numb by the cold wind and didn't care at all.

"You will always be like this, you will be angry with me, why do you use your body to be angry with me?" The fire that had been lit was extinguished again, and he sighed softly, and stubbornly continued, for today he must make the fire.

"Lin Jianshen, you touch your conscience and think about it, is my body invalid because of me?" This sentence touched Wan Chaoyun's pain point, she turned her head sharply and glared angrily at the person who was struggling to make a fire, "If you don't marry so many concubines, the palace won't be so chaotic, I won't eat badly, the queen said that I have no ability, I can't keep my son, I can't keep my body, yes, I don't have the ability, but I take every precaution, rack my brains to prevent it, and I will still be hit." ”

"In this world, there are only thieves for a thousand days, how can there be a thief for a thousand days? Who doesn't want to live a normal life? I accompanied you from the abolished prince to Emperor Chengde, not to live a more thrilling day by day! ”

Some of the words started at the beginning, like a flash flood that had taken off the gate, and it was out of control.

"When I was outside the palace, I prevented your imperial uncle from poisoning us, and I didn't slack off for a day, and I returned to the palace, you were in a dragon robe, and you were the honor of the Ninety-Five, and you held great power, so you don't have to worry about anyone harming you, and I, and then guard, prevent those waves of concubines from harming me, the first defense, the second defense, the third and fourth defense, one day, one month, one year, one year, but you think I am seriously suspicious? Then alienate me. ”

"I don't like me as young and beautiful as those interpreters, and I am not as kind and gentle as them."

He didn't expect Wan Chaoyun to be so resentful, so he straightened up when he heard it, and just stood there and looked at her stunned.

The young body has not yet grown up, but standing in front of him, she is the imperial concubine who shares her weal and woe.

"I don't dislike you." He nervously defended himself.

"If it weren't for the fact that you thought I was seriously suspicious and neglected the guards, how could Concubine Shu succeed?" Wan Chaoyun's hysterical accusation.

The death of her son is a pain that she will never want to touch in her heart, and her life, as if with the death of her son, has no color, as if she is deep in an infernal hell and will never be able to turn over.

Lin Jianshen was silent, when Concubine Shu first entered the palace that year, she was indeed innocent, so kind that she had to go to the Buddha Hall to recite half a volume of the Sutra of Transcendence when she stepped on an ant to death.

At that time, Wan Chaoyun often said that Concubine Shu was uneasy and kind, and asked him not to be careless, but he didn't see Concubine Shu's femme fatale, and thought that Wan Chaoyun had not yet come out of the highly tense state outside the palace, and let her have nothing to learn from Concubine Shu's chanting to calm down the anger in her heart.

In this matter, he is not in a position to argue.

"My son is dead, but you still have many sons, so many that you can give birth to several a year, naturally it's not a big deal, the queen mother said that I was jealous, the ministers said that I flattered the adulterous concubine, and other women said that I was the only favorite, but I don't know where I was the only favor, the children in the palace, one after another, and then they said that I had exclusive favor, Your Majesty, don't you think it's ironic?"

Exposed to the cold gaze, hiding a monstrous hatred, Lin Jian was deeply frightened, she actually hated herself?

"The royal family needs to spread out......"

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted, "Yes, the royal family needs to spread the branches, so you should let me out of the palace?" You have so many women, so many sons, do you lack me! Do I have to stay up in the palace in pain, watching your children and grandchildren full of people, hugging left and right? ”

Thinking of those years of suffering, I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, burst out of my eyes, and sprinkled all over my clothes in a moment.

"I just want to give birth to a cute one for you to raise." His eyes were red, but he didn't expect that because of him, she was so painful, "I gave them medicine, it was easy to get a child, and I could basically conceive it at one time, and in my heart, there was never only you." ”

"Really? But later, it's really difficult to see you, I haven't seen half a piece of clothing for ten days and half a month, and the longest one can't be touched for half a year, Your Majesty's heart is really hard. ”

Wan Chaoyun's face was full of ridicule, no matter how much he quibbled, he couldn't change those days when she washed her face with tears, and she couldn't change her day by day, but in exchange for His Majesty going to a certain palace, His Majesty is teaching a certain prince to read and write today.

"Ma Qing said that you are angry, and when you see me, I will be more angry, and when you are angry, I can only go to see you." He said aggrievedly, "Ma Qing said that he and Mrs. Ma are also like this, the two of them have a conflict, first separate and calm down, he waits for Mrs. Ma to come to him every time, and the two will be reconciled as before." ”

Wan Chaoyun wanted to pluck out her ears, she couldn't believe that these words came out of Lin Jianshen's mouth, could it be that those cold and torturous nights were all jokes?

"Changxi, I really miss you." He looked at it warmly, it was obviously a child's face, but it did not violate the harmony at all, and even because of the delicate fair and lovely face, it was even more pitiful.

Wan Chaoyun's eyes were like knives, unmoved, and even disgusted.

But the light went out suddenly, and he didn't see it.

"Changxi, I'll light the lamp first, you stand still, don't move." He immediately clumsily went to light the lamp.

I haven't done these little things myself for many years, and I lit a lamp for a long time, and when I came out of the tent again, the atmosphere of the quarrel suddenly changed, "Changxi, I'm sorry, I didn't do it well before, and I won't do it in the future." He looked sincere, with affection in his eyes.

"There are only Wan Chaoyun in the world, and there is no Wan Changxi, forget the self-respect of the prince, in this life, please let it go, for the rest of your life, the people's daughter Wan Chaoyun, I don't want to have anything to do with His Royal Highness."

After saying a few words in his heart, Wan Chaoyun suddenly felt that his heart was not so heavy, but it was better to stay away from his heart.

She never thought about the day-to-day battles in the palace, she just wanted to be a girl of the Wan family happily, count the silver every day, and then watch her father and mother show affection, and tease Liu Mei by the way.

Maybe she will marry in the future, and she will have a cat, or a dog, or some flowers and plants like the old man.

However, he will never participate in any palace fights again.

Looking at his grief-stricken expression, Wan Chaoyun said indifferently: "Your Majesty, don't you still understand? We can't do it anymore. ”