Chapter 21 May there be no wind and rain and no sunshine
Stories often end before they even start, and even more so for Gu Anzhi, he is constantly ravaged by the so-called truth, and now for the first time, he has the idea that he should be guilty and deserved, which is terrible, terrible enough to subvert his worldview, so terrible that the knight can no longer stand up.
Gu Anzhi returned to the dormitory, his mental condition was worse than last night, everyone in the dormitory was there, and they were all quite honest and gnawing on books, some of them brought textbooks, and some of them made the bookstore owner at the door make a lot of money.
"Hey Brother Gu~ Today is another day when Shenlong sees the beginning and the end, how are you preparing?"
He Ming saw Gu Anzhi coming back, and greeted him warmly as usual, and the others raised their heads slightly and saluted, and found that it was a poor sour boy with no characteristics, and then lowered his head and continued to read his book.
"It's okay, thank you" Gu Anzhi didn't leave He Ming aside today, after all, he didn't get along for a few days, he only felt so tired, his heart was blocked and uncomfortable, he couldn't breathe, Gu Anzhi put the book on the bed and washed his face, but found that he still couldn't calm down, He Ming was still talking to him, he didn't care, he felt that he was destined to be hated, just let him stay quietly.
Go to bed and cover the quilt as usual, let the darkness envelop him, Gu Anzhi has long been used to this, he enjoys this very much, it makes him peaceful, he has always had no sense of security, he thinks that by hiding in this small space, he will be redeemed, and nothing can disturb him anymore, until now he understands that this is just a kind of self-deception.
He thought of Gu Yin, the girl who cried in front of him, she didn't know it, she was the real culprit who caused her family to be ruined, she still thought that she was the brother of An who had always protected her when she was a child, the brother of An who was lonely because of the death of her grandmother, she had been thinking about him, and in the end she became what she is now, this is the so-called good person has a good reward, he doesn't know how to face all this again, face Gu Yin.
And Liu Yang held his lifeblood tightly, he felt so tired and tired, how good it would be if nothing happened that year, how good it would be if that person didn't appear that yearγγγγγ
Gu Anzhi's mind crossed countless memory fragments, his head began to hurt again, he curled up, and kept praying for the unknown god.
Early the next morning, it was He Ming who woke up Gu Anzhi, Gu Anzhi looked scary with his fluffy hair, and when he raised his head to look at He Ming, he startled the latter.
"You... It's okay, why are you nervous like this."
He Ming thought that Gu Anzhi was nervous because of the exam, and he was now full of curiosity about this person who did not want to be friends with him, because so far he had become his "friend" with the rest of the dormitory, but only Gu Anzhi had not yet agreed to him.
"I'm fine, thank you... Thank you for waking me up."
Everyone else has already gotten up and packed up their things, someone has already gone out, Gu Anzhi looked out the window, it was already very bright, He Ming told him that it was almost eight o'clock, the exam started at nine o'clock, the first class was mathematics, He Ming also asked him if he wanted to wait for him to go to have breakfast together, Gu Anzhi declined, and then He Ming went out with the others.
Gu Anzhi turned on the faucet and rushed to his head, he didn't go to buy new toiletries, they were all brought from home, and there was not much left, he calmed down, thinking that as long as he persevered in the exam, he would never see Gu Yin again, so that Liu Yang would not trouble him anymore, Gu Anzhi comforted himself.
Before going out, he looked at his PHS, there was no news of Gu Yin, Gu Anzhi breathed a sigh of relief, if Gu Yin was really looking for him, he didn't know what to do.
At the last moment, Gu Anzhi walked into the examination room with the admission ticket and examination utensils, Gu Yin looked anxious, until the moment he entered the door, he looked at him with some dissatisfaction, he smiled awkwardly, and sat behind Gu Yin with his head down, Gu Yin wanted to say something, but the other invigilator had already walked into the examination room with the papers.
According to the usual practice, the two teachers talked about the rules of the examination room and the purpose of this exam, saying that it is to better cultivate students, cultivate talents, and carry out targeted education, and I don't know how many people will believe this kind of nonsense.
The moment Gu Anzhi held the pen, all his worries disappeared, and he quickly entered the state, mathematics is his specialty subject, although there are many interferences in junior high school, but he still has a lot of gains.
Gu Yin finished the test paper early, these questions were too simple for her, there were several question types she had told Gu Anzhi two days ago, thinking that no matter how stupid this guy was, it wouldn't be too bad, but she didn't dare to turn her head to look at Gu Anzhi, because one of the invigilators was standing next to her at this moment, looking at her test papers.
However, looking at the teacher's frowning appearance from time to time, it seems that the situation is not good, but Gu Yin looks indifferent, pretending to check the test paper, the invigilator looks at the signature on the test paper and also looks at Gu Yin's admission ticket by the way, and then at herself, making sure that it is the Gu Yin he thinks in his mind, not some other demons and monsters, and he has even more doubts in his heart, and then walks to the other teacher and whispers something.
Gu Anzhi didn't know about this episode, he didn't even raise his head, until finally he raised his head and found that Gu Yin was no longer in his seat, he was slightly relieved, and looked at the door, but found that Gu Yin was looking at him with a book in every kind of boredom, which scared him all over, and quickly lowered his head and pretended to check the test papers, causing Gu Yin to cover his mouth and snicker at the door.
As a bell rang, Gu Anzhi had to end this torment, he sighed, packed his things and walked out, Gu Yin was still waiting for him, and he seemed to be a little dissatisfied.
"How did you do in the exam?"
"Okay"
Gu Anzhi walked briskly, he couldn't face Gu Yin at all now.
"Why are you walking so fast?"
"Stomach ache, go to the toilet"
Gu Anzhi found an excuse that he thought was not bad, and sped up his pace and got rid of Gu Yin directly.
"You... Gu Yin looked at Gu Anzhi's distant back pouring into the bustling crowd, and was a little angry.
"Gu Anzhi, you wait with me!" As he spoke, he shook the notebook in his hand, looking a little aggrieved.
In the next time, Gu An hid Gu Yin everywhere, and in the end, Gu Yin's notes were not given, and then Gu Yin simply ignored him, because this time, she was really angry.
The night after the exam, Liu Yang found Gu Anzhi again, but he was the only one, to be precise, Gu Anzhi met Liu Yang, who seemed to know Gu Anzhi's whereabouts and waited for him early.
When Gu Anzhi found Liu Yang, it was too late to leave, Liu Yang stood under the street lamp, looked at him coldly, and he walked in front of Liu Yang hard.
"Liu Yang"
Liu Yang didn't pay attention to Gu Anzhi, and walked outside the school by himself, but Gu Anzhi had to follow.
"You haven't eaten yet," Liu Yang said coldly.
"Also... Nope."
"Then let's go, I'll invite you to dinner, just the two of us" Liu Yang's voice couldn't hear any emotion, neither angry nor happy, but Gu Anzhi's heart was up and down, he didn't know what tricks Liu Yang wanted to play.
Gu Anzhi didn't speak, he silently followed Liu Yang and came to the intersection, Liu Yang got into the car, Gu Anzhi then sat in, the car was still the same car, but the person driving didn't seem to be the one before, Gu Anzhi didn't say much, and quietly looked out the window.
"Xinhua Road, the third street entrance" was Liu Yang's voice, and the driver didn't talk nonsense, and started the car directly.
Gu Anzhi didn't know how long the car had been driving, in short, he felt much farther than last time, and finally Liu Yang's car stopped in front of a small noodle restaurant, Liu Yang opened the car door and walked down, Gu Anzhi didn't hesitate and got out of the car directly.
The noodle restaurant doesn't look big, but the name is domineering - "the first in the world" Gu Anzhi lowered his head and followed Liu Yang in.
"Two bowls of boiled noodles, the taste is the same as before," Liu Yang finished speaking, and looked at Gu Anzhi.
"Do you still eat spicy food," Gu Anzhi shook his head.
"Feel free, I haven't paid attention to it for a long time" Liu Yang didn't speak, lowered his head and played with his mobile phone.
The two have different tastes, Liu Yang doesn't like to eat spicy and irritating food, and Gu Anzhi is just the opposite of him, he can give his grandmother a headache when he is a child, but at this point, grandma still often takes care of Xiao Liu Yang, and the dishes are relatively light, Gu Anzhi is always unhappy, grandma smiled and took out her long-cherished aged hot sauce and took it to send Gu Anzhi away.
Gu Anzhi stared at the mobile phone in Liu Yang's hand, the villain in it jumped around under Liu Yang's operation, Liu Yang's mobile phone looked very advanced, Gu Anzhi had only seen it in those teenagers who came back from going out to work, but it seemed to be far inferior to the one in Liu Yang's hand.
With a knockout, Liu Yang finished what he was doing, raised his head and looked at Gu Anzhi, Gu Anzhi smiled embarrassedly, and then his eyes slid away, Liu Yang put down his phone and looked at Gu Anzhi.
"How's the test?"
"Ah, it's ok"
"Xiao Yin"
βγγγγγ I don't know, I haven't looked for her, I've been avoiding her for the past two days."
Gu Anzhi thought that Liu Yang was talking to him, but he really didn't know what Gu Yin was doing.
"Looks like you've already asked her"
Gu Anzhi lowered his head and didn't speak, and then the shopkeeper brought noodles up.
"Eat, try this noodle, it tastes pretty good" Liu Yang took a bowl of noodles and ate it by himself.
Gu Anzhi didn't move for a long time, Liu Yang didn't care about him, looking at the noodles in front of him, it was very light, there were not many oil stars, it was Liu Yang's favorite taste, and he also picked this last time he ate.
Gu Anzhi finally picked up the chopsticks, and the taste was not bad.
"Is it delicious?" asked Liu Yang
"It's ok, it's better than what I made"
"So, have you eaten anything?"
Hearing Liu Yang's words, Gu Anzhi stopped, flipped the noodles in the bowl, but didn't find anything strange.
"What do you mean?"
"Hehe" Liu Yang sneered
"That's right, that's not what you ever snack."
Gu Anzhi thought of something, reacted, and then was silent, he remembered, the taste of this noodle is a bit similar to what his grandmother made, when he was a child, he basically ate noodles at night at home, and grandma always cooked three bowls of boiled noodles, Gu Anzhi didn't like to eat vegetables, so grandma gave the dishes to Liu Yang and herself, and Gu Anzhi directly scooped a big spoonful of hot sauce and mixed it in the noodles.
Grandma always said that he wouldn't grow up after he didn't eat vegetables, Gu Anzhi stood at this time and compared his height with Liu Yang, saying Grandma, look, Liu Yang is not as tall as me when he eats vegetables, and then he was chased by Liu Yang with a good hammer.
Gu Anzhi didn't dare to bully Liu Yang in front of his grandmother, if he was seen by his grandmother, he would inevitably be criticized, so Xiao Liu Yang especially liked to stick to his grandmother, and then secretly sue him.
Eating the noodles in the bowl, Gu Anzhi felt five grains in his heart, maybe Liu Yang really just wanted to invite him to a meal tonight.