[Those resentments and hatreds rooted in my heart, I thought that I would always remember them and take root in my heart. At this moment, she understood that some hatred, even if she hated, was a derivative of love - Zhong Zixi! 】

Zhong Zixi crossed a string of ellipses on the door of his head, this kid is really.

Not! Cooked!

Just when the family of three was talking and laughing, a figure completely blocked all laughter.

Originally, the days passed like flowing water, and peace of mind was her final way home.

If you don't see many people in the past, many things may be forgotten by Zhong Zixi.

You will slowly learn to accept the moment, all the good and even the bad!

Until now, when she sees Uncle Xu again, she really feels like a world away, Uncle Xu is the housekeeper of the Xu family, and he was in the Xu family long before she was born.

Over the years, grandpa didn't allow that person to disturb them, and has been sending Uncle Xu to secretly "help" their mother and daughter.

In Grandpa's heart, even if their mother and daughter did not lack the economy, it was also given to her by her mother.

The Xu family has always been indebted.

It's just that her mother and her are high by nature, and they are kind to the Xu family.

I always only express gratitude, and never choose to accept.

Otherwise, she asked for a divorce and moved out of the residence where the mother and daughter had always been "dependent on each other". It's not just a house, it's an emotional sustenance.

When she stubbornly cut off all contact, she refused to ask the Xu family for help.

Arrogance and arrogance are things that Zhong Zixi has always been unwilling to compromise.

As for the rest, she can earn it slowly, and she will have it.

Only confidence and self-esteem.

The last time I saw Uncle Xu, she was for the name.

She knew that there would definitely be the help of the Xu family in what happened back then, otherwise Uncle Xu would be alone.

It won't be so fast and so convenient.

It turns out that the past few years have been so long, as if those things were the same as in the previous life.

After a few years, as long as I think about it, there will be some uncomfortable wood.

"Miss, it's been a long time."

He Yansheng stepped forward and hugged Zhong Zixi, and she looked back at He Yansheng with a reassuring smile.

The expression is frank and clear.

"Uncle Xu. How are you doing? Grandparents, are they okay? ”

After staying in the Xu family for so long, the eldest lady's resentment towards the Xu family and her cruelty to her own father have not been consumed at all.

How long has it been, this hatred was expected to slowly dissipate with the wind, until now it is still a cross-path, blocked.

"Miss, Mr. Xu, he wants to invite you back."

Zhong Zixi was stunned in his heart, and a bad feeling came to his heart.

Xiumei twisted slightly, and her body took several steps back uncontrollably.

Fortunately, He Yansheng supported her, politely and detachedly.

"Hello Uncle Xu, I'm He Yansheng, may I ask Mr. Xu what happened to him?"

Zhong Zixi's eyes tightened, and he changed from empty to sloppy, until he slowly became clear.

On the way to the hospital, she remained silent.

He Yansheng pinched her fingertips lightly and comforted her softly.

"Don't be afraid,

I will be with you and always with you. ”

Zhong Zixi's smile was a little far-fetched.

At this moment, her attitude of resisting people is strong, and the whole person is terrifyingly alienated.

It's getting colder and colder in Cloud City today, although it hasn't snowed yet.

The sun is sparse, and I don't feel warm when I shine on my body.

Yuncheng is located in the Qinling Mountains and Huaihe River area, known as the east, the south, the west, the north according to the saying, such a southern region is wet and cold in winter.

The cold feeling that was so cold to the bones seemed that you could hear the bones clattering when you moved.

The wind outside the window is whistling, and the plum blossoms on both sides of the road are gorgeous.

"The wind is like understanding, and it is easy to destroy."

This time it was not only its hardship that was destroyed, the calmer it was, the easier it was to recall those laughter and laughter.

In the past, Zhong Zixi was the pearl of Xu Baihang's palm, the kind of love held in the palm of his hand.

The little secret between their father and daughter in those years is still in front of her now, and she really wants to ask him if it is worth it?

Because is it really willing to indulge in greed that cannot be indulged once?

The family is not anyone's home, it needs to be guarded by everyone's heart, and today's Zhong Zixi has long passed the age of needing father's love.

So what about Xu Baihang, in the years when he needed Cheng Huan's knees the most, how did he live?

He Yansheng knew that Zhong Zixi was uncomfortable, this girl was kind and stubborn.

What's more, the original right and wrong, and Xu Baihang's intentions, I am afraid that I will no longer be able to hide it.

Follow her gaze to look out the window, a swirl, all the scenery quickly passed by, not leaving a moment.

No matter what the result is this time, Zhong Zixi will no longer be alone.

He raised his hand and gently rubbed the little girl's hair, giving her plenty of space.

The little guy in his arms raised his head and snorted.

"Dad, are we going to see grandpa?"

He Yansheng smiled and pinched his cheek and nodded.

"Dad, is my grandfather sick? Like grandma, they are going far, far away? ”

The man lowered his voice, not knowing whether he was talking about it to Zhong Zixi or the little guy.

"Jean, you have to know that life is a cyclical process, and everyone has to go through it. In the future, Mom and Dad will want it, and you will want it, so we must be strong, live well now, and let the present day feel happiness, okay? ”

"Hmm!"

He Youchen nodded as if he didn't understand.

"That's good."

The moment she stepped into the hospital, she had heart palpitations and fear for no reason.

Maybe she has been holding a grudge against him all these years, hating his exploitation, hating his cruelty, hating his infidelity, complaining about his indifference.

But I still remember him in my heart.

She never imagined that goodbye would be like this.

One room with a single bed.

The high-spirited man was no longer dressed in a suit and leather shoes, but in a wide hospital gown and a pale lifeless face.

It turns out that if he is as strong as him, he will fall one day.

Seeing him like this, she didn't have the slightest blame in her heart

Pleasure, but bitter in the heart.

It was as if someone had grabbed her by the throat and blocked her ability to speak.

"Xiaoxi, you're here!"

Xu Baihang smiled generously at her, and that smile was the same as many years ago.

She is still very young, and this kind of voice and appearance is the most nostalgic appearance she has been in for so many years.

It's a pity that it can only be sealed in the memory of time.

Don't listen, don't look, don't think, don't speak, just take it as a memory.

"You...... What happened to you? ”

"Sit down! Dad has something he wants to tell you. ”

Xu Baihang kept calling her Xiaoxi, and she knew that even though she had changed the word, he had always kept his original name.

She didn't understand what the meaning of that morning light was in Xu Baihang's heart?

Even now, my mother is also buried in the ground.

Let him stubbornly call for so long, and he still refuses to change.

If it really matters? So what was it all for?

It turned out that the answer I wanted to get the most, but at this moment, I suddenly didn't want to know anything!

Is it fear, cowardice, or subconscious belief?

She doesn't know! I don't dare to think about it.

subconsciously refused, there were too many emotions in Xu Baihang's eyes, which made her feel helpless and confused!

She didn't know what kind of affectionate story it was waiting for her to discover, but now she didn't want to.

The affection and fulfillment in their eyes were once like a knife stuck in her heart, which made her hurt for many years.

It's hard to get over.

Resistance arises from the bottom of the heart.

"No, I don't want to hear it, you don't say it. I beg you, don't say it. ”

Subconsciously, she was scared.

I was afraid that what he said next would make Zhong Zixi not have the courage to bear it.

Fear that what she's been holding on to all this time might just be a mistake.

Afraid of her stubbornness actually hurt the people who have always loved her the most.

He Yansheng's confession had already made her miss once, and she didn't want her life to always be repeatedly verified in such mistakes.

"Xiaoxi, dad doesn't have many days, but your life has to go on."

Xu Baihang opened his mouth with some difficulty.

There was a loud rumbling sound in his ears and eyes, and his mind was pale.

"Dad doesn't want to see you live in his protective shell forever, maybe these words will hurt you a lot now, but it's better than self-torture all the time!"

Zhong Zixi looked at him, his gaze condensed into a line, and tears flowed down his cheeks without warning.

"You, what do you mean?"

She couldn't believe it.

"What do you mean that there are not many days left, your body, your body has not been ......"

Xu Baihang didn't dwell on this issue, he smiled lovingly at her.

"This is a letter left for you by your mother, open it and read it!"

Zhong Zixi trembled and took the letter in Xu Baihang's hand.

Fingers pinched the envelope repeatedly, studied, looked closely, and looked at it.

It seems unbelievable.

But her mother's handwriting, no matter how long it takes, she will not misrecognize.

Eventually, she sat down slowly.

When Xu Baihang saw her like this, he felt very uncomfortable.

The father-daughter relationship back then, the things that I had begged for a lifetime back then, were suddenly cut off.

The awakening from the midnight dream of these years is known only to him.

If it hadn't happened that year, would everyone now be able to go back to square one?

Xu Baihang looked out the window heavily, blue sky and white clouds, green waters and green mountains.

He's come to this point in his life, and that's it.

The separation of his wife is the ending he deserves!

Outside across the door.

The little guy lay in He Yansheng's arms, dumbfounded, and asked sullenly.

"Dad, Mom, is she okay?"

"Mom just went in, her face is so scary? Let Jean be afraid. ”

The natural law of birth, old age, sickness and death, no one can escape.

He kissed the little one lovingly.

So, this life. Live well, don't regret it.

In the future, no one will mention the next life, and no one will owe anyone?

He Yansheng lifted the little guy high and touched his handful of upturned hair.

Wen Sheng said, "Let Jean, my mother is now going through a very important hurdle in her life. ”

"In the future, you will also encounter choices in your own life, which is the kind of hurdle that has no right or wrong, regardless of good or bad, you know?"

The little guy nestled in He Yansheng's arms and listened carefully.

"None of us can make that decision for her right now. The only thing we can do is give mom confidence and the greatest encouragement for her, okay? ”

He Youchen nodded obediently and responded crisply.

"Good!"

The man's eyes were slightly closed, separated by a door.

He didn't know what kind of answer the people inside would hear tonight......

(End of chapter)