(eighty-four)

Ye Wenyu's body stiffened, she didn't look at Lin Tingfeng, her big sad and confused eyes looked into the distance, but her ears were pricked up, she wanted to know what else he would say.

Lin Tingfeng was silent, the feeling of powerlessness grabbed his heart like a tide, time passed bit by bit, he finally spoke, his voice was hoarse, as if blood was oozing from his throat, he said to her slowly: "Xiaoyu, I, Lin Tingfeng, if I love someone, I will love her for a lifetime." ”

Ye Wenyu was stunned for a moment.

Is this a promise? But after he offered to make her his lover, no one would believe him if he said such a thing, no matter how touching it was.

Ye Wenyu looked into the distance and smiled sarcastically.

Hearing her laugh in disbelief, Lin Tingfeng was very sad, in order to suppress the pain that was surging up in his heart, he spoke even slower than usual, and he said to her slowly: "I know, I can't live with you in such an arrangement, but I will compensate you in other ways." ”

It means that you really don't have to think about it again, he is keeping her, but he still doesn't change his original intention, he just wants her to agree to be his lover, no name and no share, and live in the dark forever!

What a domineering man, and super rude and confident.

Ye Wenyu sneered and asked him, "Love, you said you love me?" ”

There was a glimmer of light in Lin Tingfeng's phoenix eyes, he nodded seriously, and for the first time in his life, he confessed his heart: "Love, the only person I have ever loved." ”

Ye Wenyu laughed out loud when she heard it, she laughed out of tears, laughed so much that she trembled, and when she had laughed enough, she looked at him with disgust and said coldly: "If one person loves another, he will marry her!" ”

Lin Tingfeng blinked his eyes painfully, sighed, and said slowly: "Okay, I respect you, if you change your mind, you call me." "He failed, he finally lost her.

Ye Wenyu walked without looking back, her steps were fast, like a gust of wind, but half an hour later, she took the initiative to contact Lin Tingfeng again, because when she returned to school, she received a call from her mother for a long time, her stepfather was sick!

Lin Tingfeng had already driven away, she returned to the dormitory, and her roommates were a little surprised and strange when they saw her coming back suddenly, but originally, Ye Wenyu was the one who was collectively rejected by her roommates, so it didn't matter their attitude.

As soon as she sat down slowly on her bed, her heart was full of painful pasts, and when her mobile phone rang, she received a call from her mother, and for fear that her roommate would hear and think too much, she had to put on her clothes and go to the corridor outside to answer the phone.

The mother's voice was very anxious, and she trembled on the phone and said, "Xiaoyu, your dad is sick and wants 30,000 yuan for hospitalization!" I have no money to pay my mortgage every month, how can I have the money to treat him? ”

Ye Wenyu suddenly laughed when she heard this, what she knew, her mother's sudden phone call, and her stepfather's sudden operation, once again verified her previous statement that it is almost impossible to grow old smoothly in life, for the poor, every stage of life is like a catastrophe again and again.

Zhang Susu said with a crying voice over there: "I know you don't have money, but I'm really forced to do it, the hospital doesn't pay the money and doesn't give him surgery, his disease is not a major illness, it's just a minor operation, but I can't help treating him, Mom knows that you have no money, but Mom has no other friends, do you have any money?" ”

Ye Wenyu couldn't laugh or cry when she heard it, her mother actually thought of borrowing money from her, it was really ridiculous, she was only eighteen years old!

Two expressions of crying and laughing appeared on Ye Wenyu's face at the same time, the desolate smile was accompanied by tears rolling down silently, and she answered her mother's phone while stretching out her other hand to wipe her tears silently.

She felt that she was so young and didn't want her mother to take care of her, she was strong enough and good enough, but she didn't expect that her mother would ask her to take care of her in turn, is her mother really old? In her mind, her mother has always been a big tree that shelters her from the wind and rain, a mountain that gives her warmth and love, but now, the mountain is falling and the big tree is collapsing.

Zhang Susu was still anxiously confiding: "Xiaoyu, you help my mother, your Uncle Wang is really good to me, I don't want to see him have an accident, I am really pitiful in my life, only with your Uncle Wang, I can feel a little bit of happiness, I don't want him to have anything to do, woo woo, woo woo-"

Happiness? Ye Wenyu thought bitterly, her mother can feel happiness in Uncle Wang, and what about her, who can she feel happiness in her, Lin Tingfeng, no, only pain, he just treats her as his plaything!

Zhang Susu said hoarsely: "Xiaoyu, my mother is really forced to have no choice, my current salary in the factory, the mortgage is not enough, every month, all my salary plus half of your Uncle Wang's salary, all the mortgage has been repaid, there are two thousand yuan left, to feed a family of four, I desperately cut down on food and clothing, in order to live a life, I haven't bought new clothes for half a year, and I haven't done my hair, I thought that if I worked hard for another ten years and paid off the mortgage, I would breathe a sigh of relief, and I would be willing to suffer, but I didn't expect your Uncle Wang to suddenly fall ill, Xiaoyu, What should I do, woo woo, woo woo, why am I so miserable-"

The mother cried bitterly on the other end of the phone, the voice was very loud, like the north wind howling, it was the cry of a middle-aged and elderly woman who was completely desperate and sad.

Ye Wenyu picked up her mobile phone, and suddenly remembered that when she was a child, every time she was desperate, her mother would always hug her and cry bitterly, her tears flowed with her snot, she slapped her thighs, she blew her nose loudly, she wiped her tears exaggeratedly, her tears were messy, she was unkempt, and she, little her, would sensibly hug her mother tightly, and then reach out to wipe away her tears for her, quietly accompany her, give her warmth and strength.

The next day, my mother would always pick herself up and face the difficult life with courage and optimism again.

Now my mother has once again encountered a big hurdle in her life, because she bought a new house when she got married for the second time, she was overwhelmed by the heavy boulder-like mortgage, and a minor illness in her partner became a lifesaver for the entire small family.

Ye Wenyu listened to her mother's suppressed painful voice, she thought, when she was a child, she could comfort her mother, could she not help her when she grew up? It stands to reason that when a daughter grows up, she should be more capable, she should be more able to comfort her parents, and she should know how to reciprocate.

Thinking like this, Ye Wenyu immediately promised into the phone: "Mom, don't cry, I'll figure it out." ”

The crying over there Xia Ran stopped, and Ye Wenyu asked Zhang Susu softly, "How much money did you just say you need?" "Her heart is painful and confused, where does she go to borrow money? Why did she promise her mother?