[Many things are true and false, which is difficult to argue, when she knows that her mother has a father in her heart. Just as she has firmly believed in for so many years, it is just a phantom woven by others - Zhong Zixi! 】

What a bloody storm tomorrow will be.

His heart was calm, and it was calm like it had never been.

He Yansheng patted the little man in his arms, and the smile hooked at the corner of his lips hung shallowly.

[Xiaoxi, when you open this letter, your mother should have left you for a long, long time.

I wonder how you've been doing since I left? Is there an obedient person who eats well? Sleep well and take care of yourself?

It's hard for you these days, mom knows it!

You have always been obsessed with your father, and you feel that it was because of your father's cheating that the family was unlucky. Later, you don't want to believe in love, dust yourself, and resist others, these are all your mother's fault!

In this life, the person I love the most is not your father.

At that time, for some reason, I broke up with the person I loved.

At that time, I was completely disillusioned, and the appearance of your father was like a shadow and an opportunity.

It was he who took me out of the abyss of pain and gave me back the confidence to face life.

Even so, I still don't have that deep love for your father, maybe my love in this life has been buried in that person's body.

I didn't want to be sober, and I didn't want to sink in, so I lived like crazy.

I don't know if those years tortured myself or hurt you.

Living with your father in those years, we were like relatives.

I once said to your father that if I had never fallen in love with him, I would have fulfilled him.

Maybe I also want to fulfill myself, after all, a man with a successful career can call the wind and rain outside, but he can never get his wife's heart, that is a very sad thing.

Your father loved me very much and was always tolerant of me, even conniving.

He knew that divorce was a kind of letting go of me, but he did it anyway, in fact, I knew all this.

It's just that my selfishness makes me pretend I don't know anything and enjoy it as it should.

Over the years, your father has not wanted to destroy the image of my mother in your heart, so he is willing to use his reputation to protect me, and I am happy to meet him.

Xiaoxi, since I divorced your father.

You don't like it when I call you that, this is probably the last time my mother calls you that.

As early as March, I had already been diagnosed with advanced stomach cancer.

Mom doesn't want you to worry, I haven't told you all this time.

Children, in this life, people always have to experience death and separation.

I just didn't expect to make you accept everything in such a cruel way, I'm sorry.

I may not have the love of a man or a woman for your father, but he is indeed a good husband, a good father, and a good man.

He doesn't do anything illegal, and there are many ways in the business world, although I don't know much about it, I know that some are just some

The foundation of life.

No one wants to, but there is nothing to do.

Yan Sheng is the same, I know that after I leave, you will hate your father even more in your heart, and you will be angry with Yan Sheng.

Mom has never done anything for your father in her life, and I'm sorry for him, and I'm guilty.

If he hadn't met me, he would have deserved better people and would have been happier. I'm already a dying person, so Xiaoxi, please forgive your mother's selfishness.

Love your mother, Zhong Yu is a masterpiece. 】

Zhong Zixi's nose was red from crying, and the whole person seemed to be angry and couldn't hear anything.

It's not like this, it shouldn't be like this.

Obviously, she chatted with her mother on the last night, and her mother also said it.

"If I could, I would like to see a good life. I have been living happily like this, cherishing the present and grasping the present! ”

"She said it, she said that if it wasn't for that incident back then, she would have been willing."

"Why don't you want to wait for her any longer, maybe it's only for a short time."

"I ...... She ......"

"Dad, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. ”

Xu Baihang's eyes were red, and his voice was trembling.

"Xiaoxi, you just ...... Did you just call me 'Daddy'? It's nice to hear you call me that. ”

"Can you call it again? It's been a long time since I've heard you call me that. ”

Xu Baihang raised his hand to try to wipe her tears, and he moved his body stiffly.

Zhong Zixi bent down and fell on his arm like when he was a child.

"Daddy."

The big rough hand patted her head, and it was very loving.

"Xiaoxi, don't cry."

"Your mother loves you, but it's a pity that I couldn't make her fall in love with me, I'm sorry."

Now like this, Xu Baihang is content.

"No, Dad, Mom has you in her heart, you believe me."

"Really, if she didn't know she was sick!"

Xu Baihang smiled with relief, and many things disappeared at this moment.

He smiled knowingly, revealing an indifference that he had never felt before.

"Daddy, Daddy, I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to."

"I just...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry! ”

Zhong Zixi is incoherent, there are too many sorry to say, but I don't know how to continue?

"Silly boy, stop crying. It's all mothers, be strong. ”

"Actually, the happiest thing in my life is to marry your mother."

Xu Baihang's calm elaboration, from beginning to end, there were no waves.

"The ten years I lived with her were the most alive in my life, and I thought that as time went by."

"Slowly, she will fall in love with me. It's just that your mother is not an ordinary woman, her love is not love, she is frank and straightforward, and she does not bother to do some perfunctory and deceitful things. ”

Mother's temperament, how could Zhong Zixi not know.

Yes, like her mother, she looks extremely free and easy, but in fact she has a frank temperament and is the most affectionate!

How outrageous the missed over the years is, she is unwilling to finally have a result.

Time will no longer give him a chance to make amends.

The son wants to raise but the parent is not there, the mother was like this back then, and it is still the same now.

"Xiaoyun is not my child."

Zhong Zixi looked up in surprise.

"Back then, although I was drunk, I was not so drunk that I was completely unconscious. Your Aunt Tong has liked me for many years, and I refused her to marry your mother, and then she was sad to go abroad but met someone unladylike. ”

"In the end, I didn't take good care of your mother, and I also failed your Aunt Tong."

She always thought that her mother asked for a divorce, but after all, it was because she cared about it.

She thought that her father's compromise was to completely cut off the fate between him and his mother through this incident.

What kind of feelings can make a man pay so far?

"So Xiaoxi, Dad doesn't want to see you regret it like Dad in the future."

"To be honest, when I saw Yansheng's child, I felt like I saw myself back then. When your mother proposed, he refused, and if it weren't for your mother's request, he wouldn't have agreed. ”

"That incident ended perfectly, your mother was the beginning, and Yan Sheng and I were the last to finish. Sorry to keep you in the dark! ”

Now the truth, she doesn't care anymore.

She just wants to seize the present.

Zhong Zixi held Xu Baihang's palm and said word by word.

"Dad, don't talk about it, medicine is very advanced now. The level of medical care in China is on par with the rest of the world, and as long as you cooperate well, you will definitely be able to get cured. ”

"Dad, Mommy is gone."

"I beg you not to give up, don't give up, okay?"

"I beg you, don't leave me, okay?"

Xu Baihang shook his head, it was a calmness about the future, and no fear of life and death.

Xu Baihang stretched out his hand and patted Zhong Zixi's palm, loving and gentle.

"Xiaoxi, are we all stronger? Now the ending is very good, you have a family, a husband, and children, and I can rest assured that you are happy, and we are all calm. ”

"Daddy, I'm ......"

Zhong Zixi cried like a child who had lost the whole world, aggrieved and anxious.

"Don't cry, kid."

"Ever since I was separated from your mother, I have lost my enthusiasm for life."

"The business has lost the original hard work, Xu's has long since lost the style of the past, and someone maliciously framed the new project for an accident that year, in fact, there were some rumors earlier."

"Later, I discussed with your mother to let you get married as soon as possible, but I didn't expect it to hurt you."

Xu Baihang sighed heavily, the Jiang family, he can't clean it up.

Fortunately, there is He Yansheng, and Ah Yu really didn't see the wrong person back then.

He nodded with satisfaction, very pleased.

"Although your mother took the Zhong family to stand up and bear all the charges, the Xu family was also greatly damaged because of this. If Yan Sheng hadn't been holding on to it in the past few years, where would there be any Xu's? ”

Xu Baihang said very slowly, Zhong Zixi suddenly had the illusion that he was saying goodbye to her in his own way.

"Dad, don't say it

Okay? ”

"Dad, be strong, work hard, do you really want me to lose you completely when I just got the truth? Do you really want me to live the rest of my life in guilt for you? ”

Xu Baihang stretched out his hand and patted the side of the bed towards Zhong Zixi.

She bent down and watched quietly as he obeyed.

"Xiaoxi's mother's incident came very suddenly, and over the years, your mother and daughter have relied on each other and taken each other as their own support."

"We're afraid that you won't be able to stand it, and we want to arouse your fighting spirit to live no matter what."

"Fortunately, there have been Yansheng over the years, so this time is the same, it is very reassuring to have him with your father."

Silent tears followed the dam that broke the embankment, and it was out of control.

Just like before, the little girl who was wronged and cried in her father's arms.

"Dad, I know."

She said slowly with red eyes.

"Yan Sheng treats me very well, spoils me very much, loves me, and I am really happy."

"But Dad, I also hope you can be well, Mom is no longer there, Xiaoxi hopes that Dad can stay with me for a few more years! Accompany Jean Jean and watch him grow up. ”

The sound of the urn was transmitted with a heavy nasal voice, and even the breathing became very heavy.

"Xiaoxi, Dad remembers that Yan Sheng's child said something back then, and it still makes me remember it deeply."

"At that time, I thought he was a very good young man."

Zhong Zixi nestled beside Xu Baihang's arm, laughed softly, and joked.

"Dad, there were so many things he said back then, which one do you mean?"

(End of chapter)