(eighty-three)

Ye Wenyu thought of this, more and more painful, leaving Lin Tingfeng's care, she would be too tired and sick again, since she had the past of falling ill on the street for the first time, then, she would definitely fall ill on the street again, the poor life is like reincarnation, the first time, because Lin Tingfeng arranged for someone to follow her, so he appeared in time to pick her up and go home, next time, because she said that after returning to China, the two of them do not owe each other, old and dead do not get along, he is so proud and so busy a person, he will naturally not appear again, then, She had no choice but to die.

Although the last time, on the way back to school from work at night, I met a gangster and was almost raped by a bad guy, which was deliberately arranged by Lin Tingfeng, but there are bad people in this world, girls are raped when they walk at night, and there is news that a person is killed in a taxi every year, she can't be lucky enough not to meet bad people in her life, and she can't have this kind of blessing of not coming out to work at night to make money, so in the future life, she will definitely meet bad people.

If she encounters the bad guy again, will she be lucky enough to get out of danger? Even if she is really lucky enough to win the lottery, she can be safe and sound, she will not get sick and meet bad people, and rely on the money she earns from her part-time job to support herself, and she will graduate and find a satisfactory job, what will her life be?

Ye Wenyu closed his eyes and imagined his future life, and his heart was like a thousand arrows piercing his heart because of pain.

Three and a half years later, she successfully graduated, successfully found a job, and successfully met someone who loved herself and loved herself, and then was willing to marry herself, so she got married, and then bought a house-

Speaking of buying a house, Ye Wenyu's heart shrank painfully, and the hand on her side trembled uncontrollably, the housing prices in S City are sky-high, she doesn't have the help of her parents, relying on her own and her other half's meager salary, how many years does it take for her to graduate before she can save for a down payment to buy a house?

When she can make enough for the down payment on the house, she can afford to buy a house, and she is estimated to be thirty years old, and then she has been married for a few years, and she has a family and a house, and she is about to start having children, but the mortgage is still pressed on her back like Mount Tai, and the mortgage will be repaid until the day she retires.

It costs money to have a child and raise a child.

In short, as you get older, you will have more and more places to spend money, and the pressure will snowball.

Such a plan can be considered if everything is going well in life, what if she can't find a job after graduating from college, or can't find a high-paying job? What if she never finds a partner she likes? What if she buys a house and suddenly loses her job while paying off her mortgage?

Only those who are lucky enough can live a peaceful life. Plain is a blessing, but there are too many accidents in life, and many people want to be dull in their lives, such as her mother, who was also in love with her father back then, but in the back, when she gave birth to her, didn't she divorce because of her father's cheating? Then there is the difficult life of a single mother that lasts for more than ten years.

As long as there is an accident in life, then all these plans for ordinary people to live happily will come to naught. It's like a tamino, only one card is overturned, and the whole life is overturned.

You will get stuck in a quagmire and be miserable.

Life is really difficult, is it really interesting to go to work, find a job, 9 to 5 in the morning, start from the bottom of the small employees, through their own efforts, climb up step by step, endure the scolding of the leader, prevent the exclusion of colleagues, and all kinds of insider dumping by the back door of the relationship, she has no money, no background, how long can she rise in the workplace, maybe at the age of 30, she will reach the ceiling of the career, invisible, but it does exist, no matter how hard she tries, she can no longer move, In that position, I have been retiring until I have time to relax, when people are also old, and the children are about to get married, and then I buy a house, take grandchildren, life is like a rolling wheel, and she is like a little ant in a rut-

Just like her mother, it is already a very good life to grow old in peace like this, such as her mother, just because the man she found was a bad man, and not long after giving birth, she divorced, which led to the tragedy of her and her life.

So Ye Wenyu thought to herself, what she planned in her mind was to graduate from college on her own, find a job, and work hard to live her life in peace, and the process in between was also full of dangers and various irresistible factors.

Thinking of this, her heart was desperate, and tears flowed silently down the corners of her eyes, like pearls with broken threads. She thought bitterly, if she was not her, but an eldest lady like Lin Tingyue, her life would not be so difficult, alas, does she have a choice, it seems that she has no choice, leaving Lin Tingfeng, her life is a visible tragedy, she will repeat her mother's life path, maybe lucky, she will walk a little more smoothly, but maybe bad luck, she will be even worse than her mother, after all, the current mother knows Uncle Wang and is married, according to what she said, she is quite happy. But if she doesn't leave Lin Tingfeng, then she will be his lover, forever in the dark, without light and freedom. It's not to go, it's not to stay, it's really painful to be embarrassed.

Just like when she decided to go abroad with Lin Tingfeng and listen to his answer, it was also in the nature of gambling, with half of the good ending and half of the bad ending.

When Ye Wenyu thought of this, her heart was like a needle prick, and her tears were getting more and more, just like a small river, breaking her face and splitting her toothbrush on her face.

But she must leave him! Because she doesn't feel that she is in love with him, in love with him, she absolutely can't bear the reality that she is his second wife, she loves someone, but that person is trampling on you, how can such a relationship be maintained?

Therefore, no matter how hard it is, she must leave Lin Tingfeng!

Ye Wenyu has made up her mind, she forced herself to have a heart as firm as iron and stone, so she no longer thinks nonsense, but the tears have still not dried, and she has been silently gushing out of her eyes, and her face is broken.

All this, Lin Tingfeng, who was sleeping beside her, had been silently watching in his eyes, and he did not speak. She had so many tears, as if the whole person was made of water, which had wet the pillows on both sides, and his heart welled up with guilt, knowing that her tears were flowing because of him, but he couldn't do anything about it.

If she doesn't tell her the truth now, and when she finds out for herself later, as most men do, then I'm afraid she will be even more sad than now.

Lin Tingfeng silently stared at Ye Wenyu, who was pretending to be asleep, and let out a deep sigh in his heart, tasting powerlessness for the first time.

When the long-distance flight was over, the two of them got off the plane, Lin Tingfeng personally drove Ye Wenyu back to school, and put all the clothes, bags, and shoes he bought for her in a suitcase, as a gift for her, Ye Wenyu did not accept it, but when he arrived at the school gate, he directly pushed the car door and got off.

She said coldly, "Farewell." "Can't say goodbye, goodbye, for fear that he will misunderstand, they will meet again.

"Xiaoyu-" Lin Tingfeng, who had been silent, finally opened his mouth and stopped her, he stared at her with anxiety, helplessness and pain in his eyes.