Qiangzi ran out violently, Xia Lu ran very fast, Qiangzi failed to catch up, his conspiracy failed to succeed, and it looked very unpleasant.

Qiangzi walked up to me angrily and yelled in displeasure, "Little pussy, why didn't you stop her." "Qiangzi didn't succeed, he was very angry, he turned around and was about to leave, and he felt very unwilling, stopped, and suddenly slapped me in the face.

This slap, with the anger of Qiangzi's belly, directly slapped me against the wall, my head buzzed, and I almost fainted.

After the fight, the anger dissipated a little, and he left with a curse.

The next day, Xia Lu told the dean about this incident, and the dean only criticized Qiangzi fiercely, warning Qiangzi that there must be no next time, so he didn't do anything to Qiangzi, this is an orphanage, and the dean can't drive Qiangzi away.

Although this matter quickly subsided, the relationship between me and Xia Lu is gone forever, Xia Lu's original intimate attitude towards me suddenly became cold and indifferent, I want to go and say sorry to Xia Lu, but every time I find an opportunity to get close to Xia Lu, Xia Lu will stare at me with indifferent eyes, and I immediately lost the courage to go up and talk to her.

Every day, I live in torment, I am full of guilt for her, my heart is blocked, and when I sleep at night, I will have a scene in my dream of Qiangzi bullying Xia Lu, and I kneel on the side like a coward and remain indifferent. The scene haunted me like a ghost, and I woke up in pain every night.

Xia Lu's attitude towards me was cold, and she no longer protected me, and the children in the orphanage began to bully me again, and I seemed to have become the most bullied child in the orphanage again. Of course, Xia Lu also saw everyone bullying me, but every time she pretended not to see it.

I don't care what others do to me, they beat me and scold me, I can ignore it, but I only care about Xia Lu's attitude towards me.

Slowly, I became silent, withdrawn, and had low self-esteem, and I had only one thought, which was to say sorry to Xia Lu and pray for her forgiveness.

On this day, I plucked up my courage, under Xia Lu's cruel gaze, I walked in front of her, Xia Lu stared at me coldly, she seemed to have changed as if she was a different person, her face no longer showed a smile, I looked at her, and said sincerely: "Sister Lu, right ......"

Without waiting for me to continue, Xia Lu directly interrupted me coldly, and only spit out one word: "Get out!" ”

A "get out", directly choked back what I was going to say sorry, and my heart ached, and said, "Sister Lu, don't you be like this, okay?" It was me who was wrong, I apologize to you, and we become good friends again, so forgive me. ”

Xia Lu didn't interrupt me this time, but listened to me finish my words with a cold face, as if as long as I didn't say sorry, she would wait for me to continue.

It's just that Xia Lu replied to me in a sneering tone: "Good friend? Forget it, I can't afford it, and I don't deserve to be your friend. ”

Hearing Xia Lu's desperate words, I felt that the sky was about to fall, I could see that Xia Lu had completely despaired of me, but I couldn't just give up, I owed her, I couldn't pay it off in my life, I choked up, and said: "Sister Lu, you give me another chance, it was Qiangzi who forced me to do this, I don't want to hurt you, can you forgive me?" ”

When Xia Lu heard this, she said indifferently: "Give you a chance?" Why do you want to give you a chance, it should be you who give me a chance, you give me a chance, let me stay away from you, okay? Don't come to me again, I don't want to see you at all, and I won't forgive you, because I didn't expect you to be so cowardly. ”

Xia Lu's words were like a sharp needle, stabbing my heart fiercely, I seemed to have suffered the most painful blow in heaven and earth, I was about to suffocate, my tears flowed unconsciously, I cried: "Sister Lu, I beg you, don't you do this to me?" ”

I'm about to kneel for Xia Lu, Xia Lu is too important to me, I don't want to lose her.

Even though my words were full of pleading, even though I shed tears of pain, I still didn't get a trace of mercy from Xia Lu, she still maintained a high degree of indifference, and said, "Then what do you want me to do to you?" Do you want me to smile at you and say, Shoushou, I forgive you, so that you are satisfied? I'm sorry, it can't be, I won't give you another chance to hurt me. ”

After hearing these words, I was completely defeated, I looked at Xia Lu, and her desperate gaze, I knew that no matter what I said, Xia Lu would never forgive me again, she was very disappointed in me.

However, I still want to say sorry to her at the end, if I don't say these three words, this heart disease will remain in my heart for a lifetime, I let out an extremely hoarse voice and said: "Sister Lu, I know that I hurt you, and I also know that I have lived up to your expectations of me, I want to talk to you, right ......"

"Shut up!" Xia Lu didn't give me a chance to continue, interrupted me with cold feelings as always, and said, "You are not qualified to say this." ”

After speaking, Xia Lu turned to my side and walked away, leaving me with a ruthless back.

I couldn't say sorry to Xia Lu, and I also failed to get Xia Lu's forgiveness, this heart knot tied a dead knot in my heart, and I couldn't untie it.

I couldn't sleep for several nights, and I made up my mind that I must say sorry to Xia Lu, even if Xia Lu doesn't forgive me!

But that day, a black Mercedes-Benz slowly drove into the orphanage, and a couple got out of the car and walked into the director's room, and soon Xia Lu followed in.

It wasn't until Xia Lu and the couple came out of the director's room and got into the Mercedes Benz that I immediately understood that the couple had come to adopt Xia Lu, Xia Lu was the best child in the orphanage, and many couples without children had already taken a fancy to her, and Xia Lu had refused to leave the orphanage before, and she said that she would always accompany me.

But I hurt Xia Lu, I made Xia Lu completely disappointed in me, so Xia Lu decided to leave here!

Xia Lu is my only support in the orphanage, without her, my world is equivalent to no color, she is my whole world.

I didn't want to be separated from Xia Lu, so I ran out like crazy, rushing at the slowly departing Mercedes-Benz, shouting with all my might: "Sister Lu, don't go!" ”

Even though I shouted hysterically and heartbreakingly, the car still didn't stop until the shadow of the car disappeared and I sat paralyzed on the ground, I collapsed, my world collapsed!

I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, and I cried and cried, crying and shouting, begging Xia Lu to come back!

After a long time, I was tired of crying, and I cried enough, but I still sat on the ground, looking at the gate of the orphanage, hoping to see the shadow of Xia Lu coming back, but I waited and waited, and until the evening, Xia Lu did not come back.

I was unwilling, so I went to the dean and asked her if Xia Lu would come back? But the dean told me that Xia Lu would not come back, and she went to live a happy life!

I don't believe it, I think the dean is lying to me, I firmly believe that Xia Lu will come back, I firmly believe it!

With this conviction, I sit at the gate of the orphanage like a fool every day, quietly waiting for Xia Lu to come back, but every time I wait, I am ushered in disappointment again and again, the past scenes are replayed in my mind, remembering that Xia Lu just arrived at the orphanage, made friends with me intimately, remembered that I was bullied, Xia Lu stood up for me without hesitation, remembered that we sat together, yearning for our future, we said, we want to be together for a lifetime, I want to marry her as a wife, never give up......

With little hope, I was looking forward to Xia Lu suddenly coming back one day, but gradually, day after day, day after day, Xia Lu's familiar figure never appeared again.

My expectations slowly turned into despair, because of my weakness, Xia Lu was bullied by the strong son, because of my weakness, Xia Lu hated me so much, because of my weakness, Xia Lu resolutely left me!

I don't continue to go to the gate of the orphanage and wait, maybe as the dean said, Xia Lu went to live a happy life, and in this life, she will never come back.

I don't know if Xia Lu will forget me, but I know that these three words are sorry and have become a permanent regret in my heart!