I grew up in an orphanage, and the children in the orphanage were white and tender, but I was the only one who was an outlier because I was an ugly guy with pockmarked faces.

Most of the children in the orphanage are distorted, especially because I look like a monster, so bullying me has become their daily routine.

Later, a girl one year older than me came to the orphanage, named Xia Lu, and I called her Sister Lu.

Xia Lu is different from other children in the orphanage, she is already a beauty at a young age, and the most important thing is that she doesn't dislike me for being ugly, she treats me very well, treats me as a younger brother, and doesn't allow the children in the orphanage to bully me, I remember one time, I was eating in the cafeteria, and a boy named Qiangzi poured the rice bowl directly on my head and said, "You look so ugly, and you are embarrassed to come to the canteen to eat, not afraid of disgusting people?" ”

Qiangzi was a tall kid in the orphanage, everyone else looked down on him, and he was the first to take the lead in bullying me.

It's not the first time I've been bullied by a strong son, and every time he bullies me, I can only keep my head down and cry my nose.

At this time, Xia Lu suddenly ran over, she still had a stick in her hand, smashed it directly on Qiangzi's head, and said, "I told you that you are not allowed to bully Shoushou, didn't you hear?" ”

Xia Lu is very violent, quite a heroine in the middle of a woman, but she is very gentle with me, after this time, no one bullied me again.

I look ugly, I am blinded by others, bullied, and disliked, which has created my inferiority complex, if it weren't for Xia Lu's appearance, I might have lived in a gloomy world for the rest of my life.

Xia Lu and I stick together all the time, play together, eat together, and even sleep in a quilt, I also made a vow to her that when I grow up, I want to marry her as a wife, and Xia Lu also smiled and agreed to me.

It's just that this fairytale life didn't last forever, and my beautiful life was shattered because of this.

I remember that it was noon on a hot day, I had just come out of the toilet, and I was about to go back to take a nap, but Qiangzi suddenly appeared in front of me, pulled me into the toilet without saying a word, and then pressed me against the wall, and before he could beat me, I quickly said: "Qiangzi, if you beat me, I will tell Sister Lu." ”

Qiangzi's face twitched, and then he showed a thick smile and said, "Qin Shou, don't be so nervous, I'm not here to beat you." ”

Qin Shou is my name, and I didn't think there was anything when I was a child, but later, I realized how ridiculous and ridiculous this name was.

I didn't believe what Hadron said, and looked at him warily.

Qiangzi said in a good voice: "That's the case, I want to make friends with Xia Lu, but she hates me very much, so I want to ask you a favor and help me build a line between me and Xia Lu, do you think it's okay?" ”

Seeing that Qiangzi really didn't come to beat me, I thought about it, and it was nothing wrong to let him make friends with Xia Lu, so I nodded and said, "Yes." ”

The smile on Qiangzi's face became more and more intense, attached to my ear, and said, "At eight o'clock tonight, you take Xia Lu to the warehouse in the back and let me have a good talk with her, okay?" ”

As soon as I heard this, I realized that something was not quite right, and I always felt that Qiangzi had bad intentions.

Seeing that I was silent, Qiangzi immediately glared at me and scolded: "Do you agree? If you don't agree, I will bully you every day in the future. ”

Frightened by Qiangzi, I shuddered, and hurriedly said: "I promise, I promise, don't hit me." ”

Qiangzi laughed at this time, patted my head, and said, "That's right, as long as you bring Xia Lu tonight, I won't bully you again in the future." ”

I walked away in a huff, I didn't know what Qiangzi wanted to do at the time, I just thought that after he made friends with Xia Lu, he wouldn't bully me anymore.

At eight o'clock in the evening, I took Xia Lu to the back warehouse, Xia Lu trusted me, I said casually, she didn't think about it, just follow me here.

"Shoushou, what did you bring me here for?" Xia Lu was puzzled.

I was just about to explain, but Qiangzi's voice suddenly sounded: "Xia Lu, I asked Qin Shou to call you here, and I want to have a good chat with you." ”

As soon as Xia Lu turned around, she saw Qiangzi, and she said coldly, "I have nothing to talk about with you." ”

Xia Lu didn't want to take care of Qiangzi, so she took my hand and was about to leave.

Qiangzi ran over, pulled Xia Lu directly in front of him, slapped Xia Lu in the face, and said angrily: "You slut, you still pretend to be with me, don't give you some color to see, you don't shed tears when you don't see the coffin." With that, Qiangzi dragged Xia Lu into the warehouse.

Xia Lu struggled to slap Qiangzi's hand and let him go, but she was a girl after all, how could she beat a man.

Xia Lu panicked, she turned her head, and while struggling, she called me: "Shoushou, save me, save me." ”

In this case, Xia Lu has no choice at all, she can only pin her hopes on me, hoping that I will save her.

I looked at this scene in a daze, and suddenly understood that Qiangzi didn't want to make friends with Xia Lu, he wanted to bully Xia Lu. I was just about to rush forward, but at this moment, Qiangzi suddenly took out a bright knife, pointed at me and scolded: "Qin Shou, you'd better pretend not to see it, otherwise I'll scratch your ugly face." ”

As soon as I heard this, I was so frightened that my heart trembled, and my feet seemed to be fixed on the ground, and I couldn't move, so I could only shout in a trembling voice: "Qiangzi, don't, I beg you not to bully Sister Lu." ”

The strong son glared at me fiercely, then pointed a knife at me and scolded: "Shut up, kneel for me!" ”

The shiny knife stabbed my eyes, and the fierce appearance of the strong son scared me into fear, and the strong son was particularly ruthless, he used to bully me when he was killed, and at this time, he made me very scared, my legs didn't obey the call at all, and knelt down directly.

Qiangzi pulled Xia Lu and said to me in a deep voice: "You give me honesty, kneel down obediently, otherwise I will stab you in the face with a knife." As soon as he finished speaking, Qiangzi had already dragged Xia Lu into the warehouse, threw Xia Lu on the discarded bed board, and then pounced on Xia Lu's body.

Xia Lu has a strong temperament, she slapped Qiangzi's face and struggled, while continuing to shout at me: "Shoushou, save me!" ”

I really want to go up to save Xia Lu, in my heart, Xia Lu is my dearest person and my favorite person, I can't let her suffer any humiliation, but, I'm too weak, I don't dare to go up and pull Qiangzi away from her, I'm afraid of Qiangzi, I'm afraid of the knife in Qiangzi's hand, I can only move my body little by little, kowtow and cry and pray: "Qiangzi, I beg you, let Sister Lu go." ”

My voice was choked and weak, just as cowardly I am now.

Xia Lu was still struggling desperately, still shouting my name for me to save her, but I was always cowardly, and I didn't do anything to help Xia Lu except for useless pleading.

Xia Lu showed painful despair to me, she stopped calling for help to me, relying on herself to resist, she was tough, and did not give in, but no matter how hard she tried her best to resist, after all, her arms couldn't twist her thighs, she was a girl, how could she not resist the big boy Qiangzi, and finally, her voice was hoarse, and her strength gradually dissipated.

Just when Qiangzi thought that Xia Lu was completely tamed by him and wanted to tear Xia Lu's clothes, however, Xia Lu suddenly found an opportunity and kicked Qiangzi's stomach with her knees, exerting all her strength, Qiangzi let out a scream like killing a pig, reflexively fell to the side, rolling wildly while holding his stomach, screaming in pain, and yelling: "Stinky woman, you dare to kick me, see that I don't play you to death." ”

Xia Lu quickly got up from the ground, covered her chest with her hands, and hurriedly ran out of the warehouse with tears in her eyes.

Seeing that Xia Lu had saved herself, I quickly got up from the ground and sobbed: "Sister Lu......"

However, as soon as I opened my mouth, before I could continue, Xia Lu stopped in front of me, raised her hand suddenly, slapped me in the face, looked at me in despair, and said with tears streaming down her face: "I'm so disappointed in you, you're just a beast, a beast...... I hate you all my life! After scolding me, Xia Lu ran past me.

And I, still standing stupidly, my mind was blank, I was stunned, wooden, for a while my brain was like dead, Xia Lu's desperate eyes, heart-rending words, deeply imprinted in my heart, forever lingering.

Because of Xia Lu's words, I finally understood that my name is Qin Shou, and I knew what the beast represented!