The voice, light and bright, seemed to hit my soul and made my soul tremble.

This voice, for me, is extremely familiar, so familiar that it is seared in my heart, and at the same time, it also makes my eyes shine, but just now I was still immersed in a beautiful fantasy, and this voice pulled me back from fantasy to reality.

I turned around slowly, Wang Ruoqi stood not far behind me, she looked at me expressionlessly, without any expression on her face, maybe because I was just thinking about her fantasy, I was a little weak-hearted, and hurriedly lowered my head in a panic, my performance was like a dick, when I met a beautiful girl, I would dodge in a panic.

Don't be like, I'm just a dick, and only a dick like me can fantasize about those unrealistic things.

It is also because of desire that I will imagine.

Wang Ruoqi said lightly: "What are you doing here?" It's a holiday, aren't you going home? "Wang Ruoqi didn't understand my life experience, she asked this without any malice.

I hadn't spoken to Wang Ruoqi for a long time, and I hadn't been so close to each other, I was a little nervous, and I hesitated for a long time before I spoke: "I don't want to go back, I want to stay in school for a while." "I didn't tell Wang Ruoqi the truth, my only home is only an orphanage surrounded by walls, I have low self-esteem about my life experience, I just want to keep my sad life experience in front of Wang Ruoqi, so I don't plan to tell her my true identity.

Wang Ruoqi nodded thoughtfully, walked over, and stood next to me, she didn't say anything, but hooked the wind-blown hair with her fingers to the root behind her ears, and kept her eyes on the river.

I'm very close to Wang Ruoqi, my emotions are getting more and more nervous, my hands and feet are shaking, this situation, it's like Dick Si finally has a chance to get along with her goddess one day, and then she is trembling the whole time, no way, this is the natural sense of humility.

was silent for a long time before she said in a deep voice: "Qin Shou, recently you treated Jiang Chenghu as a junior brother, and Zhang Qiang didn't bully you anymore, do you think you're doing well?" ”

Being asked by Wang Ruoqi like this, my heart trembled, I already knew the reason why Jiang Chenghu recognized me as my younger brother, when Wang Ruoqi mentioned Jiang Chenghu in front of me, my face immediately sank, but I still pretended to be very relaxed, and replied: "It's good, no one bullies me, I live a very easy life every day." ”

As soon as I finished speaking, Wang Ruoqi immediately said softly: "Really? How do I feel that your life is not as good as before, although you were bullied by Qiangzi every day before, but you are very brisk every day, not as heavy as now, Jiang Chenghu and his group, call you like a nanny every day, they have no money, so they reach out to you, if I guess correctly, you don't eat breakfast and dinner these days, just eat one meal at noon, just because your money is given to them, so you don't have much living expenses, right? You ask your heart, are you doing okay now? ”

Wang Ruoqi's words hit my heart that pretended to be calm, and she directly lifted my mask and made me reveal my pathetic heart.

I felt a sour feeling and wanted to speak, but I didn't know what to say.

Wang Ruoqi didn't wait for me to speak, and continued to look down on herself: "Seriously, I used to look down on you a little, thinking that you were not a man, and you didn't dare to resist when you were riding on your head and, but that day, you stood up to help me, which made my impression of you change a little, but now, you make me look down on you again, I didn't expect that you would be humble to this point in order not to be beaten, Qin Shou, I suddenly found that you are not worthy of my sympathy." ”

After listening to these words, my heart suddenly sank into a trough, compared to others pointing behind my back, Wang Ruoqi's words hurt my heart even more. At this moment, in her eyes, I am so small, not as small as the green leaf floating on the river, she would rather keep staring at the green leaf than look at me more.

My nose was sour and a few tears were running down the corners of my eyes.

Maybe Wang Ruoqi only has the shadow of Xia Lu on her body, she is not Xia Lu, if it is Xia Lu, she will definitely comfort me, instead of saying something that does not understand me.

Wang Ruoqi's living environment is beautiful, unlike me, which has been dark since birth, and she doesn't know what price I am willing to pay in order to seek peace.

Wang Ruoqi said calmly: "Last time you stood up to help me, I am very grateful to you, but I also helped you a few times, we can be regarded as a write-off, from now on, I will not help you again, because no matter how I help you, you are not angry, and you can't resist like a real man." ”

These words, for Wang Ruoqi, may be nothing, but for me, every word is a blow, my throat is choked, I have a thousand words to say to Wang Ruoqi, but in the end, I can only say one word inexplicably: "Hmm!" ”

This calm answer was not what I wanted to say, but I didn't have the courage to respond to her like this.

Wang Ruoqi didn't turn her head to look at me, her gaze was still on the surface of the river, motionless.

I kept glancing at her with my spare eyes, looking at her delicate face, and I couldn't guess what was going on in her heart.

There was a long silence, time seemed to stand still at this moment, she stared blankly at the river, and I, blankly, peeked at her sideways.

I don't know how long it took, but suddenly another uninvited voice came: "Ruoqi, it turns out that you are here." ”

Hearing this, Wang Ruoqi and I turned our heads at the same time, the person who arrived was Yan Chen, Yan Chen was still smiling at Wang Ruoqi, as soon as he saw me standing aside, the smile on his face immediately froze, slowly frowned, stared at me in disgust, I hurriedly lowered my head, not daring to meet his gaze.

Yan Chen beckoned to Wang Ruoqi and said, "Ruoqi, let's go, I've packed all my luggage." ”

Wang Ruoqi nodded and said, "Okay." In response, Wang Ruoqi walked to Yan Chen's side.

I didn't dare to look up, but I still vaguely heard Yan Chen ask Wang Ruoqi, "Why is he here?" ”

Wang Ruoqi replied indifferently: "I came here to breathe, and I happened to meet him." ”

Yan Chen still didn't forget to tell Wang Ruoqi to stay away from him in the future, and Wang Ruoqi also echoed this time, a word in response was sharper than a needle, and it deeply hurt my heart.

Their communication faded away, and I dared to raise my head and look blankly at their backs as they left, my heart was very lost and melancholy.

After a long time, I was still standing still, and eventually, I laughed mockingly at myself and returned to my dorm.

During the seven-day National Day holiday, I stayed in the dormitory, except for eating, I didn't go anywhere, these seven days were also the most comfortable seven days I lived, there was no harsh sound in the dormitory, walking on campus, I was not afraid of the sudden appearance of the strong son, and then beat me up, let alone listen to Jiang Chenghu's instructions.

Sometimes I think if only my life could go on like this.

However, I thought about it too much, these seven days were just given to me by God, and the good life passed quickly, and as soon as the seven days passed, the school returned to school one after another.

It's been more than a month since the start of school, and as soon as the National Day is over, it's time for military training.

On the first day of military training, everyone complained, and it was still far away from winter, the sun was still very big, and many people wanted to pretend to be sick and not come, but the school found real soldiers, who dared to pretend to be sick, the instructor went to the dormitory and directly brought people out with his own hands.

For me, it doesn't matter whether the army is training or not, but the problem is that I was unlucky, and when I first assembled, I made a lot of jokes.

On this day, the instructor asked everyone to gather, first stood for 40 minutes and was not allowed to move, I stood in the crowd, wearing a mask and a hat, particularly conspicuous, plus under the sun, I was sweating from head to toe, which attracted the attention of the instructor.

The instructor immediately came to my side, pointed at me and said, "What kind of mask and hat do you wear on this hot day, no one else wears it, just you wear it, do you want to be special?" Take it off. ”

The instructor's tone was very difficult, I didn't know what to do, I was afraid that showing my ugly face would cause everyone to laugh, because there were students from other classes next to our class.

I silently lowered my head and didn't move, and the strong son standing on the side couldn't help but joke: "Instructor, he looks very ugly, don't let him take it down, otherwise it will scare you." ”

The instructor glared at Qiangzi and scolded: "Shut up, did I let you speak?" ”

Qiangzi pursed his lips and closed his mouth honestly, and the instructor said to me again: "Take it down, no matter how ugly it is, how ugly can it be, the face is given by the parents, no matter how ugly it is, you must boldly show it, quickly, take it off." ”

I took a deep breath and shuddered to take off my mask and hat, and the next moment, my ugly face was displayed in front of everyone, and my classmates saw it more than once, except for the expression of disgust, there was no big sensation.

However, the students in the next class noticed this, and they all burst into bursts of disgusted laughter, and some people shouted in annoyance: "Hurry up and let him put on the mask, don't show it and disgusting people." ”

The classmates standing next to me couldn't help but hide to the side, and even the instructor was stunned by my appearance, but the instructor was a soldier, and his quality was much better than that of these cold-blooded students, the instructor reacted and immediately shouted angrily: "What are you laughing at, what's so funny, if you laugh again, I'll let him run ten laps!" ”

As soon as these words came out, no one dared to laugh anymore, and they all pretended to be calm.

The instructor took my hat and mask, put it on for me with his own hands, and said seriously: "When you are training, you can wear it." ”

After speaking, the instructor paused, leaned into my ear, and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”

Hearing this I'm sorry, I'm stupid, the instructor's words made my cold heart warm......