When I got home, my parents had to work at night. The house is dark and empty.

I don't know why Liu Nian likes the feeling of pitch black very much. It's the irrepressible sadness in my heart that is at work.

He was very tired, very tired, he wanted to fall asleep when he got on the bed, clicked on the phone, and Li Jinse's cute avatar was a red one in the upper right corner.

Li Jinse: Why did you and the cannon leave quietly?

Liu Nian replied to her with an indifferent smile: Congratulations!

Glancing at the photo of her holding hands in space, I remarked: Today is my happiest day.

Here's a whole line of comments: 99

Liu Nian hesitated for a long time, and finally took a wave of formation: 99

For some reason, the wound on his chest that had just begun to scarred was as painful as if it had cracked, and it was heartbreaking, and Liu Nian really tried to endure it.

In the end, he broke down and cried bitterly. The night was quiet, only the chilling cicadas chirping. The world is chaotic and dark, and since then there has been another insomnia in the world.

In fact, there are many kind people in this world, but a lot of harm always comes silently, and it has nothing to do with the cruelty of others.

It comes more thoroughly and more prolonged than the pain of flesh and skin, and can even destroy a person. Sometimes, it is not his cruelty that hurts someone, but the kindness that she can't bear to bear.

Unwilling, not pulling, not ambiguous.

After the 19-year-old incident, every day Liu Nian was drunk and dreamed of dying. Until then, Li Jinse was really her spiritual pillar.

He spends his days in an Internet café, a cigarette and a stick of instant noodles for a day. His beard was already green, and he looked like he was more mature.

I suddenly like the song "Alone": I go to dinner and shopping alone

Good night with myself and insomnia

If only happiness could be recognized

Close your eyes and still the lamp

The process I light up for you

Every time my heart beats, I don't stop

I'm always alone

From midnight to early morning

I'm always alone

It's getting harder and harder to get out

Who appreciates my stupidity

Look at me desperately

Stumbling in love and scarred

I'm always alone

From midnight to early morning

I'm always alone

The more lonely you are, the more serious you are

I wish I could be more cruel

I am not afraid of pain

Don't miss painful kisses

Youth is complete when it is wasted

The world of romance deserves to be alone

I'm always alone

From midnight to early morning

I'm always alone

Against one person

Don't be careful to confirm

Your hypocritical affection

Loneliness is part of the adult population

I'm always alone

Singled all over the world

I'm always alone

The more circuitous, the more sincere

I wish I could be more cruel

I am not afraid of pain

Charming evening breeze

How suitable for you

Have a good dream

I will continue to lie

Be naïve

I'm always alone

From midnight to early morning

I'm always alone

The more lonely you are, the more serious you are

I wish I could be more cruel

I am not afraid of pain

How afraid I am of becoming more innocent

I am not afraid of pain

Liu Nian no longer squeezed out the cheap tears from the lacrimal glands, and when the pain tugged at the nerves, he learned to comfort the Son of Heaven at his fingertips now.

Occasionally he would sneak into her space and see her accompany the person to an amusement park, a movie theater, a park, holding hands, maybe hugging, maybe kissing, maybe ......

Liu Nian didn't dare to think about it anymore, and gave her a thumbs up with an ugly smile.

The avatar of the cannon suddenly lit up: Brother, I don't know how to persuade you, I have watched all your depravity in the past few days, I hope you can think clearly for yourself and come out by yourself.

Li Jinse already has a good life of his own, are you still self-absorbed here? Feelings are not all of a person, you still have a lot of happy things to try, and this is never the end of your life.

Isn't it just two years, people who have been in love for seven or eight years can come out, are you a hairy thing?

Liu Nian took out the cigarette in his hand, threw the cigarette butt, and stepped on it fiercely.

Lying on the top of the Internet café, I touched my face and became rough.

Liu Nian suddenly wanted to laugh, it was too difficult to laugh at himself, too ugly. It's a shame.

"Ding Dong!"

The melody of QQ is still so moving, it was sent by Li Jinse: Liu Nian, I am going to get on the train tomorrow, go to Heilongjiang, and see me off.

Liu Nian smiled, and in the position of a friend, he replied with a hmm. He didn't feel anything when he came out as a friend before, but now he is disgusted.

Liu Nian has been in the Internet café for two days in a row, and he always prevaricates with his parents' worries. He first went to the barber shop to get a hearty haircut, and by the way, he took care of his beard that he hadn't cleaned up for a long time.

It was as if the boy was back, except that his heart was still empty.

It was a good decision to go home when the two of them went to work.

I used exfoliating products, washed my face, oil-controlling facial cleanser, and made a mask.

The skin quality brightened instantly, and Liu Nian didn't want to appear in front of Li Jinse in a mess.

This night was the most solid night for Liu Nian, because he had to get up early.

Sitting in the back seat and looking at this familiar city, suddenly he wanted to escape, escape from this sad city, and start again in a place where no one knew him.

There were a lot of people seeing off at the train station, so I asked Li Jinse's high-speed rail number, and by the way, I also bought a ticket for the next station to facilitate the ticket inspection and send-off.

When she found Li Jinse, the man next to her was also beside her. Liao Yuge's face is very good-looking, his figure is also very good, wearing trendy overalls, a white T-shirt with a red plaid shirt and Li Jinse is a couple's outfit. He is really talented and beautiful when he stands with her.

Lee Kim Se wore a white T-shirt with a white plaid shirt and light blue denim, a very elegant outfit. Really, no matter what kind of clothes she wears, she will look less ordinary.

Li Jinse was very happy to see Liu Nian, and kept waving to him, and Liu Nian smirked in response.

Liao Yuge also politely greeted Liu Nian, and Li Jinse snuggled tightly in his arms at the high-speed rail ticket gate.

She looked happy.

The cannon wanted to take the exam, so he didn't come, but he also added a sentence: I won't send you when you go, no matter how windy or rainy you come, I will pick you up.

Thief literature.

"Liu Nian, I'm leaving, don't miss me!"

Liu Nian nodded, he didn't know how to talk to her anymore, silence was more effective than anything at this time.

Li Jinse turned around with a smile and hugged Liao Yuge and said, "And you and my big baby, you have to think about me all the time, otherwise you know."

"Okay, okay, you're right, you're my little baby." Liao Yuge pinched her nose. It looks intimate.

Liu Nian felt that he had been hurt by five million tons, and it felt as if he had made a wrong decision to come today.

"You guys, I'm really envious of others, my extra-large light bulb really can't withstand such a high operation."

Liu Nianqiang endured the pain in his heart, and showed understatement and affection.

Li Jinse broke away from Liao Yuge, stretched out his hand, and wanted to touch Liu Nian's head, but Liu Nian subconsciously dodged it.

At that moment, Li Jinse and Liu Nian both had the same idea in their hearts, and they seemed to have an invisible barrier.

Li Jinse had also touched Liu Nian's head before, and Liu Nian was very unhappy, but he never dodged.

"You will also find your own love in the future, you just have to wait quietly." Li Jinse's voice is very gentle and healing, but at this moment, Liu Nian's heart is difficult to fill.

"Hmm."

Li Jinse took out a small box and said with a ashamed face: "I forgot your birthday last time, sorry, this is for you, happy birthday."

Liu Nian looked at Li Jinse's guilty expression, and felt like he had suffered a lot of courage.

Li Jinse, Li Jinse, I never blame you, no matter what you do to me, I can't give birth to a trace of disgust.

"It's okay, it's okay, you're too busy, I know."

After a few more pleasantries, I saw that the time was almost up, and several people entered the station together.

Liu Nian looked at Li Jinse walking with a little limp and wanted to ask her how she was, but inadvertently glanced at Liao Yuge and suddenly understood something.

Take a long breath gently, and it feels so difficult to breathe at this moment. Liu Nian cooperated with the performance like a perfect actor. But there is a crazy cry in my heart.

Why! They've only been together for a month. Liao Yuge was deliberately supporting her, and Liu Nian followed behind them, his brain blank.

Liao Yuge turned around and reminded Liu Nian, "Liu Nian has a lot of people here, so keep up." ”

The high-speed rail was about to start, and Li Jinse gently hugged Liao Yuge.

"Dear, I'm leaving, Liu Nian, I'm leaving!"

Li Jinse inserted the ticket into the ticket gate, and the drop-signal passed.

Li Jinse took two steps, and another sound sounded behind him-

Li Jinse was sure that there was no one behind her, she turned around and looked, including Liao Yuge was surprised, and Liu Nian also checked the ticket.

"Li Jinse, I'll send you to the car. Liao Yuge, you have to leave in advance, I'll give her a ride in the end. ”

Liao Yuge didn't have much emotional fluctuations, just replied to him gently. "Okay, then I'll go first."

The moment he left, Liu Nian actually saw Liao Yuge's expression of a victor.

Liu Nian suspected that he had seen it wrong, but what he found was indeed that Liao Yuge was showing off the expression of a victor to himself.

Li Jinse puffed and smiled: "I didn't expect you to make a special trip to buy a ticket for me."

"It doesn't cost much, dozens of dollars, and you can refund the ticket." Liu Nian smiled.

Walking along the stairs, Liu Nian and Li Jinse chatted about many interesting memories of high school, and the two talked and laughed along the way.

It wasn't until he saw the list of stops that Liu Nian knew that the time had come.

Liu Nian's ears were empty, and Li Jinse was the only one left in her eyes, and she couldn't see the boy with her eyes full of her when she walked in front.

Isn't she always in front?

"Li Jinse!"

Liu Nian couldn't help but call her name.

Li Jinse looked back at him and smiled: "I can't bear it."

Liu Nian felt very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable. He wanted to tell her all he had. But no, not really.

Finally, he spit out a few words: "You must be happy!"

Li Jinse squinted his eyes and smiled slightly, that smile, he didn't know how to describe her beauty, only that he finally understood why there was a red dust concubine who smiled, and no one knew that it was a lychee. of absurd events.

He also understood that the kings of the princes of the Beacon Opera only contained a heart that was too penetrating in love.

She nodded.

"You too! My best brother. ”

She stepped into the high-speed train. The high-speed rail started slowly.

Liu Nian didn't chase the train like those youth films.

It's stupid, it's stupid. Just let the train take her away, and my heart.

Liu Nian looked at the train that was a little bit farther away, and he knew that Li Jinse was gone, and the whole person, including his heart, was gone.

"Li Jinse, I love you, I want to resist the whole world for you. Why don't you understand at all. ”

The summer of that year was more restless than ever, and the staggered time was shattered into pieces of memories, forever fixed in the minds of some people.

Some people regard him as a treasure, and some people sprinkle him all over the ground, letting the past go with the wind.