Chapter 7: At the age of nineteen
In fact, everyone will be more or less at a significant moment at the beginning of a certain age, most people may be eighteen or twenty years old.
However, it may be because Liu Nian is too sassy and does not restrain himself. So his emotions began at the age of 19.
That night, Li Jinse sent a message to Liu Nian: Today is a very important day, I have opened a private room at The Voice K02, be sure to participate!
Liu Nian smiled, this girl is not so conscienceless, and she is going to hold a birthday party for me.
The cannon sent a message: Where are you, come and have a good voice.
Liu Nian suddenly felt very warm, you see, as long as you are by my side, I will not feel that the road is so difficult.
hummed a little song all the way, and walked out of the steps that the six relatives didn't recognize, and there were many more things. Today's weather feels like it's going to rain! Go back and bring an umbrella? Forget it, the cannons will be brought, and they will be used later.
When I walked to K02, there was "Chengdu" in it, and I was afraid that I would think of it in the future and sing this song again, but I didn't know where it was. Most of them were friends of Lee Jinse.
Most of us have just graduated from high school and are leaving for college. So there is a kind of cordiality and sadness for Chengdu.
Li Jinse welcomed Liu Nian's arrival with a sweet smile, and the cannon kept beckoning him over in the corner of the private room.
Liu Nian noticed that Li Jinse had a perm today, and her temperament seemed to have changed all of a sudden, becoming sensual and mature beauty.
The slender legs are wearing pure white stockings, and the short skirt is still a little cute.
Liu Nian secretly scolded himself for being unproductive, it's not that he hasn't seen it, he still can't stop it! It's just that this girl is really born too good-looking.
Liu Nian smiled, "Have you prepared a gift?" ”
"I'll see!"
Li Jinse said angrily: "No, how can you see it now, and it's not good to dismantle it."
Liu Nian patted his head, yes! How can you open it immediately after receiving a gift? Liu Nian was embarrassed to sit with the cannon.
The cannon looked at him very seriously and said, "Brother, the scene is very serious, I suggest that you should not strike first!" ”
Liu Nian was confused, what is this, yes! Shouldn't I confess to her on this special day?
Liu Nian replied to the cannon very seriously: "I understand!" Brother, I understand everything, you don't have to worry about me, you let me think calmly! ”
"What else do you want to do, it's over."
"Don't be so hasty!"
Liu Nian calmly planned his lines. For example, Li Jinse, I actually borrowed your pen when I ......
What the hell this is. Again. Jinse, I've liked you for a long time......
Lee Jinse, I really want to be with you, I want the best for you. I will carry all the pain to find your happiness.
Well! Not bad. Good. Liu Nian stood up abruptly, "Li ......"
Suddenly BGM sounded, it was Jay Chou's "Simple Love". Liu Nian thought he was cheering for himself.
That's right, self-righteous.
When the actor Liao Yuge, who was wearing a light blue jacket, stepped into this private room, the lights in the private room were completely dimmed.
This song "Simple Love" also took advantage of the trend, and no one would care that corner suddenly stood up Liu Nian.
Because, everyone's focus is on this pair of men and women. The girl took the microphone, sang simple love, and walked out of the hidden toilet in pure white high heels.
She was wearing a pure white dress, she was beautiful today, the most beautiful since Liu Nian met her.
Her beauty is deeply imprinted in everyone's heart at this moment, indelible.
Li Jinse's throat sounded as good as being loved by an angel, and she walked slowly like Liao Yuge, singing the song of simple love
I don't know why I became very proactive
If you fall in love with someone, anything will be worth doing
I want to loudly declare that I am attached to you
Even the next-door neighbor guessed how I felt right now
The wind by the river was blowing and fluttering in the hair
Holding your hand for a while, I was inexplicably moved
I want to take you back to my grandmother's house
Watch the sunset together until we both fall asleep
Liu Nian's hand was clenched tightly, and he quietly let go, from wordless anger to helplessness, it was so simple.
Aside from the happy birthday song, this may be the first time she has dedicated a song to someone, which is great. I hope that person is me......
His eyes were suddenly moist. The mood goes up and down and follows the song into **. It seems that at this moment, the whole world is gone.
He couldn't find it, he really couldn't find it, he lost, he lost...... He wanted to cry, he had nothing, nothing to find.
I want to hold your hand like this and not let go
Can love be pure forever without sorrow?
I want to take you on a bike
I want to watch baseball with you
I don't have to worry about that
Singing and walking all the way
I want to hold your hand like this and not let go
Love can not be simple and harmless
You're leaning on my shoulder
You fell asleep on my chest
Life like this
I love you and you love me
I want to love simply
I want to love simply
Li Jinse gently took Liao Yuge's hand, at this moment, Li Jinse was very nervous and scared.
She confessed for the first time that if he shook off her hand it meant that she had failed.
"Liao Yuge, happy birthday!" She handed over a small gift and said, "Liao Yuge, I am very serious and write our story in every little star, I will give it to you, will you be with me?" ”
Intentionally or not, Liao Yuge glanced at Liu Nian's position and saw a decadent heart.
He treated it indifferently, the corners of his mouth raised, and replied, "Okay!"
Liu Nian finally couldn't hold back two tears that inadvertently flowed out, cutting his cheeks and breaking his heart.
Today is also my birthday...... Li Jinse, have you forgotten?
Liao Yuge hugged Li Jinse into his arms, and Li Jinse also hugged him, feeling the tenderness brought by the other party.
Hehe......
Maybe everyone is the protagonist in their own script, but I don't have a script, and I live like the best supporting actor in their script.
Witness their beginning, witness their consummation, and ruthlessly elevate their position with their own failures. In the end, only the humble self was left looking at the warm stove and lighting his own matches.
The cheers at this moment have been isolated by Liu Nian's heart. The cannon patted him on the shoulder, and everyone in the KTV pulled easter eggs, wishing each other a long time, and listening to the girls comment that the two were really a good match.
Liu Nian slipped out of the lively KTV like a mouse.
Walking into the streets of Chengdu, the cold wind swept a few scattered leaves. Is it autumn? It's cold.
Bought a pack of cigarettes, lit them, inhaled them. Enjoy the silence in a chair on the street.
It was as if the soul was liberated and the empty heart was compensated. At that moment he forgot everything and gave up everything.
Liu Nian is really in pain, just ask, when a person thinks about all the good things in the future, and reality gives him a sober blow, how much pain should it be.
All human suffering stems from anger at one's own impotence. The wind is cold today because of the dark clouds. Depressed and uncomfortable.
Liu Nian was in pain, so he couldn't find an outlet. It was his first time smoking, and he couldn't see any jerky.
It was pain that taught him what loneliness was, and Xiaoyu seemed to have a soul and quietly began to sob.
"Is it easy to smoke?"
The cannon walked next to him and took an umbrella, and Liu Nian's lips suddenly trembled, "Hmm." ”
The cigarette in his mouth was pulled out, thrown viciously, and said lightly, "Give up her, you will meet her who belongs to you in the future."
"Hmm."
At this moment, Liu Nian couldn't hold it back anymore, hugged the cannon, and cried heartlessly.
"Cannon, it's my birthday, why are you so cruel to me? I'm so uncomfortable. ”
"Happy birthday, silly boy, my good brother."
Cannon took out a photo, it was a group photo of the three of them, the photo frame was beautiful, wooden, and comfortable.
"Cannon, Jinse, she's gone...... He walked to Liao Yuge. Three years of relationship, lost to one month. I'm not reconciled, I want to be with her. ”
"Enough!"
The cannon let go of the umbrella in his hand and let it fall to the earth. The rain is getting heavier.
The two of them were exposed to the sky, allowing the cold to pierce their bone marrow.
"Feelings are always a matter of two people, one-sided liking, that's really liking, love needs mutual resonance from both parties."
Butterflies never stop for flowers that do not resonate, and before people, they can only be together if they are attracted to each other.
If he is not yours, you don't have to force it, not now, and not in the future.
We will meet too many passers-by in our lives, maybe you will stop because of something, but in the end you have to move forward, if not to accompany you to the end. Then, in the end, seeing all the flowers blooming, Xie can only be reduced to a passerby.
Liu Nian no longer has the strength to cry out for injustice, he has no choice but helplessness, she can't change Li Jinse, even herself.
Yes, he was angry, angry at his powerlessness.
The good things he didn't get were all in Liao Yuge.
The cannon pulled him to a shed to take shelter from the rain, and the two lit two cigarettes, without too many words, and that's it, one, one, one......