Chapter 20 Cinnabar has tears of remorse
The second teaching building is not far from the administrative building, just next to it, Gu Anzhi doesn't know the way, but Gu Yin seems to have already figured it out, along the way Gu Anzhi still has a lot of questions, Gu Yin is quite patient to answer him this time.
"Do you think the registration time and exam time this time are too rushed, not enough? . .
"So you're still worried about the people who didn't show up and signed up? You're so kind."
"I didn't mean that, but there will be a chance it won't"
"So what, how many people can't get in if they want to get in, if they don't choose to cherish it, what's the use, even if it's really late, it's nothing more than to pay more money, rich people like to be late, and poor people can't afford to be late."
"That's what I said...
"Don't think too much, always think about something you shouldn't think, the school naturally has their own ideas, maybe in the future, many schools will compete to imitate it, don't believe it, just wait and see, there will be some new tricks every year, who knows."
Gu Anzhi didn't speak anymore, he wasn't thinking about those who might not have time to report to work, he just thought of himself, it seemed that everything was just right, but it was very bad.
There are already a lot of people in the teaching building, it seems that they are all here to step on the point, the second building should have been reported earlier, on the way they have heard a lot of complaints, all kinds of complaints, complaints about this and that, it seems that not many people think it is their own problem.
But all this has little to do with Gu Anzhi and Gu Yin, looking at the stars in the sky, but they can't cover up the bright prosperity of the world, they haven't eaten dinner yet, and they don't feel hungry, Gu Anzhi has already eaten when he finishes the papers, and after brushing so many questions at once, Gu Yin still admires him very much, at least this is like the brother An Zhi in her memory.
The two did not go back to the dormitory, but went to the playground, Gu Yin asked him if he was not afraid of meeting Liu Yang again, Gu Anzhi chuckled, did not answer, are you afraid, should be afraid, he didn't tell Gu Yin, maybe tonight, it will be the last night they can walk together.
Gu Anzhi suddenly felt very calm, he felt that he should be a person with feelings, but it seemed that he was a little cold-blooded at this time, Gu Yin had helped him so much, and now he just wanted to know the answer that Liu Yang said last night from Gu Yin's mouth.
Gu Anzhi didn't see Liu Yang on the playground, he was a little relieved, after all, he was the eldest young master, how could he run to school all day long, Gu Anzhi and Gu Yin walked side by side, the air was a little dry tonight, it was September soon, a nightmare for military training students.
"Xiao Yin, I want to ask you a question" Gu Anzhi finally decided to speak.
"Huh? What is it, you say, what I know will definitely tell you."
“。。。。 Are you sure? ”
"Do you want to be pinched again?"
"Uh, I don't want to, then I asked,,, you, parents, are you okay?"
Gu Yin stopped and looked at Gu Anzhi, she always felt that Gu Anzhi was weird today, really.
"Liu Yang has found you," Gu Yin continued to walk forward.
"No, it's nothing to do with him, it's just me"
"Okay, Anzhi, you know what, you're not fit to lie, have you forgotten, knights are not allowed to deceive"
"I..."
"You should learn from Sun Maokai, he doesn't blush when he lies"
“。。。。” Gu Anzhi was silent
"Do you want to know" Gu Yin looked at the stars in the sky
"If you are willing to say it, I will not force you" Gu Anzhi's voice was very small.
"Then let's find a place to sit and talk" Then Gu Yin found a step of the audience platform, wiped it and was about to sit down, Gu Anzhi hurriedly put the test paper in his hand up, Gu Yin was stunned, and then a smile appeared on his face.
"The ground is dirty, it's cold, you sit on the cushion, I'm done writing anyway"
"I didn't expect you to be very careful" Hearing Gu Yin's words, Gu Anzhi touched his head and was a little embarrassed, Gu Yin divided half of it and put it aside, and then sat down.
"This kind of night, it's really good, the stars and rivers are turned into lights, and I don't understand the hardships and colds of the world" Gu Yin sighed, and there seemed to be sadness between his words.
"Liu Yang, didn't he tell you?"
"He, let me ask you personally" Gu Anzhi said with some hesitation.
"In this way, in fact, you don't need to take it to heart, it has nothing to do with you, Liu Yang, he is just a little extreme, but I think he seems to have realized something, and his attitude towards you is much better" Gu Yin supported his head with his hands, pillowed on his knees, and looked at the students who came over on the playground.
Is it much better, Gu An's heart was bitter, Liu Yang's murderous trick really made him have nothing to say.
"My father died, my mother, my mother became a vegetative person and is still lying at home, taken care of by my grandmother, why am I the only one who is doing well, Anzhi, don't you say it's strange, God, what are you thinking?"
Gu Yin's tone seemed to be saying something very ordinary, and her tone did not have a trace of waves, she looked at the entire playground and couldn't speak for a long time.
When Gu Anzhi heard Gu Yin's words, his heart was torn apart suddenly, he couldn't speak, he couldn't believe that the girl in front of him was carrying such a heavy burden, he thought of Liu Yang's words again, things seemed to be far more than that, he didn't dare to imagine, but the unknown drove him to get close to the truth.
"Yes ... When's the thing?"
Gu Anzhi didn't know how he asked, his heart rose to his throat, and his whole body seemed to be running out of strength, so he was holding on to it in one breath, and now he was waiting for Gu Yin's answer, whether he would be sentenced to death.
Gu Yin looked at the playground and didn't speak for a long time, Gu Anzhi waited quietly, Gu Yin turned her head to look at Gu Anzhi, but her eyes were already hazy with tears, she threw herself into Gu Anzhi's arms all of a sudden, and finally couldn't help crying, this girl who seemed to be strong and sunny on the outside was actually extremely fragile.
"Anzhi, this is not your fault, don't listen to Liu Yang's nonsense, I asked my father to drive back overnight, I have been pestering my father since I knew the news of my grandmother's death, and in the end he couldn't resist me, so he rushed back with his mother and me, but... But.. ”
The girl in his arms couldn't cry anymore, Gu Anzhi's body stiffened suddenly, his heart was also broken, and he remembered Liu Yang's words.
"Gu Anzhi, you will go to hell after you die, do you know? You're miserable, haha, people worse than you are around you, you know you? Gu Anzhi! ”
That's right, Liu Yang should hate him, he is a complete bastard, he deserves to be like a lost dog, he deserves to be bullied, and when he heard Gu Yin's words, he didn't want to ask why.
Gu Anzhi looked at the girl in his arms, his strong body finally lost his strength, and he collapsed on the steps all of a sudden, Gu Yin stopped crying, raised his head, pear blossoms brought rain, indescribably haggard, and made people feel pity.
"What's wrong with you, didn't I tell you it's none of your business, you, don't scare me"
Gu Yin looked at Gu Anzhi, whose eyes were gray and the six gods were ownerless, and he panicked for a while, shaking Gu Anzhi.
"It's all my fault, I wouldn't have said it if I had known, who told you to ask, don't scare me, Brother An"
It doesn't matter, Gu Anzhi looked at the stars in the sky, looking for which one is where he should be, how can it be okay Xiao Yin, if it doesn't matter, how can Liu Yang hate me? If it doesn't matter, how could Liu Yang let me ask you personally? If it doesn't matter, why won't he let me go now!!
Because, because I killed my grandmother!!
Tears flowed from the corners of Gu Anzhi's eyes, his grandmother died because of him, and Gu Yin's family had an accident because of his grandmother's accident, so he was the culprit who indirectly caused all this.
Liu Yang is right, why should I get mercy, Gu Anzhi's heart is dead, in this place where he just thought he could get a new life, he died again in just a few days, he couldn't hear what Gu Yin was saying, he was a little numb.
He closed his eyes and said slowly, "Xiao Yin, okay, don't make trouble, let me be alone, listen, isn't this world very quiet?"
Gu Yin looked at Gu Anzhi lying on the steps, and gradually calmed down, she felt that they all needed a chance to say goodbye to the past, she thought it would be tonight, she really thought it would be tonight, but she didn't know, it was indeed tonight.
"Anzhi, don't think too much, it's all in the past, fate is like this, I've accepted it all these years, what can't you accept, now we should all work hard to face a better life, isn't this what you told me?"
Gu Yin comforted Gu Anzhi to herself, and I don't know if he listened to it, as time passed, Gu Yin felt that she was a little hungry for what she said, so she pushed Gu Anzhi.
"Brother Anzhi, let's go eat, it's late enough, I'm hungry"
Gu Anzhi heard Gu Yin's voice and opened his eyes, he wanted to get up, but found that he couldn't use his strength at all, he couldn't face Gu Yin at all, this girl who was gentle, kind and beautiful was him, he destroyed everything about her with his own hands, and also destroyed himself.
"You pull me, I can't stand up," Gu Anzhi said with difficulty.
Gu Yinleng paused for a moment, then laughed out loud, and then pulled Gu Anzhi up.
"Xiao Yin, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I won't eat, you're alone...
"No! The excuses you make every time are you going to be so bad, is there something new" Gu Yin obviously didn't agree.
Gu Anzhi didn't know how he finished the meal, he even forgot whether he paid for the meal, Gu Yin looked at him and was very worried.
"There's an exam tomorrow.,It's okay for you to do this.,I knew I would.。。。 An Zhi who has nothing to do with you.,If you want to blame me, blame myself.,And it's all in the past.。。 Gu Yin blamed herself very much and looked anxious.
"It's okay Xiao Yin, I'm fine, don't worry, just play well by yourself, don't worry about me, believe me" Gu Anzhiqiang pretended to smile, more ugly than crying.
Gu Yin looked at Gu Anzhi's expression, frowned, and asked uncertainly:
"Really?"
"Really, it's more true than pearls, by the way, in order to play steadily, we won't meet during the exam, I want to review quietly"
"Are you sure?"
Gu Yin handed him the book he had bought for Gu Anzhi before, and Gu Anzhi nodded hurriedly.
"Sure, sure," he said, and ran away without looking back.
"Eh, wait a minute, I haven't given you the notes yet, how can you review"
Gu Yin's voice came from behind, but Gu Anzhi didn't look back, Gu Yin was helpless, and he didn't want to stay longer, which had already attracted the attention of others.
Gu Yin thought that there would be a chance tomorrow, and there were still many things that had not been explained clearly, this guy... Alas, the matter has come to this, anyway, sooner or later he will know, but the timing of knowing is not good, I don't know if it will affect his performance tomorrow, I blame myself for not thinking it through, Gu Yin, Gu Yin, you are really smart and confused for a while.
Gu Yin shook his head and forced himself not to think about these things anymore, let's prepare for tomorrow's exam, should I prepare a surprise for him, Gu Yin thought beautifully.