154 Behold, the fire is kindled

This damn wind.

Lin Jianshen was very angry, trying to block the howling wind with his small body, and only thinking about lighting the fire.

It's the third time.

The fire was blown out for the third time, like the three times she had rejected herself, all in such cold weather.

For the first time, when he ascended the throne, she refused to be a concubine.

But he managed to keep her.

The second time, she refused to stay in the palace, his heart was all about her, it was all her, but she was leaving.

Later, he still succeeded and left her in the palace, even if she was annoyed with him, it didn't matter if she was angry with him, as long as he could see her from time to time and know that no one dared to bully her if she was fed and clothed.

As for the third ......

The third time......

He lowered his head, and his tears dripped on the silver charcoal, which quickly became wet, and he was afraid that it would be more difficult to ignite.

The third time, she was sick and didn't go to the imperial doctor to take medicine, and ordered the palace people not to tell him until the day she died.

She is really ruthless, even if she dies, she has to leave him.

Now, when he chased him thousands of miles away, she still had a cold face, and she didn't want to look at him more.

Wiping away his tears, he slowly straightened up, and then looked back at Wan Chaoyun, but Wan Chaoyun turned his back to her, his eyes not knowing where to look.

That's fine, many words, looking into her eyes, he can't say.

"That day, I was watching the concert, and Yu Yuan suddenly came to tell me, saying that you can't do it, it's been delayed for too long, and there is no medicine for you." He choked up, trying to control his emotions that were getting out of control, "Then you send someone to tell me that you want to see me." ”

"Why are you so ruthless? You actually let me watch you die with my own eyes, and there is nothing I can do, even if I am not sorry for you in every way, you should not treat me like this, you don't want to see me, I will disappear in front of you, which concubine you don't like, which concubine I depose, and even if you don't like the queen, I don't say a word, what do you want me to do to see my heart for you? ”

Hearing these words, Wan Chaoyun turned around, her eyes were still cold, she opened her mouth to answer, but he interrupted, "Don't speak!" ”

"Yu'er's matter is that I am sorry for you two mothers, you resent, hate me, I am not qualified to argue, but he is also my son, and when he was not born, I wanted to make him the prince." Thinking of his son's death, he was extremely depressed and his heart was numb.

After a long pause, he continued: "I want to have another one with you, at first I can't, and then you don't want to, so I want to have a smart and lovely one with someone else, and then I will raise you with him, and in the future I will make him the prince, but you don't give me a chance at all." ”

"Every time I see you, you have a cold face, very reluctant to see me, Yu Yuan said, angry and hurtful, Ma Qing said that it would be good for you to be angry, but you are always so easy to get angry, I want to see you, I can only look at you from a distance, and I dare not let you find out, Changxi, you were outside the palace before, you are not like this."

His eyes were full of grief and incomprehension, and he even felt very aggrieved, no matter what he did, he could not get her favor, and frustration and pain lingered in his heart.

In the past, he also thought about giving up, and most women threw hugs to him, but no matter how beautiful those people were, he couldn't help but think of the concubine who walked side by side with him.

He is the emperor, the supreme of the Ninety-Five, and the master of the world, and he feels that he has done enough to be inferior.

But she was still not satisfied.

Wan Chaoyun looked at him mockingly, "Yes, I'm not like this outside the palace, but haven't you changed since you returned to the palace?" Why am I unhappy, don't you know? You said that you will be a couple for a lifetime, but you didn't do it! You said you would protect me, but you didn't, my son died! You said that I am the only one in my heart, but I am entangled with other women! ”

"Lin Jianshen, I will never forget that you were entangled with other concubines last night, and then you came to me the next day and said that you miss me so much, don't you feel disgusting? I think it's really disgusting! ”

"What do you say to give birth to one with someone else for me to raise, and I will give birth to one with someone else for you to raise, okay?!"

Lin Jianshen was stunned on the spot, he didn't expect her to think like this, and many doubts in his heart suddenly became clear.

Faced with one question after another, he didn't know how to answer, so he had to crouch down and continue to light the fire, again and again, as if he would never stop.

After the excitement, Wan Chaoyun gradually calmed down, looked at his back of making fire over and over again, and said lightly: "Accept your fate, you don't feel wrong at all, you just think that I don't see your contribution, the two of us have different concepts, and there is no happiness at all together, in this life, you will still be the emperor, and there will be many women, and I can't tolerate those women." ”

Back then, she crossed over, ambitious, and arrogant, how could she share her husband with others?

"You say which concubine I don't like, you will abolish which concubine, but Your Majesty, I don't like you to have anything to do with those women, once you have, in my eyes, you are not mine, so, let it go, go and find a woman who is suitable for you, I am not suitable for you."

I came again, saw Lin Jianshen again, and said the grievances in my heart, she was relieved, what is the use of being obsessed with her son?

Her son is afraid that he has already been reincarnated as a human being, and he has no chance with her, an incompetent mother.

She still has her father and mother, grandfather and brother, and friends, and she is much happier than in her previous life.

To be a man, you still have to look forward, always stay in the grief of the past, lose Shaohua, and also lose your parents and relatives.

"The day I died, I wanted to make a break with you, you are a good emperor, but not my good husband, since you can't be my husband, it's not bad to be a good emperor, you think that no matter what you do, you can't please me, but you do, I'm still very grateful, but if it's not suitable, it's not suitable."

"When you named Yu'er, you once said that the day is like day, and the moon is like night. I believe in the pain of losing him, but we don't have to live again, isn't it? ”

The icy wind came without stopping, and it came again and again.

The words fell, and the scene fell silent.

I don't know how long it took, he suddenly jumped up in surprise, happy like a real child, "Changxi, look, the fire is lit, as long as you persist, you will succeed, right?" ”

"You don't like me and I have a lot of women, I don't want them, you don't like life in the palace, I won't go back to the palace, if you think I'm not good, I'll change it, as long as you want me to do it, I'll do it."

He walked over cautiously, looked at Wan Chaoyun expectantly, and stubbornly took her hand, "You said that I didn't do a good job as your husband, only as an emperor, so in this life, I won't be an emperor anymore, only your husband, okay?" ”

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