11 Kneel
After Qiangzi took people away, the dormitory was empty, and I, like a dead dog, lay on the ground, I wanted to move, but I couldn't move, I seemed to lose consciousness, I couldn't exert my strength, I only felt pain, pain in my heart.
It didn't take long for my roommates to come back, and I thought they would help me up when they saw me, but they didn't, they just gave me a cold look and walked away from me, as if I were a plague god.
My heart was cold to the bone, my body was in pain, I hoped that someone would help me and let me go to bed and lie down properly, not let me lie on this cold floor, but no one chose to sympathize with me, they still did their own thing in the dormitory, and when they walked next to me, they pushed me with their feet in disgust, saying that I should die.
My heart was broken, I didn't expect that they would be so indifferent.
I curled up on the ground weakly, and lay down for nearly half an hour before I felt a little strength, relying on this little strength, I tried to get up from the ground, and slowly moved to my bed, until I lay down on the bed, I felt more comfortable.
I slept for a long time, and when I woke up, I had a fever, the fever was very serious, my whole body was soft, my head hurt very much, the whole person was confused, very sleepy, and I couldn't open my eyes.
It's only September, and it's still hot, but I feel chills all over my body, and I clutch my quilt with a few holes, and even so, my whole body is still shivering.
I couldn't do the afternoon class, and the classmates in the dormitory wouldn't help me ask for leave, so I had to get up with difficulty, drag my tired body, and come to the office to ask the head teacher for leave.
However, I was just about to walk into the office when a voice with a little anger came into my ears: "Qin Shou? You're hurt? Who did this to you? ”
My groggy head lifted my head suddenly, and when I turned my head, it was Wang Ruoqi.
It's just that she is not alone, there is a handsome boy who beat Qiangzi next to her during today's big class, seeing the two of them standing intimately together, my heart is bitter and bitter, thinking of the cruel words that Qiangzi put to me before, I can't help but lower my head, I dare not look at Wang Ruoqi.
Wang Ruoqi came to me and said solemnly: "Did Zhang Qiang beat you?" ”
I didn't dare to say a word to Wang Ruoqi, so I could only shake my head silently, Wang Ruoqi was a little anxious, and said, "Say it quickly, is it Zhang Qiang?" ”
The handsome boy standing on the side also followed: "Brother, tell me, who beat you, brother will avenge you." ”
Listening to the words of Wang Ruoqi and the handsome boy, my heart suddenly became warm, lonely and helpless, and finally received a trace of warmth, it was like a candle in the night, igniting the hope in my heart.
I couldn't help but raise my head slightly, looking at Wang Ruoqi's current appearance with my spare eyes, at this moment, she was upset for me, and Xia Lu was really similar, it was so similar.
However, what Qiangzi said to me suddenly appeared in my mind, Wang Ruoqi can help me once, will not help me a second time, this time Wang Ruoqi can help me out, but next time? If I tell Wang Ruoqi, Wang Ruoqi will go to find Qiangzi, and Qiangzi will come to me again, can I withstand Qiangzi's several beatings?
Thinking of this, I lowered my head again tremblingly, not daring to speak.
But whether I said it or not, Wang Ruoqi guessed it, she didn't ask any more, she turned around directly, took the hand of the handsome boy on the side, and said angrily: "Yan Chen, go, follow me to avenge Qin Shou!" After speaking, she took the hand of a handsome boy named Yan Chen and left.
Hearing this, I immediately panicked and wanted to go up to stop Wang Ruoqi, but Wang Ruoqi walked very fast, coupled with the heaviness and weakness of my whole body, I just ran two steps and fell to the ground, I could only squeeze out a weak voice as much as I could: "Don't ...... Don't go, please. ”
My voice was weak, Wang Ruoqi and Yan Chen had already walked away and didn't hear what I said.
I fell to the ground, collapsed, completely collapsed, once Wang Ruoqi went to find Qiangzi to help me take revenge, Qiangzi would definitely find me afterwards, and when the time came, I was greeted with another beating.
I just lay quietly at the door of the teacher's office, I wanted to stand up, but I didn't have any strength in my body, and later, the head teacher happened to come out of the office, when he came out, he was startled, and then hurriedly helped me up from the ground and asked, "Qin Shou, what are you doing lying here?" ”
I staggered to my feet and said in pain, "Teacher, I have a fever and want to ask you for a leave." ”
The head teacher had just graduated from college, he was a cultural man with glasses, and he was very talkative and kind-hearted, and he knew that I was ugly, but he didn't dislike me like other classmates.
The head teacher touched my forehead, then retracted his hand like an electric shock, and immediately said nervously: "Your head is so hot, you are very sick, or I will take you to the hospital." ”
I shook my head uncomfortably and sighed lightly, "Teacher, no need, thank you, I'll just go back and lie down for a while." ”
The head teacher asked worriedly: "Is it really not necessary?" ”
I nodded weakly, turned around, and walked back to the dormitory in a daze.
As soon as I entered the dormitory, I lay on the bed, covered with a quilt, very sleepy, but I couldn't sleep, my illness seemed to be getting worse and worse, my head wanted to explode, if I could, I really wanted to die like this, never to wake up again, because life is too tiring, too bitter.
I don't know how long I was uncomfortable, I fell asleep in a daze, I had a dream, in the dream, I was very comfortable, no one bullied me, no one insulted me, I lived a plain life, and more importantly, Xia Lu's face appeared in front of my eyes, her eyes were bright, the corners of her mouth hooked a touch of arc, she was smiling at me, she gently stroked my face, and gently called me Shoushou, as if everything had returned to the beginning.
Everything in my dreams is so beautiful, I really want to stay in my dreams for the rest of my life.
I don't know when, my bed suddenly shook violently, accompanied by an angry roar: "Ugly thing, get up for Lao Tzu!" ”
I didn't have the strength to get up, I couldn't even open my eyes, so I could only curl up under the quilt and stay motionless.
Seeing that I didn't move, the person who spoke couldn't stand it anymore, so he lifted my quilt and dragged me off the bed.
My body hit the floor, and the back of my head was also slammed hard, and I was already dizzy, and I instantly had a splitting headache, which was worse than death.
Because of the pain, I opened my eyes with difficulty, and saw several people looking at me condescendingly, and Qiangzi was also among them, in the haze, I saw Qiangzi's face swollen like a pig's head, and his eyes turned into panda eyes, I knew that Wang Ruoqi helped me take revenge on him.
In desperation, I could only stand up with the bed board next to me, but my illness seemed to have become more serious, my whole body was weak and weak, my feet were weak and swinging, I just stood up, my feet cramped, I couldn't stand steadily, I fell a, and immediately, a burst of laughter broke out in the dormitory.
I tried to get back up, but I really didn't have any strength, and my vision turned black and white.
However, Qiangzi squatted down and pulled my collar, I lifted it up, and said viciously: "Qin Shou, you are really fucking kind, I can't convince you, you still dare to complain to Wang Ruoqi, are you really tired?" ”
I am in great pain now, my inner and physical pain, united to torment me, and in the face of the monstrous anger of the hadrons, I have no fear, but a sense of relief in the face of death.
Fight, whatever tricks come at me, it's better to beat me to death, so that I can leave this dark world and no longer have to be tortured by this real world.
However, Qiangzi didn't attack me for a long time, with Qiangzi's temper, he should have beaten me half to death now, but his expression didn't look like he was going to beat me, and when he messed with me like this, my head was even more dizzy, and I could only look at him with weak eyes.
I only heard Qiangzi holding back a wave of anger, gritting his teeth and saying: "I really want to trample your stinky shit to death, but Wang Ruoqi said that if I dare to beat you again, I will be kicked out of school, so I can only endure you kid." ”
Now, Qiangzi made me even more confused, he was afraid of Wang Ruoqi and didn't dare to beat me, but why did he come to the door so excitedly.
The next moment, Qiangzi suddenly grinned and said lightly: "But I don't teach you a lesson, and I'm unwilling in my heart, so if you kneel down for me and kowtow three times, our affairs will be written off, how about it?" ”